原来我很爱你

“I’m sorry as well. I should have told you sooner. It’s taken me too long. I’m not married. Ye Jin and Seo Jin are Kang Ho’s kids. But they’re my kids now. I only found out about the pregnancy after we broke up. And I decided to have them without him. I never planned to use them as an excuse to hold onto Kang Ho. And I don’t intend to get back with him by using them either.“

“I’ve been waiting for a long time. Aren’t you going to greet me?”

“Petit Nail. Bar Exam Meal. Fried tofu rice balls. Ten square root of two. I remember everything now. Does this mean you’re all better now? Yes. I see. I’m so relieved. You’re better now? Then I can give you a beating now, you asshole. Hey! Why didn’t you tell me? I wanted to die multiple times a day. I cried, I cursed, and resented you every single day. How could you put a pregnant women through such a difficult time? You know why Ye Jin and Seo Jin are bad tempered? It’s all because of you, you asshole! If I ever saw you again, I was going to kill you. But you were unwell. So I just waited till you got better. Then I found out that you were in more pain than I was. I’m the one who was abandoned and hurt. So why can’t I resent you for what you did? Why did you have to suffer more than me? I’m sorry. I’m sorry, Mi Joo.” 

“Lee Mi Joo! You’re under arrest for becoming my wife! You don’t have the right to remain silent. You cannot ask your mother for help when we argue. How childish. This isn’t a proposal. Why not? What you just said might be used against you later in life. So watch out, okay? This won’t do.What? Alright. I need your help.”

“You came? I came to show support for my boyfriend. Oh, my. Did I just say boyfriend? How silly of me. Give me your hand. What? Stay still, okay? I read your horoscope today, and the lucky color is yellow of the year of the dragon. So here. How pretty. There. I colored my nails too.”

“Are you okay, Mi Joo? Why are you here? What about the exam? You can’t get up yet. The exam. So?”

“Get out. Mom. Do I have to pour pig poop on you? Were you the only one there? Are you her guardian? You didn’t hit her. Why did you have to miss the exam? Do you not realize how important today was? Mom. Mi Joo got hurt. So what?`Did she die? MOM!”

“You’re right, You are … a bad person.”

“There are two animals that are useful from their head to toe. Do you know what they are? Humans and pigs. Everyone thinks pigs are dirty and smelly, but that’s not the case. Not only they do their business in one place but they also only sleep where it’s clean. They bathe often in mud to cool themselves and get rid of bugs. But humans started to lock them up in tiny pigsties. The pigs couldn’t bathe in mud anymore, so they began to rub their bodies on their own excrement. That’s how they grew dirtier and more aggressive. Isn’t that so sad? How ever what’s really sad is this. Pigs are unable to lift their heads, so they live their entire life staring at the ground. There is only one way for a pig to look up at the sky. It’s to fall down. That’s right. Falling down is a way for you to see another world, a world you have never seen before, both for pigs and people.”