"Because The Rest Is Still Unwritten..."

Cant enough 

“Although we don’t look the same.”

My parents would be so proud. Now and days you hear people’s relationships with their siblings either really great or distance. I’m happy to say with age and time my sister’s and I are very close. Some may say almost TO close. Maybe our boyfriend’s feel left out when the six of us hangout. 

Oh sometimes I do feel bad for them, but I’ve told my own boyfriend that if you don’t get along with my sisters than this relationship is over. And funny thing is my other sister had said the same thing to their partners. 

I remember my whole life our parents would tell us, “doesn’t matter what happens in life, you three have each other. Your mother and I will be gone then all you’ll have is each other.” 

God. Don’t worry my parents aren’t dead, but they were right. I’m closer to sisters as much as I was younger. Even though we are adults, living in different cities and have our careers going. We still talk everyday like if we were still in the same house. Thank god for group chats! 

I know the old saying “ love yourself before you can love someone else,” and its true. In the dating world if you can't love you, why would someone else? 

I sometimes see people my age rushing to get engaged, moving in, having babies before even getting to know this person. Now I get it, “ When you know, you know” but my generation scares me with this process. I’ve been with my boyfriend for over 2 half years and we are not living together and I’m ok with that. 

Why? Because I don’t feel the rush to moving in. Because I am finally doing what I want, which is taking it my time. After all this time I am doing something I want, taking it slowly. Different sets of friends have their own opinions, while some agree we shouldn't rush enjoy this part of our relationship. While others have mention, well I think its time to have kids and move in. Now this is mix opinions from a whole range of different culture and age groups. While I love everyone’s opinion (SOME) I’m happy to say, lately I’ve been doing what I want first. 

But what I’m afraid is sometimes (I’m the one that wears the pants in this relationship) I don't always have my partners interest in mind and make up my own decision when it should be a team decision. Writing it out makes it more real, than it would have been only in my head of thoughts. I’ve been so focus on making sure no one will ever walk all over me, that I have now walk all over my partner. 

Alright day one, 

HOLA, 

Here I go, depending how far this reaches it could be morning or night time. I am very excited to start my own Tumblr account. Maybe something about writing anonymously is a bit of a rush. It could be relating to others that are going through what I dealing with? Or maybe it won’t reach to anyone and this will be my private/ open diary. 

Doesn’t matter, I’m thrilled to welcome you all on this journey I will be taking. Just some heads up, I am a horrible writer, grammar and speller so no need to correct me LOL. 

What will I be writing about? Meh, a little bit about everything: My job, my family, friends, relationship, struggles, finding my footing in life.