Wouldn't you like to know

I’m only yours in my dreams. And I think in yours as well. I’ll see you when I close my eyes. A dream girl forever.

Lately I’ve been feeling out of body. Like I’m watching myself but I can’t grasp myself. I want to shake her and wake her up. I want the fire in her back. But balanced. Fueled by passion not rage. I want to reach into her deep in her gut and pull out all the darkness. I want to swim in it until it becomes her light. I want to touch the past, feel the searing pain and remember that love still prevailed. Spaced out between months and years and moons and suns she is something new. She is deeper.

You stayed long enough to see scott come back ! Haha you crazy ass girl you

I still think about you all the time.