Schnina's Diary

i’m literally in the middle of wanting to die and wanting to turn my life around for the better and it’s the worse place to be

i need someone to hold my hand and tell me I’m okay cause i feel like I’m fucking breaking

it’s wild sliding back into depression when you’re self aware from being through it before because your brain starts telling you all these mean things and you’re just like “wow we’re doing this again huh”

in 2019 we’re not gonna purposely make ourselves sad anymore!!! no more looking at that blog bc you know it’ll make you sad! no more clicking on a link to a song that brings back bad memories or a post that reminds you of bad times just to make yourself feel bad!! we’re gonna start to love ourselves in 2019 and strive to be happy bitch!!!!!