Blog title lmao

im working for my dad, earning like 15 an hour IM GONNA BE RIIIIICH

okay for context, I went to the nurse today during school because I was feeling a tad bit dizzy. Me: “Yeah, I’ve been feeling a bit dizzy all day.”

Nurse: “are you on your period?”

Me: “well, I just finished my period yesterday. So I don’t think—“

Nurse: “it’s your period.”

Me(not what I actually said, unfortunately.): SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU NEWBIE NURSE I MAY HAVE MENSTRUAL PROBLEMS BUT DIZZINESS IS NOT ONE OF THEM. I’VE DEALT WITH THIS MONSTROSITY FOR THREE YEARS SO I KNOW HOW IT WORKS, SAMANTHA. I WILL NOT TOLERATE MY PAIN BEING DISMISSED FOR MY MENSTRUAL CYCLE IN THE MEDICAL FIELD.

🪬📿🍞 ASCETIC COSPLAY 🪔

🇺🇸/🇬🇧: My first cosplay and my first lipsing. Papier mache mask. I love the Ascetic with all my soul🙏I don't consider myself a kit, but I really wanted to try on an image.

🇷🇺: Мой первый косплей и первый липсинг. Маска из папье маше. Я всей душой люблю Аскета🙏 Я не считаю себя комплектом, но очень хотелось примерить на себя образ.

for some reason I have been starting to form hate for anything I have found slightly annoying. My whole family keeps telling me “never say never!” Or “you’ll find the right person!”

like no, I’m repulsed by the fact that others think I’ll have a partner in the future. I think a factor in my aroace-ness is the fact that physical intimacy is expected in so many relationships. If I ever get with a person, I’d vomit at the thought of physical contact. The only people I feel comfortable with those things are close friends. And even then, I’ve never had romantic feelings. My family keeps saying “you’ll find a boy you’ll like sooner or later.”

or

“why don’t you hug me tightly? Hah…I bet you’ll hug your boyfriend very tightly in the future.”

and then they get mad when I pull this face card because it’s my literal and honest reaction.

(Saiki my aroace king)

But seriously, it’s so annoying and leaves such a repulsive taste in my mouth I want to vomit. but that’s just within my family

I ALSO HATE FRIENDS WHO DEVELOP FEELINGS. I don’t really know how those feelings work, but it has always made me super uncomfortable. Because, what do you mean that all the time I’ve spent with you, you’ve been fantasizing about your life with mine romantically. I hate it so much. So so so so so so much. and mostly because I value friendships way more than I do with familial or romantic relationships. So I hate romantic feelings that ruin my friendship with that person. I really valued them, and it’s all ruined because of romance. I ALSO HATE THE TROPE OF AN AROACE CODED CHARACTER FINDING “the one” AT THE END. NO ELABORATION.

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE

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