YOUR LITTLE KITTY ALIEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

surely, surely, surely. there has to be somebody out in the world who's kaworu. the same way i'm shinji. and we'll meet each other. i don't know how it'll happen, but it will.

yada yada i'm an idiot

i look so masc with my hair straightened oh my god im gonna end up with randal ivory nerdcore grunge transition goals

i might have good boy hair now of my dreams. it just needs to be darker

I WANT TO BE A BOOYYYYYYYY

I want people to stop apologizing to me and start just treating me better instead

when the lights fade and i open my eyes, I'm just a girl in a bathroom with a disgusting fetish who will never be a real boy

i just had to fucking choose to be someone where the very basis of the identity is completely changing yourself. when i'm scared of change.

i'll do my best so let me be reborn as a boy when i die

if i kill myself maybe i can be reborn into a cute uke prince boy

i wish i was a boy

I don't like hearing about others' problems; not because I don't emphasize with them, but because I emphasize TOO much- it physically pains me to the point where it's all I can think about for the rest of the day. It makes me feel like every relationship I could ever have is slipping through my fingers and that I should deserve to suffer all the pain in the world instead and live alone forever that's what I was put here to do

when the episode scared me, I told my friend. When I went to bed clutching the plush of the character so hard that she wouldn't drift away, I didn't tell anyone. When I cried over the other character being too similar to me, so similar that it was a little terrifying, I didn't tell anyone.

whatever i need to mary out FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I AM A ROCK FUCK YOU GUYS!!!! There