You’re so lucky if you’re in love and it’s reciprocated and it’s healthy and innocent and pure

the idea of having a girlfriend who i am so enchanted by and having the feeling of butterflies every time i look at her or talk to her or hold her and wanting to know and understand every single piece of her heart and soul and feeling comfortable either staying home in our pajamas watching our favourite movies or tv shows or going out and walking around the city holding hands and laughing together while being so incredibly in love sounds really wonderful and i want that and hope that every wlw gets to have that in whatever shape or form they desire

I have an idealized version of myself in my mind and she’s really pissed off at my life choices

mood: 20 unread messages but still feeling lonely