Bleh

Do you ever get that overwhelming feeling when you think about someone you love and you're just like, gosh I love this person so much, I never wanna lose them, they make me so happy and my love just overflows for them?

Love hurts when it's just one sided

When you're fine the whole day but then night falls and you're all alone in bed and suddenly you're like a new born baby again, crying and wanting to be held but there is no one and so you're crying yourself to sleep every single night.

Feminine urge this and feminine urge that, okay, but what about the unalive-ing urge?

You deserve someone who never gets tired of you, someone who takes everyday with you as an exciting adventure, someone who looks forward to seeing/talking to you, someone who reminds you everyday that they love having you in their life, someone who genuinely loves you unconditionally. You deserve the love you give.

Hey, lemme just *holds your hand*

The hopeless romantic urge to cut fruits for them and feed it to them with my own hands.

One thing about me is that I am a baby that needs constant reassurance or else I will spiral into a breakdown for a couple of days until you tell me that everything is alright and that you do still love me and then I'll be fine, like nothing ever happened.

Hey (with the intention to hang out in the library and read books to each other at the back of all the bookshelves while snacking on potato crisps and holding hands)

The feminine urge to run away and start a new life in a small little town and be that mysterious girl who goes for walks at an odd hour and always has a book in her hand is strong.

Today's mood: wanting to be a cute little frog and chill out on a lily pad.

Friendly reminder: you're worthy of love, kindness and everything good in the world. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You deserve only happiness and that is what you shall receive, keep moving forward. I believe in you! <3

When James Arthur said, "I'm tired of loving from afar, never being where you are," I felt that like a knife stabbing into my heart, twisted and so deep, the stinging pain in my eyes as my heart is slashed open. Just those words have me rolling on the floor like a child in burning pain. I'm tired of loving from afar, that's all.