Shards of an Aspirant Author

— Who I am —

I’m a female writer who has been writing since…well, pretty much since I learned how to write!

Okay, I admit it—I took an extended pause when I reached adulthood. But now I’m back into writing, and with a fiery desire to publish my novel one day. Not only because I love what I’ve been creating, but also because of the message it carries.

I want that story to help people—to show them that they don’t need to hide or be ashamed of who they are. They’re beautiful, unique, and brilliant regardless of what a narrow-minded, tailored system has made them believe.

I hope one day I’ll be able to give the right nudge on the scale to level the playing field—with my writing, and with the erotic-fantasy adventure grounded in the real world that I’ve been outlining.

But for now, I’m polishing my writing.

My genres are fantasy, science fiction and erotica, and I explore themes of teratosexuality, psychological depth, sensuality, and emotional intensity.

And as you’ve probably figured by now, I’m a teratosexual—an avid one who loves so many kinds of creatures.

**Warning** For those who may not be at ease with that, I have a soft spot for Arlong, and my writing contains erotica involving him.

— What I like —

ARLONG!!!

Ha, ha! Big surprise. (Yeah, I know, that’s my silly side.)

Food: Sushi, rice ramen noodles with fish, tofu, and a lot of veggies; salads of so many kinds; fruits; smoothies.

TV Series / Movies: One Piece, The Strain, Mad Max movies, Good Omens, Venom movies, Borderland (even though I feel they could have done better, Munteanu nailed it as Krieg for me, and that’s what matters the most to me. I truly enjoyed playing that character in the video game; he’s one of a kind you never forget.)

Hobbies: Writing, playing video games, reading, workouts of all kinds, walking in the woods and along stretches of water, watching TV Series and movies with my cat on my lap.

Others: Creatures, cats, warm baths, steaming showers, soft and fluffy bed throws, candles that smell damn good.

Don’t be shy—feel free to contact me.

The unstable writing, the tears from realizing, the sweat shed from learning—more tears—correcting, trying to reach something that would match native writing... but that might also blend with all the other novels.

Maybe it's not what I want.

Maybe that's the flicker inside that follows everything...

Thank god, you're there, big shark. Otherwise, I think I would have quit by now. You've become the blazing torchlight I needed in my life.

Pis peut-être que c'est le temps d'arrêter de me cacher. Parce qu'après tout, j'ai comme un p'tit feeling que y'en a beaucoup plus qui sont dans la même situation que moi qu'on le pense. Ou peut-être pas. Les commentaires le diront peut-être.

-- Life Snippet --

After saying all year that the two mini school bus passing in front of our house before hers were fish-man buses… now my daughter said this morning she wants Arlong as her bus driver next year.  😑😆

Sorry, I don’t fit your mold… your pretty skin-scraping mold tailored by a narrow-minded minority.

Sorry, but I’ll never fit in it, even less as a woman with a positive ape index of 3 inches and hands borrowed from a woman that is 4-6 inches taller than I am. 

(Couldn’t help putting a bit of humor tinted with truth here.)

If today you feel like shit in their world—feel like everything is too hard, feel like they crushed you with their standards, their judgement… then know that you’re not alone. And I want you to know something they’ll never tell you because their system doesn’t want you to know.

You’re beautiful as you are, you’re worth it, and you’ll get back to your feet. 

I know it. 

I believe in you. 

Because I know that if you’re reading this, you’re the kind of person who just needs a nudge to make a difference in this world. 

Take time to rest. It’s normal to take some. Then… tomorrow you’ll rise and shine again. 

A note for the Arlong fans out there...

… I LOVE IT! I’d definitely look cuter as an anime character. 😆

Now, let’s put everything back in place.

(Yeah, little bonus here. My 14-years-old four-pawed lady decided to show up. She loves to explore.)

But did you spot the Arlong Pirates’ Jolly Roger? 😛 It’s tiny, but it’s there.

"The room is mine now, mommy!"

…says the girl who chose a color called ‘Journal White’ for her reading corner. 😆

It’s not white, though.

He’s making sure my lines are as sharp as his nose. 😅

This one is for you, before anyone else. Stronger, louder, wilder. No soft edges, jagged like your nose. No shortcuts—you never take any, you ram through.

This one matches you…

And it rises to your greatness

🌸 Happy birthday, my beloved shark 🌸

The Saw Shark's Floral Treasure - Chapter 1 - The Catch

The Saw Shark’s Floral Treasure (15952 words) by ScarredBloom Chapters: 1/? Fandom: One Piece (Live Action TV 2023), One Piece (Anime & Manga) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex Relationships: Arlong (One Piece)/Original Character(s), Original Character(s)/Original Character(s) Characters: Arlong (One Piece), Kuroobi (One Piece), Chew (One Piece), Arlong Pirates (One Piece), Fish-men (One Piece), Original Characters Additional Tags: smut with plot, Explicit Sexual Content, Monsterfucking | Teratophilia, Captivity, Dom/sub, Slow Burn, Dubious Consent, Sexual Slavery, Infertility

🌸🦈See you May 3rd 2026 for the rebirth🦈🌸

[ARCHIVED] The Saw Shark’s Floral Treasure (Original Version) (12 words) by ScarredBloom Chapters: 1/? Fandom: One Piece (Live Action TV 2023), One Piece (Anime & Manga) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex Relationships: Arlong (One Piece)/Original Character(s), Original Character(s)/Original Character(s) Characters: Arlong (One Piece), Kuroobi (One Piece), Chew (One Piece), Arlong Pirates (One Piece), Original Character(s) - Character Additional Tags: smut with plot, Submission/Domination, Humiliation, Dubious Consent, Infertility, Embracing teratosexuality, Creature Fucking, Dark erotica, Slavery, Fish-men are cunningly conquering the human world you just don't know it, Arlong is brutal and cruel but he'll reveal to be more than this, Another girl simping for that enthralling sexy creature

Now I have two and I just LOVE them!

But now it’s time for a bath with my favorite candle after a long day of working while sick. And of course, he might want to stay. Sneaky, impish little shark.

Better watch myself, though. Or the two others on my nightstand might get jealous of all the attention at some point.

So I figured I needed some extra support.

It’s been more than two years now, and the ache in my loins hasn’t faded in the slightest. If anything, it has only grown...

Carry on, my shark-king. Your reign is about to outlast the last one. And I know you will. You’ve brought so much change into my life, and for the better, as strange as that sounds to most human ears. You’ve steered me to embrace who I’ve always been, and you’ve freed me from the cell they kept me in for years.

And without warning…you’ve pried open my chest, like the pirate you are, and stolen something precious…

(I swear that’s not a romanticized version here, nope. Not at all. Just as much as there’s no sarcasm here.🤫🤫🤫)

And now…

What should I read next from the haul of books I received for Christmas?

(Yeah, I know, I’ve been spoiled a little.)

Ok, not gonna lie, I already have my picks. And yes with an ’s,’ because I’ll read two at the same time—one from the spicy stack and one from the more…general fiction category.

Reading spicy books whenever I want to read is simply not sustainable—I’m a match that catches fire way too easily. And once I’m horny, I’m wild and feral, and there’s no turning back.

Let’s see what we can do with this.😏

Ok, I just feel as excited as a little girl for Christmas this year! I’ve been working on the layout of my Arlong blanket for a few days—pondering, tweaking—and now it’s finally out for printing! TSHAAAAAAAH! I’m so excited about this! I just hope the printing will turn out ok. Fingers crossed! It did with the mugs last year, so I pray it’s going to be just as beautiful.

Here’s the layout for the curious ones.

Can’t wait to see that! Can’t wait to wrap myself with a soft blanket with his face all over it! Or cry over it when life hits hard. He’s used to salty water after all.

Yes, it’s exactly as stated: blurted words from a water lover…

Who wrestled too much with writing theory this weekend.

I just love how water can soothe all my wounds—from the deepest to the shallow ones—flowing over my limbs and core like a healing shot.

It’s sometimes dizzying, my heart pounding in my jaws—loud, ringing—the throbbing so strong it might call him.

But I don’t fear this anymore. ‘Cause I’ve embraced this side of me under his razor-like, fearless guidance…

Maybe there’s too much blood in my head right now.

Should I care? No…

I’ll surge deeper. Just as he taught me with a mere finger flick…

- To a sharkman who helps me stand straight in the fight for my dreams -

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Fuck, if I could sleep in the water, I would!

A last thank you to my friend who’s been reading me for so long, even in my very early stages of writing. You’re amazing. And your words this weekend were exactly the nudge I needed.