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2. They pull away before there can be sex in eps 5 and 6.

3. They use sex to apologize and reaffirm their feelings in ep 7.

4. They have so much sex because they're so happy about their reaffirmed feelings in ep 8.

5. Porsche pulls a fast one on Kinn to have sex in ep 9 because he feels unstable about their relationship.

6. They have more positive and reaffirming sex in ep 10 and 11. Including a blowjob because Porsche wants to nonverbally thank Kinn for celebrating his birthday.

7. They finally give their dicks a rest in ep 12, by golly aren't those appendages grateful.

Porsche has always affirmed his feelings with sex because that's the easiest language he knows and it's pretty explicit in it's confirmation.

He for the first time affirmed his feelings by being direct and clear vocally. He isn't getting further away from Kinn, far from it. He's allowing himself to be vulnerable, to give Kinn those parts of himself that he previously hid (couples who murder together!).

The situation he is in now is hugely specific and there isn't a right way to approach this for him. He hurts Kinn by telling him or he hurts him by not telling him. He chooses what he feels is the lesser of two evils but he NEVER hides how he feels. He is deeply in love and he expressed that with his body and his words. He gave Kinn his whole truth in the hope he would understand and know Porsche would come back to him because that's what he does. He comes back.

A bird may fly away but it always comes home to its nest. Porsche's is the circle of Kinn's arms.

The Absence of Artificial Lighting (Episode 6 - the Forest Scene)

Pool Tango

The Pool™️ Scene + little moments that make me go insane part 2