Moon

You came to me while we were sleeping, we were both sleeping, and you asked me to hold this for you. I am holding this for you.

the moment carries you back too tho / waves / oceanic shit / it’s just it can pull you under / undertow / don’t get pulled too far under it’s not all gone / it’s in you / it’s you / it’s made you who you are / all of this / everything is building you / love builds you .. what did denise levertov say about grief ‘grief is a hole you walk around in the daytime and at night you fall into it.’ today was maybe a night?

no more cities and you pull me toward you, sliding your hands into my coat, telling me your name over and over, hurrying your mouth into mine. We have, each of us, nothing. We will give it to each other.

There’s no way back believe me. I’m writing you from there.