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Kalim: Would you like to have a party with me?? :D :D Rielle: I would love to have a party with you!! :D :D Jamil in the background: Oh no, there's two of them...
I noticed a certain trend with a lot of the canon character interaction requests Iโve received so far ๐ญ and that trend is causing Jamil grief/j
โฆ Ngl I GET THE APPEAL. Itโs just so funny writing the stark contrast between what Jamil thinks and what he allows himself to say out loud.
Up where they walk, up where they run.
Oh no, you wonโt. Not on my watch.
Jamil clears his throat. Vile insults writhe like snakes in his head, his skull a tank to contain their venom. Every drop of poison is filtered as words pass through his lips.
โAs honored as I would be to host the Coral Seaโs seventh prince,โ he lies through his teeth says, as politely as one can as his stress stacks high, โit wonโt be possible for us to make the necessary arrangements so last minute. Rielle-sama is more than welcome to socialize in Scarabia, but Iโm afraid an entire function is out of the question, Kalim.โ
โAwww!!โ the two wail in unison.
Theyโre like puppy dogs deflating the instant their owner steps outside and shuts the door behind him. Chihuahuas, Jamil thinks. They are chihuahuas. Packed full of energy and releasing it in all the wrong ways.
Rielle awkwardly scratches his cheek. โThatโs too bad. I was really looking forward to celebrating making a new friendโฆ but itโs too much to ask, then I have donโt want to make trouble.โ
โPlease, Jamil!โ Kalim pleads, latching onto his vice dorm leader by the arms. โCome on, whenโs the next time we're going to see Rielle?"
("Hopefully never," Jamil mutters, just quietly enough to not be perceived by the others. Once per year for the interscholastic competition is already too much for my liking.)
"We should take the chance and throw the party while he's still here," Kalim continues. To Jamilโs horror, his face suddenly lights up in the way that the sun does before a heat wave. โI know!! How about I help with the prep? If we split up the work, weโll get it done way faster.โ
Jamil inhales sharply.
IT ABSOLUTELY WILL NOT.
Have you already forgotten what happened the last time you attempted to โhelpโ? You dumped the entire spice cabinet into the curry and ruined the batch. You accidentally released the peacocks from their pen and I had to run all over campus collecting them. You hired three separate bands without accounting for them fighting for the same space.
Everything you touch turns into a logistical nightmare that I have to clean up for you. If you really wanted to โhelpโ, then you could stay put and not do or say anything unless spoken to!!
โHaving one extra set of hands wonโt make much of a difference,โ Jamil sternly points out, arms folded. โOrganizing an event involves much more work than justโฆโ
โWhat if I helped too?โ
Jamil robotically cranes his head toward Rielle, like it swivels on a rusted axis.
โI can help!!โ the merman repeats sunnily. He spins, waving at the various Scarabia students lounging on carpets and cushions. โWe all can! If each of us pitches in, then we can make this party happen! Each of us has our own talents we can contribute to the group.โ
Frowning, Jamil rushes to intervene. โThatโs not really whatโโ
But Rielleโs already walking over and hauling people up by the hands. Heโs yapping so much that no one can get in a word. โOooh, you look like a good chef! With your height, youโd be perfect for hanging up decorations! You can put together a music set!โ
The Scarabia mobs helplessly look to Kalim. He, unfortunately, meets them with glittering eyes and fists clenched in determination.
โRielleโs right!! We canโt give up so soon!โ Kalim declares. โAlone, we wonโt be able to pull it offโbut when we come together, nothingโs stopping us. Letโs go, guys!! With our powers combined, weโll make the best darn party Twisted Wonderlandโs ever seen!โ
A rallying cry. Jamilโs lip curls. Typical RSA. Typical Kalim.
โโฆ Once again, you two appear to have made the decision on your own and charged ahead. Isnโt there someone here you forgot to ask?โ Jamil asks flatly. His patience, rapidly wearing thin.
โHm?โ Realization dawns on Kalim. He bonks himself in the forehead with the heel of one hand.โGah, youโre right! I forgot to ask you what party prep activity youโd like to do this time!โ
NOT what I meant!!
โI would prefer to be doing no activity at all,โ Jamil clarifies, sharpness slipping through into his voice. Today was supposed to be slow, not stressful.
Someone smacks him on the back from behind. Too strong to be Kalim. The wind goes flying out of Jamilโs lungs. A painfully cheery voice rings in his earsโhe feels the beginning of a migraine.
โThatโs okay! You can relax for now. Kalim and I can take the lead!โ
Memories sound off like war flashbacks. All color drains from Jamil, his pupils dilating. He throws himself in Rielleโs path to the kitchen, spreading his arms out to block him.
โIโllโฆ supervise.โ
Rielleโs smile falters into a pout. โIโm not a kid anymore, I donโt need someone to watch over me and boss me around.โ
โI insist.โ Jamil presses, stepping forward-to force Rielle back. โThis has nothing to do with age, maturity, or control, I assure you.โ
โYeah, Jamil keeps an eye out for me all the time!โ Kalim chimes in (much to Jamilโs chagrin). โHeโs looking out for us, thatโs all.โ
Rielleโs mouth pinches. Hurt swims in his big, blue eyes. โButโฆโ
Good grief, what a child. Not even Kalimโs youngest sibling acts as like this.
โโฆ I understand your concerns, Rielle-sama. Far be it from me to ride above my station and issue orders to a prince. I will limit myself to instructing the students under my jurisdiction. Does that sound acceptable?โ
โWellโฆโ Rielle trails off, uncertain. โYeah, I guess thatโs fine.โ
Idiot. Nothingโs stopping me from telling a Scarabia student to intervene with whatever you get up to. Figures that a slapdash solution like this would placate a petulant prince.
โYaaay, Iโm glad you guys were able to make up!โ Kalim cheers, clapping both boys on the shoulder. โWe can get to know each other even better once we get this party started!!โ
Jamil lowers his head. The bow, stiff, like a stick forced to bend.
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Possibly my spiciest take is that it's actually good to have people you respect and like that have some dogshit takes.
I think part of what is making young people lonelier, in discussing why they're increasingly isolated, is that they're so afraid of meeting someone who doesn't hold their same beliefs, and instead of being just core beliefs it is kinda ancillary shit.
It's actually okay to disagree even on social topics! Even on some political ones! But I mean, online you can start with "i love this mutual but they have a really bad/uninformed opinion about x media"
I know this is IMMEDIATELY going to be taken in bad faith, and yes babygirl, you are so right, I DO want you to go make best friends with both the KKK grand wizard AND your nearest nazi leader.
But seriously, as someone who has spent two decades doing community organization: finding ways to connect with different people is so so so important. There are people i follow here who ate 80% smart and their brain falls out of their head 20% of the time and that is GOOD FOR MY MENTAL ECOSYSTEM AND GOOD FOR LEARNING HOW TO BE A PERSON
To add to that last point, if you think all of your opinions are correct and you aren't already aware that you are the friend who is completely full of shit sometimes... You still are, you're just not self aware about it.
You are, in fact, definitely full of shit some of the time. So am I and so is absolutely fucking everybody. And the only way you can get better is to know that about yourself and be on the look out for when you might be wrong, and ready to change your opinions.
In a similar vein, go watch and enjoy some problematic media and engage with it critically. Acknowledge its flaws while still enjoying yourself and praising what it got right. Go watch, I dunno, Star Trek Voyager or something. Some 90's tv show that had some good points and some epic monologues and also some lazy writing and some astonishingly bad takes. Because it's good for your brain and if you can't handle enjoying shit that's got problems, you're denying yourself almost everything that's ever been made and you're not actually consuming media that's morally beyond reproach, you're consuming media that reinforces the biases and blindspots you already have, because you can't tell that it has problems.
goddddd and i just UGH but also UGHHHHH and aughhhh.... oughhhhhhhhh...... ACK !!! and.... aghhhhhhhh. ughhhhh ! UGH !!!!! and i can't even because AGHHHHHHH. UGHHH
I work with kids and sometimes we have to do safety lessons with them about like, not telling strangers on the internet your home address or something. And sometimes the kids wont understand why, so you have to impart upon them that, well, some adults want to hurt children. And thats kind of difficult to do, because you have to beat around the bush, both because you dont want to scare them (while still making them understand how serious it is) and because you might lose your job if you explain it too straight forward.
Luckily, for some reason, the villain of one of the most popular franchises with children for the last 10 years happens to be a serial child murderer. So when a kid asks why they shouldnt trust strangers, instead of hand wringing and humhawing my answer out, I can just say "we dont always know when a strange adult has good intentions with children, or when they are William Afton."
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