What's on your mind?

First, get a pregnancy test and check. This is **important**. It’s scary and completely anxiety-inducing, but you have to know where you stand so that you can decide what you can/want to do. Take of your body, that comes before anything else. If you are in the clear, go about your life, drop that guy you had sex with that you have no feelings for (for the sake of you both), and see if a relationship with the guy you actually like is possible. If you are pregnant, well, you can keep it or have an abortion - if this is this case, I must say this is beyond the scope of Tumblr. You have to get to your doctor or find a clinic, do research, decide what is best for you, and plan your follow-through. 

You should be fine - I also know that when you have a slip up like that it’s hard to not think that everything is a symptom of pregnancy (haha, I can only laugh about it retrospect *sigh*). Honestly, you won’t know until you have a missed period and have your suspicions confirmed by a pregnancy test. Try not to panic!

You need not project the expectations of your father onto others. There are people out there who will accept you and love you for all that you are.

This used to keep me up at night - sometimes, it still does.