far from the usual

saying “sorry im out of it today” as if im not like this all the time is my fav lie

who else wants to go on a drive at 1am until we forget about what’s bothering us

no other person on this planet was made for you, they were made for themselves. love is all about choices. no one is going to be perfect for you, and i think we need to stop raising everyone on the belief that someone out there, just one other person in the whole world, was “made for you” because it isn’t true. no one is made for you, besides you. other people belong to themselves. if you want to make it work with someone, it’s about hard work, understanding, compassion, communication, and choice

If you could see anxiety. What would you describe it as?

i still don’t understand why recovery isn’t romanticized more. getting better after being at your lowest point? working hard and doing what it takes to feel safe again? knowing that occasional dips aren’t the end of the world? changing yourself and ridding your life of toxic behavior/people? i’m sorry that sounds better than any edgy miserable story i’ve ever heard. 

Why is it?? That I can go through the whole day feeling fine and dandy but the second I lay down for bed impending doom settles on me?

took it personally because I never would’ve done it to you

People change and forget to tell each other.

Find a soul that doesn’t lose appreciation once they are used to you.

*refuses to look at texts* I love conversation and communication