toucans lair

I think i got so desperate and stressed my art literally got worse

I genuinly think i peaked at my kira89 phase and im never getting back to how good at art i was

I have so much rage that im not skilled enough to make it to the big leagues but im also not convinced its entirely my fault but it actually is

I brows my opps blogs sometimes just to raise my blood pressure and remind myself im simply not doing enough

Does anyone have the settei of ivan from king if works I sort of need it to work on a project 😔💔 im genuinly going insane trying to find reference of him

Im so fustraited and tired i have to spend so much energy into acting like a normal considerate person just for absolutely nobody to be appreciating my efforts i should just give up and run away

I tried to talk and be nice to a outcast guy once and he started asking me if i ever thought about relationships and dating sir this is a wendys

Im on my fatass arc