Let Me Imagine

as much as we all wish, life isn’t fanfiction and right now i’m finding that out real damn quickly. now, unless i’m in that spot in the fanfic where dean winchester suddenly gets down on one knee and profess his undying love for me and promises to sweep me off my feet, i don’t see everything being resolved anytime soon.

i was kicked out of my home and since i’m eighteen, my mother has every right to do so. i’m technically an adult so technically i am legal to be on my own. i really don’t wanna get into the specifics right now because it’s still very raw and very very emotional for me right now. it’s hard for me to keep it together right now.

currently i have $12 in my wallet and nothing in my bank account at the moment. now, i am working two jobs currently but i’m also trying to balance working and school since i am still in school.

i am staying in a hotel room at the moment, scraping every penny that i can scrape together just to stay above water.

so this is where i come to y’all and i am finally asking for help because i can’t do this on my own. i have nowhere to go.

i have both a patreon and a kofi link and paypal set up at the moment that i would be forever grateful if you could donate just a little bit. on patreon i already have one fic up and a couple more coming.

anything that you are willing to donate would be so helpful. like i can’t tell you how helpful it would be and i would appreciate it so much. you don’t understand how much it would help.

i am also willing to do commissions if that would be easier for anyone. just come and talk to me and we can talk price.

send me money through paypal

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this way, every penny that you donate will be given to me as opposed to kofi and patreon who both take a fee out of the donations. you have to have a paypal account to give tho.

“buy me a coffee”

so yeah, if you become a member of my patreon or “buy me a coffee” through my kofi or just donate through paypal, i will most certainly write you something in return.

Summary: The reader ends up on a double date with Dean and she is not happy about it. Will they have a good time or will they drive themselves and everyone else crazy?

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 1,979

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“I can’t do this. I’m leaving your ass here. Call me when you need to be picked up!” You declare strongly, ignoring the sheer panic flashing across your best friend’s pretty features.

“Don’t you dare. Let’s go!” Jenny huffs theatrically, grabbing a hold of your bicep and refusing to set you free.

“I did not agree to this.” You whine dramatically making your best friend suddenly shoot daggers at you.

“You agreed to go on this double date! Come on, Y/N. This is my first date with Sam and I’m really nervous. I need a buffer.”

“I figured my date would be someone I actually like. Sam has so many cute friends and he picked his god damn brother. What the fuck?”

Hey, @scxrchy - HAPPY BIRTHDAY from your SPN Family.  Sending lots of love to you today!!!

You stretched as you woke up, smelling the delicious aroma of your favorite breakfast wafting in from the kitchen.  You smiled, knowing that Jensen had woken up extra early today to make you food - he had the same routine every year on your birthday.

You sat up, searching for some clothes to put on in the chill morning air.  Your eyes fell on one of Jensen’s black hooded sweatshirts, immediately reaching for it and slipping it over your head.

You let the hood stay up over your head, covering your face as you breathed in the musk that was hanging on the comfy fabric - it smelled just like Jensen and made your insides all squirmy.  The end of the huge sweatshirt landed below your butt, and the arms went way past your hands, but you didn’t care.  It was comfy and cozy and smelled like heaven.

Wanting to give your man a hug, not just hug his clothes, you climbed out of bed, pulled on a pair of shorts, and padded to the kitchen.

You still hadn’t taken the hood off your head as you stood in the doorway, feeling the warmth of the hoodie around you.  You watched Jensen cook for a minute, his hips shaking to the song he was humming to himself, looking and acting totally cute and domesticated.

A giggle escaped you, which brought Jensen’s attention away from breakfast and toward you.  He grinned, turning the burners down a few notches so that he could pay attention to you without burning the food.

“Happy birthday, babe,” he sing-spoke, opening his arms to you.  You stepped into his embrace, snuggling yourself against his chest.  He laughed, which you felt as much as heard.  

“I can’t kiss you good morning and happy birthday if you’ve got my hood on your head, goofy girl,” he teased, fingers searching for the opening of his hoodie to pull it off your head.  He slipped the fabric down, kissing your forehead as you stayed snuggled against his chest.  

You weren’t sure what was best about your morning: your favorite breakfast, your favorite man, or the big comfy hoodie surrounding you.  

Jensen knew exactly how much you hated the cold of Vancouver. Having to wear so many layers, trussed up like a little kid going out to play in the snow. He noticed how you immediately stripped out of your long sleeved shirts, coats, even your long johns and jeans. How the thermostat in your apartment was always set warm enough that you could actually wear shorts and tank tops. 

So it came as no surprise to you when he handed you a plane ticket. A plane ticket heading straight for his house in Austin. A city that was so much warmer than Vancouver. Glancing at him in surprise, you were ready to jump up and squeal at the new direction that your relationship was taking.

Soon, the two of you were driving down the busy road, heading towards his house on the lake. You were already happier, dressed in shorts and a tank top, sunglasses perched on your nose. “This is the best birthday present ever!” You exclaimed, holding his hand.

“It gets better.” He assured you, pulling up in front of a huge house. Grabbing your hand, he pulled you past the main room, before pointing out the back window to the lake, and the boat that was sitting there. 

“Can we go out on it?” You asked him excitedly, not even caring that you were literally bouncing up and down at the chance to spend the afternoon on the lake with the sun beating down on you. “Like now?”

Chuckling, he nodded. “Master bedroom is last door on the left. Meet back down here in five?” He hadn’t even finished talking before you had taken your bag and ran up the stairs. Stripping as you went, you pulled your swimsuit from the bag. Slipping it on, you quickly braided your hair, before heading back down the stairs. 

At some point Jensen had already changed into swim trunks and a black tank, and you stood there for a minute, enjoying the view in front of you. “Ready?” He asked, and soon enough the two of you were out on the boat. Sitting next to him, you couldn’t keep the smile from your face as he pulled the boat away from the dock, heading out to the main part of the lake. With your head tilted back, you baked in the sun, relaxed already. “You are beautiful, you know that right?”

Smiling over at him, you left your seat, sitting on his lap and wrapping your arms around his neck. “You do realize you’ve given me the best present ever. You got me away from the cold, and I get to spend some time in the sun with my favorite man.”

“It’s like a present to me too. Seeing you in that bikini is worth all of this.” He told you, before gunning the boat. “Shall we go see if we can get some company? Jared lives only a little bit away.”

“Sure, it will be like a birthday party!” You exclaimed, ready to sit back and enjoy the beautiful day.

Hey guys! So I thought it would be fun to start something called secret admirer, which is basically like a secret santa. However, since it’s not close to December, I wanted to do this, as I think everyone still deserves some love. ♥

What is this?

I’ll be messaging everyone that reblogs this the url of one person at the end of May/beginning of June. After you receive this url, you will send them anonymous messages throughout June.

The messages have to be positive! Talk about your day, tell them a story, compliment them, anything you want! Just keep them positive :)

Someone else will receive your url as well, and will also send you anonymous messages throughout June.

Rules:

Reblog this post (likes will only count as bookmarks)

Only enter this if you are willing to commit to this! If you have not received an anonymous message from your secret admirer by June 6th, send me a message.

Send at least one anonymous message to the person you were assigned at least once every 3 days.

You can reveal who you are either at the end of the month or not reveal your identity at all! It’s your choice.

Deadline to reblog is May 31st.

A/N: I don’t know what to do with this  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Summary: Reader’s rather horrible day takes a turn as she meets the two lead actors of her favorite show.

Characters: Jensen x College!Reader x Jared

Warnings: None

1030 Words

Your eyes shot open the second you heard your familiar alarm by Asia. You instantly turned it off and checked the time. You groaned, if you didn’t leave in ten minutes, you’d be late for your last exam.

Quickly, you got yourself ready and dressed and prayed that you won’t be late so you could write the exam that you’ve studied so hard for.

Thankfully, you weren’t late, but that didn’t stop the rest of the day from not going your way.

The moment you got back to your small apartment after finishing your last exam, you had decided to take a relaxing shower, only to find it was freezing.

Then you wanted to have some microwavable dinner, but the electricity went out.

You snapped when you couldn’t find your phone anywhere, you had promised a week ago that you’d call your mom today.

God, you hate Tuesdays.

You looked outside. It wasn’t dark yet, and since you had spent some time in the library earlier today, you’d figured that’s where you left your phone.

You walked in the library but stopped in your tracks at what you saw. A camera was pointed in your direction with a large crew behind it. You saw that the camera was filming two actors sitting at one of the tables, who looked like they were reading through books.