Sanja

theres a big conspiracy theory going round that you can be horribly flawed and also genuinely loved. crazy if true

there's a new social cue coming out. no we're not telling you about it

i want to be left alone

there are calcified layers of shame in my soul that you could carbon date like rock strata

sometimes that sad feeling is due to low blood sugar, and sometimes it's from decades of history. not that complex

[text: To love someone is firstly to confess: I'm prepared to be devastated by you.]

Good morning, you have to be the thing that saves you

Genuinely fucked that cultural perception of aging is getting warped to the point where people in their twenties are considered old at the same time that all the constructed milestones of independence and self sufficiency that have become expected of adulthood are getting further out of reach for the majority of people. Like, no, you haven't missed out on anything, no one has "wasted" their 20s, or 30s, or any stretch of time, it's just that a lot of things really fucking suck right now. There isn't anything important you can do at, say, age 21 that you can't also do every other age after that.

"college is the best years of your life" "college is for meeting new people and expanding your mind" wrong. college is for discovering new types of grief. also the timeloop