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"wasted potential" you are still living!!! your potential is still here, you can carry on

"when they find your bones, they'll know you were a ()" no, actually, they'll know i was loved and missed. can the same be said for you?

i wish i was more certain of literally anything in my life

time is only wasted if you learn nothing from it. even suffering and pain can teach you your limits. even grief can teach you about the vast expanse of your love.

the father, the son and the spotify playlist

neither suffering nor joy are eternal but both can change you for the better if you let them.

i will be a good parent, and i will treat my children gently and lovingly. it will not be a revolution to them, i will not let them know any other life.

you are my heaven, my eden, my quiet. you know me like i've never been known. i will look to you forever, and look at others through the lessons and love you've taught me.

i have so much love!! in me!! so much aching adortation!! but i cannot say those words!!

please love me. please wait for me and guide me. let me disinfect your wounds when i bite you.

no matter my disbelief or distrust for religion, i shall always find myself crawling back to the cold and judgmental arms of Catholicism and weep over a Hail Mary

i think of you when i see the stars and the sun and light dancing on the ocean. you do not think of me.