On a personal level, Iβm going through a very rough time.
A couple people asked and yes I am okay. No one was injured in the accident yesterday.
There is a lot going on for me right now. Looking at our world here in the US it doesnβt really seem like there is anyone who isnβt having a bad winter.
Sometimes life has to give you a wake up call and say, you have to change. I wish it had some other way of telling me besides crumbling everything to the ground.
But I guess I have to rebuild. The only way out is through.
Iβve fucked up a lot. Iβve burned a lot of bridges. Iβm trying to learn. To learn how to take care of myself. Iβve never really learned how to do that. Life is so hard. I donβt know what Iβm doing.Β
Itβs going to be hard going forward. Very hard. But thatβs the only direction you can go and life is going that direction whether I like it or not.Β