shut the fuck up already

omg I saw on Twitter that u got a p3ado in jail and honestly. Ur getting unlimited heaven points for that like that is so fucking cool. Ur awesome like it was genuinely so cool to read that. Good for you, I hope he rots for all eternity- it means the world to see someone fighting the good fight. hope u have a good week and eat some good food or see some nice plants etc etc

You're still attention seeking. STILL. At this point, either kill yourself or don't. Just stop trauma dumping, whichever one you pick.

it's funny. I had a job interview today. and I was so hopeful about it. my current job is killing me and I mean that. they took down the job listing a few minutes before our scheduled meeting. didn't know what to make of that. the interview lasted an hour. I thought that was a good thing. they told me about how wonderful the job is. how it pays really well. amazing benefits at no cost to the employee. fully remote. and I really believed I could do it. I thought something good would finally happen to me. and then at the end they told me they didn't want to move forward with me. I get why. I can sometimes trick people with a resume and cover letter into thinking I'm smart or capable. then they talk to me and find out what a stupid fucking loser I am. but I don't understand why they talked to me for an hour.

If the anon who keeps sending you shitty messages doesn’t want to read your posts then they need to stop obsessively looking at your page and sending you those pointless messages. You can post whatever you want and that doesn’t make you ‘attention seeking’

If you were serious about stopping your attention seeking behavior, then you would actually stop. But you keep posting. You haven't changed. You don't want to change.

I’m so sorry you’ve been made to feel this way, you do not deserve to be going through what you are. I really hope things get better for you one day soon.

You're still attention seeking.

Listen, I’m not one to usually refute how people see their own lives because human views are simply a collection of how we understand and put meaning to our experiences and choices, so I want you to know how deadly serious I am when I say that that article was nothing but self righteous garbage. You were put on that list as merely a tool to achieve that person’s agenda, nothing more and nothing less, and I’m so sorry it’s been heavy on you ever since. You are not evil or disgusting, and the things you created were not shameful—you were harassed. You’re harassers were not right and they are still not right now, two years later. You went through something traumatic and internalized it, and I’m just somebody faceless on the internet, but I at least wanted to say this—something bad happened to you, but that doesn’t mean you were or are a bad person

Hey, I’m sorry people have been treating you so unkindly. You genuinely don’t deserve it, you’ve always been intelligent and thoughtful, and fuck all the people (probably singular person) saying you are trauma dumping, this is your blog, they can unfollow if they want. They are just saying that to silence you, and that’s wrong. You’ve done nothing to deserve being made fun of. I had a feeling the purity police had heard of your fics and that backlash was why you took them down. Nothing you wrote was fetishistic or wrong or evil, I’m trans, and while some trans ppl may not like stories like that, I do. I like the representation, and so so many other trans folks. Fuck the people making fun of you and being cruel, they don’t speak for everyone, certainly not for anyone important. I strongly believe in curating your own online experience, so instead of going after you for your writing or telling you off for “trauma dumping”, they should fuck right off and take a hike. You can’t convince me that whatever these people are saying is in anyway right if this is how they are making you feel. I’m so sorry that you’ve faced this alone, and I don’t know what else is going on in your life, but you don’t deserve this and I wish I could undo your pain

I don't think you're a lazy piece of shit and neither would professional therapists. If someone made you feel that way, I am sorry. They were shitty and in the wrong. What do you mean nobody wants to understand?

PLEASE try and reach out online for help. There's plenty of professional help available online <3

You said you would stop trauma dumping but you did it again. It’s not right to put all this on strangers. This is attention seeking behavior. Get professional help and stop doing this to people.

You need professional help. Stop trauma dumping.