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hellooooooooooo

so i was making this and "toxic till the end" by the loml rosé randomly played, and i felt the pics could be useful for a concept like that; the beauty, the softness and delicate things. at the start thought about just putting what i felt in the moment between them—that i did, but with a concept in my mind now.

i wanted to give a little message with the concept of toxic relationship (just like the song) and learning to heal and know yourself after all that; the satisfaction once you learn you don't need that person, you don't like them anymore and you're gonna built a life from a new start where you'll be able to connect with yourself, better people and new opportunities. we learn from all experiences, pretty or ugly ones, they make us what we are right now and what we decide we will be.

an experience or a person doesn't define you, you let it define you. because we're much more than just moments, we can't live in the past thinking about what it could have been when we have all the future ahead, we have our present for a reason and it will not last forever. don't live in the past nd don't overthink the future, the only thing you can change and truly live, is your present.

lmao i got thoughtfull for a bit, but yeah, it's nice to leave a little message and what better to do through something i like to do.

sooooo ik this ain't the typical christmas or secret santa concept, but i really felt like doing and mix some things. i hope you like it, tho @sarangify ^^

yep, this is my secret santa mb ! i hope y'all enjoy this time that remind us how important it is to be with family, friends and people we love. i also know that there are people that maybe can't see their family right now or don't have them anymore, and i just wanna say to them that they'll always be with you somehow if you let a little warm place to them in your memory.

i know this sounds kinda cursi, but sometimes the truth is cursi and you can't do much about it but appreaciate it. so if you have those people you love right now and you can, whether through a text or call, a written card if you aren't that good with words like me, tell them what they mean for you, tell them that you love them and that you're grateful to have them. don't be scared to sound cheeky or cursi, those moments are meant to be cursis, and it's completely fine. let yourself be cursi, let yourself be cheeky or clingy or romantic, let people know what you feel towards them.

and remember, even if there's this thought of desiring that you wouldn't give them all the love if it ended bad, never feel bad for showing yourself as the beautiful vulnerability of love, of life. we have feelings for a reason, we have a mouth, things to write, actions and ways to communicate to each other for a reason, and do you know what's worst than showing your most sensitive side that you hate? not doing nothing to express yourself.

happy late christmas my loves, don't forget to be grateful for all the little things and keep going ! you didn't make it this far for nothing. love ya !