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Madness
Madness holds little real fear for Spirit. He treats it with caution, certainly, but he's not afraid of it. this is thanks in large part to his time as Stein's partner. Resonating with Stein, feeling the innate madness in his meister's wavelength, helped him acclimate to it. The reason he's cautious and afraid of Stein when they first reunite is due to the whole experimentation and being cut open thing. Not the madness.
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Send me a word, I will make a headcanon out of it.
[Gave Spirit's theme an overhaul as part of the new start. Whatcha think?]
Right. Let's give this another try.
[Now that my muse has returned, Iām about ready to give this blog another shot. Iāve taken some advice and unfollowed pretty much everybody to give it as fresh a start as possible. Iām also going to start branching out into AUs, shifting Spirit into other universes. Probably gonna start with FMA and see how it goes. Iāll probably be doing the same with Asgeirr as well, I just havenāt logged back into him yet.]
[[Welcome back :) ]]
[Thanks ^^; Hopefully I - and he - will stick around a little better. Missed you.]
Right. Let's give this another try.
[Now that my muse has returned, I'm about ready to give this blog another shot. I've taken some advice and unfollowed pretty much everybody to give it as fresh a start as possible. I'm also going to start branching out into AUs, shifting Spirit into other universes. Probably gonna start with FMA and see how it goes. I'll probably be doing the same with Asgeirr as well, I just haven't logged back into him yet.]
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This is a first...
I have never completely lost a muse before. Ever. Even old characters I played back when I was like 12/13 on old Yahoo groups are still kicking around in the back of my head. I have never completely lost one before.
I lost one today.
I used to RP as Spirit Albarn in the SE fandom. The Stein I played with disappeared, and it became harder for me to play him as I hadnāt realized until then how tightly my Spirit was tied to that particular Stein. I tried. I tried to play with others, but I couldnāt quite really get the feel of the relationship between my Spirit and the other Stein. Finally I just stopped going on that particular blog.
I logged back on it tonight to help my little sister against some serious anon hate and was suddenly slapped in the face by the realization.
Spirit is gone. I donāt know where he went. I donāt know why or how. but I donāt even have a desire to cosplay him like I used to. Heās just gone. Itās like a part of me has died.
and I donāt know how to fix it.Ā
[reblogged from my personal. this is why Spirit is on hiatus.]
shapeofthesoul replied to your post: Babe, you watch whatever the fuck you want andā¦
My meister is stronger than that, I think. Than a bunch of cowards. ..but as your weapon and friend, Iāll support you in whatever you choose.
//But Iām not Maka. Maka can power through this shit.
But Iām not that strong.
I wish I could hold my head as high as she can.
I canāt tell you how much I look up to her.
But Iām not her.
And I canāt fight these people.
Thatās okay. You donāt always have to be. Thatās what friends are for.
Look to your ask box. Your post reblogs. Look at all the love and support you have, and draw strength from that instead of dwelling on the weakness of the cowards whose numbers donāt even compare.
If you canāt find strength in yourself, find it in us.
I-ā¦.
Thank you.
All of you.
So much.
When you can't run anymore you walk.
When you can't walk anymore you crawl.
And when you can't even do that anymore...that's when you find someone to carry you.
COME BACK D:
[there's not much point in being on a blog for which I have absolutely no muse. Hopefully he'll come back some day, but for now I'm on hiatus over here. When I have to work to play as a character it's not fun anymore, and all I do here is whine about how I can't play. No one wants to listen to that.]
[going back on hiatus now. if you want me check over in the FMA fandom or on my personal.]
Ltcoloneldaddyās amazing little sister, on FMA tumblr as spitfire-mustang, is getting hate over loving Homestuck.Ā Go show her amazing love!!!
This is a beautiful young girl who deserves the best, yet assholes want to give her the worst because of what she happens to enjoy reading.Ā Please, if anyone still pays attention to this blog, send her a bit of love.
This is my little sister. guys. Help her out.
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Excuse me.
Coming off hiatus for this little OOC rant.
Which one of you bastards was responsible for the message in this post? I sincerely hope it wasn't anyone who also follows me, or who I follow. Because if I find out it was, I will not only unfollow but block you, permanently.
This is not cool.
Do not EVER hate on someone because of their fandom.
Because here's the thing.
Homestuck itself is NOT BAD. It is a webcomic. I've not read it myself, I know very little about it. I didn't even know the people painted grey with weird horns at cons were FROM Homestuck until someone said "Oh, a Homestuck troll!" when looking at one of my con pics with one in the background. I personally don't give a flying fuck about Homestuck.
The FANS perhaps are a different matter. I have been told, by someone who is IN THE FANDOM, that there is a section of it that A: is too young to really be reading it and thus B: is too immature to really understand how to behave in public while cosplaying or expressing their liking for it. This happens in ALL freaking fandoms, and you CANNOT tell me otherwise. EVERYONE has their share of morons.
DO NOT immediately hate on someone for liking something. DO NOT tell them to commit suicide. DO NOT EVER do something like that to MY LITTLE SISTER or so help me god I will find out who you are and you WILL regret it.
We're all human beings around here. The least we can do is act civil to one another. You want to unfollow her because she's into Homestuck? Fine. you DON'T need to send her hate-mail about it. Just click the unfollow button and have done. OR, and here's a thought, you could stick around. Give her a chance. Since she has shown no sign of being a moronic asshole in the past, it's ENTIRELY possible, dare I say PROBABLE that she won't suddenly turn into one simply because she's found something new to enjoy.
In short, DON'T FUCKING SEND HATE TO MY FUCKING SISTER, OR ANYONE, OVER THE FANDOMS THEY'RE IN. I WILL CUT YOU.
"Of course I have, I found Faith and I ignored those that wanted nothing more then to bring me down. If someone does not want you to move on then they are worse off then you are. What steps have you taken to be forgiven? Sometimes saying sorry doesn't really fix it." His gaze did nothing to deter you, all you want to do is help.
"What am I supposed to do, when as far as I know I did nothing wrong?" Spirit raised an eyebrow. "At this point I don't even know what I'm supposed to be asking forgiveness for. I didn't cheat, I've backed off trying to win Maka back because I know she hates it when I try too hard...I'm out of ideas here, Justin."
You want to know what's wrong with Spirit and Mun-kun? Read this.
I realize I am never on here anymore. This is because actually just being on Spirit depresses me. He's upset, and I'm upset, and we both just end up depressing each other.
Barely anyone plays with him. I realize I don't put much effort into it, but honestly that's because I don't think anyone wants to play with him. He's not the zany, silly Spirit everyone knows and expects. I had an interesting thread with bravelittlescythemeister, professor-stein, and kishinofmadness but I have NO idea what happened to it, if it died, if I got replaced, no fucking idea. I'd love to continue it, but I doubt that's possible at this point.
This entire fandom seems to be shifting into something cliquey and overly shippy, everyone wants to play with their little group of friends with their own little ships and hey, fine, sure, whatever. But then there's those of us who have barely any RP partners with whom to MAKE a little group to play with. My primary Steinmun is having muse and real-life issues so is hardly ever on except to post pictures and shit. My Kamimun is having the same troubles I am, only worse because no one knows who she is and she can't find ANYONE to play with aside from me and our primary Maka, who is ALSO having these same issues.
Barely anyone plays with us. Barely anyone talks to us. I was off Spirit (and Asgeirr) for nearly a fucking MONTH. How many of you noticed? honestly? How many of you actually missed the fact that I wasn't here. How many of you noticed that my Kamimun posted that she's thinking about deleting? Because she had no one else to play with but me, and I didn't feel like I had a place in the fandom, so I dropped out.
Yeah, just having one person to play with should be enough reason to stick around, but do you have ANY fucking idea how lonely that is? When it's just you two? Or three, with our Maka? And to do ANYTHING else with ANY other character you have to NPC them because NO ONE ELSE will play them with you?
So yes. Spirit is depressed. So am I. Neither of us feel welcome on this side of Tumblr anymore and we haven't for a while. Even Asgeirr's gone away. Sometimes I miss the SE fandom, but it doesn't feel like home. It doesn't feel welcoming.
It's not fun anymore.
And that hurts.
Oh come on! This has gone on far enough, blue eyes narrow at him. "Yes, and dwelling on the past everyday instead of trying to make yourself better and move on is going to fix everything." He is always putting himself down for this, so held in that even the smallest reference to his mistakes will set him off.
"And just how am I supposed to do that when no one will let me?" He held Justin's gaze, challenging. "ever tried moving on when your mistakes - real or imagined - just keep getting thrown in your face? It's like climbing a mountain and getting your head stepped on to push you back down every time you make any kind of progress."
"Well, why wouldn't people admire you? You're a strong fighter and a devoted father. Even with your..." You really don't want him to become angry with you, cheating is a sensitive subject. "Not so clean past, you work hard everyday to make up for your wrongs. That to me is more then enough to be forgiven."
That got a reaction from the redhead. Even with Justin's tactful speech Spirit knew what was being referenced. "Why doesn't anyone get it?" he snapped, cobalt flashing in hurt anger. "I never strayed! Ever! Not even once! But not even you believe me when I say that...No one does. Not you, not Maka...certainly not Kami...why do I even bother trying." he sighed.
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"Oh? Come now, Soul may be a Deathscythe but he is more dedicated to Maka then he is my lord. Even if he was-" You giggle and playfully boop his nose "-No one could ever be a better Deathscythe than you. Don't be like that, we all look up to you." Well at least you do. "Don't let the feeling of loneliness drive you away, it will only dig you a deeper grave."
Spirit just rubbed his nose absently, pulling away slightly at the sudden touch, and shrugged again. "Everyone looks up to me, huh? Sure as hell doesn't feel like it, 'scuse the language."
"This." You motion at him "Does not look very fine, please Spirit..."
āā¦ā he sighed softly. it had been weighing on him for a while, after all, and who better to confess to than the young priest? āJusāā¦doesnāt seem like I belong here anymore. I mean, itās not like Maka needs me around, anā Shinigami-sama cān use Soul if he needs a weapon now the kidās made Deathscytheā¦barely anyone actually talks to me, I justā¦Iām not sure I see a point to stickinā around, yāknow?ā
