a la belle étoile

It's been stressful. Problems are everywhere, and to think i'm a just teenager. Still.

That feeling when someone wants you to get to their standards, reach higher than their expectation but treats you like shit? Yea that feeling. 

And that's my ultra dramatic intro. -__-

Sometimes being in this generation sucks. It makes you feel self-conscious, feel like shit. It makes you feel you're judge everywhere you go. Unless you let it get through you.

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Do i have friend? Yes.

Do I trust them? Yes.

If I trust them do i tell them my secrets? No.

And that's where the problem starts.

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Lol anyway, I'm saving up for something i want to buy, tho i'm forbidden to save money. My many thanks to ate Ika for actually agreeing to what we talked about.

Speaking of Ate Ika, she's the best. She listens, she tells me if i'm wrong. She's the type of person you can trust, but not too much :P 

Male cashier with multiple tattoos (two of them are colored in with rainbow): How are you this evening?

Me: Pretty good. Starving, obviously. How are you?

Cashier: Not bad. I can't wait to get off my shift and get home to my boyfriend.

Woman behind me: Wait, you're gay?

Cashier: Yeah. . . ?

Woman: That's a shame.

Me: Why?

Woman: He seemed like such a wonderful man, it's a shame he's gay.

Cashier: Why is it a shame?

Woman: It's wrong! It's immoral, it's dis-

Me: Excuse me, but what's it to you if he's gay?

Woman: It's offensive!

Me: But how does it affect you?

Woman: What?

Me: Where exactly does it start to make sense that it affects you? A relationship is between 2 people, not 3.

Woman: *sputters a bit, then leaves without her food*

Cashier: . . . Wow, thank you.