mo's lost sandwich

does it ever drive you crazy,

it's always "i need you" and never "do whatever you like to do, i will support you"

it's always "stay with me" and never "you saved my life, i will give you whatever you want"

it's always "don't leave me" and never "you will come back anyway"

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"Come on, He Tian," Mo said excitedly, taking his hand once more. "Let’s go to my room!"

Mo led him down a short hallway to a cozy room filled with drawings of sandwiches and cars on the walls. Clearly, Mo loves sandwiches, He Tian thought. The walls were adorned with pictures of baby Mo throughout the years, He Tian felt as if he was walking on someone's entire life in this place. A soft bed with warm blankets was tucked in the corner. Mo rummaged through a drawer and pulled out a set of pajamas. "Here, you can wear these," he said, handing the clothes to He Tian. "They might be a little big, but they’re warm."

He Tian took the clothes, feeling the softness of the fabric. It was more than just the clothes—it was the gesture. No one had ever cared enough to offer him something like this before while he passed by numerous people every day in the unforgiving snow. As he changed into the pajamas, the warmth of the fabric against his skin was comforting, a stark contrast to the cold that had gripped him earlier.

Mo, now dressed in his own pajamas, flopped onto the bed and patted the spot beside him. "Come on, it’s the warmest spot in the house!" he declared with a grin.

He Tian hesitated for just a moment before climbing into the bed beside Mo. The bed was soft, the blankets thick and heavy, wrapping around him like a protective cocoon. He Tian felt an overwhelming sense of safety, a feeling so foreign to him that he almost didn’t recognize it.

ALL HAIL THE TIANSHAN TREE

mo and tian are so devoted to eachother. while he tian is so open, carefree and protective about mo in whatever he does, mo isn't like that. he isn't the one running after he tian or publicly showcasing and initiating his affections but one thing is for sure, that man is devoted to him. his devotion and belief in he tian is silent yet, unwavering. it took him so much courage to finally do what his heart wants and kiss him, for the sole reason that he trusts and likes tian. for the very first time in his life, a person made mo believe that no matter what, he will always be by mo's side. he tian's strength and devotion to him are the sole two reasons why mo is attracted to him and why mo's entire belief system is relying on the fact that, in any case, he tian will never leave him.