“I don’t want just words. If that’s all you have for me, you’d better go.”

I knew

Without you in my arms, I feel an emptiness in my soul. I find myself searching the crowds for your face - I know it’s an impossibility, but I cannot help myself.

“When will I ever learn that opening my heart just brings heartbreak and yet I cannot live any other way.”

“Some days I despair. I invest too much in other people’s hearts , too little on my own. I love too much. I hurt too much. It is all just too much. I want to not feel so much anymore. I just wish numbness is something I could do but I just can´t! I have cried enough to fill several oceans but I always end up feeling empty. Sometimes I feel so unloved, so alone, I just don’t know what to do anymore. I want to quit. I want to run. I don’t know what I am doing here! Why on earth write anymore? Maybe I should just quit pretending I am anything at all.”

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