I exist without my approval and am filled with fear

Remember how I leave tumblr to take care of my mental health?

Okay, so I stayed here for a few days, have some discussions about the America thing on my dash, and that night I had a break down,

Messages like this arrive:

How can you say stuff like that to a person who leaves Tumblr because she had suicidal ideas again?

Im 99% sure it was different people this time. As you can see, they mentioned the Thomas Sanders’ fandom, which honestly concerns me because I highly doubt TS is okay with messages like this:

My favorite is this:

I’m honestly thinking on deleting my blog because it’s hard, honestly, I blocked anons almost SIX or SEVEN times since I created this blog, do you honestly think its fair? 

I know TS fandom wasn’t like that, and Im concerned because I dont give a fuck about anons, but there are people more sensitive than i am that will clearly be more affected by this:

DO NOT SEND HATE MESSAGES

HATE IS NEVER OKAY