selfh4rm

I dont want to do this anymore.. I can't do this anymore.. I'm fuckin exhausted, I want it all to stop.. I need it all to stop..

i need to be at my worst again, because i was lowkey pretty

Whenever some one does something shitty to me (which happens a lot) I use it as motivation to get skinnier

Everyone’s mad at me and I’m sorry and I am gonna starve to make up for it ig

How small do I have to be in order to be loved again?

no one who really knows me could ever love me

I don't want to do this anymore

I should've hugged you tighter the last time I saw you.

Will I ever forgive myself?

The immense guilt i feel after eating is unbearable it’s actually so sickening I just can’t stand it. Especially after i was being so consistent