Vampire Trash

sam winchester is a kind of dead wife

I genuinely cannot explain to a non-writer what it feels like when a chapter suddenly clicks. it's not satisfaction. it's not relief. it's this horrible specific feeling like you just remembered something you never knew. like the story was already there and you finally stopped being in the way of it. i don't know what to do with that feeling. i just close the laptop and stare at the wall for a bit.

Sam trying to help support Dean & not attack John but make sure Dean knows things John blamed him for weren't his fault and Sam doesn't fault him for his reactions and always trying to follow John's orders as a result when you KNOW Sam wants to scream "this is fucked up and evil right". Dean's response of course still had to be "kill me now". of course.

Draw him alive and well. Ok now draw him playing sudoku

Now draw him struggling at sudoku in a manner that is no longer endearing and is now embarassing

I do think how you feel about the lucky charms scene is the number one indicator of how I will be able to get in with you

">_< but im scared of change!" <- girl who wishes everything was different