Melina

How much longer do i stay?

My life has been a like a week long ground hog day for a year now. Repetitive and closed off. Work from home Monday through Friday, study on the weekend, visit my parents or Sasha, maybe have band practice and if im really lucky get out in nature for a few hours. I feel like squidward except for the interaction with people 😂 Im the least tan i have been since i was born and i miss my friends and family a lot. I know a lot if us have been feeling it, the distance between loved ones. Its unbelievable to me that its been a year because it doesnt feel like it. Lifes gone on but nothing has changed and part of me is thankful for that sort of stability. When i talk to friends and loved ones i feel like i have so much to talk to them about because of all the time thats lapsed but literally nothing has happened in my life. I mean i can talk about what ive been learning in school but thats pretty much it. I know i would have gone crazy without at least having occasional band practice and im thankful for the per cautions everyone took especially when we first started jamming again.