hii!!!!!! im schmerkl! im pretty new to tumblr so still getting to grips with it but! I have fun here nonetheless
i am 18, unlabeled (labels are for losers) , use she/her pronouns and am a brit (🏴x🏴 specifically!)
pls read on if you want to learn about me!!!
(wooo goes the crowd)
my main interests!!
ethel cain. i LOVE ethel cain so so so much. I am a daughter of cain through and through. i became a fan summer of 2024 and have seen her live twice (london n5 and cardiff) on the wtialy tour. she takes up most of my interest space in my brain but she does leave space for other things (sometimes). I am always happy to talk about that lady.
moomin. I don't remember when I got into moomin as a tv show (I don't really watch it that often DONT KILL ME) but I vividly remember I was at the tate modern when I discovered him haha. the mooninverse is something I can always go back to when I'm bored; those little creatures are so odd I love them. fun fact, I got moomin uno for christmas twice by 2 different people last year. unfortunately there are no hattifatteners on the cards though, #justiceforhattifatteners
science. stem stem women in stem stem stem women in stem 💃💃 i will admit I'm not a scientist in any way shape or form and I have very limited knowledge on it , BUT I LOVE SCIENCE WOOOO!!!! specifically physics, and more specifically all the teeny tiny bits of it (particle, nuclear(teeny?) quantum, etc) it is all so fascinating to me. I also love me some numbers, maths is fun when I know what I'm doing
other interests!!!!
music artists:
ethel cain, phoebe bridgers, boygenius, nicole dollanganger, searows, taylor swift, sabrina carpenter, olivia rodrigo, chappel roan, anna von hausswolff, midwife, radiohead, tv girl, fleetwood mac, florence and the machine, abba, baby bugs, fiona apple,
video games:
minecraft, terraria, the sims, roblox (mostly royale high), solitaire (does that count? im saying yes) tomodatchi life, pokemon
shows and movies:
the big bang theory, b99, derry girls, stranger things, ratatouille, sharp objects, 10 things I hate about you (I do not watch many movies but I can be convinced to)
misc:
I paint + doodle occasionally, very basic musicals; I just like going to the theatre, concerts!, I have a small vinyl collection, i junk journal when I have the energy, aggtm,
DNI!!!!
-anything -phobic people (get OFF my blog)
-25+
-general creeps
my dms and asks are open! pls bmf!!
i hope my intro gave you a general vibe of me as a person and you want to bmf!
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so turns out fully convincing yourself you have cancer, being in a weird situationship AND a 2 week late period can actually make you act a little bit weird?
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I’m never getting over how y’all treated Hayden on trans day of visibility. Y’all saw a bad bitch post artistic nudes on her age restricted main account FOR FREE, and you complained. You are fake woke and fake perverts, and you SICKEN ME!!!
genuinely some of y’all cannot fathom seeing a body in a non-sexual context, let alone a transgender body. just the sight of a nude body makes you so uncomfortable you want everyone else to be responsible for your discomfort and cover up. get woker and get more naked
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I was going through old drawings from years and years ago and found this old ethel from just 2 years back. something about the simplicity of this dumb sketch gave me the words I’ve been looking for. I haven’t really pieced together how heavy the goodbye to ethel cain was to me. preachers daughter was all I started it out with when drawing these characters. but the more I drew them, the deeper my connection to them grew. I feel like I learned things about them that weren’t exactly spelled out for me. and when willoughby tucker (the album) came along I fell even deeper into deciphering these characters and really knowing them as much as I could. there’s so much more I want to know. I know they’re gone now, cemented in a frame of time I can’t rewind to, but I don’t think I could ever stop drawing them.
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