It was all a blur

ignoring someone you truly care about because they hurt you is one of the hardest things in life.

i don’t have a nervous system. i am a nervous system

i just want a girl who touches me distractedly. like sitting watching a movie and she just kinds of drags her fingers over your skin while watching and she doesn’t have a motive she’s not trying to tickle you or be sexual with you she’s just touching your skin and feeling the shape of your bones under that skin like it’s physically comforting for her to know that you’re there right under her fingertips

whoever i end up marrying is going to be lucky af cause i got so much love to give

As you get older you start to pay more attention to people's mindset rather than their looks.

To have someone understand your mind is a different kind of intimacy.

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