Been really busy lately. She was really distracted & occupied by the thought that she needs to provide for her family.Ā
She graduated last June, 2019.Ā
Was hired August, 2019. Hadnāt stopped since.Ā
Done with the first 6 months of probationary, but she opt to resign because thereās this feeling where she donāt know what the fuck is going on.Ā
Officially resigned, Feb 14, yup, on Valentines Day, She resigned. Everyone is celebrating love and all, while sheās at her phone composing her resignation letter.Ā
Itās quite hard. Specially, when the people you work with has been very good to you. But, yes itā her. She does not know anymore. Nothingās happening she figured.Ā
Went to look for another job, & now at her 2nd job.Ā
Life so far for her is good. Except for the nights where she constantly ask herself what really her purpose is.Ā
Being a young adult, wanting to be of help to her family. At the same time, doing what she wants was not that easy to juggle at the same time.Ā
But with all the responsibilities she needs to face, it leaves her no choice but to stay out of her comfort zone & be among with the wild bees in the forest.Ā
It left you so frustrated & bombarded with thoughts that you wanted to be someone that has significance to people surrounds you.Ā
Youāre afraid to be a burden to them & so you do everything you can to do to be valuable.
I hope youāre doing well.Ā
I hope you donāt forget that youāre still young & you still have a lot of time to sort things out.Ā
s-u-f-j-a-n-s-t-e-v-e-n-s
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