Untitled

I swear these people just need to fuck out of my life

I’ve cheated on all 3 of my last bfs and I hate that fact. One deserved it as he was a piece of shit and did much worse, but the other 2 didn’t deserve that to happen to them. Only one of them found out as far as I know, but still the fact that I did that to them weighs on me. I always have a feeling like I need validation from those around me especially regarding my appearance and body and it’s caused me to consistently seek out other men’s attention, praise, and has even led to me physically cheating on my partners.

I hate the life I have at my school and it’s all my fault :/

i’m a self destructive person and i hate it