Midnight Thought
Hi,
This is a little thought about me, and you. A little thought that come to me every night, that makes me contemplating what is truly going on with me, with my feeling, and you.
It’s just a little thought, that happens to me every night, for little thing that you do to me, your attention, your act. The point is I am missing you. I miss those moments when you need me. I miss the feeling of how well I am being your guard, your shield, protecting you from outside world.
We choose different path, It is not something to be excuse or to blame of. We are just no longer the same, time moves forward and people change. We do change.
You are no longer need me, maybe. And I feel so empty for nothing to protect. Nobody that I can take care of, the one that I used to hold for a long time.
Who should take all the blame?
No one, honey. Its just a different story of our life, a new chapter. You need to go on with your life, and me too. I only miss you, miss our moments. It is natural i guess. I don’t wish for things to be change like what I really want to. We need to move on.
But, I can’t lie. I do feel hurt, I am wounded. However, don’t worry. I used to be your guard, this wound means nothing to me. Time will heal it. It is not the first time it is wounded or broke, and surely time will heal it again.
I wish you all the good things in life. If anything happens in the future, don’t worry I will always be there for you. Always, like I used to.
Sincerely,
I was yours
Oct 5th, 2017.








