mad and proud

I have plants growing through my internal organs again >:/

Apparently it's horn-related somatic delusion hours. They're a different shape than the horns I have for kin reasons so it's throwing me off a bit

Being a psych survivor is just a constant parade of people refusing to respect you, refusing to see your abuse as real, claiming your abuse is unimportant because talking about it might make some people not want to take meds or whatever, prioritizing (presumably) sane doctors' feelings over your safety, telling you that you're not really mentally ill or that you don't really understand how bad mental illness can be, justifying violence against you, and attacking you if you do so much as point out the reality that psychiatric abuse exists

Being a psychotic psych survivor is just a constant, never-ending parade of people telling you to subject yourself to abuse because otherwise you're dangerous and they'll force that abuse on you anyway