Selena Shires

I’m a depressed person who uses this as a safe space to vent and look at thinspo

I go from wanting a big chest to wanting a small almost nothing chest and it’s annoying

I am stressed depressed and ready to sleep forever

I’m still alive I just redownloaded this

I’m in my I’m a girly bitch who needs no one but fashion era and I need new everything but I’m a broke bitch

To hell with giving and sending good intentions and hope the good comes back I thrive on chaos and spite I’m cursing all the people who pissed me off and were rude to me fck being nice imma go back to being a bitch

Yelled at a coworker after he threatened me if he doesn’t get in trouble and I do I’m quitting

In the middle of the depression mode and my mom is constantly on my case of not doing anything and it’s true but I haven’t reached any manic modes yet and all I can do is lay down and cry because none of my limbs feel strong enough to pick myself up

Relapsed after 3 months of being clean and now I’m falling down a rabbit hole full of fucking nightmares

I’ve fallen down a rabbit hole on X (twitter I hate the new stupid name) and now I’m mostly on there I rarely get on here anymore but I do every once in a blue moon I probably won’t post on here anymore

I’m still here just been busy and I’ve started going on twitter more

I don’t even have the energy to put into words how much I don’t wanna be here anymore

I just got paid but I need it all for rent and utilities but my mom is making me take my brother to an expensive place for lunch wants me to take him to the movies and take him to supper over the weekend but I don’t have the money and I can’t tell her or else she’ll never stop talking about how I’m wasting all my money I never think things through etc and I just wanna not exist fora while

I wanna fking end myself