bright girl

this is me.

hell, i don't know where it went wrong.

can we wait for this feeling to pass?

we're on the run.

just look away.

there's no need to scare us.

we all choose to find hope.

hope is choosing to find meaning in a meaningless world.

i can't hear you yet.

i want to feel you near.

it's suffocating.

scare them.

i'm a fool, a sucker for fantasy.

you're a fable i could love.

can we wait for this feeling to pass?

i'm a long way from you now.

i couldn't feel it.

think i could be fearless now?

you never know what you leave behind.

i don't know. i'm just tired of your fucking lies.

i'll roll the dice.

see you in paradise.

guess i'll have to wait my turn.

forgiveness is a strength i'm yet to learn.

i can't bury my head under the sand.

how the hell do i pretend?

just tell me it'll make sense in the end.

i can't lie to myself. it fucks with my health.

i just want to be fearless.

i'm paranoid, hearing voices from above.

you destroyed every piece of me i ever loved.

you never noticed.

i've been trying to hold you down.

used to care what you thought of me, but now i don't.

will you be there when i need you?

you're chasing miracles.

it's all so cynical.

i won't try to confess.

i don't wanna behave like this again.

am i still enough for you?

would you ever change me?

can we keep it a secret while we wait?

i'll always belong to you.

nothing will ever change it.

i'll keep calling your name out.

i'll keep drinking my way out.

could you love me then?

will you still remember me when all of this is fading?

i watched you just take away everything.

it's over now.

you're overthinking.

time for you to grow up.

you said you'd had enough.

i can't keep it straight.

i'm stuck in a place that i can't escape.

get me out of this hell.

time for me to go home.

i think i've had enough.

there's something on your mind. i can see it now.

patience don't come easy when i'm so strung out.

i'm trying to do without.

i'd say i'm sorry, but it's not enough.

how much longer can i keep this up?

i don't wanna be afraid anymore.

“Do you want to die or do you want to live?“