āĀ andĀ theĀ dayĀ cameĀ whenĀ theĀ riskĀ toĀ remainĀ tightĀ inĀ aĀ budĀ wasĀ moreĀ PAINFULĀ thanĀ theĀ riskĀ itĀ tookĀ toĀ BLOSSOM.Ā āĀ Ā
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This has been on my mind for long but Iām gonna do this - please reblog this if youāre comfortable with pre-establishing relationships. I do not meanĀ āmet at the grocery store two weeks agoā orĀ āhave a common friendā, but rather stuff likeĀ āhave been best friends since kindergrdenā,Ā āgo for a beer every fridayā,Ā āfriends with benefitsā,Ā ādated in highschoolā, āhate each otherās guts because -insert reason-ā Ā etc. Something meaningful (but not necessarily shippy)Ā and I mean with muns/characters you have not interacted with, because I cannot believe I am the only one who prefers jumping right into the heart of the human interaction.
cheritz have blessed us with a late zenday pic and i'm ā
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theĀ airportĀ isĀ crowded,Ā Ā asĀ alwaysĀ Ā āĀ Ā incheonĀ internationalĀ isĀ aĀ bustlingĀ hiveĀ ofĀ activity,Ā Ā handlingĀ 5000Ā flightsĀ perĀ day,Ā Ā 18Ā millionĀ passengersĀ perĀ year...Ā Ā soĀ toĀ findĀ theĀ oneĀ youngĀ ladyĀ heĀ plansĀ toĀ receiveĀ hereĀ isĀ goingĀ toĀ beĀ tough.Ā Ā anĀ extraĀ complicationĀ arisesĀ fromĀ theĀ smallĀ groupsĀ ofĀ fansĀ whoĀ haveĀ spottedĀ himĀ despiteĀ hisĀ baseballĀ capĀ andĀ face mask;Ā Ā oneĀ thingĀ toĀ sayĀ aboutĀ hisĀ unusualĀ colouringĀ isĀ thatĀ heĀ standsĀ outĀ evenĀ beforeĀ consideringĀ hisĀ handsomeĀ featuresĀ andĀ impressiveĀ physique.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā still,Ā Ā forĀ nowĀ they'reĀ keepingĀ thingsĀ respectful.Ā Ā trueĀ fansĀ ofĀ hisĀ knowĀ thatĀ heĀ hatesĀ beingĀ photographedĀ withoutĀ permissionĀ onĀ theĀ streets,Ā Ā soĀ aĀ fewĀ haveĀ approachedĀ toĀ askĀ forĀ aĀ selfieĀ withĀ himĀ ( he'sĀ gladlyĀ obliged ).
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā butĀ nowĀ heĀ takesĀ hisĀ own,Ā Ā pingingĀ itĀ overĀ toĀ nic'sĀ numberĀ Ā āĀ Ā theĀ firstĀ photoĀ exchangeĀ they'veĀ madeĀ sinceĀ meetingĀ onlineĀ monthsĀ ago.Ā Ā seemsĀ likeĀ aĀ reasonableĀ timeĀ toĀ breakĀ theĀ streak.
SILVERWOLF:Ā Ā justĀ soĀ youĀ knowĀ whoĀ you'reĀ lookingĀ for! SILVERWOLF:Ā Ā iĀ didn'tĀ bringĀ aĀ signĀ withĀ yourĀ nameĀ onĀ it... SILVERWOLF:Ā Ā i'llĀ explainĀ whyĀ laterĀ lol

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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā itĀ isn'tĀ likeĀ he'sĀ goingĀ toĀ dragĀ hisĀ friendĀ aroundĀ onĀ aĀ barĀ crawl,Ā Ā especiallyĀ afterĀ whatĀ happenedĀ lastĀ timeĀ theyĀ drankĀ togetherĀ Ā (Ā yoosung'sĀ infamousĀ hangoverĀ ),Ā Ā soĀ zenĀ isĀ goingĀ toĀ keepĀ aĀ closerĀ eyeĀ onĀ theĀ youngerĀ tonightĀ andĀ avoidĀ placesĀ whereĀ justĀ alcoholĀ isĀ served.Ā Ā afterĀ all,Ā Ā swappingĀ oneĀ unhealthyĀ habitĀ forĀ anotherĀ isĀ notĀ constructive.Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā butĀ thatĀ doesn'tĀ meanĀ they'reĀ notĀ goingĀ toĀ haveĀ someĀ fun.Ā Ā andĀ heĀ knowsĀ thatĀ theĀ blondĀ mightĀ resentĀ himĀ forĀ draggingĀ himĀ awayĀ fromĀ thatĀ damnedĀ computerĀ gameĀ Ā āĀ Ā he'dĀ whinedĀ somethingĀ aboutĀ aĀ 'Ā raidĀ '?Ā Ā āĀ Ā butĀ inĀ zen'sĀ eyes,Ā Ā it'sĀ trulyĀ forĀ hisĀ ownĀ good.Ā Ā there'sĀ aĀ wideĀ worldĀ outĀ there,Ā Ā andĀ yoosungieĀ isĀ alreadyĀ anĀ adult:Ā Ā heĀ needsĀ toĀ seeĀ someĀ ofĀ it.Ā Ā liveĀ someĀ ofĀ it.Ā Ā they'llĀ haveĀ aĀ good,Ā Ā safeĀ time,Ā Ā andĀ returnĀ homeĀ beforeĀ itĀ getsĀ tooĀ late.Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā "Ā whatĀ doĀ youĀ wantĀ toĀ eat?Ā "Ā Ā Ā zenĀ asksĀ asĀ theyĀ strollĀ alongĀ theĀ banksĀ ofĀ theĀ han,Ā Ā theĀ lightsĀ ofĀ seoulĀ reflectedĀ inĀ theĀ water,Ā Ā glitteringĀ onĀ theĀ surface.Ā Ā "Ā i'llĀ beĀ paying,Ā Ā butĀ don'tĀ tryĀ toĀ takeĀ advantage;Ā Ā ifĀ you'reĀ wantingĀ filetĀ mignonĀ andĀ champagne,Ā Ā you'reĀ gonnaĀ haveĀ toĀ waitĀ tillĀ juminĀ takesĀ pityĀ onĀ you.Ā "Ā Ā it'sĀ exactlyĀ theĀ sortĀ ofĀ mealĀ he'dĀ expectĀ thatĀ jerkĀ toĀ dineĀ onĀ mostĀ nights.Ā Ā
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aĀ dayĀ filledĀ withĀ stressors.Ā Ā theĀ youngĀ actorĀ leansĀ againstĀ anĀ outsideĀ wall,Ā Ā freshĀ fromĀ rehearsals,Ā Ā reelingĀ fromĀ receivingĀ aĀ significantĀ rejectionĀ yetĀ havingĀ alsoĀ receivedĀ aĀ lucrativeĀ offerĀ forĀ anotherĀ productionĀ Ā āĀ Ā oneĀ heĀ hadn'tĀ evenĀ thoughtĀ toĀ auditionĀ for,Ā Ā butĀ they'dĀ soughtĀ himĀ outĀ specifically,Ā Ā builtĀ theĀ characterĀ proposalĀ aroundĀ him.Ā Ā it'sĀ aĀ lotĀ toĀ takeĀ inĀ atĀ theĀ sameĀ timeĀ asĀ bringingĀ hisĀ previousĀ productionĀ toĀ aĀ close,Ā Ā theĀ finishingĀ nightĀ onlyĀ aĀ weekĀ awayĀ Ā (Ā justĀ pushĀ through,Ā Ā getĀ throughĀ theseĀ lastĀ few;Ā Ā evening,Ā Ā evening,Ā Ā matinee,Ā Ā evening...Ā ).Ā Ā zenĀ lovesĀ hisĀ job,Ā Ā andĀ he'sĀ gratefulĀ forĀ theĀ work;Ā Ā still,Ā Ā evenĀ heĀ canĀ reachĀ aĀ stateĀ ofĀ burnout.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā mindingĀ hisĀ ownĀ businessĀ forĀ theĀ moment,Ā Ā heĀ reachesĀ toĀ hisĀ pocket,Ā Ā drawingĀ outĀ aĀ darkĀ packageĀ Ā āĀ Ā blackĀ angelĀ cigarettes,Ā Ā oneĀ ofĀ hisĀ vices,Ā Ā particularlyĀ inĀ timesĀ whereĀ hisĀ headĀ feelsĀ aboutĀ toĀ explodeĀ withĀ racingĀ thoughts.Ā Ā andĀ heĀ slidesĀ oneĀ fromĀ theĀ box,Ā Ā holdingĀ itĀ betweenĀ fingers,Ā Ā beforeĀ pattingĀ hisĀ jacketĀ andĀ jeansĀ downĀ forĀ somethingĀ toĀ lightĀ itĀ with.Ā Ā damn.Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā heĀ catchesĀ theĀ eyeĀ ofĀ aĀ ladyĀ nearby,Ā Ā flashesĀ aĀ smile.Ā Ā herĀ dressĀ senseĀ hasĀ himĀ suspecting,Ā Ā rightlyĀ orĀ wrongly,Ā Ā thatĀ sheĀ mayĀ beĀ ableĀ toĀ helpĀ himĀ out.Ā Ā "Ā youĀ don'tĀ haveĀ aĀ lighterĀ iĀ couldĀ borrow,Ā Ā doĀ you?Ā "Ā Ā heĀ jerksĀ hisĀ headĀ atĀ theĀ cigaretteĀ perchedĀ betweenĀ fingers,Ā Ā makingĀ itĀ clearĀ whatĀ heĀ needsĀ itĀ for...Ā Ā butĀ thenĀ hisĀ eyesĀ areĀ drawnĀ backĀ toĀ itĀ andĀ lingerĀ there,Ā Ā reconsidering.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā "Ā actually...Ā Ā neverĀ mind.Ā Ā iĀ shouldn't.Ā "Ā Ā andĀ it'sĀ pushedĀ neatlyĀ backĀ intoĀ theĀ boxĀ alongsideĀ aĀ surgeĀ ofĀ willpower.Ā Ā heĀ needsĀ toĀ considerĀ hisĀ voiceĀ forĀ allĀ theĀ workĀ heĀ hasĀ pilingĀ up.
teenyĀ tinyĀ starterĀ callĀ forĀ mutualsĀ ā”
i just redownloaded mysme and started a route. rip my sanity bc at least something should be resting well; i certainly won't be :')
soĀ iĀ finallyĀ played throughĀ Ā 'Ā aĀ dateĀ withĀ deathĀ 'Ā Ā ( multiple times ā ) andĀ uh...Ā Ā yeah,Ā Ā zenĀ wouldĀ totallyĀ playĀ grimĀ ifĀ theyĀ madeĀ itĀ intoĀ aĀ movie / tvĀ showĀ Ā (Ā which,Ā Ā c'mon,Ā Ā it'dĀ makeĀ anĀ excellentĀ showĀ )

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PUTĀ AĀ Ā ā”Ā INĀ THEĀ ASKĀ IFĀ YOURĀ MUSEĀ HASĀ AĀ CRUSHĀ ONĀ MINE.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā "Ā really?Ā Ā iĀ hadn'tĀ noticed.Ā "Ā Ā Ā okay,Ā Ā maybeĀ heĀ had.Ā Ā
PUTĀ AĀ Ā ā”Ā INĀ THEĀ ASKĀ IFĀ YOURĀ MUSEĀ HASĀ AĀ CRUSHĀ ONĀ MINE.
seven can't help but cackle, seeing zen's surprised face pop up in the apart -ment's window, back-lit by the room's warm lights behind him. the chill bites at the hacker's nose, hands rub together for warmth, wind messily tousles his hair. yet, he feels warm, in his chest, like a steady-burning campfire during su -mmertime, with friends sat along it's edge: everyone chats, laughing, happy. āļøāāā āāāā āāāā after zen yells out, he starts jogging back up the stairs, before tumbl -ing right through the front door, not-so-gracefully, at that. little did he know, the other had been right on the other side, unlocking it, so... they both go tumbling over onto the floor, a tangle of limbs. āļøāāā āāāā āāāā seven giggles even more at this, " ahhh, i got you! huh, huh, didn't i? work can wait another night, i just wanted to surprise you! " he shifts, now sitting up, no longer sprawled across his friend, he smiles brightly, enough you'd think the snow on his head, his shoulders, would melt. " because, seven~ hearts~ you~! " (you're sappy as ever, seven--) āļøāāā āāāā āāāā " that, and. um, he left his coat accidentally, anyway. " he pokes his fingers together, shy. āļøāāā āāāā āāāā
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RUBBINGĀ THEĀ BACKĀ OFĀ HISĀ HEADĀ Ā withĀ oneĀ hand,Ā Ā zenĀ leansĀ toĀ sitĀ up,Ā Ā stillĀ inĀ goodĀ spiritsĀ despiteĀ theĀ tumblrĀ andĀ slowlyĀ subsidingĀ acheĀ ofĀ hisĀ skullĀ andĀ backĀ Ā (Ā whatĀ canĀ heĀ sayĀ Ā āĀ Ā snowĀ putsĀ himĀ inĀ aĀ prettyĀ goodĀ mood!Ā )Ā Ā "Ā workĀ can...Ā Ā butĀ youĀ saidĀ itĀ wasĀ importantĀ youĀ getĀ back?Ā Ā somethingĀ aboutĀ youĀ beingĀ behind?Ā "Ā Ā there'sĀ aĀ flashĀ ofĀ concernĀ inĀ theĀ actor'sĀ voice;Ā Ā heĀ certainlyĀ doesn'tĀ knowĀ theĀ fullĀ ins-and-outsĀ ofĀ seven'sĀ job,Ā Ā butĀ heĀ knowsĀ it'sĀ somethingĀ importantĀ Ā (Ā andĀ highlyĀ paid,Ā Ā judgingĀ fromĀ theĀ hacker'sĀ excessĀ incomeĀ ).
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā nowĀ movingĀ toĀ stand,Ā Ā heĀ shakesĀ hisĀ headĀ withĀ aĀ grin.Ā Ā "Ā youĀ leftĀ yourĀ coatĀ hereĀ onĀ purpose,Ā Ā right?Ā Ā youĀ couldn'tĀ bearĀ toĀ sayĀ goodbyeĀ soĀ soon.Ā Ā it'sĀ okay,Ā Ā youĀ canĀ tellĀ meĀ Ā āĀ Ā aĀ lotĀ ofĀ peopleĀ feelĀ theĀ sameĀ whenĀ theyĀ seeĀ me.Ā "
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@liightbringr: ā despite everything, i believe that people are really good at heart. Ā ā Ā
WHENĀ HADĀ HEĀ BECOMEĀ SOĀ CYNICAL?Ā Ā toĀ thisĀ extent,Ā Ā whereĀ eva'sĀ wordsĀ soundĀ idealisticĀ andĀ painfullyĀ naive.Ā Ā everybodyĀ lies,Ā Ā uses,Ā Ā cheats.Ā Ā everyoneĀ continuesĀ forthĀ towardsĀ theirĀ ownĀ goalsĀ andĀ leavesĀ othersĀ inĀ theĀ dust.Ā Ā (Ā despiteĀ hisĀ ownĀ desires,Ā Ā heĀ daresĀ notĀ giveĀ chase;Ā Ā hisĀ onlyĀ lieĀ isĀ toĀ theĀ lifeĀ he'sĀ living,Ā Ā yetĀ evenĀ thatĀ heĀ doesĀ forĀ hisĀ familyĀ Ā āĀ Ā orĀ perhapsĀ toĀ spareĀ himselfĀ fromĀ theĀ painĀ thatĀ wouldĀ comeĀ fromĀ theirĀ rejection,Ā Ā wereĀ heĀ toĀ stepĀ outĀ ofĀ lineĀ ).Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā pullingĀ backĀ outĀ ofĀ aĀ parkingĀ space,Ā Ā hyunĀ shiftsĀ hisĀ carĀ intoĀ driveĀ andĀ emergesĀ ontoĀ theĀ openĀ road.Ā Ā inĀ theĀ darkness,Ā Ā theĀ whiteĀ andĀ redĀ ofĀ otherĀ vehicles'Ā lightsĀ areĀ dazzling.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā inĀ honesty,Ā Ā heĀ couldĀ traceĀ hisĀ distrustĀ backĀ toĀ hisĀ schoolĀ years,Ā Ā evenĀ asĀ youngĀ asĀ elementary;Ā Ā theĀ peopleĀ inĀ theĀ streetsĀ who'dĀ takeĀ hisĀ photo,Ā Ā point,Ā Ā stare;Ā Ā theĀ teachersĀ whoĀ lavishedĀ himĀ withĀ extraĀ attention,Ā Ā unwanted,Ā Ā singlingĀ himĀ ourĀ whenĀ he'dĀ ratherĀ justĀ disappearĀ intoĀ theĀ background.Ā Ā others'Ā motivationsĀ wereĀ aĀ mysteryĀ toĀ him,Ā Ā then.Ā Ā notĀ anymore.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā "Ā doĀ youĀ believeĀ thatĀ aboutĀ me?Ā "
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā asĀ heĀ asks,Ā Ā theĀ doctorĀ pauses.Ā Ā theĀ questionĀ hisĀ ownĀ thenĀ begsĀ is,Ā Ā doesĀ heĀ believeĀ itĀ aboutĀ her?Ā Ā evangeliqueĀ hasĀ neverĀ beenĀ anythingĀ butĀ aĀ delightĀ toĀ haveĀ inĀ hisĀ life,Ā Ā certainly,Ā Ā butĀ thenĀ again,Ā Ā heĀ stillĀ strugglesĀ toĀ understandĀ whyĀ sheĀ sticksĀ around.Ā Ā heĀ hasĀ plentyĀ toĀ offer,Ā Ā butĀ allĀ ofĀ itĀ liesĀ inĀ status.Ā Ā heĀ doubtsĀ that'sĀ whatĀ motivatesĀ her,Ā Ā but...Ā Ā whatĀ elseĀ isĀ there?
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā "Ā i'mĀ notĀ sure,Ā Ā myself.Ā Ā iĀ don'tĀ thinkĀ i'veĀ everĀ feltĀ thatĀ way.Ā "
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā he'sĀ gladĀ heĀ hasĀ theĀ roadĀ asĀ anĀ excuseĀ notĀ toĀ meetĀ herĀ eyes,Ā Ā footĀ tremblingĀ onĀ theĀ accelerator.Ā Ā knucklesĀ whitenĀ againstĀ theĀ wheel.

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There were times when Zen could be a bit⦠what was a good word for it? Narcissistic? Or maybe⦠self-obsessed? He may even spring for something like cringe-inducing at times. There were times when he opened the chatroom on his phone while walking between classes, only to see a selfie posted with more than a big of bragging, and a bit too much encouragement from Jaehee. But, at the same time, there were instances when he truly did feel like Zen was a reliable person. Someone he could come to with his worries who would support him. A shoulder he could lean on. More than Seven, who might not understand the severity of his problem, or Jumin, who was probably the last person anyone would seek out for any sort of emotional support. Jaehee, too, was too busy. She had enough on her plate already. When Rika's arms were no longer held out to him, and he distrusted V too much to even consider him an option, he found Zen waiting for him. There were instances, too, where Zen tried to offer some unsolicited advice that wasn't taken to heart. Little things about how he needed to quit playing LOLOL to get a girlfriend, and how he needed to change his diet and work out more. These were often ignored on his part, dismissed outright. While they weren't untrue, they seemed like large steps. Too large for him to try and take reliably. But⦠he recognized the thought behind them. That Zen was speaking from a place of concern. In that sense, Zen was a bit like an older brother to him. One who would tease him on occasion, sure, but who was still there for him. He was someone who could be relied on, someone to run to when things became a bit too much. So, at the end of the day, the encouragement offered here still retained its weight. 'Keep trying and you'll succeed,' he could say, so casually, with so much certainty. How could Zen sound so sure of something that was so difficult to predict? There was no way to know, was there? There was so much uncertainty in the future, so much he couldn't know until he let go of the past. As hard as that felt, he couldn't hold on forever. He needed to keep trying. That was the key. He wasn't there yet. āYou⦠think so?ā he asked, searching for any semblance of that certainty in his own tone. āI hope that's true. I really do want to find a way to succeed. Even after everything that's happened⦠I can keep trying, right?ā Even if it seemed difficult. Sometimes even impossible. āAnd someday, I'll find a way to bury her in my heart. Like Jaehee said.ā He drew in a deep breath to steady himself. āThanks, Zen. I appreciate it.ā
THEREĀ Ā WEREĀ Ā OPPORTUNITIESĀ Ā openĀ forĀ zenĀ withinĀ theĀ rfaĀ Ā āĀ Ā moreĀ thanĀ gainingĀ publicityĀ toĀ fuelĀ hisĀ blossomingĀ careerĀ Ā (Ā thoughĀ thatĀ doesn'tĀ hurtĀ ),Ā Ā itĀ givesĀ himĀ aĀ rareĀ chanceĀ toĀ rightĀ someĀ ofĀ theĀ wrongsĀ he'dĀ beenĀ cursedĀ toĀ endureĀ inĀ hisĀ earlierĀ life.Ā Ā withĀ theĀ youngerĀ members,Ā Ā heĀ canĀ beĀ theĀ olderĀ brotherĀ he'dĀ neverĀ had,Ā Ā butĀ alwaysĀ needed;Ā Ā anĀ encouragingĀ voiceĀ andĀ shoulderĀ ofĀ support.Ā Ā inĀ someĀ sense,Ā Ā he'sĀ gainingĀ redemptionĀ forĀ hisĀ abandonedĀ familyĀ members.Ā Ā foundĀ familyĀ isĀ whatĀ trulyĀ mattersĀ toĀ him,Ā Ā now.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā recognisingĀ theĀ uncertaintyĀ thatĀ shakesĀ yoosung,Ā Ā andĀ hasĀ beenĀ quiveringĀ throughĀ himĀ forĀ quiteĀ someĀ timeĀ Ā (Ā evenĀ beforeĀ rika'sĀ absence,Ā Ā perhaps?Ā ),Ā Ā it'sĀ onlyĀ rightĀ forĀ theĀ actorĀ toĀ stepĀ upĀ withĀ reassuranceĀ andĀ guidance.Ā Ā heĀ remembersĀ howĀ itĀ feltĀ toĀ loseĀ hisĀ family,Ā Ā thoughĀ theĀ circumstancesĀ hadĀ beenĀ ratherĀ different.Ā Ā still,Ā Ā thatĀ doesn'tĀ changeĀ theĀ lonelinessĀ thatĀ followed,Ā Ā norĀ theĀ sinkingĀ intoĀ respectiveĀ vicesĀ Ā (Ā himselfĀ intoĀ thrill-seekingĀ andĀ alcohol,Ā Ā yoosungĀ intoĀ onlineĀ gamesĀ andĀ pushingĀ theĀ limitsĀ onĀ hisĀ universityĀ studiesĀ ).
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā whatĀ he'dĀ neededĀ backĀ thenĀ wasĀ anĀ olderĀ brotherĀ toĀ keepĀ himĀ safe.Ā Ā stable.Ā Ā he'dĀ eventuallyĀ foundĀ thatĀ inĀ v,Ā Ā thoughĀ itĀ hadĀ takenĀ aĀ fewĀ yearsĀ forĀ themĀ toĀ meet.Ā Ā perhapsĀ heĀ canĀ helpĀ yoosung.Ā Ā atĀ least,Ā Ā he'llĀ try.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā slenderĀ handĀ reachesĀ out,Ā Ā warmĀ andĀ open,Ā Ā toĀ restĀ onĀ theĀ younger'sĀ shoulder.Ā Ā "Ā heyĀ Ā āĀ Ā you'veĀ gotĀ soĀ muchĀ potential.Ā Ā notĀ everyoneĀ canĀ getĀ intoĀ sky,Ā Ā right?Ā Ā hell,Ā Ā iĀ didn'tĀ evenĀ goĀ toĀ highĀ school.Ā "Ā Ā garnet eyesĀ areĀ brightĀ andĀ confident.Ā Ā thatĀ factĀ doesn'tĀ botherĀ himĀ much,Ā Ā andĀ itĀ doesn'tĀ holdĀ himĀ back.Ā Ā "Ā andĀ iĀ getĀ itĀ ifĀ youĀ can'tĀ focusĀ onĀ allĀ thatĀ rightĀ now.Ā Ā you'veĀ beenĀ throughĀ aĀ lot.Ā Ā can'tĀ youĀ takeĀ aĀ medicalĀ interruption,Ā Ā orĀ something?Ā Ā justĀ someĀ timeĀ toĀ sortĀ yourĀ headĀ out.Ā Ā notĀ everythingĀ hasĀ toĀ beĀ doneĀ atĀ once.Ā "