RandySek

I wish you would just get out of my head. It would make going to sleep a lot easier at night. I hate when I stop to think about you, what you’re doing, are you alright, have you thought about me? So many questions.. I know one thing, you’re doing just fine.. I can tell. I hate it. My heart hurts so bad. It’s not even an emotional pain, its a physical pain. I mean, I guess the days have been getting easier without you.. But I still cry in the car if a certain song comes on, a lot of things still remind me of you and I get sad.. If someone brings you up, I get sad.. I get sad a lot. I get angry a lot too.. I don’t know what I want from you. I just never thought there would actually come a day where I don’t have you in my life. And I really don’t know how to cope with that.

I miss you more.. I love you more..