Hard to Explain
contains: coworker!kamden x coworker!reader on a work trip w other coworkers…. yall lowkey cannot stand eachother. enemies to lovers type shiii??? idk we’ll see LOL
cw: mdni! simp kammy, dom/switch reader, degrading/degrading with the use of pet names, tiny bit of misogyny from kammy (out of frustration but you handle him later ok), denial of lots of things, grinding/dry humping, voyeurism, overstimulation, begging, some jealousy, banter and aftercare if you squint.. this might be the dirtiest thing i’ve wrote??? & longer read stay w me yall 🫠
a/n: raaaahh kammy story is live. i got this pic from my cousin and i took it and ran with it. i had two ideas in mind for kammy but this one stuck out more to me. stream God so our leader-nim doesn’t go bald 🙏🏽🥀 anyways pls enjoy, im lowkey feenin to write more it’s a passion project for me lmfao.. i’m going to tell yall where i get the title from, so thank u to the strokes for the title
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Your place of employment had sent an email stating that they were choosing 5 people to go on a work trip in a different state for a week. They paid for the flights, taxis, and all the accommodations. You got an email saying you were assigned to go this time around. You were looking forward to the different scenery, but you knew this wasn’t going to be a vacation or a short getaway from the typical life once you found out who all was assigned to go. The group went as followed - Kyrell Choi, Eric Sohn, Maya Kawachi, yourself and Kamden Na. For the most part, you genuinely got a lot with your coworkers, especially the ones attending the trip. Everyone except Kamden Na.
Kyrell and Maya are part of the PR department while Eric, Kamden and you were part of the sales team. You were honestly unsure of how the ‘beef’ originated between you two, but you couldn’t deny that you both got under each others skin. Kamden made it a point to move things around your desk, take your unassigned parking spot in the morning, or finishing out the coffee in the communal pot without replacing it. Any way he could mess up your routine was enough for him.
Kamden even made it a point to make it a competition between your three of who got more sale numbers for the week. You had been at your workplace the least amount of time but you held your own, and is consistent of getting new and returning customers and clients.
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Just finish out this week..just finish out the week… you told yourself over and over in your head, unpacking some things in your hotel room. You all just got to the hotel and somehow you and Kamden already butted heads in the uber ride here- and it’s only the first day of the trip. The disagreement was over something stupid. He insisted it was one way but you said it was another - both of you ended up being wrong with the correction of Kyrell, Mr. Know-it-all.
Before you all headed into the elevator you all agreed in the lobby to settle in for a couple hours and walk to a nearby restaurant for dinner. The work shenanigans of networking, meetings and sales wouldn’t start until tomorrow morning and end early on Friday. Then Saturday afternoon, another uber would take you all back the airport.
After a couple hours of lounging around and laying on the very soft queen size bed, Kyrell messaged the groupchat he insisted of making to ‘keep everyone in the loop’ and asked if everyone was ready to meet in the lobby. Within minutes everyone messaged back saying they were on the way.
As the food came out, Kyrell taking a few big bites commenting on how good the food was. He was such a foodie. After a few bites he asked the three of you trying to get the conversation going “how do you think you guys will do this week? I’m not fully in the world of sales so I’m curious.”
“Oh bro, I don’t even gotta worry about it. I got all the bullshit words that can sell anything. I’m basically a master” Eric answered first, shrugging his shoulders making a duck face.
“Oh riight, right…” Maya trailed off, laughing to herself. Eric looking over to her with a stank face.
“I know I’ll get more than Eric and…” Kamden started, then turned to look towards you “..you” he finished matter of fact-ly. All you could do was roll your eyes and let out a quiet scoff.
“Oh here we fuckin go” Maya interjected “You’re always finding a way to make everything a competition. You do know we’re all on the same team right” Maya finished. She was right, even if her and kyrell were mainly part of the PR team, you all are working together for the company that brought you all here. But you knew Kamden couldn’t help himself saying that.
“I think I’ll be good. I’m always pretty good at it” you said confidently, putting more food on your fork to put in your mouth.
“Yeah it’ll be easiest for you I think, you’re pretty good with the bullshit words too” Eric commented with a laugh.
“Well it is easy for her” Kamden butted in, your eyes shot over to him “she’s a girl” … a pause. Everyone at the table went quiet and looked at you then at Kamden. You showed no reaction because of course he would say something like that. A bit disappointed and thrown off, but not surprised. You chuckled a bit from your nose and nodded your head. Letting him sit with the words he just said.
“Oh!” Maya popped in loudly breaking the silence “being misogynistic in the big 2026 I see.. heard you loud and clear bud..”
“Um. Okay Kamden you’re cut off from talking. Not fucking cool man” Eric said shaking his head.
“Yeah dude, that wasn’t cool to say” Kyrell added.
“It’s not that it’s easy because I’m a girl, it’s easy because I’m actually good at it, dick. Maybe if you tried a little harder you’d reach my sale numbers, but your best numbers are my numbers on my worst day” you said firmly looking right at him.
“Ope… clocked you” Kyrell said quietly giggling to himself and to Maya.
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The table was quiet again today, thankfully Eric and Kyrell sat in between you and Kamden. You haven’t spoken much to him these last couple of days because of the comment he made at dinner. He hadn’t apologize but you knew he most likely didn’t plan on it.
Maybe a part of you knew he may have regretted it but he wasn’t going to say that. You weren’t mad about it anymore because during the first to days of meetings and networking, you’ve gotten three new clients while Kamden struggled getting his one.
It was a little slow with people making their way in and out of the meeting hall, so you asked Maya if she wanted to walk around. You walked off with Maya to see the other tables and do the part of ‘net working’ you were required to do. Most of these people you’ve seen already but there were a few tables you hadn’t been to. Getting to a table of new faces and you read their information.
“Hello ladies” the tall, dark haired man at the table getting up greeting you both with a warm smile. Both of you greeting him back. Maya asked about what his company sells as she took a free pen off their table.
“We sell products either in bulk or certain things a company or employee may need in the office. Do you both work at a desk or office?”
“I share an office with my PR partner, but her and the others work in a bigger space since they’re the ones doing the sales” Maya replied motioning her hand to you.
“You’re company from around here?” he asked.
“No, we’re based a couple states over. Our company sent us here” you replied looking at him.
“Ahh okay I see, you’re all on a work trip. We’re based here but a few cities over.” All of you kept taking about different companies you both service and see if these could be potential clients.
After a while the man named, Brian, wrapped up the conversation “Well, if either of you or you specifically” he looked at you “need anything, just know I’m here for all your needs.” he smiled handing both of you his business card with his name, office and email.
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“Who is that the girls are talking to? Who does he work for, I can’t see it” Kamden asked the other two men sitting with his. He followed you with his eyes the moment you got up from the table. Kamden seeing another man talk to you made him upset, but he could never admit that.
“Here’s a question.. why the fuck do you care” Eric said bluntly typing away on his phone.
“I don’t …just making conversation” Kamden retaliated quietly.
“Sure… I wanted to ask.. have you apologized yet?” Kyrell turned to ask him, probably already knowing the answer himself.
“Of course he didn’t, he doesnt know how to do that” Eric instigated with a low laugh.
“Shut up..” Kamden snapped “I just don’t want her to be more pissed than she already is. She should know I didn’t mean it though. I just got…” he sighed deeply looking away “I don’t know..”
“Intimidated maybe? or insecure? Which one was it Kammy” Eric instigated once more. Kamden didn’t even look at him and stayed silent, arms crossed.
Kyrell looked over at Eric then back to Kamden who is visibly upset “Maybe you should tell her that. She’s very smart but she can’t read minds dude. Tell her that and apologize. What you said was wrong and we as men shouldn’t say that about the women we work with - or women in general. I don’t think it’s be smart to have the bad vibes continue back at work.”
Kamden looked down at the table and grabbed the pen to occupy his hands, nodding to Kyrell’s words.
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Later that night you got a text from Kamden.
‘hey’
‘do you have time to talk?’
‘please’
Looking at the messages and replied
‘for what’
‘because’
‘it’s important..’
‘please?’
‘you can come to my room and you can leave whenever you want..please’
You hesitated, thinking for a couple minutes.
‘don’t beg you look like a dog’
‘what’s your room number?’
‘1018’
You grabbed your room key and put your phone in your pocket to head to the elevator. After reaching his floor you knocked on the door and waited only a few seconds until you were greeted by Kamden. He said a quiet ‘hey’ and moved out your way. Walking past him you could smell the clean laundry scent faintly on his sweatshirt.
His room was clean and he had some clothes laid out on the TV stand. You sat at the chair that was next to the desk, while Kamden sat at the end of his bed facing you.
You didn’t plan on saying anything since he’s the one who asked to talk to you. You leaned back in the chair to stare at him. He couldn’t meet your gaze at first. He played with his thumbs and waited a few seconds to look up at you.
“How’s your night going?” he asked sounding coarse as if he needed to clear his throat.
“Going fine.”
He nodded and itched the back of his head. “So..I wanted to tell you something..” Kamden sounded nervous or somehow not confident in his words which was not normal for him. He took a breath “I wanted to say, I’m sorry” he said plainly, not appearing nervous anymore. No emotion to it, no nothing.
You wanted to scoff out loud but remained quiet. That was probably the best he had in him you thought to yourself, “…okay. Good talk” you replied back getting up from the chair to walk out his door.
As you walked past him he grabbed your hand before you got fully out of his reach. “Wait….please sit down.” You sighed quietly and sat next to him on the bed.
“I just…” Kamden started running his other hand through his hair letting a big huff out, “I just want you to know that I didn’t mean what I said the other day at dinner. I don’t even believe that, I only said that because I knew it would get under your skin. You’re very good at what you do, it impresses me each time. I’m thankful I have you on my team while at work even if I make things a competition. And I know that the vibes of this trip are going to shit..all because of me. I’m so so sorry..” he looked at you with more emotion than you ever seen from him.
You just looked at him, unsure of what to feel. Before you could even think of a reply he started again.
“And then…I saw that big dude talking to you today. I didn’t like that.” you looked at him confused.
“Why, that didn’t even concern you”
“I don’t know I just..” he trailed off, looking in your eyes then down to your lips then backup to your eyes. The air and vibe in the room somehow got thicker, making you aware of his hand still in yours, the hum of the AC and the tv volume low.
“I just…like you so much I don’t know how to express or explain it because you’re so badass.. and you make me nervous, shy and happy all at once” voice low as he confessed scooting a little closer to you.
“Kamden…” you started not sure what to do.
“Please..please.. I’m so sorry. I fucked up so bad. Please let me fix it” he got even closer you could feel his hot breath on your face. “Can I please kiss you?” his eyes looking aware and anxious while looking at your eyes then down to your lips.
You nodded your head. Kamden came in slowly wanting to savor this moment. His lips were soft and warm. His touch was gentle and precise against your lips, he tilted his head to feel you better. Kamden planted many full kisses on your lips while his other hand came up to your cheek holding you as if you were so delicate and fragile.
“Please get on top of me” he whispered pulling away a little, his other hand never leaving your waist. You weren’t going let him get off so easy and you definitely weren’t going to let him take the lead.
“Fine, but you’ll do as I say…I need to make sure you’re really sorry okay.” you instructed softly looking at him as you told him to sit back against the headboard. He looked at you with multiple emotions on his face but against all of it, he nodded and did what he was told. He could feel himself instantly get semi-hard from your instructions.
You walked around the bed to straddle him. “Keep your hands here, if you move them I stop” explaining while placing his hands on your hips, Kamden immediately followed your lead and kept his hands there polite and unsure of what is next.
You leaned down to kiss him and rolled your hips gently onto his growing bulge in his sweatpants. He instantly reacted with a soft groan onto your mouth leaning forward just a bit.
“Do you like that Kammy?” you questioned acting oblivious to your actions. He moaned softly in response wanting more. You kissed him a few more times before moving to his neck and ear, still managing to grind on Kamden at an annoyingly slow rate getting him worked up.
“You feel so good” he mewled out, wanting to say more but he was unsure what you’d let him say to you. It was like Kamden turned into puddling with your mouth on him and your clothed head rubbing on his.
“You’re so mean Kammy” you teased grinding down a bit harder this time earning a strained groan from him. You gabbed his face with your hand squeezing his cheeks together, his eyes open back up to look up at you “you’re always so mean to me” you pouted a bit only truly meaning half of that.
“F-fuck I’m so sorry princess, I’m so fucking sorry..fuck please don’t stop” he panted out still keeping his hands at your hips knowing to only take what he could, bucking his hips up desperately.
With that you halted your grinding and lifted up earning a whine from him “I didn’t move my hands, I listened good!” he said quickly “-nghh, please” chest rising and falling quickly, his arm just barely reaching out for you.
You sat next to his thigh and a satisfied look covered your face, “Pull it out” you demanded flatly. His eyes wide and some shade of pink showed itself on his ears and the corners of his cheeks.
You decided to throw him a bone and give an encouraging squeeze on his thigh. He once again did as he was told. Slowly taking it out avoiding your gaze at first, almost like he was embarrassed “touch yourself,” his adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed hard.
He had just the tiniest bit of his pre-cum gathered at the tip which he used as his lube to slide up and down his growing hard cock in front of you. Tilting your head you watched how he made himself feel good. Squeezing the bottom the coming back up to tug near his tip as his eyes fluttered shut.
“You’re doing so good” you cooed out softly, running your fingers lightly down his arm that was by his side not moving. “What do you like most about me?”
“Damn it” he chuckled out “you’re asking me that right now?” he shook his head knowing you wouldn’t back down, “I like how you put up with my bullshit, give me attitude back, you’re beautiful” he let out a soft grunt. “When I hear you talking on the phone and using that voice-ugh” he paused to roll his head back to close his eyes again and moan out, almost like recalling back that memory he couldn’t let go of.
“I’ve thought what it would be like if i called you and you talked me through it…fuck” another sound came out of him.
“You’re such a noisy man”
He chuckled once more, his hand still taking care of himself with his eyes closed and eyebrows furrowed. You leaned forward a bit to kiss him on his tip making him hiss, then making your way up to kiss him a couple times. Kamden willingly opened his mouth to greet you and let you in. You lightly passed your tongue against his and he already moaned in your mouth. Your tongue danced in his mouth not having to try so hard with him because something small from you was enough for him.
Kamden was truly down bad for you. You could hear the wet sounds coming from his cock getting louder as the kisses went on.
You pulled away abruptly to get off the bed, you seen Kamden tried chasing your face to reconnect but you were too fast. He ended up slowing just a bit down “I didn’t say to slow down baby, did I?..keep going.” You discarded your sweatpants and underwear on the floor in a swift one motion sitting again right next to him, waiting.
Your words.. Your condescending attitude and tone and denying him things of you built something up in Kamden in a way he never experienced before but he loved it. It was such a different feeling and he wanted to be good. Good for you.
“S-shit baby I’m close” he breathed out biting his lip “can I come for you please?” out of breath looking over to you for approval as his hand going a bit faster. “Wanna be so good for you.” Nodding your head Kamden bucked his hips up.
He came with a curse and hooded eyes keeping his gaze on you the entire time. The stream of his cum made its way down and made a small layer on top of his fingers and hand. The sight made you press your thighs together tightly. It was genuinely so hot to watch and experience- especially with Kamden who was not submissive in his regular life.
Kamden slowed down just a bit coming down from his high. You reached out your fingers to meet his to make him fully stop. “I wanna taste” you quietly said pulling his fingers and putting two in your mouth. You could see Kamden’s still hard cock twitch just the tiniest bit. The salty taste immediately covered your tongue. His mouth hung open just a bit at the sight.
“We’re not done,” you started lowly while you swung one of you legs over him. Lining him up to your entrance you slid down in a swift move his fresh cum along with the wetness gather in you acted as the perfect entry allowing you to bottom the entirety of him inside you. Kamden jolted a bit accompanied with a low whimper caused from the new feeling, contact and just coming down from his high.
A barely audible sentence came out him commenting on how wet and tight you were. He filled you up so good and you stayed there for a few seconds letting both of you feel it.
Grinding a bit just to get some stimulation on your clit, he whimpered out squeezing his eyes shut, hard. “Jesus christ, fuck.. w-when you move l-like that.. I-I-I can’t.. it’s still too sensitive” his body thrashing just a bit under you.
“I haven’t even done that much Kammy, you can do it” a fake comfort tone came out of you, moving some of his hair that is suck with sweat on his forehead giving a quick peck. “you can give me another one right? You were doing so good for me, I need one more” seeing him getting so lost in pleasure built up your own high. “You wanna get me off too right?” asking him reaching for his face so he could look at you.
His eyes opened to look at you and nodded quickly which earned a smile from you and gave him a kiss. “Use me please, use me..use me” he repeated over and over again, him mind being completely wiped of everything else.
“Good boy” exhaling and using him to chase your own high. His sounds turned into whines and cries, you felt him twitch inside you and his fingers getting tight around the sheets next to him. Trying his best to still be present with you and give you what you need.
“You feel so good around me” his jaw hung open spewing whatever words back to his mind, his eyebrows furrowed while his eyes are still closed tight trying control how overstimulated he felt “better than what I imagined.”
Grabbing his arms away from the bed Kamden’s eyes immediately shot open to follow you, now completely hypnotized by you and curious to see where you’d put him next.
Placing one hand on your boob and the other putting his fingers on your clit helping him make tight and fast circles. With the change of placement Kamden sat up a little wanting to feel you closer “You’ve thought about being inside me before?” moaning out to him with a new touch.
Kamden nodded “yeah..yes, on the way home.. or if i got you angry enough. Anytime, all the time” choking out. The touch he was granted almost made him greedy to reach for more but he knew not to push his luck. His hands being able to explore the places he dreamed of quickly got him to his second release.
“Oo-ohh fuuck” he cried, his hand getting a bit tighter on your boob pinching your nipple in between his fingertips while throwing his head back fully hitting the headboard but he’s too focused to care “I’m so clo- ah! I’m trying t- shit..” he took a big breath to calm him down and catch his breath before he choked on having no air in his lungs, thrashing his body once again. Fully knowing the overstimulation was actively getting to him.
Seeing him like this made you closely unravel as well “oh shit.. Kamden..m’so close” you grabbed his shoulders for support. His fingers building that perfect feeling for you, your thrusts getting sloppy and desperate as you could feel it right there. Even though Kamden wasn’t told to, he met your sloppy thrusts as he pushed up in you. That seemly did the trick for you.
“Fuck- you’re clenching me so tight.. I can’t-” another big pant came out him. He was great at multitasking making sure he did his best for you.
“Kamden” you whined out your head hanging low “I’m-”
“Come with me baby, I’m right there with you” hums and panted whines came out him while going much faster on your clit and completely taking over thrusting up in you as your legs burned from exhaustion “come for me baby please..I need it. Come with me” he begged.
He came first with a shake, a few deep groans and a whine at the end almost sounding like he was going to cry. You felt his ropes of cum coat deep inside you, sweat covering his forehead and a bit of saliva in the corners of his mouth from how much his mouth hung open. That sight making your own release take over you with a long moan, legs shaking and hunching forwards towards him.
You laid on top of him, reaching lazily up giving a kiss on his chin, letting Kamden bring you both down from your highs with a couple lazy thrusts and then halting.
Both of you laying there, chests rising and falling with the same tempo trying to slow down your breathing. Kamden’s arms wrapped around you as he told you he was going to pull out. He turned you to lay on your side next to him and slid out, already missing the contact from him.
Leaving your side for a moment Kamden went to grab a towel from the bathroom to clean up some of the mess. Giving your thigh a quick peck after he wiped you down.
He laid next you again and lazily laid his arm around your waist “that was better than I imagined” he mumbled out pressing his forehead to yours. “You’re highkey a freak” he chuckled out and giving you a soft peck on your lips.
“So are you” you said tiredly, trying to sound more bratty but failed “you’re highkey a simp” a smile tried hiding itself on your lips.
“Oh, whatever..” he scoffed “…okay, maybe just for you..”
“Hmm. It must be cause I’m just a girl right?” you raised an eyebrow throwing his words back at him sarcastically.
“You mean my girl right?” Kamden clocked back with a chuckle.
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