I just kept talking until I hit upon the shit noone cares about

one of my fav lessons is "if you act like a doormat prepare to be walked on" but it is also what im least able to internalize

i love working outdoors and doing step by step manual tasks but when i get to the part of working on a car where i dont know what im doing and scared of breaking something it truly makes me want to eviscerate myself

i do love summer simply because when i wake up in the morning it is 500x more rewarding because it's not hot yet and i can thoroughly enjoy myself

a crazy asshole related to my roommate came into the house unannounced while i was in my underwear making dinner, scaring the shit out of me to start with, and then without saying any words to me she sat and ate a sandwich in my living room, looked around, took a package labeled for said roommate from the front hallway and then told me to fuck off when i started freaking out about it and left. so needless to say i cant sleep and need the whole world to fucking explode