☙ Tsuki ☙
Tsuki was like a steel wall at this point. Changing his view on things would be difficult if he wasn’t getting professional help. He could only shrug his shoulders.
“Sure, I’m a coward.” Despite his tone being sarcastic, he was being genuine. “But I don’t think I’m the one suffering most, there are many out there that have it worse than me.” He placed his hand over his chest, wincing. –Only to go back to laughing grimly under his breath.
“If I saw a truck running at full speed ahead, maybe I would head towards it in hopes that it’d end me. Maybe I’ll even still linger at the edge of high cliffs or wait for someone to push me into the ocean. But for now, I have a debt to pay… Which is why I’m still here.”
In other words, Hanoi was the motive as to why he hadn’t tried to tie another noose.
“Fake or real, I still appreciate the friendship I have with Ryōken. So I’ll serve under him until it’s all over. Only then will I take my own life. So you don’t have to worry about… Whatever you’re worrying about.”
Changing the other one was nothing Spectre thought himself being capable of though. Honestly wouldn't even want to try. He was just saying what was on his mind. Maybe trying to pull the other one in one of his twisted games.
Could he really trust the younger one around Ryoken? Most of the times - just like right now - he wasn't so sure about that.
"You don't." he replied in the end, a brow slightly raised, while he let his eyes wander over the smaller one. "You're clinging to Ryoken-sama to use him. You don't appreciate anything and your not seeing him as your friend. Otherwise you wouldn't think like that."
He paused for a moment before shaking his head.
"Friendship won't be over just like that. If you're only interacting with Ryoken-sama with the thought about when it's over you don't deserve the attention he gives you at all."
"He's seeing something in you that I obviously can not. But it leads him to actually act like a living human again around you instead of being just his fathers puppet. And I'll tell you one thing. Hurt him and I'll personally will take care of you not dying anytime soon."















