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đ tw: yandere themes âïž non/dubcon âïž kidnapping âïž delusions âïž theyâre mean es shii âïž two faced asl âïž sadism âïž masochism âïž bondage âïž footjob âïž spanking âïž degradation âïž babytrapping âïž choking âïž manhandling âïž face sitting (m! receiving) âïž 69 âïž rimming âïž feminization âïž lingerie âïž collar âïž humiliation âïž hair pulling âïž stockholm syndrome âïž
đ an: ah yes, time to feed the twink lovers, wish you luck âĄ
đ HEIZOU â Knick-knack!
The collar snaps before your eyes finish rolling.
Leather biting sharp into your throat â not tight enough to choke, just cruelly reminding you he already knew you'd try it.
It forces a sharp gasp out of youâone you don't get to finish, because Heizou's already using that strip of leather to drag you right back between his legs.
Knuckles skimming your jaw as he guides your head down, unbothered, like he'd mapped out every move you were going to make before you made them.
One moment youâre glaring.Â
Next, your mouth is full of him.
His cock slides hot and heavy over your tongue, and the startled glkh!â that bursts out of you only makes his grin sharpen.
"There she is," he says, voice bright and almost clinical. "I gave you three opportunities to stop before it got to this point. You picked this."
You barely manage a sputter before he adjusts the collar againâSNAP!âtightening it to borderline cut off airflow.
His expression doesn't go cold so much as settle â as if he's arrived somewhere he expected to be. You glare up at him on instinct.
Heizouâs eyes lit up like youâd handed him a present.
"Oh, still brave," he murmurs, thumb brushing your lower lip with idle curiosity, like he's noting it down somewhere. "Predictable, but brave. Don't use your teeth, sweetheart. I already know you're thinking about it."
You donât get to protest.
Before he slams his hips upward, seating himself deeper in your throat so fast your nose hits his skin. His cock nudges a place you're not ready for, your throat seizing around him as your vision spots.
glk!- glkh- glkÂ
Breath stuttering, lashes fluttering as he watches your throat struggle around him.
"T-there it is," he sighs, pleased in that infuriating, already-knew-it way he has. "Much more honest than whatever smart little comment you⊠were... hah⊠about to make. I clocked the exact wording, by the way. Would've been a good one."
You dig your nails into his thighs hard, a silent âgo fuck yourself.â
The sound you make next â a humiliating, involuntary little choke â made you cringe⊠and him lose composure entirely.
Making Heizou moaned loudly, head tipping back, a low breathless "Ahâ!" slipping out before he could catch it, olive eyes fluttering like your defiance knocked something loose in his chest he hadn't accounted for.
First thing he hadn't accounted for.
He stares back down at you, something flickering in his expression â recalculating. Then that grin returns, slower this time. More interested.
"Hm." His thumb drags your lip down, watching the spit string between skin. "You keep doing things I don't predict. Do you know how rare that is?"
Loosening the collar just enough for you to gaspâwrong move. Your pride flares, and you try to snap back, but all that comes out is a vibration against his cock, a choked mmph! that makes his hips jerk.
"Look at you," he says, catching a tear you didn't realize had fallen, holding it on his thumb like it's a clue. "Still fighting. Still dripping. And you think I can't tell which one you're more embarrassed about."
Then he's guiding your head back downâslow, but not mercifulâletting his cock drag over every tender inch of your tongue while he keeps watching.
slrp!âmmph!âglk!
He follows the tremor in your thighs like a bloodhound.
Watches them press together, you pretending it's not happening. He clocked the exact moment your hips gave the smallest, traitorous twitch toward him.
"There it is.." quietly, to himself more than you, "You know~," he continues, tilting his head, "I wasn't planning to use more than one hand today. But you're so full of-â Then something warm slides between your knees. â-surprises.â
His foot.
The arch nudges your thighs apart, slow and so casual â like it's the obvious next logical step â exposing your soaked underwear to the cool air.
âHm?â he coos, voice all faux-gentle mockery. "You're already this wet, and we're barely into the hypothesis."Â
His thumb traces idle circles on the leather strap. "Your body keeps contradicting itself. That's going to be a problem for you."
You try to shake your head â trembling, furious denial â but the collar stops the motion dead. His foot presses in, slow and deliberate, rubbing just enough friction against your panties to make your breath stutter out through your nose.
"You look furious," Heizou observes, voice soft with something worse than mockery â genuine fascination. "You should see your own face right now. You're trying so hard."
Foot rubbing in that same terrifying precision he puts into everything â deliberate circles right against your soaked panties. The pressure is perfect â teasing your swollen clit through the thin fabric while his cock stays buried deep in your throat.
"Every single time I discipline you," shaft still buried deep in your throat, foot working you toward something you're desperately trying not to give him, "your body does this. I've noted it. I have a very thorough record."
You try to grumble around him, but it only comes out as a wet, vibrating mmph that makes his length twitch on your tongue.Â
Heizou chuckles, low and delighted.
âOh? You like that?â His foot moves faster, rubbing firm strokes up and down your dripping slit, toes curling to press right against your clit. âLook at you⊠trying so badly to glare at me while your pussyâs grinding against my foot like a desperate little whore.âÂ
The combination is too much.
Your moan vibrates wildly around his length as your orgasm crashes through you â humiliating, what's worse is that he doesn't even look surprised.
"Mhm." He watches you shake apart with the quiet satisfaction of someone whose theory was confirmed exactly on schedule. "Right on time."
Not giving you a second to recover, his hips chase his own high with the same focused efficiency he does everything else, collar keeping you exactly where the evidence requires you to be.
With a low, unraveling moan â the least composed sound he's made all night â Heizou buries himself deep and cums.
He holds you through every pulse, breathing hard, that careful control finally fraying at the edges.
When he finally pulls back, thumb smearing across your swollen lip, he looks down at you with something that isn't quite the grin from earlier.
More like the face he makes when he's solved something that actually took effort.
"Good girl." Soft. Sincere, almost. He leans down and presses a kiss to your forehead â unhurried, like punctuation. "You know what the most interesting part of all of this is?"
Oh god
He tilts your chin up. "You already know exactly why you keep ending up here. You just haven't admitted it to yourself yet."
Grinning, eyeing your trembling form. "I'll wait. I'm patient. I already know the answer."
He gives the collar one last gentle tug.
"Knick-knack.~"
đ KAZUHA â W.T.F.
âK-KAZUHA WHAT T-THE FUCKKK!ââ
Your voice cracksâas he slams into you, deep-deep-deep, the force of it yanking your silk-bound wrists taut against the beam above. The ropes creak as your spine arches.
And Kazuha just watches, amber eyes half-lidded, like heâs admiring the way your body jolts with every thrust.
Fingers cave into your hips, digging past the surface, marking you obsessively. He drives home with a smoothness that shouldn't be this brutal, each roll of his body a new lesson in how much you can endure.
One thrust.
Two.
Counting the hitches in your chest, timing his pace to the exact second your breath fails you.
âYouâre shaking,â he whispers, voice soft as a lullaby. His hips snap forwardâhardâand your gasp catches high in your chest, stuck.
âIs it the bindings?...â His thumb strokes your inner thigh, gently. âOr losing your Vision?âÂ
He says it with a terrifying ease. Heâd turned that stolen glass over in his palm earlier, eyes wide and worshiping, before tying you open and filling you.Â
Your body bounces with every stroke, helpless. âHahhâ!â spills out when he drags you down harder, his grip tightening, fingertips pressing deep enough to leave marks.
The pace picks upâsmooth, controlled, relentlessâlike heâs chasing the sound of your breath shattering.Â
Plap! Plap! Plap!
The wet smack of skin on skin echoes across the water, obscene.
âEasyâŠâ his breath is a warm ghost against your skin, but his weight is a solid, punishing reality stretching you open. âYou keep tightening around me like thisââ
A particularly vicious thrust punches the air straight out of your lungs, leaving you hollow. ââI might think you enjoy it.â
âI DONâTââ The words snap out, hot and immediate, but they lose their edge halfway.
Something is failing in the back of your skull. Your thoughts are sluggish, stalling, sinking into a gray fog.
Behind him, the box pulses with a weak, dying rhythmâyour Pyro Vision guttering out, its fire turning to ash. You wrench your eyes away because the sight of your own fading ambition is a physical ache.
Kazuha grinds into you, a slow, cruel pressure right where your nerves are rawest, before driving up with a sudden, jarring force.Â
âNghhâFUCKâ!â It spills out, unbidden. Kazuha just exhales a quiet laugh against your cheek.
You hate the scent of himâcedar and salt air.
Hate the softness of his hair, untouched by the violence of his hips.
Most of all, you hate the memory of the same hand currently bruising your hip, tucking a blanket around your shoulders this morning.
You were something precious then.Â
Now, youâre just a prize.
The hate is there, but itâs slipping through your fingers, dissolving into the void where your Vision used to be.
âYouâre so beautiful,â he whispers, his voice a low vibration in your ear as he thrusts deeper. SchlkâŠschlkâŠschlk filling you sends a forced heat racing up your spine. â-my songbird is one of a kind~.â
âKAZUHA I SWEAR TO ARCHONS-â But your voice cracks. The fury is a cavernous gap, feeling emptier by the second.
Another brutal snap of his hips makes your back arch, the beam above you groaning under the strain.
âI thought youâd want it like this,â puzzled, a quiet, private observation. He poutsâa look of pure, confused innocenceâwhile his thumb traces a slow, heavy line up your clit. âYou said I was always too soft.â
His shaft pulsed a deliberate, agonizing hesitation just to watch you squirm.Â
âSo I figuredâŠâ Another thrust, deeper, meaner. ââŠyouâd like it rough.â
You try to muster up the strength to glare holes into him, but you could only whimper in despair at the effects of not having your vision increase.
Kazuha tilts his head slightly, watching the way your wrists strain against the ropes like youâre testing whether the knots might suddenly grow merciful.
âIâm sorry,â voice dropping, quieter. Almost apologetic, âit has to be like this.âÂ
The sorrow in his eyes is real. Genuine.
It changes absolutely nothing about the pace of his hips.
Your breath comes in ragged gasps, chest heaving as he adjusts his grip â one hand sliding up your thigh, pushing your leg higher, spreading you wider.
You can feel itâŠthe hollowness spreads slowly through your limbs like something being gently, methodically unplugged.
"Kaz..." Your voice comes out smaller than you want it to. "Kazuha, you saidâŠhah y-you always saidâ"
"I know what I said." He says it softly, watching your face with that unbearable attentiveness, like he's memorizing something. "I meant it. Every word."Â
His hips roll forward, slow and thorough, and the sound that escapes you isn't angry at all. "I still mean it."Â
"Tch then whyâ"Â
"Becauseâ" and here his composure cracks, "you were gunna to leave n' not come back- heh." fingers fondling your nipple, making you arch just perfectly into him as he pumps his thickened inches through every peak.Â
"And- I found," he continues, breathless now, white hair falling across his face as he drives deeper, "that I believe in your freedomâ" thrust "completelyâ" thrust "except for that."Â
The boat sways, adding more force to his thrusts.
He chuckles darkly to himself, a tone you've never heard before. He swirls n' swirls his globular tip, the perfect rounded shape to press into your nerves.Â
And somewhere in the growing heaviness behind your eyes, you're realizing horribly, humiliatingly... that your hips have started moving back to meet him.Â
Kazuha notices it, his eyes going soft, reaching up to cup your cheek with a gentleness that has absolutely no friggin business being here right now.Â
"See?" like he's been waiting this whole time to say it. "Isn't this better than leaving?"Â
You don't answer, you can't tell anymore if the withdrawal is talking or something worse.Â
He angled slightly â deeper, more deliberate â and your whole body lurches forward with it, the ropes catching you, swinging you right back onto him.
Sloppy sounds fill up the whole cabin until there's no room for anything else. Including your thoughts.Â
They keep arriving slower now, holding more weight, and you're not sure if you can keep holding onto hate anymore.Â
Or even remember why you were so upset in the first place.
He feels it immediately â the shift in you. Kazuha has always been terrifyingly good at reading things.
Wind.
Weather...The exact moment you're about to stop denying him.Â
"Ah-" You gasp- he grinds into your poor, bruised g-spot. "I-i⊠mâstill f-fuckinâ angryyâ"Â
"Of course," kissing up your neck, he inhaled deeply, smiling against you, "You're allowed to be."Â
"That's not-" A whine punches out of you when he rolls his hips just so. "That's not what Iâ nghâ t-that's not the point!â"Â
"Then what is my love?"
And you open your mouth to tell him. You have the answerâŠyou know you do, it was right there a moment ago, something about how wrong this is, something about him taking your vision, something about how this isn't what you wanted.Â
His shaft drags slowww and thoroughly across that spot inside you, and every single word dissolves.Â
"Hm~?" Kazuha waits expectantly as the thoughts leave your face, morphing into something that isn't guilt anymore.
"It's alright." He presses a kiss to your temple. "You don't have to say it."Â
âŠHe's already decided, somewhere in that poetic, completely unwell little heart of his, that this is love. That this is the right thing, that you'll understand eventually.Â
"Fuhck- ah! Kazuâ" hips rolling back to meet him before you even register doing itâHe shivers a single tremor moving through that carefully composed body, his breath catching audibly.
His rhythm stutters for just a fraction of a second. And then it happens â the thing he's been holding back since he tied you in the boats for days now.
"Y-you feelâ" He stops, then tries again. "You feel soâ" he really can't finish it.Â
Those eyes have gone somewhere glassy and distant â still looking at you, but seeing something past the surface of you, something he's been navigating toward for a very long time-
Both arms wrapping around you, silk ropes and all, folding you into him like something he's been holding in his hands for years and is only now allowing himself to keep.
His cock pulses deep. His breath comes apart completely.Â
"Don't leave," he moans into your hair, and itâs not a request or a command either. Heâs already made up his mind and refuses to be argued with. âDon't leave. Don't leave. Don'tâ"Â
Your mouth falls slack, and you bring what little energy you have to bite into your fist as you scream, cumming all over his shaft.
Your walls clenching around him, as a sound slipped out, one you're sure youâll be embarrassed about later.Â
Kazuha grunts, a hand jumping to his mouth, trying not to be loud.
Juices connecting you two, losing the careful rhythm entirely, and then he's shuddering against you, spilling deep, face buried in your neck, lips moving against your skin in something that might be your name or might be an unhinged poem or both.Â
Your vision flickers once behind himâŠgoing out.Â
âŠ
The boat rocks gently in the silence that follows, his arms wrapped around you, holding you softly.
After a long moment, you hear him sigh.Â
"Im sorry..." A pause. "I just thought this was kinder."
đ KINICH â Got his lick back
SMACK!
"AHâ!"
The sharp crack of his palm against your ass echoes through the room like a hunterâs whip.Â
Your cry breaks out raw and humiliating, but Kinich doesnât give you a second to breathe. His hand stays glued to the stinging flesh, squeezing hard enough to feel the heat bloom under his fingers while his other hand slides between your slick thighs.
âSpread.â Flat. Commanding. No room for argument.
You donât.
So he forces you anyway â two fingers pushing past your dripping folds, stretching you open with that terrifying precision, curling right against the soft, spongy spot that makes your vision spark white.
The second your hips jerk forward to escape, his fist locks into your hair and yanks you right back onto his lap like a leash.
âAlready this wet?â A low, almost thoughtful hum leaves him as he pulls his fingers free.
A thick, glossy string of your slick stretches between your hole and his fingertip, catching the low light.
âRunning again⊠but your pussy keeps begging me to stay.â
You try to snap something back â anything â but heâs already lining up. The flared, swollen head of his cock nudges against your entrance once, twice, then pushes in with one merciless slide that steals every word from your throat.
âF-fuck- Kinich-!â
He bottoms out in one smooth glide, stretching you wide around his thick length until you feel him pressing right against the entrance of your womb.Â
Buried deep, letting your walls flutter and clench desperately around him while his breath ghosts hot against the back of your neck.
âYou keep running,â he says quietly, almost thoughtfully, as he pulls back just enough to slam in again. The wet slap of skin on skin is filthy.
âEvery time I tell you to stay. Every time you look at me like youâre already gone.â
SMACK!
Your body jerks hard at the next spank, a broken cry ripping from your throat.
Before you can crawl away, his arm hooks around your waist and hauls you right back down onto his cock, pinning you flat to the slick floor. The woven texture bites into your tits and stomach as he forces you to take every brutal inch.
âWhere do you think youâre going?â he growls low, the first real crack in that calm tone.Â
His hips snap forward harder, cockhead smacking mercilessly into your cunt with every precise thrust. âYouâre not leaving Natlan. Not again.â
Smooth, deep rolls of his hips that drag his veiny length along every sensitive ridge inside you. Your voice climbs higher, cracking on whimpers you canât swallow down.
Drool slips from the corner of your mouth onto the floor while your thighs shake violently.
âKinich-! puhleaseeee- itâs too muchââ
âItâs not.â Another punishing thrust. âYou can take it. You will.â
His hand snakes underneath you, fingers finding your swollen clit.Â
He pinches and rolls merciless little circles that have your walls clamping down around his cock like a vice. Your whole body seizes, pussy gushing slick down his length as he keeps fucking you through it.
âDonât know why- Ngh-,â he rasps against your neck, voice fraying at the edges now, breath coming shorter. âYâkept leaving me. Why ya- wonât stay put. â
"Th-that's notâ ahâ that's not your problem!-"
"You made it my problem." A thrust that punches the air clean out of you. âSo I found a solution. Gonna fill this tight little cunt until youâre swollen with my kid. Then you wonât have a choice.â
The words hit you like lightning. Your mind blanks for a secondâ âWai-whatââ
His cock swirls deep.
Pushing deeeep, his fingers pick up pace on your clit, dragging you toward something you've been denying this whole time, your walls fluttering desperately, your voice climbing so high it cracksââNo!- t-thatâs genuinely insane!â
 "It isnât." He held a small, satisfied smile.
"Thatâs not a solution, thatâs literallyâfuckkkk!"
But your body betrays you completely, cutting you off. Your walls flutter wildly around him, milking his cock as a devastating orgasm rips through you.
You came hard, screaming into the floor, tears streaming, thighs clamping shut around his hand while your pussy spasms and gushes.
Kinich groans low, the sound raw and animalistic, the first time that perfect hunter composure truly fractures.
His hips stutter once, twice, then he buries himself to the hilt with a sharp snap, pressing so deep you swear you feel him in your throat.
âHNGH!ââ
Thick, hot ropes of cum flood your womb â pulse after heavy pulse, so much and so warm it spills out around his pulsing cock almost instantly, smearing sticky and obscene between your bodies.
Grinding deep through every wave, slow and deliberate, like heâs determined to push every drop as far inside you as physically possible.Â
His arm stays locked tight around your middle, tattooed bicep flexing against your stomach, holding you exactly where he wants you.
ââŠYour body thinks itâs a perfect solution,â he breathes against your sweat-damp neck, voice hoarse but still terrifyingly calm. âStop fighting it.â
Youâre still shaking, still fluttering around his spent cock, when the reality crashes back in.
Tears prick hot at the corners of your eyes as you try to twist away from him, voice cracking with raw upset.
âNo,â you choke out, voice hoarse and furious even while your pussy keeps weakly clenching around him like itâs trying to keep every drop he just gave you.
âIâm not getting pregnant. Iâm not letting you trap me like thisâ you canât just-Â you canât-â
He doesnât pull out.
If anything, Kinich sinks a little deeper, grinding the head of his cock against your overfilled cervix like heâs sealing it. His lips brush the shell of your ear, calm as ever, but the grip on your waist tightens possessively.
âYou already are,â he stares, almost fondly. âOr you will be. Soon.â
You pushed him off hard, âLike hellââ
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đ
A month later, the humid air inside the Scions of Canopys midwifeâs hut feels too thick to breathe.
Youâre sitting on the low mat, knees drawn tight together like that might somehow undo everything, while the older woman hums softly and presses careful fingers along your lower belly.
Nausea still clings to the back of your throat. Your breasts ache. Certain smells make you want to retch.
You already know what sheâs going to say.Â
Your captor behind you like a silent sentinel â arms loosely crossed, green-gold eyes half-lidded but missing nothing.Â
The midwife finally sits back on her heels, expression unreadable for a long beat.
âCongratulations! You're expecting,â she says, no question in her voice, your stomach dropping.
âIt seems you're a month along, oh! The baby is healthyâŠyou would be dueâŠâÂ
As the midwife drones on and on, pointing at the chart, you craned your head to glare at Kinich meeting his expectant gaze.
His expression, for once, was readable, and it only conveyed one thing:
âYou can deny it all you want, youâre stuck.â
đ LOHEN â Denial is a river
âLOHEN LET ME DOWNâYOU DONE LOST YO MIND.â Â
You thrashed wildly, hanging upside down from the thick rope coiled tight around your ankle.
The world swayed in sickening circles, blood rushing straight to your head while your own heartbeat hammered in your ears.
Dignity? Gone. Long gone.
Meanwhile, Lohen was losing his shit.
Full-body, stomach-clenching laughter poured out of him as he bent over, one hand braced on his knee, as if he might actually collapse from how hilarious you were.
Red eyes squinted with pure delight, tears pricking at the corners while he wheezed.
âHA- holy shit!-â He dragged in a gasping breath, still grinning like a maniac. âYou really walked straight into that one. Fuck, youâre adorable.~â
He finally straightened up and stalked closer, head tilted as he studied your flushed, upside-down face.
That manic little smile curled slowly and hungrily across his lips, one that promised nothing good.
âYou actually thought you could escape me?â he cooed, voice dripping with fake sympathy. âCute. Real cute.â
You glared hard enough to burn holes through him.
Lohen only stepped even closer, until he was right in front of your swaying body.
Two fingers reached out and squished your cheeks together like you were some grumpy little creature heâd caught.
âLook at that face,~â he sang, eyes sparkling with pure unhinged joy.
You jerked your head and sank your teeth into his thumb â hard.
A low, genuine, filthy sound punched straight out of his chest. His eyes fluttered, lashes kissing his cheeks.Â
You pulled back, staring at him in pure disgust and disbelief.
He stared right back, looking almost surprised at himself for half a second⊠before that wild grin crawled back onto his face, twice as wide.
âFuck I think I just came a bitâŠDo that again.â
This fucking freak
His hand finds your face again - cradles it, almost, which was somehow more unsettling than if he'd gripped it.
Thumb pressing into your cheek while your head kept spinning, and the rope creaked above you.
âYouâre turning such a pretty shade.~â voice soft and sweet like poison. âWow, are ya really that happy Iâm touching you?â
âYOU PSYCHOTIC LITTLEââ
âMhm,â Lohen cut you off smoothly, not even listening. His eyes dragged over you slowly and warmly, completely shameless. âMost people wouldâve seen the rope, yâknow,â he said, like you werenât literally hanging upside down from his trap.
âWell, most people arenât being fucking hunted-â
âNope.â His thumb traced the line of your jaw, gentle and obsessive all at once.
âJust you⊠âcause iiiii loooove yooouuu.~â He drew the words out in that obnoxious, singsong way that made your skin crawl and your stomach flip at the same time.
You rolled your eyes so hard it made you dizzy.
Lohen hummed, tilting his head as he watched you sway.
That dangerous little smile never left his face while he tapped one finger against his chin like he was thinking.
âNow~â he purred, smirk widening with wicked promise.Â
âHow should we fix that nasty little attitude of yoursâŠ?â
Fuck
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đ
âCmon what are ya waitingggg forrr?âÂ
Youâre straddling him, completely humiliated, his thick cock buried to the hilt inside you while he lounges back like he doesnât have a single care in the world.
Hands tucked lazily behind his head, mint-green hair splayed wild across the grass, that damn beauty mark crinkling as he grins up at you with pure psychotic delight.
Youâre not moving.
Not one fucking inch, half out of overstimulation, half out of pure spite.Â
SMACK!
His palm cracks hard across your ass, the sharp sting making you jerk upward with a broken yelp.
The sudden movement drags your dripping walls along every veiny inch of him, Lohen moaning loud and shameless beneath you, biting his lips like he just tasted heaven.
âThere ya gooo~â he coos, voice syrupy sweet with fake innocence. âSee? Wasnât so hard, was it?â
âI fuckinâ hate youââ
âYeah, yeah,â he laughs, low and wheezy, eyes sparkling as he tracks every furious twitch on your face. âYou gonna move properly, or do I gotta smack that pretty ass red again?â
You barely move.
Slow. Grudging.
The most resentful little roll of your hips thatâs ever existed.
Throwing his head back he bursts into loud, unhinged laughter. âHAHAAHâ fuck, look at you! So madddd~ So fucking upset and still creaming all over my cock.â
âAre you deadass right now-? Of course Iâm mad-!â
âFaster.â
âWhatâ?â
âFaster,â he repeats helpfully, tilting his head with that manic little grin. âYouâre going reeeaaally slow, baby. My dickâs getting bored.â
Youâre going to kill him.
Fuck it.
Youâre going to cum and then kill him.
But your cunt says otherwise, pussy fluttering and sucking greedily around his thick length, no matter how much you glare at him.Â
Lohenâs eyes darken with hungry delight. He suddenly sits up, arms wrapping around your waist like steel bands, yanking you down flush against his chest.
Shaft grinding deep, bullying right against that spongy spot inside you that makes your vision spark white.Â
âFâfuck,â he hisses through clenched teeth, that primal edge slipping into his voice. âOne more, yeah? Just one more f'me, pretty thing.âÂ
âLohen, youâve said that,â You batted your eyes, fighting the pleasure, â-for hours, lemme go!â
âMmm, doesnât sound like an answer,â he purrs, rolling his hips up in a filthy, precise way that makes your toes curl. âDoesnât sound like youâre saying no to me.â
He doesnât even wait for your reply.
His forearms hook under your thighs, spreading you wide open like a ragdoll as he starts rutting up into you harder.
Wet, sloppy sounds fill the air with every thrust â squelch-squelch-squelch â his cockhead kissing your cervix over and over like heâs trying to knock right through it.
âHm? Hah- mmph!, seems like someone agrees with me.~â he laughs breathlessly against your ear, nipping at the shell with sharp teeth. âYour pussyâs the one begging for more. Greedy little thing keeps gulping me down like she never wants me to leave.~â
You try to squirm, try to plant your feet and lift off him even a little, but Lohen just tightens his grip and fucks up into you even meaner, bouncing you on his cock like you weigh nothing.
âHahhh?? Running again~?â he tuts, voice mockingly sweet. âNahhh, we still got sâmuch more rounds to go, baby. Five? Or is it six? I lost count already.âÂ
Your mind was blanking out; you've been doing this for so long, you couldnât even form coherent sentences. âFuh- no- mgh- Iâm d-done!âÂ
"Your pussy's not done~."
âMy- p-puhssyâ! Donât getta vote!â You shatter instantly â eyes rolling back, a broken scream ripping out of you as your sixth orgasm crashes through your exhausted body.
Lohen screams loudly while your walls milk him tight, but he doesnât stop.
âOhh-Fuck fuck fuck! Hereâs ah!- another one, baby!-â Cumming hard with you, filling you up - he keeps thrusting through your high, chasing every last flutter like a man possessed. Â
Thick, hot ropes of cum flooding your already overstuffed cunt. Grinding deeper, chasing every last flutter like a man completely possessed.
âMmmâhah, there it is,~â he moans happily, beauty mark crinkling as he grins against your sweat-slick neck. Mint-green hair sticks to his forehead, messy and wild. âGood girl. That wasnât for you, though~ That was all for this pretty pussy of mine.â
Youâre sobbing now, chest heaving, body twitching uncontrollably in his lap. But Lohen just keeps bouncing you on his still-hard cock, slow and filthy, like he could do this forever.
âAnd sheâs telling meâŠâ he drawls, voice sing-song dropping into something darker, more dangerous, lips brushing your ear, âthat you can handle three more.âĄâ
You flop forward against his chest, boneless and whimpering, barely able to hold yourself up. âA-asshole⊠h-hate youâŠâ
Lohenâs manic laughter rings in your ear as he flips you onto your back in one smooth motion, never once letting his cock slip out of your spasming heat.
âKeep fighting it, baby. Keep telling me how much you hate me.â He leans down, eyes glowing with lovesick affection as he starts pounding you into the grass. âMakes my dick so fucking hard when you lie like that.â
You cry out, nails raking down his back as he folds you nearly in half, knees pressed to your chest.
Every thrust is loud, messy, obscene â the constant squelch of his cum being fucked deeper into you, the slap of skin, your broken sobs mixing with his breathless laughter.
âLook at her,â he coos, glancing down between your bodies where his cock disappears into your puffy, cream-filled pussy. âStill sucking me in so hungrily. Seems like she doesnât wanna let go, does she?â
âStop- I canât-!!â
âYou can,â he laughs softly, leaning down to bite your bottom lip. âAnd you will. âCause every time you say youâre done⊠this cute cunt just begs for more.â
Picking up speed, pounding you into the grass with relentless, mind-melting strokes. Staring straight into your tear-filled eyes, beauty mark crinkling with that same unhinged grin.
âThree more, fâme baby. Then maybe- maybe Iâll let ya rest.~â His hands push your legs up to your head, angling deeper, making your eyes roll.Â
âOr maybe Iâll just keep going until you forget how to say the word ânoâ at all.~â
đ LYNEY â Hole dirtier than laundry!
You're so sure you're going to fucking suffocate at this rate.Â
Lyneyâs perched on your face like he weighs nothing, knees planted on either side of your head in the middle of his messy bed, sheets already twisted and half-pulled off the mattress.Â
That skimpy little lingerie set heâd been hiding under his coat all evening still clinging to his slender frameâpurple lace stretched taut over his flushed cock, the thin strap of the thong shoved to the side so his pretty, leaking hole could sit right against your mouth.
The fabricâs soaked through already and so is he.
Heâd wanted this for weeks.Â
The filthy thought had lived rent-free in that pretty head of his ever since the first time you turned your face away from his goodnight kiss.
Then again, when you shoved his hand off your waist.
Then again, when you told him to âfuck offâ like it was nothing.Â
Every denial made it worse.Â
He got nervousâactually nervousâthinking youâd hate it.
That youâd push him off and call him disgusting for wanting something so selfish, so greedy.
But tonight youâd denied him one too many times, pushed him away with that same cold little glare, and this was the perfect excuse.
DisciplineÂ
Clean. Simple.Â
He could finally do it and blame you for making him snap.
Except he's the one losing his breath â soft, shaky exhales spilling from those painted lips every time your tongue brushes against his rim. That carefully constructed composure dissolves, piece by piece, every time you move beneath him.
âMmmhâ!â He grinds down harder, your hands flailing against his thighs, nails digging into lace and soft skin. âCat got your tongue, mon amour~?â
His voice is all theatrical breathiness, that signature charm cracking at the edges.
Shifting his weight just enough for you to gasp in a desperate breath, only to sink back down again â ass firmly planted on your face, rolling his hips in slow, filthy circles.
The wet heat of his hole drags over your lips, your tongue, smearing slick and lube everywhere.
The sound Lyney makes when you're forced to lick him is loud enough that the entire wing's probably filing a noise complaint right now.Â
Ash-blond hair with that tiny braid falls messily around his face, violet eyes fluttering shut, cat-like pupils blown wide.Â
âF-fuck⊠just like- that!ângh!â
His slender fingers fist the sheets above your head, hips twitching every time your tongue pushes inside.
âD-didnât think youâd be so⊠eager to clean me up after all those- ah! Nasty words you threw at me this week. You sure you didnât want this?~â
He laughs breathless, a little unhingedâand the sound melts into another whimper when you suck on his rim trying to get air.Â
The lingerie thong keeps slipping back into place, and he has to keep tugging it aside with shaky fingers, the lace now completely drenched.Â
"Haah â look at you. Flailing around.~" Another slow grind, deliberate and mean, his cock twitching hard against the lace as it leaks onto his stomach. "But you're not pushing me off, are you? No⊠you're licking deeper. Mmph!~."
You thrash hard, punching at his thighs, trying to get this sick man off your face. He either mistakes it for enthusiasm or simply doesn't care â the effect is the same.
His thighs shake harder, athletic muscles flexing as he rides your tongue with more urgency. That guarded side is completely gone.Â
Replaced by something rawer.
The need to be wanted so badly that it overrides everything else.
"Keep going, mon amour," he pants, voice pitching higher, "because if you stop â hngh â I swear I'll sit here until morning. Until you forget every nasty word you said to me⊠and only remember this."
His fingers thread into your hair, tugging just enough to tilt your face exactly where he wants it.Â
Not until heâs satisfied. Not until youâre his againâcompletely.
He can feel it building â hot, coiling, dangerous. And he refuses to finish like this, not when he hasn't taken everything.
With a shaky laugh that doesn't quite hide the edge beneath it, Lyney finally lifts off your face â justttt enough for you to drag in a ragged breath, spit and slick smeared across your lips.
Lungs burning as you try to speakââLyney, waitââ and before you can get a single word out-
His cock impales your mouth in one smooth thrustâthick, leaking, stretching your lips wide around the base of his shaft.Â
You choke instantly, eyes watering, the sudden fullness reducing every word you had to a wet gluck-gluck-gluck.
His thighs lock firmly beside your head. "Mmmph â there we go." He rocks into your throat with shallow, greedy thrusts, voice dropping as his face disappears between your thighs. "That's it. Let me feel how sorry you are."
Leaning down his tongue is immediate and merciless â lapping, sucking, flicking over your clit with a precision that feels almost unfair.
One hand grips your thigh hard enough to bruise. The other presses flat against your stomach, pinning you exactly where he wants you.
You push at his hips, a muffled protest vibrating around his length â he just rolls deeper, unhurried, his cock fucks your mouth in the same rhythm.Â
The room echoes with the wet sounds of him thrusting into your throat, mixed with the slurps of his mouth on your cunt.Â
"Don't- fight it, mon amour," he groans against your spreaded folds, the words vibrating straight into your core. "You don't get to push me away anymore. Not after all those mean words."
He sucks hard on your clit, hips stuttering as he holds back his own orgasm. "Not after telling me to leave like I'm nothing."
The lace thong is still tangled around his balls, rubbing against the bridge of your nose with every shallow thrust. His tongue curls, teasing your entrance before plunging insideâmatching the way his cock bullies the back of your throat.Â
Your moans of reluctant protest are drowned out by his cock, completely overstimulated by how much of him you're feeling at once.
Every thrust pushes him deeper, every swirl of his tongue makes your legs shake. Whimpering into your cunt, the sound vibrating through you, but the words that slip out between licks are pure silk-wrapped venom.Â
"If I have to do this every night until you stop denying meâ" A sharp suck on your clit. "âthen I will."Â
His cock throbs heavily on your tongue. "I'll keep you right here. Until the only thing you know how to do is stay."
You try to pull offâhands slapping at his hips, a broken sob ripping from your throat around his shaftâbut he just angles deeper.Â
The filthy gluck-gluck-gluck of him fucking your mouth fills your brain, your eyes streaming tears that mix with the spit dripping down your chin.
And he doesnât stop, tongue lashes harder between your folds, sucking your clit into his mouth with a lewd pop! before flattening it again.Â
Mean. Possessive. Trying to pull your orgasm out by force.Â
Your thighs shake around his head, hips jerking up involuntarily as the pressure coils tighter-too much, too fast, too-
You cum with a shattered cry that vibrates straight down his cock.
Creamy slick gushes over his tongue, thighs clamping around his ears, and Lyney moans like heâs the one breaking. Holding himself right there on the edgeâcock twitching wildly in your throatâuntil your walls start fluttering hard.Â
âF-fuckângh, thatâs itâgive it to me-â
His cock pulses hard on your tongue, swelling thicker, and then heâs cumming too.
Rope after rope shoots straight down your throat, thick and hot, until youâre choking on it, coughing up his seed around the length still buried between your lips.
He doesnât pull out. Just keeps shallow-thrusting through it, forcing you to swallow every drop while he drinks you down like heâs dying of thirst.
The room spins. Your lungs burn. Tears wonât stop. While Lyney stays there a second longer, chest heaving, hips still twitching with the aftershocks.Â
Panting, he eased cock from your mouth with a slurp!
Strings of cum and spit connect your swollen lips to his tip. Lyney watches it break with half-lidded violet eyes, his cheek flushed red.
Youâre still sobbing softly, chest heaving, when he finally flips around. He curls over you, pressing soft kisses to your tear-streaked cheeks, your trembling lips, like he didnât just fuck your face and sit on you for "punishment".Â
âShhh⊠mon amour,â he whispers, voice sweet as sugar, thumb brushing your bottom lip. âSee? Wasnât so bad. You took me so well⊠my perfect little assistant.â
Lyney's fingers thread back into your hair, holding you there as he nuzzles against your neck.Â
âYouâre not going anywhere tonight.â A soft, theatrical little laugh brushes your ear.
âOr tomorrow.â
He kisses the corner of your mouth, tasting himself on you.Â
âOr ever.â
đ XIAO â Bite first. Regret later
BAM!Â
"I'm leaving- â The wall meets your back before you finish the sentence. â-Xiao. I mean it thisâ"
The impact rattled your teeth, your breath was punched clean out of your lungs, he was just across the room, teleporting in a haze of green and black, shoving you against the wall.
Another sharp gasp to follow when Xiao drove into you again, deeper, meaner, like he was trying to carve his place inside you permanently.
This is the problem.
This has always been the problem.
He doesn't talk to you, doesn't tell you he needs you, doesn't acknowledge what this even is, what you are to him â just pulls you close when it gets too heavy and expects that to be enough.Â
Weeks of silence.Â
Weeks of watching him look straight through you like you're something precious he refuses to name because naming it would make it real, and real things can be taken away.
You're exhausted.
Your legs stayed locked tight around his narrow waist, thighs trembling violently.
"Iâ" You push at his shoulders. He doesn't move. "Stop. I said I'm leavingâ"
The only thing keeping you from sliding down the wall was his iron grip on your ass, fingers imprinting in so deep you knew theyâd leave bruises shaped like his hands for days.
Xiao doesnât respond, no words, or explanation â just eyes burning with determined focus
The tattoo on his arm bleeds green into the dark.
"Let me go." Flat. Furious. You dig your nails in hard. "I- ah! Mean it! I'm n-not doing this anymore, I can't keepâ pretending-!"
He looks at you.
Amber eyes completely unguarded for once â staring at you like you've already got one foot out the door and he's watching it happen and he still, still cannot make himself say the words that would fix it. Jaw locked tight, breathing ragged.
Hitting that little spot inside you, your whole argument stutters. "That's notâ"
You try to hold onto the thread of it. "That's not good enough, you can't just â this doesn't fix anythingâ"
He drives deeper. Your back hits the wall harder.
"Xiao!"
Nothing.
Just that devastating eye contact and the brutal, relentless pace of him, he's decided if he can't say it, he'll just make you feel it instead.
Your nails rake down his arms. "Oh-! This is- fuck! Insane. Shit! Your hurtin!- You can't keep doing this and expect me to stay!-" You twist, trying to get leverage.
His hand wraps around your throat, forehead dropping to yours, eyes closing, and he stays there breathing hard while his hips find a slower, deeper angle that makes your vision dissolve at the edges.Â
The weight of his karmic debt presses down on the room like a physical thing. Ozone and something older, darker, filling your lungs with every breath.
You're furious, shaking, and overwhelmed.
But believe it or not, he was terrified of hurting you.
And yet he couldnât stop.
"Shit, what do you want from me!?"
Instead of answering, he just bites down on your throat instead. Sharp. Claiming. So suddenly, your whole body arches into him against every intention you had.Â
A broken sound tears out of youâhigh and patheticâand you immediately hate yourself for letting it slip.
Teeth sinking in harder, not enough to break skin but enough to mark, enough to own, and your cunt clenches around him so violently it makes him stutter.
Yanking you up higher, forcing your back to scrape against the wall, making you cry out in pain- as he drives in deeper. Â
The anger frays at the edges where the pleasure keeps burning straight throughâwhite-hot and unforgiving.
âI h-hate you-â you gasp. Not true. Completely not true, and you both know it.
âYouâre soââ Another broken moan cuts you off, raw and humiliating. âInfuriating.âÂ
He makes a sound against your neck. Low. Pained. Even that tiny admission costs him something precious.Â
Still nothing.Â
Youâre crying nowâangry tears spilling hot and fast down your face, your body betraying you completely as he drives you up the wall again and again.
Each thrust shoves you higher toward something you donât want to give him.Â
âPlease,â you break, hating how small and wrecked it comes out. âPlease just say it. Tell me you need me. Tell me Iâmâthat Iâm yours, that this means something, that youâre not just going to let me disappear one day and feel nothingââ His entire body goes rigid.Â
Exhaling, his hand slides from your throat to cradle the back of your head.
His forehead presses so hard to yours it almost hurts, eyes squeezed shut, hips grinding deep and slow and devastatingly deliberate now.
Every roll of his hips drags his cock against that spot inside you that makes your toes curl and your vision spark white.
He still doesnât say it, waiting for you to say exactly what he wants to hear.
Xiao pulls you in so tight you canât tell where he ends, and you begin anymore. Your breast presses hard against his chest, breath coming in short gasps from how tight heâs holding you, bruises already beginning to bloom.
Maybe...
âIâm staying,â you whisper, defeated, wrecked, voice cracking on every syllable. âI-iâm yours. Iâm not leaving. Justâdonât let go.â
The sound he makes is quiet.
Devastated and relieved in a way that breaks your heart a little. He comes with his face buried in your neck, shaking hard, one arm locked around your waist like even now he doesnât trust you wonât vanish.Â
Thick, hot ropes of cum flood youâspurt after spurtâwhile his teeth stay sunk into your throat, muffling the broken groan that vibrates against your skin.
He keeps rolling through it, slow and possessive, making sure every drop stays deep inside you.Â
Afterward, the room is just breathing. Heavy. Sticky. Charged. Then, so quiet it barely exists:
ââŠAgain.âÂ
Not another round, you know that.
He wants to hear it againâthe words he canât say himself, confirmed in your voice, real and present and not leaving.
âIâm yours, Xiao.â You press your lips to his temple, voice hoarse and trembling. âIâm staying.âÂ
His grip tightens instantly. Fingers digging back into your ass, cock still buried to the hilt and twitching inside you like itâs trying to root there forever.
Xiao still doesnât say it back; you already know how he feels.
The dark, suffocating truth that settles in the quietâin the iron grip of his arms and the door you both know heâd never let you reachâis that staying was never really your choice to make.
 It stopped being your choice a long time ago.Â
âŠSome sick, exhausted piece of you doesnât even want the choice anymore.
â what's worse than one idiot in love? two idiots in love. this poor friend group has had to suffer through their inability to communicate enough, but maybe this summer retreat is the perfect opportunity to finally confess some not so secret feelingsâ
pairing friend!choso x f!reader
wc 10.9k
content mdni, fluff, smut, friends to lovers, mutual pining, multiple characters (gojo, sukuna, geto, shoko, nobara, yuuji, megumi), choso is down bad and everyone knows it, idiots in love, summer fun, jealousy, hidden feelings (from a few people mm...), love confessions, dry humping, soft dom choso, body worship, fingering, praise kink, handjob, oral (m receiving), piv sex, cuming inside, pet names (baby), aftercare, alcohol, crushes, minor injuries, friend group dynamics, soft intimacy
a/n this is a rework of an oldddd fic of mine, updated in my current writing style <3 i hope you enjoy! the choso art is by @torucider
The salty summer breeze was the first thing you noticed when your eyes started to blink awake.
It wasn't like the smell of the city, no, it was fresh and gentle, filling up your lungs with the promise of heat, fun, and sun ahead of this much anticipated holiday. Your arms stretched far above your head, and a long sigh escaped your lips as you felt every muscle loosen up atop this unfamiliar bed.
Slowly. Everything moved slowly.
Considering your hectic city life, slow felt good. Maybe this getaway really was a good idea, and you made a mental note to express your gratitude to Shoko for suggesting it and practically forcing you into saying yes.
She was right â this was exactly what you needed. The trip had barely started but you were already sold. All you needed was some quality time away with your best friends.
Doctors really did know best.
But among the chirping birds and the distant crashing waves, another noise caught your attention. More⊠human this time. A laugh you'd recognise anywhere.
It seemed your peaceful morning wouldn't last very long.
You turned to look at your phone with a groan, the screen shining a bright "7am" right in your face.
It was way too early.
But when did that ever stop Satoru Gojo?
You tried to ignore the noise for as long as you could, but eventually your interest was peeked by the commotion. It's not like you could avoid the group you chose to come on this vacation with forever, after all.
So you opened your door, leading straight to the open patio of the villa you and your friends had rented for a quiet summer getaway. Maybe it was your fault for ever believing that was a real possibility.
You were promised cocktails by the pool, sunbathing on the grass, and wholesome bonfire nights. Knowing this group, you had expected a little bit of chaos, sure â but why the hell was Gojo grinning like a maniac, with a water gun pointed directly at a drenched, and, not at all amused Sukuna at 7 in the fucking morning?!
âYou have 3 seconds...â the pink haired one murmured under his breath, his voice a promise of a million ways he could and would kill Satoru.
You wondered how long Gojo had even been planted outside the other man's door to perform this ambush, considering Sukuna had barely stepped outside of his room before being attacked. From Gojo's wide smile, he was clearly pleased with how the plan went.
"OneâŠ" he started counting, but Satoru didn't move. Considering even this far away Sukuna made your blood run cold, you did respect Satoru for standing his ground.
"TwoâŠ" Sukuna snarled, and, to his dismay, was met with another splash right on his already soaked face.
He wouldn't bother counting to three.
Your white haired best friend ran backwards as fast as he could, still facing Sukuna to continue his unrelenting water gun assault. A loud "Worth it!" escaped his lips, but the sound was cut off half way when Sukuna began his chase.
Unlucky for him, it seemed it was all a trap â Suguru was already joining in the fray, jumping in from behind one of the deck chairs.
Well⊠it was nice to know them.
âCan we not start the day with murder...â groaned a voice coming from the door next to yours, and your brain immediately forgot about the war raging on a few feet away.
Choso stood there. Rubbing the sleep from his eyes, torso in full display with nothing but a pair of gray sweatpants hanging low from his hips. It was rude to stare, but⊠come on, it was impossible not to.
I mean, looking like that should be illegal.
Choso's muscles were curved in all the right places, perfectly toned from his shoulder's to his abs and everywhere in between. Damn the universe for making your crush be this ridiculously hot â at least if he wasn't you'd have some hope of getting over it.
You had had a crush on Choso ever since his little brother Yuuji introduced him to the friend group. It was love at first sight, or, well, lust at first sight. The love thing came later. Not that you'd ever admit it to yourself or anyone else, of course.
Even though you went to bed thinking of him most nights, and could barely stand in his proximity without feeling the heat pooling around your cheeks. You kept telling yourself he was just a man, just attractive, you had crushed before and everything turned out fine. It just took time, but you could get over it.
I mean, remember how you had a crush on Gojo when you had just met? Looking at the idiot being tackled by Sukuna now, you could barely remember what that even felt like.
It would be fine. There was still hope.
But then Choso turned to you â his posture immediately straightened, and you could have sworn you saw the tips of his ears turn pink.
âOh...morningâ he said, smiling softly at you.
Damn that stupid smile.
You opened your mouth to reply, but another mess of pink hair suddenly peeked out from over his shoulder, way too excited for this hour. âWater gun fight?!â Yuuji yelled, running back into the room to find his own weapon.
Choso stepped out of the way with a sigh, watching his little brother run into the grass to join in Gojo's and Geto's bullying of Sukuna. You half expected him to join in just to protect him, but⊠he didn't.
He just stayed right there, dark eyes shifting from your face, to the floor, then back to your face. He almost seemed nervous, or maybe you were reading too much into it.
âDid you sleep well? I hope they didnât wake youâ he asked finally, that deep voice that made your knees weak.
You just nodded and smiled gratefully, always struggling to find words around him. It was really sweet of him to ask. But it didn't mean anything, Choso was sweet, everyone knew that, it's not like you were special or anything. He looked back at you with those careful eyes you loved so much, his mouth opening up to say something whenâ
He immediately got splashed with water.
âThey made meâ said a very guilty Megumi, on the other end of a water gun that was still pointing at Choso.
You brought a hand to your mouth to stifle a laugh at Choso's surprised expression, trying to keep your eyes from the way the water dragged along his muscles and dripped on the floor.
âCome on bro!â yelled Yuuji, still running along the grass. âRevenge!â
Choso let out a small chuckle that definitely said itâs too damn early for this, but went inside to find his water gun anyway. Just like you expected â he'd always rush to his little brothers side.
You actually really liked that about him.
So you stood by your door, taking in the scene as it evolved in front of you.
Sukuna had now seized Gojoâs weapon and split it in half, turning his attention to Suguru, who was running to refill his ammo with the water from the pool. From the way Satoru looked pleased, you guessed he was definitely hiding a spare water gun somewhere.
Yuuji and Megumi were running circles around the pool and trying to splash each other, the dark haired one definitely more invested than he let on. You watched Choso run to his brother's defense, aiming perfectly at the other one's back, before Yuuji betrayed him and splashed his neat twintails.
But Choso didn't mind, laughing along with it.
It's just a crush, you repeated to yourself like a mantra. Be cool.
Finally, you spotted the girls. They watched the scene from the bean bags on the other side of the grass, Shoko smiling with a cigarette already dangling from her lips, and Nobara wildly waving in your direction.
You couldn't help your smile at the way the morning had unfolded.
The sun was shining bright above your perfect little circle of chaos, and you wouldnât change it for the world.
âIdiots, all of themâ Nobara groaned as you sat down on the bright green bean bag next to hers. She had a hat on to protect from the sun, and the most stylish pajama set you think you had ever seen.âWho has that much energy at this hour?!â
"It's better for them to let it out early" Shoko hummed, blowing smoke into the breeze.
"I haven't even had coffee yet" Nobara complained, throwing her had back and covering it with the hat.
"I think it's kinda cute" you said, watching as they all ran around.
"Yeah, yeah" Nobara mocked. "We all know who you think is cute"
"What are youâ"
Before you could complete the question, a jet of water hit you square across the face, splashing everywhere from your chest to the girls sitting next to you.
âWhat the hell?!" you groaned, casting a very mean stare at the white haired menace in front of you. Of course it would be him.
âOopsâ Gojo hummed, a litte guilty. As expected, a fresh water gun was already in hand. âI missed?â
âWho exactly were you trying to hit?â you growled at your best friend, motioned to the others still splashing each other on the other side of the patio. If this was his attempt at getting you to join in the fun, it wasn't working.
The girls stared at him too, soaked and annoyed, but suddenly Nobara's eyes widened and she passed you her hat, motioning to cover your chest with it. Only then had you noticed.
For fucks sake. You were wearing white.
âYou pervert!â you yelled, throwing a sandal at your best friend, though he caught it with ease.
âJust a happy coincidence, princess!â Gojo retorted, ducking from the sandals Nobara and Shoko threw his way too. "Ow! I'm sorry! I'll give you my shirt, here, I'm not even lookingâ"
The commotion easily caught everyone else's attention.
âI swear to God, Satoruââ you growled, but as he promised, Satoru had already thrown his soaking shirt for you to shield yourself with, a chorus of apologies still leaving his lips. "I really didn't realiseâ"
âWhatâs going on?â Choso cut in. Water dripped from his dark strands, and his breathing was a little heavily from rushing over so fast. But he suddenly stopped, dark eyes immediately narrowing at Satoru's half naked body standing over your group, and his wet dark shirt clinging on to your body.
His eyebrow twitched slightly and his jaw clenched, but he still looked at you with kindness. âAre you ok?â he asked you directly, completely ignoring everything else.
Nobara pointed at Gojo, whose mouth fell open in a silent gasp. âSatoru was being a pervertâ she deadpanned, as Shoko nodded solemnly.
âI said Iâm sorry!â Satoru yelled, putting both his hands up in surrender. "We all make mistakes!"
âYouâre an idiotâ Choso rolled his eyes at his friend, holding out his hand to help you stand up.
âAnd youâre too obviousâ Gojo retorted with a wink, running off before he could catch the way Choso snarled at his comment.
But whatever grimace Choso threw in Gojo's direction, it was all gone when you accepted his hand. Suddenly, his focus was completely locked on you.
"I'm ok" you smiled, the touch lingering for a little longer than necessary. âNeeded to get changed anywayâ
Physically, your body was going through your luggage, looking for something to change into, but your mind was gone â the butterflies still danced in your stomach, reminding you of how quickly Choso had come to your rescue just now. At the way his hand fit so perfectly around yours. And God he looked so good in thoseâ
âAm I interrupting your spiral?â Nobara clapped her hands to get your attention. You had completely forgotten her and Shoko had come in after you. âAre you gonna answer the question or not?â
You pursed your lips, exploring your memories but coming out empty handed. âSorry, what was the question?â you asked awkwardly.
"We lost her" Shoko sighed.
âI swear to God...â Nobara exhaled, standing up to join you by the suitcase. She looked over the mess with a hand on her hip and another under her chin, analyzing the options like this was extremely important. Finally, she seemed to have made her choice, raising a swimming costume up near your head.
"If you want impress him, this oneâ
You blinked up at her, opening your mouth to ask who, but everything about the way she glared at you screamed don't play dumb with me.
So you snapped the swimwear from her hands, throwing yourself on the bed next to Shoko. âWhat was your question?â you sighed, staring at the ceiling so your friends couldn't read the embarrassment in your face.
âI asked if youâve fucked him yetâ she declared, matter of fact.
âNobara! No!â you sat up so fast the blood rushed to your head, putting your hands forward to motion her to be quiet. But the other two just stared at you, waiting. âHeâs not like that" you completed with a surrendering exhale.
"You guys are not together?" Shoko raised an eyebrow.
You just shook your head side to side, biting the inside of your cheek. "We havenât even kissed" you admitted.
The two gasped at this very unexpected new information.
âYouâre jokingâ Nobara crossed her arms. âHe looks at you like youâve been married for decades alreadyâ
âWell, he hasnât said anything to me and I...I donât know!" you stood up, pacing across the room, finally able to get these feelings off your chest. "What if weâre wrong and he doesnât even like me?"
âDonât be an idiot. Everyone knows" Nobara huffed out.
"Youâre the only one whoâs questioning itâ Shoko agreed.
That at least got a laugh out of you. âThanksâ you murmured, looking down at your hands. You didn't even know if this realisation made you feel happy or anxious â the stakes were just too high.
âYeah, yeah, whateverâ Nobara waved it off, walking towards the door. âBut seriously, that oneâ she completed, pointing at the swimming costume in your hand.
It was a little more⊠bold than you would normally wear, but hey â maybe it was about time you took your friends advice. They were the ones witnessing you fall apart over this crush for years already anyway.
Maybe it was time to be a little more bold.
You stepped out of your room a few minutes later. Hair fixed with a pair of sunglasses on top, and the swimming costume Nobara had chosen expertly hugging your figure.
Every head snapped to you as you walked towards the group.
Nobara looked proud. Shoko nodded in encouragement. Satoru let out a wolf whistle, and Choso⊠looked very much not ok.
In fact, he looked like something had short circuited in his brain.
âShe broke himâ Gojo whispered, earning a laugh from Suguru next to him.
âPatheticâ Sukuna just rolled his eyes.
âOver here!â Nobara waved with a wicked smile of approval.
Most of the group seemed to be half asleep already, all sunbathing by the pool after a busy morning with all the running around and death threats. You could swear Yuuji was snoring softly, distracting Megumi from his book every few seconds, who looked over at him with an annoyed sigh every time.
"Nice of you to join us" Satoru grinned, moving over to the side to open up space for you.
Right next to Choso.
Had the girls been right about everyone knowing?
"You all look half asleep" you rolled your eyes, sitting next to the dark haired man, but trying to avoid eye contact at all costs. If they all knewâŠ
Did Choso know too?
Did he think you were an idiot?
"We're recharging" Suguru nodded, that casual smile of his.
"Tch. Weak" Sukuna muttered from the side, resting his hand on two bent elbows as he relaxed on the grass.
"You were asleep ten minutes ago" Suguru retorted.
"I wasn't" he growled. He probably was. "The only one asleep is Itadori"
That seemed to wake him up like a spell. "I'm awake!" he said, standing up so fast Megumi almost dropped his book on the pool. "Is it time for another water gun fight?" he asked eagerly.
"I don't have any more guns left" Satoru pouted, while Sukuna opened an evil grin.
Yuuji started listing off different games you could all play, and little by little, everyone seemed to regain the energy. Gojo barely let the man speak, cutting in every half second to offer his own suggestions or agree excitedly with what he was already proposing.
Everyone was joining in the conversation, apart from⊠you and Choso. Who looked at you like he definitely wanted to say something, but wasn't quite sure on how.
"You look beautifulâ he said finally, when your eyes happened to meet. You didn't even mean to, but it seemed neither of you could keep avoiding this dance for too long. âThatâs a great colour on youâ he completed, cheeks growing an adorable shade of red.
You hoped he couldn't see in your face the way your heart was leaping out of your chest.
âThank you, Chosoâ you smiled, biting the inside of your cheek.
âSo itâs settled!â Gojo snapped your attention back to the group, clapping his hands dramatically. âThe first game is chicken fight â the winning team gets control over the speaker for a full 2 hours!â
Shoko and Suguru immediately exchanged a conspiratorial nod. Megumi let out an exasperated sigh, but didn't argue. Nobara rolled her eyes and asked if Gojo was thirteen. Yuuji fist bumped the air, excited like a golden retriever, and Sukuna seemed too enticed by the reward to object.
Choso, in a moment of courage, turned to you, swallowing hard. âDo you want toââ
âYouâre with me, princess!â Gojo scooped you up before Choso could finish his sentence. âLet's talk strategy!â
The sun shone bright up above where the four teams met in the middle of the swimming pool, ready for the first brawl.
Nobara announced there was no way in hell she was getting on anyoneâs shoulders, so she lunged in the shade as the self appointed referee. "Remember, no fowl play" she instructed. "Did you hear that, Sukuna?"
The pink haired man only rolled his eyes, the only indicator that he was listening.
Team number one was you and Gojo: Team The Honoured Ones. You sat tall on his shoulders, as Satoru held you down with firm hands on your thighs, pretending not to notice the way Choso looked murderously at him.
Team number two was Yuuji and Megumi â the latter looking like he'd rather be anyone else. Their team name was Black Flash, which Megumi only agreed to so Yuuji would stop talking.
Team number three was Shoko and Suguru, who looked far too ready for this. Shoko barely waved where she sat atop Suguru's shoulders, the two the very image of serene confidence. Their team name was Uzumaki, suggested by Suguru.
Team number four was Choso and Sukuna: The Cursed Duo. After a long argument, Choso relented and agreed to sit on Sukunaâs shoulders. He had a bit of a pout on his face, you suspected because Yuuji had gone straight to Megumi, but when he saw you â it changed into a smile.
You were halfway through waving at him before Satoru tapped your thigh incessantly. "Focus, princess" he complained. "You're on my team"
If only you weren't resting atop his shoulders, you would have noticed a little pout in Satoru's handsome face. It wasn't like him to be this possessive over you, but it's not like you weren't used to his taunting and teasing.
"I was just assessing the competition" you quickly recovered yourself. "Who are we going for first?"
Satoru hummed underneath you, pondering the question. "I doubt Choso will go against Yuuji, so I can only assume they'll come for us or Suguru" he started, like a professional tactician. "I say we go for Yuuji and Megumin to avoid Sukuna and your boyfriend"
"My whaâ"
"I don't trust Suguru and Shoko, look at them" he immediately cut in, bringing your attention to the other two, still calmly waiting for the brawl too start, not even exchanging a word, like they could speak telepathically. "They're too calm" Satoru squinted, suspicion all over his voice.
"You're right" you hummed, started to feel a little nervous. "But what if they come for us?"
"True" Satoru sighed. "We should be ready for anything"
You nodded, swallowing thickly as you prepared mentally.
"Ready?" Nobara yelled from her reclining chair, laying back to enjoy the sun. "Go!"
The word had barely left her lips before Sukuna was lunging towards Satoru. Clearly someone still wanted to take revenge on the water gun attack from earlier.
And to your complete dismay, Team Uzumaki was quickly moving towards you too.
"Satoru!" you yelled, but his hands were strong where he held you down.
"Fight, princess!" he urged, and the sound of someone sinking was enough to snap your attention back to the game.
Team Black Flash hadn't survived the first charge, with Megumi collapsing from on top of Yuuji before they had barely moved an inch.
At least that left you with only two other teams to worry about. But Yuuji sinking had caught Choso's attention, distracting him.
This was a perfect opportunity.
But before you could extend your hands to try a shy push at Choso's shoulders, Suguru had already reached your team.
"You're getting slow, Satoru" he taunted, Shoko immediately grabbing you by the shoulder's with a non chalant "sorry".
You managed to interlock your hands with hers, the two of you laughing and not trying all that hard to push the other off. Suddenly, though, your body sank deeper, and Shoko's face twisted in surprise as she plummeted off Suguru.
"Fault!" Nobara yelled. "You're not supposed to kick the opposing teams, Satoru"
"That was never a rule!" he yelled, as Suguru and Shoko emerged, scowling at their white haired friend and his cheese eating grin.
Following a quick discussion where Sukuna agreed brute force from the base players should be allowed, Team The Honoured Ones were named the victors of the first round.
Naturally, Shoko and Suguru decided they'd rather have a smoke in the sun instead, and withdrew from the competition, calling fowl play.
"They're just bad losers" Satoru sighed, already helping you up on his shoulders again.
This meant there were only three teams standing this time.
Megumi and Yuuji had decided to switch positions, with Yuuji now standing proud on poor Megumi's shoulders. You and Gojo exchanged a glance, knowing very well what this meant â Sukuna and Choso were definitely coming towards you first.
"Ready!" Nobara called again. "Go!"
As expected, Sukuna and Choso rushed towards you â and Satoru rushed towards them.
âYouâre going down!â Gojo yelled at the other team, wide smile all over his face.
âTry itâ Sukuna retorted with an evil grin.
While you and Choso looked very much terrified on top of the other two.
Your hands snapped forwards, trying to reach for your crush even while your whole body felt as if electrocuted from the sheer anticipation of being that close to him.
The fact that Satoru kept waving you around frantically didn't help â every time you thought you had an opening, you were somehow swerved in the other direction.
What the hell were he and Sukuna doing down there?!
You finally managed to reach your hands towards Choso, but he blocked your attack with a loud "I'm sorry! Did I hurt you? Iâ"
âYou have to push herâ Sukuna growled from beneath him, clearly growing angrier and angrier at his teammates inability to harm you.
But just as he opened his mouth to complain again, his pink head disappeared into the water, taking your crush with him.
And thus, Team Cursed Duo was defeated.
"No complaining, Sukuna" Nobara clicked her tongue as the latter reemerged and immediately went for Gojo's throat. "You're the one who agreed to it"
The three teams regrouped for the third and final round.
The rules were clear this time: any attacks coming from the base players would result in immediate disqualification, and bluetooth speaker rights would be revoked for the time being. It seemed his defeat had changed Sukuna's mind fairly quickly.
"Don't worry, we got this" Satoru reassured from under you, and you offered another proud nod.
Your heart still beat fast from last brawl, and more so from how close you and Choso had been.
It was ridiculous, you felt ridiculous â but somehow, you thought you might not be the only one.
Because Choso himself seemed very preoccupied with looking anywhere else but at you, his gaze firmly fixed on the water and the sky and his brother like the whole world was far too interesting.
You tried to catch his gaze, give him a thumbs up that indicated he didn't hurt you, but every time you happened to catch his eyes he averted them straight away. And you could swear the tips of his ears were turning pink.
"Choso is acting weird" you said to Satoru, keeping your voice low.
You noticed the mess of white hair move from between your thighs, before he let out a low chuckle. "Someone's jealous" he hummed, amused.
"Jealous?" you questioned, tilting your head. It was true Choso didn't have his usual calm expression, and his arms were firmly crossed over his middle while Sukuna tried to argue some strategy. His jaw was locked tight, face turning into a tiny grimace.
It was adorable how he seemed to have no control over his facial expressions.
ButâŠjealous?
"Of what?" you asked again, and you heard Satoru scoff.
"I'm pretty handsome, you know" you could feel him roll his eyes without even having to see it.
"Sure, but" you retorted. "Why would he be jealous of you? We're friends"
To your surprise, Satoru didn't argue again. You expected a tease, for him to say something along the lines of you're not my type anyway. But⊠it didn't come. If anything, you could have sworn you heard him sigh.
"Of course" he agreed, a few seconds too late. "Now focus, princess"
Nobara was already raising a hand, and motioning the beginning of the third brawl.
Team Black Flash were steadier this time, completely ignoring you and heading to Team Cursed Duo instead. "Come on bro, show me what you got!â Yuuji yelled, putting his hands up to reach for his brother.
Choso's hands locked with his as he tilted his body to the side. He was trying his hardest to not hurt Yuuji, of course, but the pressure was too much for poor Megumi to handle, and he ended up sinking after putting up a fair fight. Later, everyone agreed it was a honourable defeat.
"Yuuji? You ok?" while Choso was distracted by scanning the water for his brother, Team Honoured Ones attempted a sneak attack.
Satoru tried his best to be quiet, though that wasn't really his forte. Right as you were getting ready to push Choso, Sukuna turned around in the blink of an eye â and your hands ended up finding your opponent's chest instead of his broad shoulders.
Chosoâs body jolted straight like the sudden contact had electrocuted him. He instinctively reached for your wrists, closing his large palms around them when you welcomed it with a laugh. Encouraged by your playful smile, he began trying to tip you over, but you were stronger than you looked.
Sukuna wasn't as amused, though. With a hinge of his hips, he tipped his weight forwards â and before you knew it, Choso was falling into you and you were falling backwards, losing all balance.
Gojo tried his best to hold on to your legs and stabilise you, but was quickly overpowered by the weight of both you and Choso falling fast, and soon he was submerged too.
The water filled your open mouth as you sunk slowly, your hands desperately reaching forwards, until it found his. Choso had already locked your hands together, his other hand finding your waist to pull you out of the water as fast as possible.
"I'm sorry" he panted, completely drenched himself, helping you hold on to the edge of the pool.
Despite the coughing from the sudden water you had inhaled, you still managed to laugh. "Don't worry about it" you waved it off.
âTeam Cursed Duo winsâ Sukuna announced, but Choso didn't seem that interested in celebrating.
Despite the enduring sunlight, night time eventually came, bringing with it a more forgiving breeze to squelch the heat.
Because of the changing rules during chicken fight, no one could decide who had the rights over the speaker. Sukuna and Satoru had spent a good thirty minutes complaining, all the while Suguru took control of the music.
Nobara and Shoko were busy making everyone cocktails, but after you had been the test subject to a few too many failed attempts, you decided to excuse yourself to the furthest bean bag, and just let the summer breeze tickle your skin before your friends could get you too drunk.
Right now, you were in a perfect state, somewhere between tipsy and just high on the day's excitement.
Choso had been gone for a while, along with Megumi and Yuuji. It was sweet how close he was to his brother and his brother's best friend, but you couldn't deny you found yourself justâŠlooking for him.
Every time you heard a shuffle of feet or a noise far ahead, you wondered if it was him. Looking for his presence somewhere up in the clouds and also in the nearby voices, your mind conjuring up a million scenarios and things you could talk to him about, despite being too shy to just tell him how you feel.
Was this even normal?
Did everyone with a crush just forget to function when the object of their admiration was near?
You groaned a little, sinking deeper into the chair and just staring at the stars above. They were so bright over here. So much more so than in the city.
It was only the first day, but you already didn't want to ever leave.
âCan I sit here?â a voice finally came, and you had to blink your eyes repeatedly to make sure you weren't day dreaming again, lost in one of your wild scenarios that would never come true.
No, Choso was actually standing there. Handsome and tall against the moonlight, his distracting abs now concealed in a compression shirt that was too tight for your own good.
And he was smiling.
He always smiled around you.
"Sure" you nodded, and he took a seat in the beanbag in front of you. He was clearly too large for it, and you laughed a little at seeing him awkwardly try to fit, but his adorable pout only made you laugh more.
"These aren't very comfortable" he sighed, extending his legs to try and regain some balance. They were so close to yours they almost touched â almost.
"We can move to the chairs, if you like" you suggested, though that would mean going closer to the group.
You didn't want that, but part of you also wanted to know if he did.
As much as everyone teased, you were still not that convinced he had a crush on you too. It would simply be too good to be true.
When was reality ever that kind?
Choso turned around, looking for where the other chairs were scattered. "I'm alright here" he said, despite his clear discomfort. "âŠIf you are?" he added then, bringing his dark eyes to you.
"I'm alright here, too" you smiled.
"Good" Choso nodded awkwardly, his gaze moving from his hands, to where your legs almost touched, and then back to your face. The silence between you was a little awkward, sure, but it was far from quiet â at least on your end, the sound of your heart was loud enough to fill the whole space.
"Are you enjoying the holiday?" you asked.
"Yes" he nodded. "I'm glad Yuuji convinced me to come"
So were you.
"How did he convince you?" you asked lightheartedly, but from Choso's reaction you would have thought you just asked him something deeply personal.
"He, uhâ" his hand came to rub the back of his neck, the curve of his bicep immediately catching your attention. Was this a plan to distract you again?!
Surely not. Choso wasn't one to play games â all his endearing awkwardness was exactly who he was.
"He said you were coming" he finally admitted, with a sigh.
You felt your brows furrow close, mouth opening before you even knew what to say. "You came because of me?"
"UmâŠyeah, I did" he confirmed, staring at his hands.
"So you weren't excited to hang out with Sukuna and Gojo?" you tried to tease, and he finally looked at you with that grimace you loved.
"Definitely not" he said, and you both laughed.
It was a gorgeous sound.
On the other side of the patio, your friends were all lost in casual conversation. Megumi and Yuuji had now rejoined the group, playing some kind of card game on the grass with Nobara. Shoko and Sukuna were talking about something, or, Sukuna was talking about something, but she seemed happy enough to listen. Satoru and Suguru were the ones standing a little further away, talking about something that seemed serious, but who could guess with those two.
"Did you hurt your hand?"
Your head snapped back to Choso, and you noticed it was only you who was distracted looking at your friends. He was focused on your wrist, and how you rubbed it softly with your other hand, flexing your fingers open and close.
You hadn't even noticed you were doing it.
"Oh" you tried to wave it off. âI think I fell at a weird angle during chicken fightâ you admitted with an awkward laugh.
Choso didn't laugh, though.
âLet me seeâ he squinted his eyes, opening his palm for you to take.
You placed your hand on top of his, holding in your breath as Choso inspected your skin. He closed both hands around yours, focused on looking for any sign of bruising or broken skin. It didn't even hurt that much, but you weren't saying no to an excuse to have him look at you like that.
And you watched him â how beautiful he looked with his hair down, falling all messy around his handsome face; still a bit wet from the pool and clinging on to his forehead. His skin felt soft and warm against yours, the perfect contrast to the cool night breeze.
Choso's eyes darted to yours quickly, shyly, but you didn't avert yours. And so he didn't either.
How odd that this was the most tender moment the two of you had exchanged so far, and yet you couldn't bring yourself to be fully present. It felt like a dream, like you were floating high above the clouds â if it was the alcohol's doing, or the adrenaline from the day, or simply the way Choso's eyes looked at yours, you weren't sure.
But everything about this felt⊠magical.
Slowly, carefully, Choso closed your hand, satisfied that you weren't actually hurt. But then, he brought it close to him, as you watched with wide open eyes â as he left the tiniest kiss on your knuckles.
His face went all red, finally breaking the eye contact, and you could swear you heard his heart beat just as loud as yours.
Maybe all your friends had been right, after all.
âIf you do it again, I might forget it hurts" you teased, earning a warm smile from him.
âGood" Choso hummed. "Then Iâll keep goingâ
Your breathing hitched as Choso touched his lips against your knuckles again, firmer this time. You instinctively opened your palm, an invitation, and Choso interlaced your fingers together, looking at you under his dark eyelashes.
âDo you⊠want to go somewhere else?â he whispered, and you nodded yes.
You opened the door to your room, hoping no one else from the group had noticed the two of you sneaking away. If you had only looked back you might have noticed Shoko's approving smile and Nobara's whispered "finally", as well as Satoru's puzzling stare. But you weren't exactly paying attention to them right now.
Right now, it was just you and Choso.
"Sorry it's a bit messy" you said awkwardly, noticing you hadn't had the time to clear away all the clothes you had left on the bed, in your haste to find an appropriate swimming costume. You quickly shifted your attention to it, anything to get you away from how nervous you felt, and started putting everything away again.
Refusing to look at how Choso stood awkwardly in the middle of your room, unsure of what to do. "It's fine" he tried to say, though you were hard at work. "You should see Yuuji's room"
You smiled, finishing up and placing the suitcase back on the floor. Now you really had to turn back to him.
"Do you want to get some fresh air, maybe?" you asked, again trying to calm your beating heart. There was a little private balcony at the back, with a loveseat that would do just fine. Some air would definitely help your nerves.
"Yeah" Choso agreed, following you out into the night again.
As predicted, the breeze did help you breathe easier. You sat on the loveseat right by the back wall, shuffling your feet nervously on the ground; but Choso didn't join you.
"I've been meaning to talk to you" he said, putting his hands inside his pockets. Were his trembling like yours were?
"About what?" you asked, trying to sound as casual as possible, hoping he couldn't hear the anticipation in your voice.
"I justâŠ" he started, clearly unsure of what he even wanted to say. "I've been meaning to say something, and I'm not sure if it's the best time, butâ"
"You can tell me" you cut in, hands clasped together and sweating embarrassingly.
Choso's eyes narrowed at you, clearly having noticed how odd you were acting. But then he smiled. And then his smile turned into a chuckle that you joined into.
Two idiots, weren't you?
"Do you remember that one time we went to the movies?" Choso started, a little more confident than before. "The first time, maybe a couple weeks after Yuuji introduced me to your group?"
"I remember" you nodded, turning your head at the memory. You were surprised Choso even recalled it, considering how long ago it had been.
"It was some horror movie Yuuji picked" he laughed, shuffling a little. "He was so excited, but I⊠I could barely look at the screen. When he asked me about my favourite scene later I had to lie, and I felt terrible. I never lie to my brother"
You were a little confused, but listened to what he was telling you with a focused expression. "Why weren't you paying attention?" you asked.
Choso finally looked at you. Breathing in, and out. Taking his time.
"Because you were sitting next to me" he admitted finally. "And all I could think about was how pretty you looked"
Your mouth fell open in complete surprise, but Choso kept going.
âYou... youâre incredible, you knowâ he exhaled. âIâve always thought that. Every time. And the way you smiled todayâŠ"
He took a breath to steady himself, his eyes closing as if lost in memory, and the sweetest smile on his lips.
âSeeing how you smiled today made me wish I could be around to watch you smile like that every timeâ he continued. âIt made me wish I could be the one making you smile that wayâ
Oh.
Oh.
You were sure your hands were still trembling, but you couldn't really feel them. It was like time itself⊠had just stopped.
âYou areâ you heard yourself say though your throat was squeezed tight, and then the dip of the loveseat as Choso settled next to you.
"Hey" he said softly, one hand finding yours where it rested nervously on your lap, the other cupping your cheek. "Don't cry" he begged you, using the pad of his thumb to dry the tears threatening to fall.
"I didn't realise I was" you laughed at yourself, leaning into his hand. "I think I'm just happy"
"Really?" Choso was the one whose voice sounded a little strained this time, but his face had a smile to match yours.
"Really" you nodded. "I didn't think you felt it too"
Choso's bottom lip pushed forward a little in a small pout hearing you say that. "How could I not?" he asked.
How could you not?
Right then, you weren't sure if you felt like an idiot for dismissing all your friends claims and waiting this long, or if the surprise just outweighed anything else.
Why did you automatically expect good things wouldn't happen to you?
Because right now, the best person you could have dreamed of was staring at you with stars in his eyes. And he wasn't pulling back.
Neither were you.
"I like you too" you finally admitted, the words you struggled with for so long finally leaving your lips. In your worse nightmares, Choso turned away or mocked you â but in reality, he didn't do any of that.
If anything, you didn't think you had ever seen him this happy.
"You do?" he repeated, like he just wanted to hear you say it a million more times.
"Yes, you idiot" you laughed at yourself. "Apparently everyone knows" you added, hoping to share some of the shame you felt.
"Yuuji said that too" he sighed, embarrassed. So that's why he had disappeared with his brother for so long.
Despite being mortified by the prospect, the two of you shared an easy laugh. One that was like a weight off your shoulders.
"I wasn't sure if I should do it here, I meanâ" he started to say, interlacing your hands together. "I didn't want to make the trip awkward"
"I'm happy you did" you reassured. There was no way you would have survived this trip otherwise⊠not with Choso constantly half naked around you.
"You are?" he swallowed thickly, shocked at how this had gone better than expected. You wondered what his expectations were, if he also had nightmares as bad as yours.
Instead of answering, you shifted forwards a little forwards, resting your forehead on his as you let the tears flow as they needed to. Choso was right there to catch each one, with his lips this time â kissing every inch of your cheeks as the two of you breathed together like a question waiting for an answer.
When you opened your eyes and smiled at him again, Choso closed the gap.
His lips found yours tentatively at first, nothing but a soft brush as the two of you held your breath. It was when you finally exhaled deeply that he pressed against you more firmly, and your lips parted to invite him in.
You were finally doing this.
Not even your most wonderful dreams could have been better than this.
Choso explored your mouth like he was dying to learn the shape of you, your taste, every smooth curve of your lips. His hands stayed on your cheeks, enjoying how warm and soft you were, still dragging each tear away.
"ChoâŠ" you whispered his name, pulling him into you, all the invitation he needed to deepen the kiss.
You wrapped both your hands around his neck, leaning so far back you almost fell from the loveseat, but Choso was right there to pull you back. His hands hovered, a little unsure before landing on your waist, steadying you, digging into your skin with sweet reverence and desire.
"You're so beautiful" he hummed again, like he couldn't believe the two of you were finally here. The kiss was a little messy, but between each awkward bump of your noses the two of you laughed, remembering the years of affection that had led to this moment.
You pulled back a little, bringing your hands to caress his cheeks instead. "I really like your tattoo" you laughed a little, brushing your thumb over the dark stripe right above his nose. "Is now a good time to tell you that?"
Choso laughed, leaning his forehead on yours. "You could have told me anytime" he said, rocking his head side to side and enjoying where it touched yours.
"I think I was embarrassed" you admitted, biting your lower lip.
"Why?" he asked, tilting your head up so he could look in your eyes again.
How were you supposed to think of anything else when he kept looking at you like that?
"I didn't think you felt the same" you admitted, nose scrunching at how silly it all felt now.
Choso's response was to press your lips together, firmly now, a promise. "I always did" he whispered against you, making all the hairs in the back of your neck stand up.
"Why didn't you tell me?" you taunted, playfully pushing his chest back, and enjoying how that only made him pull you in more.
"I thought you might be⊠with someone else" he admitted, digging his hands just a little further into your waist.
"It was always you" you confessed this time, a little shy.
Choso blinked at you like that was the last thing he expected you to say.
He kissed you again â deeper, more passionate. Before you knew it, he was on top of you, your two bodies far too big for the small two-seater, but he was very careful to not crush you with his weight.
"Is this ok?" he pulled back a little, giving you space to readjust underneath him.
You nodded with a smile, wrapping both legs around his waist and pulling him back into you. The poor man blushed from his neck to the tips of his ears, but he eagerly sank into you, rocking his hips against yours in a way you did not expect from sweet Choso.
Still, his touch was respectful, careful not to touch anywhere that could be too much too soon. His hands remained steady on your waist â but the growing bulge where his hips pressed pressed into you was getting harder and harder to ignore.
If he wanted you just as much as you wanted him⊠it was only right to be a little more forward, right?
So you bit his lip playfully, not enough to hurt but enough that his dark eyes snapped open in surprise. Your legs closed around his waist again and your hand moved down to where his was, still resting on your middle, gently encouraging it even further down.
His breathing completely stopped, but Choso allowed you to move it for him, slowly dragging his palm from your waist to your hips and, finally, settling on your thigh. Like a match had just been struck, Choso let out a guttural, deep grunt as he squeezed your flesh, lowering himself down to kiss you again.
His hips kept dragging into you with barely contained desire, all sense out the window now that you gave him permission to touch you in that way. You matched his rhythm, breath growing more and more shallow as you felt the heat pooling between your thighs.
"Fuck, Cho" you moaned, nails digging deep into his shoulders that you used to stabilize yourself. "Feels good"
"Y-yeah?" he moaned, almost a desperate whimper with how bad he wanted this.
You didn't bother responding â your body was already moving on its on, urged by this primal need you had for him. Your hands moved to remove his shirt, not caring at all that the little clothes you had on were askew, revealing far more of you than Choso thought he'd see this early on.
And you noticed the way Choso looked embarrassingly away, not wanting to make you uncomfortable by staring. You looked down at your swimming costume, then back up at him with a wicked smile.
âYou can take it off if you wantâ you suggested, perching yourself up on your elbows.
Choso wasted no time â he swallowed hard, and with a hypnotized nod, moved to undo the swimming costume you still had on.
The fabric fell down, revealing your bare chest to him. Choso looked somewhere between drunk and completely awestruck, with the way he softly gasped at you, like it was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.
"Can I?" he asked, a small drop of sweat trickling from his temple.
You smiled, tangling your hand onto his dark strands to urge him forwards. Choso relinquished with no push back, sinking his face into your breasts and closing both hands on them.
"ChoâŠ" you moaned out his name, encouraging him further, all restraint out the window.
The sound of his name from your lips drove Choso absolutely insane, his large hands roughly palming your mounds as his mouth tried to give similar attention to each side, sucking and licking every inch of you. "Fuck, babyâŠ" he whimpered between them, making you moan at the affectionate nickname.
Your hand tightened on his head, pulling his hair slightly, though it only seemed to turn him on even more. Your back arched against the love seat and Choso took the opportunity to slide a forearm behind you, making you arch into him further.
He sucked on your already hard nipples, playing and rolling it with his tongue as his eyes moved to your face, so beautiful and needy for him.
Your thighs were still squeezing his hips, his rhythm against your clothed cunt never faltering. It felt good, really good, but you wanted more.
"Cho" you called, biting your lips at him.
"Yeah, pretty?" he asked, face all flushed and eyes dilated with pure desire. Even when addressing you, he refused to stop his worship of your body.
"You can take it off" you repeated your words from earlier, hoping he'd understand what you meant. "All of it" you completed, with a roll of your hips, making a point to press against his bulge.
Choso swallowed thickly, taking a deep breath in. "YouâŠwant me to?" he asked.
Maybe it wasn't the best idea â your friends were somewhere outside, probably too drunk to care, but surely someone would notice your absence soon enough.
At least, that's what your brain would have thought if you weren't in the exact position you had been dreaming about for years.
You wanted Choso. Needed him. For far longer than you cared to admit.
So you were ok with being greedy.
"I want you to" you rolled your hips again, and that was all Choso needed.
He nodded, immediately bringing his hands to finish removing your clothes. He was clearly nervous, but when he finally began to pull the fabric down, he did it so slow it felt like torture.
Was Choso also trying to seize the moment? The thought alone made you giggle. To want someone who wanted you just as bad⊠it was more than you ever thought you could get.
And there was no denying Choso wanted you bad.
âYouâre going to kill me...â he sighed when he revealed all of you, laying beautifully onto the loveseat, eager for him. He pushed himself back on his knees, taking his time to admire you like a painting.
His defined abs glistened in the moonlight, distracting, stealing all your focus. Choso was built so beautifully, like he had been sculpted by the gods themselves.
And it seemed he thought the same of you.
"FuckâŠ" he muttered as one hand dragged from your cheek, to your collarbone, to your navel. Choso took his time exploring every inch of you, letting his warm touch ghost over your skin before he took things further, like he knew he was already addicted and wanted to savour each moment.
When his hand finally reached between your thighs, he found you dripping.
"You'reâ" his words cut out as his fingers played with your heat, coating himself in your slick, your legs parting eagerly. His head dripped forwards, bangs covering his eyes, trying as best as he could to control himself.
Until he couldn't anymore.
Carefully, he slid one thick digit inside of you. It found no resistance, sinking into you so eager and wet, earning a loud moan that had his head snapping back to yours.
âLike this, baby?â he asked so sweetly, despite how he was already adding another finger inside to stretch you further. His fingers moved slowly at first, but soon they pumped into you faster, and faster, and you had to bring your hands to his thick forearm to brace yourself.
âMmmh yeaâ you moaned, squeezing the veins that protruded from his skin, his dark eyes completely locked on where your bodies met.
"You're taking it so well" he praised, groaning when it made you clench around him. "FuckâYou like that?"
You nodded, biting your lip as you felt his movements become rougher, faster. "So beautiful like this" he praised you again.
Your back arched off the seat, and Choso again used the opportunity to snake his other arm around you, pulling you close into him. In this position, you could feel his rock hard erection against your thigh, and you were desperate to know what it felt like inside of you.
One of your hands moved to his bulge, pressing into it as Choso curled his fingers just right inside you. Choso let out a surprised breath, but didn't pull back â instead, he shifted so you could feel all of him.
Your hand found its way past his swimming trunks, your mouth immediately hanging open in shock at the sheer size of him. You moved your hand up and down, exploring, noticing how he was just as long as he was thick, the thought of taking all of him already making you drool.
"Ah" he panted, head falling to your collarbone as you continued to stroke him. Despite his closed eyes and fucked out expression, Choso never stopped the motion of his fingers inside of you, completely focused on your pleasure.
You could feel yourself getting close from his fingers alone, but you didn't want it to stop there.
âI want youâ you whispered into his ear, and instantly felt his whole body jolt on top of you.
The movement of his fingers stilled for just a second, before he resumed them like clockwork. "Are you sure?" he asked you, pulling back to look in your eyes again.
How could he be so handsome and sweet at the same time.
âI'm sureâ you nodded, bringing one hand to cradle his beautiful face, while the other kept stroking his cock.
Choso pressed a kiss to your lips as he slowly removed himself from you. He stood up slowly as not to hurt you, and finally began to remove the rest of his clothes.
Just as you expected, Choso was beautiful. Every inch of him. And seeing him like that, naked and towering over you with affection in his eyes, only made you need him more.
You sat up fast, your mouth opening around his cock before Choso even realised what you were about to do. You held it with one hand, giving it a shy lick first, tasting the saltiness of his precum on your tongue.
"BabyâŠ" he moaned, placing one hand on your head. He didn't push, just felt the movement with you; the way you started to open up around him, taking him in your mouth inch by inch. "You'reângh, really good at that" he groaned.
Your mouth kept the back and forwards motion, struggling with his length as it started to hit the back of your throat. Choso moaned at how it constricted around him, seconds away from coming in your mouth if he didn't pull himself back.
"You're gonna make meâ" his voice shook a little, his hips chasing you already.
"What?" you asked, knowing exactly what he meant, but unable to resist seeing his lustful face.
His adams apple bobbed up and down when you playfully licked him again, the hand on your hair pulling your strands just a little bit more. Choso was close to losing control, and you loved every bit of it.
"You want me toângh" he tried to speak, bringing his eyes to your beautiful face. "You want me to come down your throat?"
You nodded yes, eager, salty tears starting to streak down your face. You were desperate to make him feel good, to know what he tasted like, to keep hearing those delicious noises he kept making.
But then, he pulled away again. Fast, just at the last second when he really couldn't hold it in anymore, and moved to tower on top of you, laying you back down on the loveseat. "I want to feel you first" he panted, his tip already touching your entrance while you opened your legs wide for him.
"Please" you moaned, and Choso swallowed the end of the word with a kiss. His mouth sank into you, and his cock sank into your heat, stretching you fully as you whimpered into his mouth.
He was big. Too big. And Choso was aware of it.
âSlowlyâ he reassured you, brushing your hair away from your face. âIâll be gentleâ he said with a kiss to the top of your head, and you had no reason to believe otherwise.
You let yourself sink into him, closing your arms around his shoulders as you began to relax. To further help, his hand moved to circle your clit, gently massaging the bundle of nerves that made you clench around him.
"Does it feel good?" he asked, starting to move his hips into you, in and out, in and out.
"So good" you whimpered, chasing his lips for a kiss again. "You're so big, Cho"
He smiled at the compliment, but didn't let the praise distract him. His touch was careful and precise, helping you relax around him and take him inch by inch, until he finally bottomed out.
"You're doing so well, pretty" he kissed the top of your head, fully sheathed into you now.
Your body clenched as it tried to adjust, and Choso was already struggling to keep his composure. But when your nails dug into his back, and you bit your lips at him, Choso knew he was done for.
He let himself pick up the pace, stretching you so deliciously all else faded to the background. All you could think about was Choso Choso Choso, and how good he felt, how warm his hands were all over your body, how delicious his tongue tasted.
"You have to be more quiet, baby" he whispered against your mouth, muffling your moans with a rough kiss.
âFuck, Cho, you-â you tried to say, but his hips angled just right and his pace grew even faster, all your words meshing together into a whimper of pleasure instead.
âYouâre so beautifulâ he groaned against your lips. âSo fucking beautiful like thisâ
Your nails were drawing blood from his shoulders, but neither of you cared. It felt too good to stop. You had wanted this for too long to stop.
Despite his earlier words, Choso was also struggling to control his sounds. His moans of pleasure filled your ears like music as he panted on top of you, kissing every inch of your face and neck he could find.
"I'm close" he said, head falling forwards as his eyes shut tight, face contorting in pleasure.
You wanted to see him like this forever.
Completely drunk in you.
âChoâ you muttered, pulling him even deeper with your legs, nails leaving marks all over his body. âCum inside of meâ you asked.
He huffed out all the breath from his lungs, struggling to believe what you had just said.
âFuckâ he grunted, hips going faster and faster. âAre you sure, baby?â he checked again.
âYeahâ you moaned in pleasure, the sounds mixing in with his as you both approached your climax.
âNot before youâ he said instead, taking your clit between his thumb and index, rolling the bud carefully, knowing exactly how to drive you insane.
Your body began to shake as the heat started pooling upwards, and just as you were about to tip over the edge, Choso closed your lips with his, drinking up all your moans.
Your body was shaking, pulling him in and milking him desperately, but it was the sounds you were making that made him reach his peak.
"Take it" he grunted, slamming his hips into you as his seed began to spill. You felt the heat filling you up, and your whole body begged for more, but the only words you could get out were his name.
"ChosoâŠ" you whispered once more, and he let himself relax on top of you.
His arms closed around your waist, pulling you into his chest as he readjusted to your side, slowly removing himself from you. It was a little awkward in the two-seater, but you wouldn't want to be anywhere else.
Being nestled into Choso's chest was everything you needed right now.
He slowly caressed your thigh, hand brushing the sweat away from your forehead and tucking your hair behind your ear. Even after all of this, he looked at you like something precious, something he needed to protect.
âThank youâ Choso whispered against your hair, leaving a kiss to your temple.
How the hell was he so sweet?
ââŠThank you?â you echoed with a laugh, trying to tilt your head towards him, but Choso didn't let you â choosing to leave another kiss to your forehead, then another, and another, until you went back to resting on his chest.
âI guess...â he started, all shy. "For being youâ he completed, dropping his head to the crook of your neck.
"You're really sweet" you murmured, unsure if you wanted to cry or laugh. All you knew is you just wanted to be right here.
Choso didn't reply to that, his face turning into a small pout, but he was too happy to pretend to be self conscious. "I'm sorry I took so long" he said instead.
"I'm sorry too" you nuzzled into him, hand finding his. âIâve wanted this for a while, you knowâ you muttered, your face warm against his chest while Choso softly caressed your hair.
âReally?â he asked, enjoying how your words made him feel. "Me too" he admitted.
âSince when?â you asked, curious.
But Choso only let out a small chuckle. âI think Iâve been in love with you since the first time I saw youâ he admitted, looking up at the sky instead of you, letting you in on a secret he had never dared utter out loud.
You followed his gaze, turning your head around to look up at the stars. It was a beautiful night. "Why today?â you asked again.
âI couldnât hold it in anymoreâ he replied, resting his cheek against your head.
âWas it because I was on Gojoâs team for chicken fight?â you teased, remembering how your friend had said Choso was jealous earlier.
âNoâ Choso answered too quick, though his arms held you tighter. âBut I canât say I was a fan of thatâ he murmured shyly, earning a chuckle out of you.
"You're cute" you laughed, sinking into him.
"How's your wrist?" he asked, hand brushing over the skin that felt tender earlier.
"Doesn't hurt anymore" you noted. "Guess the kissing really did work"
Choso laughed, bringing your hand to his lips again. "As many as you need" he said against your knuckles.
"I might not ever want you to stop" you muttered, a little shy.
"I hope so" he exhaled, bringing you in closer.
You both stayed like that, holding each other in the hot summer night. You didn't speak much, but you didn't need to â so much of what you felt rested in the in between, in the space the two of you effortlessly shared. Choso just made you feel so incredibly comfortable, so perfectly safe.
You could hear some faint laughter coming from the other side of the villa, the signs of a party raging on without you, but neither of you rushed to join the group just yet.
Shoko really had been right, after all. You really needed this holiday.
You let the weight of the day wash over you, as Choso cradled your body close under the stars. All the fun and laughter and confessions, and the promises of much more to come.
And as you held each other close, you both knew â this would be a summer to remember.Â
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âSoâŠlet me get this straight-â Temples throbbingâyouâre unsure whether that was from just how many times your boyfriendâs had to explain his particularâŠconundrum to you, or from the conundrum itself.
It was a wonder in and of itself when you donât burst into hysterics, âYou were in your lab working on some experiments you should definitely not have been working on-â Shooting him a look that receives you a sheepish grin. â-and ended up getting infected by someâŠparasite?â
âSymbiote.â
âRight. Symbiote.â You correct tightly, âAnd this symbiote can talk, think, and even make itself known through you?â
Servers, customers, even the new intern thatâd been blatantly dozing off at the counter jerks his head up and throws a glance at your tableâor more accurately to figure out the utterly inhuman voice thatâd erupted from your table.Â
It was deep. It was gravelly.
It sounded like - in its alien desperation to assimilate to this society - itâd meshed together as many human voices as it could possibly make, and in the end had come up with something that sounded like everything but.
And, of course, that voice had come from your boyfriend of three years.
Toji Fushiguro.
Though he was either ignorant or uncaring - knowing Toji, it was likely both - to the stares that were being thrown his way. He was far too busy fussing around thisâŠsymbiote and its separate thoughts and voices, batting around his head as though shooing away a particularly annoying fly. But youâd seen itâfuck, for the briefest second, youâd seen itâŠthe way that this black, murky substance not quite of Earth-like matter had flickered over Tojiâs handsome face for a second.
Slime-like skin.
Haunting white eyes.
A long, loooooooong tongue.
You shudder just imagining it.
âSorry âbout that, doll.â Toji grits out- âHis nameâs Venom and heâs a real pain in the ass.â
Youâre barely thinking twice before you utter, âAndâŠhow can we fix this?âÂ
Voice nothing more than a whisper. Though perhaps owing to those suddenly-honed senses of his, Toji can hear you perfectly. âAccording to my hypothesis, there should be one way in which once the symbiote is completely satiated of its moreâŠbase needs, then it parts peacefully with the host. But this is still unfounded- besides, Iâd never fuckinâ ask you to-â
âIâll do it.â
Toji pauses.
âEh?â
And youâre meeting his shocked expression with one of pure steel, âIâll do it.â
.
.
.
In almost no time, youâre back in Tojiâs laboratory and bent over his deskâwhat had meant to be a trail run- what had meant to be a simple discussion with the symbiote to test Tojiâs hypothesis had ended up with the most looooong, lecherous thrusts being pumped into the back of your cunt.
Your thighs clench together, moans echoing out and hitting the four corners of the walls.
Just the simplest plaps! of Tojiâs ravenous hips cominâ down onto yours was enough to send your heels skittering- forced to stand up a little straighter. Heâs cleanly lifting you off a few inches just with the probinâ thrusts of his cockâand as Toji bottoms out once more, heâs rushing you straight into your nth high of the night.
Peak after peak.
Thrust after thrust.
The seventh round that you were feeling his thick, throbbing cock piston you throughâthough according to Toji, they were called trials.Â
Trials during which those waves of bliss shred through your core nâ straight up to your muddled head- one thatâs immediately getting bombarded by that same gravely tone from before.
âMmm, you smell sweeter when you cum.â
You startle, âWh-what was that?â
âFucked so stupid you canât hear? Humans are so interestingâŠâ As youâre tentatively turning your head over your shoulder, youâre seeing that Tojiâs figure was suddenly tallerâŠtoweringâŠcovered in that black, goo-like substance from earlierâhis face splits from cheek to cheek with a sharp-toothed smile, and suddenly heâs letting escape the most bone-chilling laugh. âI wonder how much sweeter you shall smell when I plant you with my seed-â
âOkay, thatâs enough-â Tojiâs struggling to gain dominance of the symbiote- though you still werenât sure how exactly the system worked. Youâd determined that it was a dual rule, of sorts, in which one could âfightâ the other for control of the body.Â
And right now, your boyfriend was the clear winner.
Groaning as heâs winning back controlâand with the regaining of his body, heâs bombarded with the sudden sensations of your hot cunt enclosing around his shaft. Sucking. Slurping. Just so thick and throbbing to be even deeper inside you- youâre unsure whether this was just your overstimulated brain talking, but you couldâve sworn that Toji felt even bigger than usual-
âYouâre welcome for that, heh.â
You jump, âWh-what was that?â
âYouâre fuckinâ welcome.â The symbiote in Tojiâs body utters, and youâre shivering at the sensation of Venomâs looooong lavish tongue dripping down the side of your throat. Licking. âVenom can change shape however we like, we can make ourselves biggerâŠâ
And you canât fucking give a response to thatâyou canât. Because just then that mazinâ tip of Tojiâs cock is expanding far beyond what youâre used to.
Heâs shovelling in even more inches than you knew he possibly had- heâs thrashing against your cervix and digging in as though heâd probe even deeper if he could- heâs swelling up so much inside your tight walls that it honestly feels as though youâre about to be split down the middleâ
âMmmm, became even sweeter. Heh, you liked that.â Those honed teeth of his graze over your neck, easy enough for him to tear through. âHow about curved?â
Immediately bendinâ in such a delicious curve- one that strikes the end of his shaft directly against your g-spot. He doesnât even have to try.Â
Your thighs quake as you feel his flared mushroom tip swabbing nâ stirring and messing up your insides with such an extreme shape. Plunging. Prodding around. The degrees of his curvature bent juuuuuust the right amount that itâd hit most of your tender spots-
âOr what about tentacles-â
âWait-â
âThat fuckinâ jerk.â Soon enough, Tojiâs interrupting whatever lecherous plan the alien had for you, and instead using his original cock to pinpoint your insides.
Though Venom might have had the ability to change his shape- absolutely nothing could match Toji. Nothing could match the way heâd already memorized the locations of your sweetest bundles of nerves nâ how exactly you liked them stimulatedâwhether it was the quick, rapid strokes of just his very flared tip, or the achingly long strokes that had your eyes rolling to the back of your head.
Your back arches, and your moans crescendo louder than ever as your boyfriend reaches down to twiddle with your sensitive nub. âRight?â
Attempting to look back at him through your sobs, âWh-what was that, baby?â
âI saidââ Toji seethes out between haaaard strokes of his rugged cock- absolutely vicious. He wasnât taking his time with you today, he was poundinâ your poor cervix raw with his tunneling tip. âWasnât he a fuckinâ jerk? Thinking that heâd be able to fuck my girlâŠâ
âY-yeahâŠâ Youâre acutely aware of the fact that Venom was hearing every single word being said. Likely simmering beneath. Likely attempting to regain control and make you spill the truth-
âUh-huh?â But Toji was on a roll now. As the words spat between his scarred mouth grow faster, so do the ministrations on your pulsing clit. âWasnât he just delusional? Thinking that youâd like that alien cock- heh.â
Pathetically nodding alongâunsure whether that was for the question or for just how good it felt. âYeah, mmmm- fuck.â
âRight? And wasnât he wrong?â
âYeah-â
âWasnât he useless?â
âY-yeahâŠâ
âWasnât this pussy missinâ me?â
âFuck, yes.âÂ
And what youâre faced with next wasnât a question, an insult to Venom, or anything else that you might have expected- it was a sudden spank!
Right on top of your clit.
Right before Tojiâs already-elongated cock swivels a few inches deeper than you remember him being able to before. Thicker. Meaner. The top of his shaft was swelling into a fatter circumference, and you swear you can hear the squelches of orifices youâve never known being opened upâ
His sharp canines gnaw down on the shell of your ear, and shivers run down your spine at the guttural tone of his voice. âThen why are you so fuckinâ wet, my little liar?â
âO-oh.â
Shit, heâd known.
Heâd been able to hear you, too.
And now you were paying the price: you were feeling Tojiâs relentless cadence but with Venomâs ability to bend and prolong his shaft as much as he wanted to. His tendrils of symbiote substance glissade down his cock and stretch out your walls just a bit moreâwrapped just around where Tojiâs already-massive length was.
And if you thought that that wasnât enough- youâre damn near losing your mind at the feeling of those fingers twiddlinâ at your clit starting to tingle. Starting to transform.
Before you know it, they feel strangelyâŠtentacle-like. They reminded you of Venomâs own tendrils, though with a sultry suctioning sensation to it that made your body wrack with pleasure- âOh my godâfuck, Toji, how are you even-â
âYou forget that Venom is a part of me now.â He murmurs through a grin, hips only accelerating. Cock only lengthening- fingers only suckling. âAnd youâre not getting out of this any time soon, doll. At least, not until we have our hypothesis.â
âShitâŠâ
âHypothesis schmipothesis. I get to breed her after.â
⥠NANAMI KENTO - Superman.
âMy loveâŠâ Just the way that Nanami uttered your sweet, sweet pet nameâŠit was anything but. As though he was a man thatâd worshipped every name, statue, and deity in the worldâand the only one to answer his wretched prayers was you.
He whispers your name.
Lightning strikes.
Nanami was silhouetted against the tall floor-to-ceiling window of your apartment; his red-clad feet hovering just a few inches off the ground, chest emblazoning the famous âSâ of which you could only see the ghost-like outline. Like a faint memory. That long cape of his drapes behind his broad shoulders, flowing in a breezeless wind. His head was bowed. His face utterly expressionless.Â
Moonlight falls upon him like a knighthood, but something more untoward.
The night was dark and so had been the day of fighting crimeâor so youâd assumed. Usually, when your boyfriend arrived home it was with kisses to your cheek and bouquets of flowers.Â
You had no idea what happened today, butâŠhe doesnât respond to a single one of your calls. Not a single one of your pleas.Â
The only thing you can do is take a step forward-
And he jerks as though heâd just been shot by several of the lightning flares outside. A thousand bolts of electricity and even more, more, and more. Even though he had his gaze turned downwards, Nanami doesnât need to see to sense you-
He already knew.
âMy love.â He repeats, as though a broken CD. There was a wisp of something so carnal in his tone, something dark and drenched inâŠa desire that you couldnât put your finger on. It was something that made shivers cascade across your body, however. âMy love, donât-â
âDonât what, Kento?â Youâre insisting, even though you fight yourself not to take another step forward as per his wishes. âI need to know what happened, baby.â
âYou need to know.â He repeats once moreâwas he even capable of anything else? Youâre starting to grow even more concerned and reconsider your internal pledge when- âI was injured.â
Concern pours over you like a bucket of cold water, âInjured? Where-â
âNot physically.â Nanami spits out through clenched teeth, every syllable difficult for him to enunciate as though coated in glue nâ sticking to the roof of his tongue. In the pale moonlight you could see that his skin was covered in a sort of perspiration - something almost feverish and flushed. âItâs- fuck, I need you to know-â
âKento, Iâm scared for-â
âI need to fuck you.â
And as he finally rushes out the confession, large exhales seep out of him like every bit of his remaining sanityâa weight had been lifted off. But little did he seem to realize that that weight was a keystone for a dam.Â
And now he felt like he was about to fucking burst-
âLex Luthor- latest inventionâfuck.â Interrupting his own explanation with a rugged groan - not one that was quite pained, but notâŠnot either. âNone taken, no casualties.â Something crossed between rage and ecstasy. How very like Nanami to utter of other before himself- âBut I was injected with- fuckââ
You take a step forward, âKento-â
â-aphrodisiac.â
âOh.â Heart stopping. Without even thinking, youâre taking a quick scan of his figure to make sure that he wasnât bluffing about no physical wounds, and when all seems clear on his upper half, your eyes canât help but drop to the area between Nanamiâs chiselled legs - and your sweet boyfriendâs Superman outfit had always been particularly flattering on his body, but thisâhe looked about nine inches straight through his tight latex and throbbing. Aching.Â
You can speak no longer, and him barely enough- âStay away.â
Another step. âKento.â
âDarling, Iâm going to ruin you.â
And another. âI donât mind.â
There isnât the burst and then the frenzy of lips on lips, skin on skin, as you mightâve expected at first. No, not at all. Your words linger in the bedroom for a few more seconds - tight and tempting, just when you think that the tension in the air is going to stretch so taut that it might never snapâNanami moves.Â
Just the slightest action: he stops hovering. Setting his feet down on the windowsill for the first time - and it hits you just then why he hadnât been touching any bit of your apartment for so long.
Because the moment that Nanami came in contact with any - any - part of you, he was going to go fucking insane. That is, if he didnât have your pretty pussy to take it out onâin almost no time, youâre finding yourself pressed flat against your king-sized mattress and having your boyfriendâs thickened tip swirlinâ your insides.Â
He was just so hot and needy.
Perhaps even greater in girth than you remember him - there was a vein down the middle of his length that stood out nâ massaged every inch of your insides. Throb-throb-throbbing away inside of you as the crowned edge of his shaft bottomed out- fuck, he doesnât even spend the long, sensual hours of foreplay as he usually would.
Nanami merely throws your legs over his half-uniformed shoulder, merely clasps onto one side of your hips, merely tunnels his angry cock in and outâ
In and out. In and out. Youâre feeling him glide his handsome nosebridge down the column of your throat- stopping just where you were most sensitive, heâs twitchinâ in-between your puffy folds as he takes in your pheromones. Groaning, you swear you feel him grow even bigger inside of youââMy loveââ
Itâs that absolutely broken tone of his that makes you jerk your head in response. Blinking up tearily at the blond man, âK-Kento?â
His shaggy, golden bangs were curtained over his eyes nâ covering most of his gaze now - and youâre unsure whether you should be thankful or concerned that you couldnât measure the sheer primal desire in them anymore. It was obscured from youâand all youâre getting revealed of him are the constant grunts whenever his ruddied cockhead hits the back of your pussy, his shivering hips, his mantra of your name. âI need to knowâŠmy love, I need to- fuck, are you okay?âÂ
âI amââ Strangely enough, it made your cunt grow even wetter to know that heâs caring so much about you even when he was in the depths of the effects of the aphrodisiac-
His mind was wiped clean of anything but his base needs- and yet, there was always a part of him that knew you were whatâs most important. And the superhero reaches one roughened hand down to sweetly cup your face, dragging the tip of his thumb down to wipe away any beads of sweat- âAre you s-sure? I need you to be sure-â
âI am sure, Kento.â Insisting. And though you feel just a little awful for interrupting his well-meaning pleasâyou also needed to feel his thick, textured cock hitting eeeeevery single inch of you. And though youâre at his complete and utter mercy, you canât help but squirm your hips around to swivel more of his solid inches inside. âPlease- fuck, I need more of you. Donât hold back-â
âFuh-fuuuuuuckââ A zig-zagging vein pops out on his forehead, freckled with sweat. âDonât say that-â
âBut I am saying that.â Wrangling your legs off of his sculptured shoulders- or at least, youâre attempting to. But Nanami only needs to drift a single hand up to keep you pliably in placeâheâs locking both ankles behind his neck with one hand, long fingers holding them gently yet sternly. Itâs all he needs to halt your restless hips as he hits a sensitive spot and ploughs iiiiiiin.
Thrust after thrust.
Again and again.
Every single one of them locates that cute target of your nerves- instantly, it was almost like magic. That deliciously curved end of his shaft manages to maze his way inside, spreadinâ apart your gluey walls and heading straight for that areaâall he has to do is follow the channel of your cunt until heâs led straight to that spot he bashes nicely.Â
Sloppily.
âDarling, youâre close.â
âI-I am?â Eyes shooting wide open- fuck, heâs right. It takes only one more thrust of his vein-covered cock for you to register the thrills of adrenaline shooting up your spine. Youâre arching straight into his chiselled chest, âOh, shitâŠI am.â
âMy love didnât know?â Nanami nearly titters. âSâokayâŠyour Kentoâs going to fuh-fuck you through it. Your Kentoâs going to make you feel so goodângh.â
And as he utters this, his cadence only grows sloppier.
âMay IâŠâ Just so cautious of the way youâre being jostled to nâ fro - of the way youâre nearly hitting the headboard, and the roundness of his balls smack! against your cunt. Nanami has enough clarity to feel almostâŠsheepish about the way that youâre clearly dumbed down on his cock. His greedy, greedy cock. âMay I make you cum- oh, may I goâŠjust a little harder?â
âKentoââ Youâre pouting, âI want you to go harder-â
âI-â
âI want you to go the hardest.â And as heâs still half-uniformed, youâre able to reach up and twist your fist in the smooth fabric. Tugging him down, you snarl- âIf you want me to cum, Kento, then you better not hold back.â
And Nanami doesnât answer. He doesnât utter a single syllable.
Heâs merely slowing his hips down and reeling his hips back, back, backwardsâhe lets the rounded tip of his cock circle your hole for a few seconds. Just the slightest few seconds, before that pulsing length of his shoves deep inside- not even stopping at your g-spot, heâs heading straight for your womb.Â
That soft, sopping womb of yours- âMy loveâŠâ Just the last thing youâre hearing before youâre cumming, âMy love, itâs going to take now.â
Blabbering, âWh-whatââ
âItâs going to take.â
And a thick, ropey warmth floods you deeeep from your core- spreadinâ into every nook, cranny, and crevice until youâre feeling a little lightheaded. âDid you really meanâŠâ As your voice murmurs out in pure disbelief, those clingy wads of his cum get pinpointed into even the tiniest sweet spots inside of youâplaces that you werenât even sure you had. Heâs pressing his thickened tip against the sides of your walls and watching as your sweet, sweet juices get sprayed out. âYou- you really didnât meanâŠâ
Nanami utters nothing but a few raspy groans, eyes locked on the forefront of your core as he shovels inside. Inside and inside. âI did.â
There was an intensity in his eyes that you swear youâre feeling against your skin- and you did. It burned. âDid it seriouslyââ
âIt did.â And his round, reddened tip ends up sticking straight against your womb - fucking you through your own high, fucking you through his drivelling wads of seed. A final swat. âIt did, my loves.â
And youâre noting the change of your pet name.
Because you already knew what he meant- it had taken. Nanami Kento was using his superhuman sight to peer through you, watching as his cum trickles into the deepest depths of your wombâand his mouth quirks up into a handsome grin as he notes that itâll beâŠ
A daughter.Â
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âCongratulationsâ
You gape at the screen.
And a quick glance at Nanami reveals that he was doing the very same- though perhaps in not such an outward manner. As soon as possible, youâre staring right back at the screen that showed a little bean of something your doctor was pointing towards and explainingâsomething that flows in one ear and out the other.
You were still registering that there was a little bean of something.
You donât know when - it might be second, it might be minutes, it might be days later - but Nanami speaks. Something silent and barely-there, a breathless whisper as though he was afraid that itâd shatter the mirage shown on screen, âA-andâŠtheâŠ?â
He canât complete his sentence. Though Dr. Shoko Ieri is a professional, and she picks up on what your husband means quite quickly.
He clasps your hand - newly-minuted gold wedding ring cold against your skin - and waits as she peers at the screen once more. Because he knows thisâhe knows this. Heâs seen this with his superhuman vision.Â
Heâd told you a few months ago just thenâŠ
And yet, Nanamiâs heart flips.Â
She smiles warmly at the two of you, âItâs a girl.â
⥠GETO SUGURU - Batman.
âItâs you.â Geto chuckles, âWhy did I know that it would be you?â
The sound of his low, throaty laugh is enough to send shivers down your spineâ-andâŠperhaps even lower. Though thatâs not something you wanted to unpack right about now.
You had to remember where you were: the mansion of Geto Suguru, billionaire, playboy, mysterious down to the core. The mansion had been as expectedly gaudy and gilded as most rich people loved their homes, but what had drawn you to it the most had been the safe room, of course.
And so here you were standing with a couple gold bricks in your bag and a few more to be packed up- that shouldnât take long, you assume. And with a careless sigh, youâre ignoring the man himself and getting back to loading them back inââSo? Happy to see me?â
âOh, less than.â Geto replies.Â
âDonât lie~â Purring, the skin-tight latex of your suit twinkles underneath the rich yellow lighting as youâre turning back to him. You shoot a flirtatious wink his way, âI know this is going to be the source of your wet dreams for years after.â
âNightmares, more like.â He hobbles a step closer. It puts you on edge.
âThen how about we keep some distance from our nightmares, hm?â Youâre gathering up your large lootâmuch heavier than an average person would be able to carry, though youâre holding it daintily between your fingers with ease. âI come to rob you, you catch me robbing you, you let me goâitâs a win-win for everybody. I really wouldnât want to use forceâŠâ
âAnd I wouldnât want to use force either.â Geto smiles so pleasantly, âI donât really care about the gold- but thereâs a pearl necklace in there that used to belong to my mother. How about you leave that and be on your merry way, hm?âÂ
You pout, âBut I liked the pearl necklace.â
And his gaze grows just a little sharper, âIâm afraid that canât happen, kitty.â
âOh, I loooove it when you call me that~â Fluttering your lashes at him.
He takes a step closer, âI know your games, Catwoman.â
âAnd yet you fall for them every time, Batman.â
Did you forget to mention that Geto Suguru - billionaire, playboy, mysterious and also perhaps the most attractive man youâve ever set your eyes on - was also Batman? Despite that, you still had the most infamous crime-fighting vigilante wrapped around your finger as though he was nothing but a low-grade thief.
And he was trapped in your web now (what was the cat version of that, anyway?)
Leagues below you. Heâs biting down on his plush, pretty lip to hold back a whimper as youâre reeling your hips aaaaaall the way back to squeeze his blushinâ tipâholding it there for a few seconds before you give the superhero a good bounce.Â
Making him throw his head back with a groan- Geto lets out a slew of swears once youâre starting up the sloppiest cadence. Back and forth. âD-donât get ahead of yourself, kittyâŠâ
âWhat was thatâ?â Pretending to gasp, youâre teasingly leaning your body forwards in a mocking attempt to hear him better. âWhat was that, Bat? I didnât hear you- was that a stutter I heard?â
âFuck off-â Spitting between clenched teeth. Getoâs clasping onto either side of your naked hips, using that strength of his you loooooved being manhandled by to roll your hips in figure-eight motions - just drag-drag-dragging the outline of his cock along your sweet insides. You could feel every ridge nâ crevice of his veins decorating your walls, massaging them into something even softer he loved to fuck up into.Â
The two of you were sitting - barely - on the luxurious armchair he had in his safe room. Creaking and ricketing with age every time that Geto arched his hips backwards and gave you a thorough probeâinside. And though you couldnât say that you planned to end up here, you didnât quite deny that you had plans to end up in his master bedroom - why else would you have gotten caught?
The both of you knew that if youâd actually wanted to steal something, then you wouldâve been out of this damn mansion hours ago.Â
Gritting his pearly white canines, Geto crushes your hips further down into his and ruts up into youââSh-shitâŠ.âÂ
âWhat was that about stuttering, gorgeous?â
âFuck offââ
âIâm fucking you, actually.â He spits between clenched teeth, gyrating your hips around so that the cute nub of your clit rubs up against his fuzzy base. Itâs such a carnal feeling to have those curls of jet-black massaging where you were most sensitive, getting more nâ more drenched by the second. By the motions of your dripping wet pussy. Heâs snarling, âThatâs fuckinâ right- wipe that smug look off of your face. I already know what youâre thinking.â
âOh?â And youâre just barely managing to scrounge up whateverâs left of your sanity together to respond. âAnd what is that, Monsieur Bat?â
âCâest lâhomme chauve-souris.â Geto rolls his amethyst eyes, âAnd itâs that you think you have me- fuck, underneath your kitty toes.â
âKinky~â
However, heâs learned not to entertain you with yet another outburstâinstead, Getoâs pulling all his energy into inching his hips backwards and planting another thorough thrust deep into the depths of your cunt. So hard that you think he might just have left a mark.
So accomplished in his grin that you think he mightâve been aiming for it
You wouldnât have been surprised to know that billionaire playboy Geto Suguru liked to let everyone know that he was fucking you- especially you. The hottest cat burglar in all of Gotham.Â
The same one heâs been infatuated with since the first time he saw you.
But he was fucking you like he hated you.
The sweetest thing heâs doing yet is cascading a hand down your front- left fingertip teasingly pressing your pussylips apart. It doesnât take him long - not long at all - to find your pretty clit and draw a few circular motions on top of itâwatching as you buck and whine straight into his hands.Â
And the meanest thing heâs done yet is reach his other hand behind you.
Because suddenly youâre feeling something cold and metallic click! into place.
You gasp.
You shouldâve known that crime-fighting vigilantes often worked from the shadows; from a darkness of which even your feline eyes cannot piece through. You didnât have eyes in the back of your head, did you? Although perhaps Batman had a gadget for that, tooâŠ
And although you already know that youâre fucked- itâs not until the jingle of handcuffs emanates from behind you that youâre really letting the situation sink in. Itâs not that youâre afraid of Geto or anything he could do to you, butâŠitâs just that youâre afraid of what you might do given this forced proximity.
Something stupid like- like admit your feelings to the ever-elusive hero or something. Disgusting.Â
On top of that, youâre unable to motion your hips as you were doing so previously. Stuck pathetically grinding back into thrusts that he was already planting onto your cunt, the fatness of his girth sending you to the edge-Â
Youâre whimpering are you canât do anything youâd usually do like clasp onto his pretty throat or shove your fingers down his mouth. âSuguâŠaw, câmonââ
âNow Iâm Sugu?â Geto snickers, âWhat happened to Bat? Or loser? Or fuck off? Or I never-want-to-see-you-again?â
Fluttering your lashes innocently, âYou know I jest.â To no avail, youâre attempting to slip out of those handcuffs as youâd have done with any other normal ones - but you knew better than to underestimate Batman. As you expected, no matter how much youâre squeezing and molding your hands against that metal, it keeps on adjusting to your shape and restraining you. Keeping you hostage. Only one look at him and you already know that Getoâd spent a fortune creating theseâŠperhaps just for you. âCâmon, baby, let me out of these~â
âNo can do, kitty.â He chuckles. And the audacity of this man- heâs straying his right hand down your spine and groping your assââNext time weâre keeping the suit on because I wanna pull your tail.â
You scoff.
And he raises one dark brow. Thumb pressing down even harder on your clit, âWhat was that?â
âN-nothingâŠâ You whimper, entire body wracking with shivers. Itâs a few more sloppy thrusts before you can thrust yourself to speak without your voice cracking againâyou didnât want to give more ammunition for his entertainment. âOh, Geto Suguru, when I get out of these handcuffs Iâm going to fucking-â
âKill me?â He smirks, âWe can see you try.â
âYou think I canât?â
Geto shakes his head. âNo, I expect it. Just make sure you kiss me first.â
And you canât deny - neither to yourself or him - that thatâs leaving you even wetter than youâd anticipated. The sheen of your arousal dripping through his dark happy trail, leading down to that perfectly chiselled six-pack of his.Â
He merely cracks a grin and plants his right hand on one side of your waistâdrilling into you even harder than before.
âYou know I love you, Bat.â Youâre grumbling out almost reluctantly past the clogged mess of whines and moans and tears in your throat.Â
âMmm, love you, too, kitty.â
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âMister Geto, I have collected those crime reports that you requested me to-â Miguelâs deep tone halts immediately at the sight before him. Heâs standing by the edge of Geto Suguruâs sprawling master bedroom - the subject of countless features in architectural magazines, and the dreams of high-society alike - eyes widening at the dual figures of you and his employer, bundled up and clearly unclothed beneath the covers.Â
Clinging onto one another.
The crime-fighting vigilante and his criminal lover.
Though it wasnât necessarily a secret around these parts that no matter how many women and men Geto Suguru meets, there will always be a certain cat-eared crime-lover he goes back toâŠGeto himself wouldnât appreciate it if such word spread now, would he? This wasnât the first time heâd crawled right back to you and this wonât be the last- hold on.Â
Were his sunglasses deceiving him or was his cold, uptight employer actually smiling in his sleep? Heavens above, this might just be the last time.
This might just.Â
Miguel settles for the thought that heâd tease the billionaire about it over dinnerâvery, very late dinner by the looks of it.Â
He leaves the report on the nearest desk - of which there were many, because this is Geto Suguru that weâre speaking about - and heads towards the door.Â
Taking one last peak.
Yeah, this might just be the last time. He trusts his intuition, that heâll be walking into this scene more often than not in the coming years.
Yeah, this might just be for good.Â
⥠CHOSO KAMO - Nightwing.
âWho knew that the NightwingâŠâ Youâre purringâsmiling like the cat thatâs got the cream - or more like the hero thatâs just caught her rival. â-sex symbol of Gotham, hottest man of the year, wanted by men and women and everyone in-betweenâŠâ
And Choso merely bucks weakly beneath you - his hips stutterinâ with every single fucking milimeter that heâs shovelling inside of you.
Choso was red and furiously hot between your legsâthick. Throbbing even harder as he feels his ruddied, red tip scrape the bottom of your pussy; his fat cock twitches there a few times as he registers the soft, spongy platform he was feelingâthis wasâŠThose beautiful, brown eyes of his widen as it sinks in. Gasping. Shaking.
And it takes merely two - two - seconds of being stuffed inside you for the famed hero to throw his head back and cum.
And youâre finally finishing your sentence, â-a virgin.â
How had this all happened? How did you end up here?
You could blame it all on the spiked punch, you could blame it all on the lavish ceremony - the highs and lows of the red carpet, ah, they always did tend to make you feel a little more reckless than usualâwhatâs that saying about all publicity is good publicity? Or perhaps it was the fault of the Hero Awards altogether.
Gathered here with the most elite of the elite, the best heroes from around the world; where they patted one another on their backs and paraded in designer. Reporters starved for the attention of the saviours as much as any competent villain.
Though you couldnât say too much about them - you yourself were here, too.
But you told yourself that you were here solely for one awardâand one award only. All those about best costume, best comeback during a fight, best fancam, best fistfight didnât matter (though that wasnât to say that you werenât grateful, itâd been sweeping wins for all of which youâd teared up).Â
You were here for Best Hero of the Year.
The best.
The strongest.
The most battle-savvy.
The most competent.
The best of the best.
Once that nomination letter had arrived, youâd held it to your chest - in pure disbelief - for a long hour afterwards. It was an honor to be nominatedâthe greatest honor.Â
To win this award a panel of seasoned heroes would tally up all of your fights for this year, then grade them based on a variety of aspects such as difficulty, saves, assists, honor; the total would contribute towards a count that determined the winner. And though youâd been cautious about not winning - there were many other wonderful, more experienced heroes nominated - you just didnât expect for the announcer to open up the golden cue card and readâŠ
Fucking Nightwing.
Which is why youâd cornered him at the after-party - for a congratulations between you two thatâd turned into passive aggressiveness, and passive-aggressiveness thatâd turned into a proper argument youâre sure the reporters caught wind of, and an argument that ended up with you and Choso tangled up in your hotel room.
Pressing him down with your hips- youâre trembling at the feeling of his warm sap gushing out of you. Itâs creating an ivory sheen down the inner sides of your thighs, smearinâ down Chosoâs chiselled hips in a way that was just so lewdâand youâre more than happy to make an even bigger mess.Â
To throw your head back and grind your hips down onto his.
Choso hiccups, his upper half attempting to surge upwards- only for you to press one pretty finger down on his shoulder. And just the softest push has him tumbling back into the plush pillows, âShit- y-you canât justâŠdo that to me.â
âDo what, baby?â You smirk down at him.Â
And right as he opens those cute, trembling lips of his to answerâyouâre tighteninâ your thighs around his waist and jerking your hips even harder against his. His prominent v-lines massage where you were situated, and Choso groans as his blushinâ cocktip manages to push and pinpoint even the tiniest orifices inside you.
Heâs still drooling out beads of cum, pooling at the base of his cock. So much of it- shit, was he still cumming?
Or was he cummingâŠagain?
Unsure of what you were feeling, youâre veering your gaze down and attempting to get a better look. And sure as day- not only was it your translucent slick nâ his precum that was flooding you from the inside, but Chosoâs ivory cum sprays out and and mixes into something so lewd-
âFuck- fuckâŠâ Your mouth waters at the feeling of being stuffed to the brim - so much of it that youâre wondering just how overworked his hefty balls must be. Eyes rolling to the back of your head, âYouâre cumming again, Choââ
âTh-this is exactly what I mean.â Choso sobs out, eyes glittering with tears, âYou canât just do that to me- you canât make me feel soâŠstupid when you fuck me.â
Amused, âStupid, huh? I donât know if I have to try-â
âSee, mâso gone that Iâd agreeââ That soft whine of his makes you so much wetter. Peering up at you with his half-lidded gaze - boring his dilated pupils into yours, hanging his jaw maddeningly. He presses a simple jerk of his ruddied cockhead into the deepest depths of your cunt - dead fucking serious. âIâd agree that mâstupid. Iâd agree that mâpathetic.â
âAwwwwâŠâ Arching your back, heâs attempting this cute attempt at ruttinâ into you that youâre indulging in. You let him thrash his needy cockhead again and again and again-
âI-Iâm nothing but a fuckinâ ngh, virgin that doesnât deserve to fuck a pussy like this.â His lips wobble out- and you might have said something about him being too hard on himselfâŠyou might.
But the dirtier that Choso was speaking - the harder he was on himself - the harder he was getting.
Longer. Girthierâand his thorough thrusts were spearheading even faster by his tip. Taking out the tension in everything he was saying by ramming straight into your cervix - hard and fast. It twitches right at the very back of your spongy wombâŠand youâre swearing that a grin grows across Chosoâs face as he registers that displeased expression on your face- who did he think he was to try and gain control over you?
âNow nowââ Youâre pressing both palms on top of his sweaty chest, and you canât deny that they felt so toned and muscular underneath your touch. âTrying to be a big boy, Nightwing?â
âOnly for you.â He croons.
âCute.â You wrinkle your nose, âBut thatâd be a lot more smooth if you werenât cumming- again.â
âFuh-fuck.â
When was this? The third time? The fourth? Either way, all Choso knows is that he canât stop those furious zaps of pleasure from coursing through his entire bodyâevery inch and vessel and atom. Itâs collecting at the mushroomy tip of his cock, red and swollen, then dribbling out as cum.Â
Not even.
Choso barely manages a few pearly white droplets before heâs shooting fucking blanks-
Head throwing back. Gasps echoing out of him. Chest heaving and heaving as youâre riding his overstimulated cock craaaaaazy-
âWhat was that about Yearâs Best Hero?â Youâre tittering out, staring into Chosoâs utterly pretty face as heâs cumming through tears. Spark upon spark. Strong enough to make his toes curl, and youâre ruthless in the way youâre wrapping your warm pussy around him and milking him dry-
His pinkish lips wobble, âWh-what was thatâŠâ
âHowâre you gonna fight crime if you canât even- ngh, handle a pussy?âÂ
âW-well, I didnât expect to be facing such aâŠformidable foe.â Blabbing out - utter nonsense at this point. He was pussydrunkâif only those at the Hero Award could see him like this. âYou could take on a second job as a villainâŠj-just with that pussyâŠand also just fâmeâŠâ
âI take that as aâŠcompliment?âÂ
âYouâre welcomeângh.â Choso whimpers out- before thereâs a sudden twitch at the crown of his swollen shaft. And those brown brows of his furrow, âB-but donât be nice to me, however, itâs gonna make me cum- again. Mmm.â
âOh, ChosoâŠâ
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The glitz. The glamour. The fans begging you to sign their tits.Â
At the very next Hero Awards, thereâs a buzz like never before.Â
For several reasons, of course: first of all, the matching outfits between you and the famously handsome Nightwing (though youâd argue that yours is the one that looked better, secondly because some drama-lovers anticipated a rerun of the infamous fight between you and aforementioned handsome hero, and last but not leastâbecause of the new category of awards youâd been nominated for.
Most Inspirational Hero Couple.
And it was no surprise that Choso had won this one, but at least this timeâyouâd won it, too.
⥠RYOMEN SUKUNA - Hulk.
It happened not when he was angry, or excited, or panicked.
The results of a top-secret experiment funded by The University of Tokyo, intended to create human super-soldiers: it had been a failure. And Dr. Ryomen Sukuna had known better than to get his hopes up for such a volatile test subjectâhe was an expert in the field, 7 PhDs in a variety of sciences from biochemistry to radiophysics, he knew that it could take months, years, even decades before they observed even a mere anomaly similar to what theyâd been hoping for.
But fuck- Sukuna had really thought heâd done it. Heâd made humans immune to gamma radiation.
At least, heâd thought he did.
Ryomen Sukuna blinked his eyes open after the sudden explosion of radiation, and at most heâd expected to see his laboratory wrecked, his data completely wiped. At most.
He didnât expect to be seeing it from eight feet high.
He didnât expect to be seeing it with four eyes.
He didnât expect to wield four massive arms in an attempt to find any shattered piece of glass from which he may see himself from-
Two mouths let out simultaneous gasps.Â
One of them slashed across his muscular stomach.
He was a monster.
It didnât take a single one of his PhDs for Sukuna to know to flee the scene- not just the building, but Tokyo itself. Sirens loomed in the distance, and the acrid smell of radiation left him in waves- bystanders running to the rubble without realizing the danger. He knew youâd be alerted soonâyou.
How could he ever face you like this?
Lo and behold heâd ended up at a squat village in Aogashima island; 358km away from Tokyo with only 160 residents. It was here, tucked behind sprawling mountainsides, that Sukuna had come to discover the little intricacies of hisâŠcondition. Through trial and error, through testing upon himself and attempting to control that four-armed version of him. Attempting.Â
And so the question: what made him transform?Â
He discovered that this monstrous state - which he dubbed to be a Curse state - was triggered by sudden increases of his heartbeat. Rarely anger, or excitement, or panic. What else might possibly raise the disgraced scientistâs heartrate well over 200 bpm?
Arousal.
Which is exactly what heâd been learning to control through his breathing techniques, his meditation, and his celibacy- not that heâd want anyone but you. But fuckâŠthe dreams heâd have of you.
Nightmares, when he wakes up as the monstrous King of Curses.Â
Heaven, when the exact source of his nightmares - and wettest dreams - comes knocking at his shunted door one sunny summer day. A furrow between your brows. A furious word or two slipping out at the first sight of him.Â
Fuck.
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One year, two months, and a few days sinceâŠthe incident and youâd finally located where your ex-boyfriend (and former colleague) had disappeared.Â
And youâd expected him to have sunken into his work in one way or another.Â
Youâd expected him to have holed himself away in some rural townâas heâd confessed to wanting to do on some nights, just with you. Youâd even have expected him to have been working on some strange new project after the failure of his last one- he was the type to take it to heart. A little dramatic, but you expected this.
You just didnât expectâŠhis transformation.
Right before your very eyes.
Four arms. Four eyes. Two cocks thatâd stayed twitchinâ in his baggy pants for a mere few minutes of your conversation- before you had your face pushed into pillows that smelled like him, legs struggling to keep you up, begging for more as Sukuna digs those two ruddied cockheads between your pussylips and sliiiiides in-
Just a few inches.
Just a few.
Before the resistance of your tight entrance gets too much- and Sukunaâs leaning back a bit to allow his cursed second mouth to spit down on your pussy. Hard.
The impact makes you shiver, sticky substance gluing your pussylips together. You swear you hear his second mouth snicker as he swabs that cloying texture with his cockheads, and uses his hands to manhandle you into pliable position - one hand cupping your abdomen and pulling you up- the other digging into the left side of your hips- the other reachinâ down to thumb apart your swollen folds and help him fuck his lengths inside. Thick and throbbing.
In short, slow semi-thrusts. He was just trying to fit inside. âKunaââ Breathing out open-mouthed against the pillows. Needy.
âNeedy brat.â
âKuna.â
âSh-shit.â And he wasnât doing a single bit better than you. Sukuna was letting his head drop into the clammy crook of your neck, gnarled canines grazing on top of your skin- you feel the scowl across his face stretch even more as he pull-pull-puuuuuulls those hot erections backwards.
And then probes aaaaaaall the way back in - languidly.Â
âFuck-â Youâre gasping outâseeing pure white behind your eyelids. You almost couldnât believe it. Sukuna was already sizable- but in this form?
He had his round, reddened tips just barely lodging between your swollen folds. Just so big. Pulsing. Pushing apart your slick walls with his circumferences, throbbing away inside you. Rubbing back and forth a few times to savor the squeeze of your hole - like heaven - before heâs stuffinâ every single nook, cranny, and crevice like never before.Â
And the carnal burn between your legs was only made sweeter by the way that Sukuna himself trembled on top of you. Heâs letting out a coarse grunt-
Gasping.Â
âFuckâfuck, is this okay?â
And a part of you melts at the utter tenderness in his tone - mixing with a hint of fear. Of disbelief. Ryomen Sukuna was never the type to be vulnerable, not even when the two of you had been datingâbut as you look over your shoulder right now, you see that those devilish red eyes of his were observing every minute expression as though searching for a hint of rejection. Of disgust.
A hint that heâd been right about his changed form.
He was inhuman in his physique now, andâŠand he understands if youâd been scared away at any point-
But youâre only arching your spine and veering your hips back into him- cutting off whatever whirlwind of thoughts was bound to consume him. Youâre picking up the pace that heâd been unsurely slowly down, bouncinâ down onto those slick-glossed shafts. They filled you up deliciously. âYou donât think youâre getting rid of me that easily again, are you?â
âI-â
âIâm more than okay, Kuna.âÂ
âAnd yet-â
âAnd yet, why wonât you fuck me even harderââ Huffing, youâre managing to get up onto your elbows and gain a bit more leverage. âSpent so long looking for you, yâknowâŠâ
âTch.â The scientist grumbles, but you could feel the way those rotund tips of his twitch just a lilâ inside of you. âShouldâve known-â Heâs matching your pace with his own, slamming the lines of his toned abs against the globes of your ass cheeks. â-that youâd be an utter slut for monster cock.â
âCocks.â You correct.
Just then, the wetness of his second tongue trickles down your pussylips. Gathering up every wad of honeyed slick you were leaking out- he was glissading his tastebuds along every inch of you he could reach: your inner thighs, your cute ass, nearly reaching around to fuck your pretty pussy. âDonât forget the tongue, too, girlie.â
âI c-could neverâŠâ Youâre keening out.
âOh?â
And with a grin, Sukuna second-guesses no longerâbefore heâs leaning his chiselled front over yours. The hard ridges and lines of his muscles massaging your back, he hooks his fourth muscular arm around your neck and pulls you into a damn headlock-
âFuh-fuck-â Sukuna hisses through his canines - honed and longer and ready to bite. He ruts into you like a damn animalââShit, how I missed thisâŠâ
âShouldnât have run away then-â
âFrom the fuckinâ freak?âÂ
Just the slightest press against your throbbing g-spot - itâs like a trigger for the sweet, sweet squeeze of your walls- so warm nâ hungry for his cocks. And Sukuna jerks into urgent attention,Â
And now he wasnât fucking you slow- he wasnât taking his time.
Ryomen Sukuna had his muscular hips arched nâ reluctant to part from yours. Probinâ those girthy inches of his insideâ
Youâre attempting to claw at the headboard for dear life- but his keen eyes immediately catch the sliver of action, and Sukuna wastes no time before tightening his headlock âround you until his biceps bulge against your throat, hauling you back into his vicious ploughs. âWhat?â He breathes, scalding hot against the side of your cheek. âWhere are we going, girlie?â
âWe?âÂ
âWe. I could never forget her.â Heâs rasping out against your skin, sending vibrations across every axiom of you. âAlways thought of herââ
âA-and what did you think about?â Youâre whimpering.
He doesnât answer for a few seconds. And youâre disappointed as you feel Sukuna take as much time as his heart desires, pulling out of your pussy with a cute pop! Before he swirls his ruddied tips to soften up your entrance once more, and gives you a thorough thrash- going even deeper than prior. Heâs making the eyes roll to the back of your head- heâs finally bottoming out. âI thought about how she might take every inch of meâŠâ
âOh.â
The tip of his second tongue dips out as though to fuck your cunt simultaneously.Â
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When youâre accompanying Sukuna back to Tokyo, itâs hand-in-hand.
Large and warm against yours. There were more callouses on his fingers than you remember there being - not those of laboratory test tubes, and flasks, and flipping on centrifuges; but the hardship from the year you didnât have himâand he didnât have himself, either.Â
But youâre tugging him into the airport, now.
Two tickets booked and a meeting at The University of Tokyo already planned - the two of you didnât plan to let anyone know of his transformative abilities for now. Perhaps never.Â
There were things that the two of you hadnât sorted out yet: like how would Sukuna explain away his disappearance to the science board? How would you both stay in your cramped Tokyo apartment when he turned into his Curse mode? How would you manage to work on controlling it whenâŠ
But you knew the two of you would find a way - you always do.
As youâre standing at the terminal to your flight, the ones at the farthest end of the line, youâre turning around to a lilting voice calling out both your names. Your full names. Who knew such a thingâŠFaced with a grinning woman in a jet-black suit, tinted sunglasses, and the most accomplished grin across her face. She introduces herself as Tony- or as you may know her: Iron Woman.
And would you and your hulking boyfriend perhaps be interested in a little something calledâ
Sukunaâs breath hitches.
âThe Avengers?
⥠INO TAKUMA - Flash.
âMr. Flash- Mr. Flash! Just one more question, pleaseâŠâ
âMr. Flash?â Ino gets a sheepish expression across his face at the esteemed title- one that makes the rest of his team roll their eyes. And heâs turning to the reporter that wastes no time shoving his mic in his face; camera already rolling, news headlines running.
All part of the jobâitâs already been an hour since theyâve saved the city (yet again) and theyâre still being interviewed, with no sign of it stopping anytime soon.Â
And so Ino plasters his camera-ready smile on - the rest of the team might not be as savvy as he was with the media, but he was one of the most popular up-and-coming heroes for a reason. Hah. The people loved him, and he loved the people. He takes the mic from the reporter faster than he can blink, and the man startles out a laugh.
âWoah, did you get that?â He turns uncertainly to the cameraman, who nods though he himself wasnât too sure. Turning back to the red-clad hero- âYou sure are fast. Tell us, Mr. Flash, does this speed affect you in your normal life, too?â
Ino answers, âWell-â
âAnd what about in the moreâŠintimate aspects?â
Heâs somewhat taken aback, âWhat do you-â
âWhat about in bed?â
Inoâs jaw has never dropped fasterâironic, isnât it?
And that reporter leans in with a smile thatâs turned wicked - one that said heâs going to get paid a lot of money for this particular clip. âTell us, Mr. Flash, do you last nothing but a flash in bed?â Those beady eyes then turn to youânot too far away and interviewing another one of his team - ever since the two of you started dating, youâd been careful to not let anything slip about it, going so far as to avoid interviewing him as you once did as a hero reporter.
Though you suppose that some whispers did let slip.
For the man was staring at you, though he asked the question from Ino. âOr perhaps thereâs a certainâŠsomeone that might know the answer to this question?â
That clip of him open-mouthed and gaping takes over social media within a few minutes - it garnered some strange frenzy of amusement and morbid curiosity. Some defended him fervently against the intrusive reporter, some argued that if one was a hero then they should expect strange questions, others condemned such questions all together- where were the boundaries?
Everyone else argued back.
But mostâŠoh, you couldâve already guessed that most couldnât help but speculate the real answers for both questions: the bed situation and the âcertain someoneâ.
Ino, of course, was bemoaning his haste.
Or at least he would-
But right now he had you splayed-out underneath him and letting him fuck you maddenedâthe slender length of his cock pistoning in and out of you at a frenzied pace.
âFuh-fuck-â That pretty, pinkened mouth of his droops open with a wet gaspâand Ino shudders as the ruddied tip of his cock swerves around your insides. Stars burst behind his teary eyelids as heâs sprinklinâ out yet another few droplets of him, trickling it deeeep into the back of your womb as heâs fucking your wet channel through it.
Heâs shuddering his hips forwards and locking his knots of seed against the softness of your womb- âFuck, youâre making me c-cum again, prettyâŠâ And itâs about the fifth time in the past hour that heâs repeating this, âB-but Iâm really not a flash in bed, rightâŠ?â
Such doe-like eyes stare at you, those long lashes of his glittered in tears. And you canât help but say, âMhmmmmâyouâre really not, Taku.â
âBut then why do you sound like youâre making fun of me?â Those trembling fingertips of his take purchase upon either side of your hips, and Inoâs mahogany brows furrows as he concentrates. âThis round- this round, mâgonna prove it to you.â
âTaku, baby, youâre pussydrunk-â
âEven better.â
Itâs been hours.
Fucking hours.
And Ino hasnât stopped ruttinâ himself into the warm wetness of your pussy- he canât stop himself.Â
Itâs been too long - at this point he wouldnât even be able to give you a number - since youâd successfully steered him away from that reporter and accompanied him to his penthouse. Since youâd reassured him that he totally wasnât too fast in bed and that you definitely did think the sex lasted long enough.Â
But still.
He didnât last a flash in bed.
He really, really didnâtâwhich is why a young dawn was filtering through the curtains- but Ino Takuma still had his cock lodged thoroughly inside you and was showing no signs of stopping any time soon. Heâs reaching down to wrap both your legs around his toned waist, folding you in half nâ kissing your sweaty forehead with his.
But his point was getting harder and harder to prove with every round that heâs fuckinâ you through - bottoming out deeply at the back of your womb, and letting out the prettiest shivers as he feels you clench. âFuhâŠoh, fuck.â Uttering mere minutes after heâs started this round, âI-I think mâgonnaâŠâ
âWhatâs that, baby?â Youâre reaching up to loop your arms around his neck, tugging the beautiful boy towards you.Â
âNothing.â
Batting your lashes up at him, âAwwww, câmon- you know you can tell me anything, Taku.â
âI-itâs really nothing.â He insists.
âHmmm, alright thenâŠâ But you knew- oh, you already knew. The more rounds that Ino was plunging you through, the more nâ more pussydrunk that he was growingâthe shorter he lasted. Which wasnât entirely anything bad- you honestly found it cute how itâd only take a few sweet slides down your tight pussyâs channel for Ino to utterly fall apart.
But heâs soon feeling that prickly sensation of his high, and he only starts tunneling between your sopping pussylips even harder. Brows knitting. Fingers digging into your flesh. âMânot gonna cum, sweetness-â He hiccups, âI-Iâm not gonna cum, promise-â
âMhm, I trust you.â Youâre coaxing him, âI know youâre gonna last, baby.â
Thereâs a breathless note in his voice. He looks up at you in surprise, âOh yeah?â
âYeah, I know you can handle it- hah.â
Fervently nodding, âYeah- yeah, and mâgonna make you cumââ
âMhmââ Lewdly smiling up at him. Heâs just so entranced by that sinful expression upon your face that he doesnât notice the way youâve planted your feet firmly on the damp mattress- suddenly rolling your hips up into his own. âSo why donât IâŠhelp you, my hero?â
âH-helpâoh.â Stunned. Cutting himself off with a groan.Â
Inoâs eyes squeeze firmly shut, and heâs shaking viscerally at the sudden plap! of your skin hitting against his own. Itâs a different kind of burn when itâs you whoâs taking control - and even though heâs on top of you, it feels like heâs the one that should be squirminâ and gasping.
It feels like he should be the one whoâs cumming first-
âNoââ Inoâs gritting out through clenched canines - thereâs a low trundle of something in his tone that sounds like desperation. Before you know it, heâs increasing the speed of his hipsâplap! plap! Plap!
That rounded, red tip of his finds the spot of your nerves just perfectly- and Ino doesnât waste a single second before heâs starting to bludgeon it with his thrusts. So many times that it starts to feel a bit raw.
Pinning you down using the weight of his lower half, Ino digs his right hand instantly between your two trembly thighs. Brushinâ apart your pussylips with a singular swipe of his thumb- your head explodes in so many bursts of pleasure as he starts twiddlinâ with your pretty, plump clit. âNo, no, no- donât think that I donât know what youâre hck! doing, sweetness.â
Fluttering your lashes innocently, âAnd whatâs that, Taku?â
âD-donât think that I donât know youâre trying to make meââ Pausing to let his crowned shaft push into your womb with a resounding squelch! â-cum first.â
âSo what if I am, hm?â You counter, âI just really, really love the way it feels when youâre filling me up-â
âI know what youâre doing there, tooââ Heâs snarling down at you- just so gone on your pussy by now that he likely doesnât even realize heâs drooling. Those dilated pupils of his bore straight into your own as he angles his hips to constantly bash your poor g-spot, circlinâ every sensitive orifice. âI know what youâre doing- fuck, I know what youâre doingâŠâ
And you can only squeal as the sheer pressure of his cadence increases-
âAnd I know what Iâm doing, too.â
Because if you thought that was fast- then you werenât ready for just how rapidly Inoâs fingers could make you fall apart. They were just so loooong and pretty, flexible enough to twist your nub in constant circular motions, flexible enough to make you sob.
It doesnât matter how badly youâre attempting to buck away - Ino keeps his fingers firmly into the wettened crevice between your legs. Twisting his wrist into aaaall sorts of degrees just to see which one made you scream the most-Â
âPleaseââ Youâre bawling out after only a few minutes of this, legs shaking. âP-please, thatâs unfair-â
âHow so?â One amused brow raises. Perspired.
âB-because youâre gonna make me cum-â And to anyone else that wouldâve sounded like a petulant complaint, it wouldâve even sounded like a sore loser that couldnât take on the challengeâbut Ino knew. And you knew, too. â-using your powersââ
And the superhero can only grin, âSo?â
Thrust after thrust.
Roll after sloppy roll of his glued fingertips - they were running your body taut. Without much effort, Inoâs able to make his blushinâ divot massage against your pussy at a rate where his hips almost looked like a blurânot even half of the Flashâs top speed.Â
And the fact that he was going easy on you made you huff in complaint.
Without thinking much of it, youâre back to ruttinâ up into him - definitely unable to meet his cadence, but you knew you didnât have to.Â
You already had him wrapped around your little finger.
It takes only a few needy slams of your treacly pussy against his cock - all the way down to his thickened bottom - for Ino to throw his head back and groan. âYouâre gonnaâŠfuck, youâre gonna kill me, girl.â
âHuh? But I didnât do anything?â In a mock-innocent tone, âI certainly donât have any powers to use.â
âDid you forget p-pussy power?â
You smirk.
And as heâs increasing his pace, you only have to whimper out his name for Ino to falter- for him to shake his head and continue. And as youâre attempting to gain the upper hand, he only has to buzz your throbbing nub with his electric speed for you to lose your mind.Â
Eventuallyâyou think youâre about to cum.
And before you can accept the thought of losing, youâre grabbinâ Ino by his pretty throat and dragging him down to kiss his lips. âC-cum inside me, Taku.â
Itâs a tie.
Youâre crashing into your high, and Inoâs crashing into his.Â
Both the steaming hot pleasure of your orgasm flooding your core- and the few droplets that his overworked cock manages out. Creamy white sap. Thinner than usualâhe was fighting not to merely cum blanks. Whimpering. Bucking. Fucking you like a damn animalâŠYouâve both experienced so many throughout the night that your current waves of bliss rip through you hard and fast.
Though Ino himself wastes no time bumpinâ his crowned cock into every tiny ridge of your wet channel. Scrape-scrape-scraping down the spots where you were most sensitive, and dragging it out for as long as he can.
Youâre gasping as it leaves you numb from your toes, pulling his sweat chest against yours. âF-fuck, that feels so goodâŠâ
âYesâfuck, yes.â And as the shudders of your high pass, you feel Inoâs cock grow just a little more limp inside of you- wellâŠfor a mere few seconds, that is.Â
âT-tie-breaker?â He whines.
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The next time the two of you are spotted out together, itâs for an interview. Of course.
In which youâd âcorneredâ global superhero Flash after yet another one of his successful missions - before any of the other reporters could manage to get their claws on him - with the question theyâve all been askingââDo you really last as quick as a flash in bed?â
Youâre hearing the shocked gasps around you from the other reporters and bystanders. None had dared ask this question so directly since that clip had gone viral - and in the peripheries of your vision you could see that interviewer from before gnawing his teeth at the fact that youâd stolen his limelight. Surely thinking youâd have about as much luck as him, howeverâŠ
But of course, Ino already knew you were about to ask this.Â
His grin stretches underneath his mask as he turns to you, cameras rolling. âI should be asking you that, pretty. Dinner at 7?â
âThere you have it, folks.â
⥠GOJO SATORU - Spider-Man.
âS-so I guess what Iâm trying to say isâŠâ The masked intruder starts, his voice stuttering adorably through his lines. Though adorable as he may be, that doesnât make you forget the fact that he was a manâŠtallâŠwell-builtâŠand clearly a crazed fanatic of the friendly neighborhood Spider-Man whoâd broken into your dormââUhâŠI come in peace?â
Youâre raising the frying pan in your hands even higher, âI know how to hide a body-â
âOâokay, woah-â Heâs immediately taking a few steps back, which you suppose you wouldnât expect from a dangerous intruder. But then again, maybe he was just new to the job?
If so, he should probably have his pay docked - he was utterly failing at being intimidating. For heâs flattening himself against the window from which heâd entered just a few minutes ago, hands raised in surrender and the whites of his masked eyes widening. Damn, that costume was pretty goodâŠ
âI come in peace. I swear I come in peace- Iâd just been running from a bad guy, and your dorm just happened to beâŠthe first one I saw? Either way, I promise Iâm no danger and Iâll just be on my way now so-â He immediately hastens, âPutâŠthe frying panâŠdown.â
âMake me.â Raising it even higher, he flinches.
âOkay- oh my god, okayââ It really didnât take much to make the man surrender at all, immediately giving up on any peace-keeping. He scrambles around the room and youâre worrying that heâs looking for something to challenge your frying pan with- but it seems that heâd just been brainstorming how best to go about withâŠwhatever this is. Because in no time, youâre practically seeing a light bulb go off beside his head, and the man raises his palms as though to brace you.
And you canât deny it, you found yourself a bit interested. âUm, yes?â
âGet ready- lookââ He utters through the web-patterned mask covering his face. âDonât faint butâŠâ
âBut?â
âIâmâŠSpider-Man.â
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
Youâre assessing the man from head-to-toeâor at least what you could make out of him from the most elaborate cosplay of Spider-Man youâve ever seen. It could honestly have been impressive if it wasnât for the fact that he was in your fucking dorm.
But you digress.
âOkay, so do you want the frying pan- or Iâve also got a rolling pin-â
âWhat? Noâno, listen.â The man insists, âI really am Spider-Man- itâs true! Youâve gotta believe me-â Though your deadpan expression gave away just about how much you believed the words that were falling from his masked mouth. And so heâs groaning in frustration, âLook- look, if I just showed you a few tricks would that work? Would that finally prove to you that Iâm Spider-Man?â
Unimpressed, you cross your arms. âGo on, then.â
And then the first thing he does is shoot a clingy web from one hand, it launches at an incredible speed and sticks to your ceiling. Thatâs going to be hell to get outâŠ
âHmâŠâ You narrow your eyes at him, âImpressive. But Iâve seen better at Party City.â
âThatâs not fucking Party Cit- anyways.â He runs a hand down his weary faceâor at least what you expect his face to look like beneath that mask. And as soon as you blink, youâre finding thisâŠintruder(?) climbing up your walls. Literally.
All hands on there, glued to it with an invisible adhesive.Â
You gape, âThatâs notâŠâ
âAnd how about this? This is even betterââ Before you can refute that previous trick, too, this man jerks his head up (or was it considered down? You werenât quite sure given the way heâd crawled all the way to your ceiling by this point) and basks in the silence for a split-second.
You wondered whether he was actually sensing something or just pulling your leg-
âMy spider senses say that your vibratorâs plugged in but it isnât charging.â
You almost want to throw the frying pan at him. However, youâre managing to tamper down the urge long enough to walk silently to your room and backâfuck it, heâd been completely right. You still sort of want to throw the frying pan at him.
But as though heâd sensed that, too, Spider-Man raises his hands up to cover his head.
So youâre setting it down on your table with a defeated sigh, âAlright, I believe youâŠSpider-Man. Whatâre you doing here?â
âLike I said-â He finally lets go of the ceiling and stands in front of you normally now, â-bad guy had been chasing me. That one was just a littleâŠabove my paygrade so I had to stall until Iron Woman could get here- which was about five minutes ago. The fightâs still going on, however, and I should probably lay low for now.â
Awkwardly shuffling, âSo thenâŠâ
âSo then if I could just stay here until then, umâŠâ
âUm, sure.â
âSure.â He twiddles his thumbs, âSo- is there anything youâve wanted to know in particular about Spider-Man?â
You smirk.
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âAlways wanted to know howâhah, big it is.â Biting down on your lower lip, youâre managing to hold back a pitchy whine as his solid tip enters your hole.
Puckered and plump.
Just the cutest pink- he was the perfect girth and size.Â
Big enough to make your entrance quiver just feeling him kiss up against you, slender nâ smooth enough that heâs already starting to eagerly ease inside of you. And as youâre lowering yourself down on him, the superhero grabs onto either side of your ravenous hips like a lifelineâletting out a few ragged swears as he jerks his hips up and thrusts-
âY-you should knowâŠâ Heâs wincing at the feeling of your cunt - so hot and wet. Wasnât this just heaven?Â
Turning around to look at him- heâs rather glad youâd chosen a reverse cowgirl position. Because at least then you wouldnât have seen the way he wiped away fucking tearsâsobbing at just the feeling of being inside your wet pussy. âMhm, spidey?â
âYou should know that this is my first time.â
âOh.â
And with that being said, heâs thumpinâ out the most thorough hit at the very bottom of your pussy. He doesnât have the experience of just eeeeasing in his incredible length- heâs chasing the back of your cunt like a man starved.Â
Like a man in unbearable pain every second he isnât feeling the hotness of your cervix, the globes of your ass, the sensation of your walls squeezing around him like an embrace. So hot and wet. So sweet. So addictive-
âAddictive?â Youâre giggling back at him, âPussy talking already, huh?â
âI-I donât even know what that isâŠâ Heâs babbling out, voice thicker than before.
And you canât help but glide your palms down the smoothness of his exposed thighs, feeling every curve and divot of the corded muscle beneath. His body was just to die for - toned but not overly muscular. More like a sleeper build.
And youâre having soooo much fun moving your hips âround in all sorts of ways that made his muscles bulgeâ
âFuck- fuck.â Heâs stupid after just a few strokes. Bucking. Moaning. Hands tugging on the edge of the mask that found itself firmly upon his face, heâs attempting to loosen it and gasping for air-
âYou should take that off, too.â Youâre turning around and huffing at the sole scrap of fabric that kept you from seeing - what you assumed to be - Spider-Manâs pretty face. The only thing you could see of him were those stray curls ofâŠwhite? Perhaps they were a super platinum blond? They wrapped around the nape of his neck and slightly leaned towards his jawline, drenched in sweat and flushed right down to his tone pecs.
The way that heâs squirminâ and letting out the most unfairly erotic grunts every time youâre swallowing him up only left you so much more impatient. So much more impatient. âI s-swear I wonât tell anyone about who you areâŠfuck, and isnât it getting super hot in there?â
âIt isâŠâ He murmurs, more to himself than anything. âBut, what ifââ
Peering back at him as he trails off, âWhat?â
âWhat if I donât look how you expect?âÂ
âItâs the personality that matters.â Nodding in conviction, and then a sly smile stretches across your face at the way that makes his cockhead throb-throb-throb harder inside you. Youâre wasting no time before increasing the speed of your hips until your hamstrings screamââAnd the cockâŠheh.â
âS-so filthy.â The hero mutters, âBut what if IâmâŠnot your type?â
âUghââ Almost rolling your eyes- it was cute just how shy he was, really. But the first thing youâd wanted to do upon finding out that he was the real Spider-Man was to fuck him - so how much of a hint could you really give? âBaby, my type is loser heroes, and I think you fit the bill.â
âThank y- hey.âÂ
Just a few more sloppy thrusts - just a few more - and the man beneath you finds himself completely nâ utterly gone from the force of your hips. The sweetness of your cunt.Â
The way youâd tighten your legs around him any time he swabbed near your sweetest spots. And he was chasing that particular bundle of nerves with such fervour- he was gasping as he feels himself veering even soooo much closer to the throbbing of your deepest walls- he was reddening the skin âround his pelvis through sheer impact.Â
And just as he thinks that he couldnât get even more drunk on the texture of your pussyâŠ
 Youâre whimpering out a sweet lilâ echo of his hero nameâ
And the superhero beneath you lets his head loll behind into the pillows with a groooooan- mouth falling open at the feeling of your cunt surrounding him. Clenching.Â
Clamping down, youâre holding him hostage better than any villain ever could.
His heavy balls were nearly full enough to burst- and heâs thinking that heâs gonna cum just as soon as he rams his blushinâ tip almost straight into the target ofâ
And then his spider senses tell him that your fingers are thinking of reaching for his mask.
But before you can even let the thought come into proper fruition in your mind, heâs taking nothing but a single split second to web your pretty wrists together and flip the two of you over. Just because heâs pussydrunk doesnât mean he isnât one of the worldâs best superheroes, hm?Â
Now fucking you with your face smushed into the pillows, your knees bracing on the mattress. His cock pounding out a single thrust between those sweet, sap-covered pussylips of yours- the hero hits your g-spot instantly.
And thatâs all it takes for you to topple right into your high.
Pleasure rushing through your body in waves. Fingertips clenching at the sheer force of it. Youâre seeing stars behind your eyes at the sensation- âSh-shiiiiitââ Perhaps one of the best orgasms youâve ever had in your life- and not only was it wound up by a virgin, but the virgin was none other than Spider-Man?!
Jaw dropping openâthough it was in slight shock, heâs taking the opportunity to lean and spit.
Making you moan as the gluey wad skids down your tastebuds, âOhhh, youâre a secret freak, huh?â And though youâd meant it as a half-joke, the hero is leaning his chiselled body dooooown to whisper into the side of your ear.Â
âMaybe.â
Then thereâs the rustling of fabric.
Of masks being removed, perhaps? It takes your mind a few more moments of him slamminâ his rugged cock inside you to realizeâŠ
And then the white-hot feeling of your orgasm coursing through your veins is suddenly overtaken by the realization that Spider-Man - maskless and exposed - was right behind you. Looming. Looking for your reaction, you supposeâŠyou feel a jolt go through your body as you realize that he was waiting for you to turnâbearing all of this for you.
And you wondered what he would look like.
Pretty, sure.
Slightly nerdyâperhaps, he never struck you as the jock type.
Someone sweet. Someone kind.Â
Maybe that was just your wishful thinking.
You turn around and there he is - Gojo Satoru. You fucking knew himâhe went to your university. The white-haired ace of the Physics Department; always roaming around campus with his textbooks or camera, always with his head buried and rarely meeting anyoneâs eyes, always in the library to the extent that he might as well have been part of the furniture.Â
Always with his camera lens pointed at you, though he doesnât think you saw him enough to notice.
But of course, you saw him.
Of course, you saw him.
Heâs the boy youâve had a crush on since freshman year.
Gojo doesnât meet your eyes now, either. Heâs without his thick-rimmed glasses and has to squint just a little bit, looking self-consciously down at himself and fuck- you have to resist the urge to beg for missionary then and there just so that you can stare into his deep, azure eyes as he fucks you.
Instead, you just say- âDid you know that nerds are also my type?â
He beams brighter than the sun.
.
.
.
The next time youâre beside Gojo Satoru, itâs hand-in-hand and entering your next lecture.Â
You could feel the stares, the gasps, the whispers.
The nerd of the physics department, and one of the most popular girls on campus- or at least, thatâs what Gojo claimed. Professor Yaga himself lets his bushy brows raise just the slightest inch once he spots the two of youâand it makes your nerdy boyfriend blush right now to his ivory roots.
âSweetheartââ Heâs whispering to you, âHow about we swing around the city today? Promise Iâd never let you drop.â
You smile, âIâd love to, Toru.â
Oh, you can imagine that the Daily Bugle is going to go into haywire.Â
⥠HIGURUMA HIROMI - Daredevil.
âDo you trust me, angel?â
You canât keep the smile off of your face, âWho would I trust if not the best lawyer in Tokyo? Maybe even the world?â
âWhy only maybe?â Higuruma smiles, eyes crinkling at the edgesâjust barely visible past the frames of his sunglasses. Your boyfriend was just so handsome when he was in his work clothes: one amongst the many crisp suits he often wore to court, hair slicked back nâ not a single strand out of place, his cane by his side. But he continues, âYou know how Iâm aâŠlawyer of sorts?â
âOh really? I had no idea.â You jest.
âHow about we try something tonight, my angelâŠâ And as youâre peering down at him in curiosity, Higuruma starts to loosen his tie just the slightest bitâand youâre suddenly understanding what he means. âHow about a simulation of this aspect, though in a far lighter tone?â
Your jaw drops, âR-roleplay?â
.
.
.
âDenied.â
âHiromi, babyââ
âThe court finds you guilty on all counts of seduction.â Higurumaâs deep baritone rasps down at you, punctured only by the slamming of his gavel on his desk. Bang! Bang! Bang! Those pressurized vibrations send shockwaves down your own body, and the lawyerâs grin stretches as he watches you affected by such a thing.
How cuteâŠhe couldnât stop but let your orgasm edge for the nth time tonight.
Edging you.
Itâs later into the night, youâre spread out across Higurumaâs neat work desk- your back against the frigid texture of the mahogany, your front arching into his own. He presses his suit-clad front against your naked titsâthe harsh texture of his heroic suit - as per your request - rubbinâ against your nipples nâ sending you into an absolute frenzy.Â
He was such a tease.
Grinning as though he knew exactly what he was doing- even though the tone of his voice speaks of nothing but faux innocent. The lawyer speaks, âYouâre moving around so much- something wrong, sugar?â
âA-absolutely nothing.â Youâre managing to echo out.
âGood.â Higuruma utters, pure devilish desire in his tone. And he doesnât need to say his next words for you to already know where this was heading- after all, one of his hands reaches for where his gavel was upon the table - using his radar sense - and the other presses down on your hips.
Right above where his thickened length was pressed between your pussylipsâHiguruma feels his hand down upon your stomach as he sinks himself inside. The throbbing, cylindrical intrusion of his cock glissading inside- âBecause weâre having a retrail.â
And then the gavel comes down right on top of the wooden desk.
It creaks and nearly splintersâbut all you can think of is the way that Higuruma was fuckinâ his rotund tip into you as though there was no tomorrow. He wasnât wasting a single second.
Court time was precious, yâknow?
So you best believe that Higuruma had your hips pinned down with his own powerful ones, the scritch-scratching of his tufted happy trail rendering you stupid. Fucking you in hard, purposeful thrusts - each one aimed precisely for where you were most sensitive.
His swabbinâ thrusts didnât just hit deeeeep into the back of your pussy, but your boyfriend was ending up pressing against your sweetest orifices, your soft roof, the door to your wombâdragging his thumb down the knob of your clit.
With those honed senses of his, youâre lasting barely two pumps of his accurate cock before heâs locating your g-spotâfuck.
And giving it the most merciless strike ever.
He knew where it was from the slurping sounds of your cunt - the way theyâd grow just a little damper as he headed for that one spot, he knew where it was from the counts of your breathing - how youâd let them grow a bit more ragged as he veered his cocktip even closer, he knew where it was from the smell of your cloying slickâgrowing even wetter nâ more drenched in honey as youâd find yourself spearheaded by him.Â
Rough.
âState your name.â
And so the trail commences.
Youâre doing so as he says- a monumental task given the way that Higurumaâs greedy hips donât stop taking you for a single second. In fact, heâs kissinâ your g-spot at a constant pace and seeming to only ask you questions when he knows youâll be affected by the sudden bursts of pleasure.Â
âState your age.â
Your mouth opens. But instead of your age, comes out a jumbled mess of pleads and his nameâbecause just then, Higuruma had reached his dominant hand down and pinched your pretty, puffy clit. So needy that youâre trickling out wads of slick from between your pussylips.
Your holeâs clenching so thoroughly around him that he almost has to falter, too. âNow, nowâŠâ Tutting - and you knew that that was never a good sign when it comes to lawyers, but especially Higuruma. âIs that a refusal to testify? Iâm afraid this wonât help your case, my angel.â
âI-itâs notâŠâ Hot tears run down your cheeks - and in response, heâs only squeezing your poor clit even harder. âPromise Iâll tell you.â
And itâs only after youâre finishing your response - syllable after syllable - that Higuruma finally lets go of your sensitive nub. That too with such a level of reluctanceâif you hadnât known any better, then youâd have said that that was a sullen pout slashed across his lips as Higuruma lets go of that sultry appendage.
His fingers instead slide uuuuuup and down your wettened crevice- the perfect feeling of where his throbbing cock kept on pumping in nâ out. Higurumaâs lips slightly part as he touches upon the sheer difference in girth, in the way that your cunt was struggling to keep all of him bulging inside of you and yet you were still yearning for more. âHmmm, state your crimes now.â
âI-â
âNot you.â Higuruma interrupts, âIâm calling up another witness.â
And yet, there was no other witness - at least not that you could see. And surely you werenât that dumbified yet that you couldnât conjure up the vision of someone else here whenâthere was clearly no one else here.
None but you, your boyfriend, andâŠyour pussy.
Higuruma Hiromi - the best lawyer in Tokyo - had his head leaned lovingly down and his brows furrowed as he listened to the precious sounds of your pussy. As if he was deeeeep in the middle of the conversation, understanding every single slurp, squelch, and the most sultry gulps as yet another inch of him is being swallowed.
All of it reaches his ears like music. And he hums as he feels the sound of it send shivers through his very being- âAhhh, I seeâŠâ Straightening up, he leers down at you. âMy witness states that your crime is seduction.â
âG-guiltyâŠor wait- no.â
âGuilty?â Higuruma questions in faint amusement, âDo you admit to the charged and- hah, forfeit your right to an orgasm?â
âNoââ Whining out needily, âNo, please- I need to cu-â
âObjection, hearsay.â He cuts through you coolly - through his cock was rutting into you in a way that was anything but. âYou do not need an orgasm, angel. But does the defendant believe that she deserves one?â
âY-yes.â You shamefully admit.
âDoes the defendant believe that she is guilty of the crimes of seduction?â
âYes-â
âDoes the defendant believe that she is worthy of a second chance, however?â
Arching your back into his. âOf course.â
âHmâŠwe might have to settle this with a jury.â Those dark brows of his furrow, between them a perspired bead of sweat tracks down his forehead. And it doesnât take long for your smart boyfriend to know just whom to askâbefore you know it, heâs veering his head down and using his super-heightened senses to listen to every single sound of your pussy.
To listen to your arousal.
To smell it- just so sweet.
To let his brain come to a conclusionââThe jury has come to a unanimous decision.â
Your heart jumps to your throat.
âAll counts- not guilty.â And then with a few more fervent rolls on top of your throbbing clit, Higuruma drags you all the way to the precipice of your high andâand this time - just this time - he actually lets you topple over the edge.Â
Straight over it.
White-hot flashes. Warmth filling you up like a flood.
It starts from the tips of your toes and then shoots all the way up to your poor, sparking brain. The superhero grins as tears track down your cheeks at the final release that youâre been waiting so long for, and he grins as youâre shaking through wave after wave of your high. âGood-â Youâre gurgling out cutely, âS-so good-â
Head dropping back against the pillows.
The rounded edge of his cock shovels in as heâs bursting your high through you wildlyâ
âWhat can I say?â He hums, âIâm a really good lawyer.â
A/N. Confession time: Higu and Kunaâs ones were the hardest to do because Iâve never watched Hulk or Daredevil WHOOPS-
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"Please", you mewl, grinding on his clothed crotch, your panties wet with arousal.
"You can't, baby" he hisses through gritted teeth, resolve thinning when you grind over his hardness. "Fuck" he instinctively pushes his hip forward to meet your thrust, "You can't take me"
You groan, the room heating up and constricting around you two. Mind swirling with thoughts of his big length inside you, stuffing you full.
"I can, i promise. Please..." Your teary eyes and begging really did it for him as he snaps, manhandling you below him as his broad form hovers over yours, blocking any light.
Within a minute your clothes are off, his big hands can't seem to get enough of you. Roaming over your waist, thighs, breasts, anything that he can maul.
Spreading your thighs apart with his legs, he groans at the sight of your dripping pussy, clenching around nothing, "so fucking needy" he lazily gives it a slap, making you yelp.
A smirk tugs at his face, eyebrow arched at your messed up form. "Don't complain later. You asked for it" his voice laced with hunger and a predatory intent, big hand stroking himself while he aligns himself with your dripping pussy, the most beautiful sight he has ever seen. And he's going to ruin it so well.
"Nhgg.. plea- ah!" Your plea gets cut off as he grants your wish, pushing in barely an inch inside your tight walls. "Fucking hell.." his eyebrow furrow in concentration, eyes laser focused on the the little hole gaping around his big cock. Much too big for you, he thinks.
His teeth bite into his lower lip as he pushes harder, your back arching at the stinging stretch. "Can take.. it" you stutter, already trembling. Hips arching to take him more.
"As you fucking wish" he growls, an animalistic sound leaving his mouth as his big hands hold you in place below him, pushing into your tight warmth, stuffing you to your limit. Your writhing body unable to move much against his strong grip, his hips pushing forward until you're full of him.
"That what you wanted?" his forehead sweaty at the effort it took to push into your tight hole, pupils blown wide. "So fucking tight for me.. all fucking mine"
His large hand over your tummy feeling himself inside you. "'ts so.. big.." you mewl, hands digging into his forearm.
He chuckles breathlessly, "told ya.. but you wouldn't listen." His thumb runs over your clit, his pace slow and deep, knowing you need time to adjust to his size.
"More", you cry out, looking at him with teary and needy eyes, your tight walls clenching around him oh so deliciously. A man can only hold himself back for so long..
He huffs out an amused grin, "don't cry too much", he doesn't wait for your answer before he starts thrusting into you at a faster pace. Pulling himself out almost fully before slamming back inside.
"Oh..ngh, so good-" your broken screams sound like music to his ears.
"Don't stop" you cry out, nails digging into his arms, feeling yourself splitting apart on his length. The line between pain and pleasure blurring together, mind mush. Only him. Him. All over you.
You cry out when he rubs against a particular angle, throwing your head back.
"Right there?" His smirk is devilish, making it a point to continue to assault that soft spot inside your now stretched and full pussy.
"Wait- ahh! Wait" your cries fall on deaf ears, eyes rolling back at the overwhelming pleasure. Your body trembling and writhing under his much larger one.
"Hm? What was that? You want more? Of course, angel" he pretends to mishear you, pushing into you at a brutal pace, continuing to hit that spot that has you seeing stars.
"No, i.. meant- ah!"
"I got you" he whispers into your ear, cooing praises about how well you're taking him, how you were made just for him while he ruins your little pussy.
When you cum, it's nothing like you've ever experienced before. Vision turning white, almost on the verge of passing out. Clenching so hard around him, bringing him to his release.
You feel his warm release coating your insides, both of you groaning and trembling at the feel.
You stay like that for a moment. Fucked out, bodies tangled with each other, too tired to move a muscle
Once he moves to lay beside you, he makes sure he's still inside you. Spooning you against his big and warm body. "Let's stay like this" he grunts tiredly. "Just makin' sure you get used to my size."
And suddenly graduation didnât feel far away anymore. The realization settled strangely in your chest. Because lately, everything involving Issei felt temporary and permanent at the same time.
Like they were standing at the edge of something bigger neither of them fully talked about yet. Their routines stayed the same regardless.
You still waited for him after practice. Still wore his hoodies more than your own. Still stayed over at his house enough that his mother had started asking what food you wanted for dinner ahead of time.
And IsseiâIssei still treated you like you belonged beside him naturally.
Which was exactly why your feelings kept getting more confusing.
Especially now with graduation getting closer.
The school hallways buzzed constantly with talk about universities, futures, relationships that might end after high school.
And every single conversation made your chest tighten quietly.
Because what exactly were you supposed to call this?
That question never fully left you anymore.
One afternoon, you waited outside the classroom like usual.
The halls were mostly empty already, late sunlight spilling through the windows while students slowly filtered out toward clubs and practice.
You leaned against the wall absentmindedly scrolling through your phone.
Then noticed the classroom door was still closed.
Weird.
Usually Issei was already out by now.
A few minutes passed.
Then another.
Before you could overthink it too much, voices drifted faintly from inside the room.
âIâve been watching your games,â she continued. âYouâre really amazing.â
A girlâs voice.
Soft.
Nervous.
ââŠI really like you.â
Your stomach dropped instantly.
Everything inside you went still. You hadnât meant to listen. Really.
But now your feet wouldnât move.
Inside the classroom, silence followed for a few seconds too long. And somehow that hurt worse.
âI know,â that voice. Issei?
Your chest tightened painfully.
The girl laughed nervously.
âI know this is sudden but⊠I just didnât want graduation to happen without saying it.â
Another silence.
God.
Why wasnât he answering faster? Why did this feel unbearable?
Your fingers tightened around her phone instinctively. Then finallyâ
âI already have someone.â
Simple.
Calm.
Final.
Her breath caught immediately.
Inside the classroom, the girl went quiet.
ââŠOh.â
âSo donât waste your time.â he continued, calm but firm.
The air shifted immediately.
âBut you never said you were dating anyone,â the girl insisted, slightly embarrassed now.
âThatâs not your concern,â he said.
Not cruel.
Not dramatic.
Just defeated.
âThen you should tell her properly then,â the girl said after a moment. âBecause everyone already thinks youâre together anyway.â
That landed directly in your chest.
Silence followed again then footsteps.
Panic hit instantly.
You barely had time to step back from the door before it slid open. The girl came out first, her face flushed with embarrassment and a grim little look she didnât quite manage to hide. She didnât say a word, just hurried past you down the hallway, leaving the air heavier than before.
Then Issei stepped out and immediately stopped because he saw you.
Of course he did.
For a second, neither of you spoke.
The late afternoon sunlight spilled across the hallway between them, warm and golden and somehow making everything feel even more intimate than it already was.
ââŠYou heard?â he asked quietly.
You nodded once.
His expression shifted slightly. Not guilty.
Not nervous. Just attentive.
Like his focus immediately centered on your reaction first. Which somehow made your chest ache more.
âShe was pretty,â you said before you could stop yourself.
âYouâre prettier.â
Your heart stuttered violently.
God, that wasnât fair.
âYou canât just say things like that after someone confessed to you.â
âI just did.â
âThatâs not helping.â
A faint smile tugged briefly at the corner of his mouth before disappearing again when he noticed you still looked bothered.
Immediately, his attention softened.
âYouâre upset.â
âIâm not upset.â You tried to look anywhere but directly in his eyes.
âYouâre thinking too much again.â
That irritated you instantly because he was right.
And he knew he was right. You looked away first.
ââŠYou didnât answer immediately.â
The second the words left your mouth, silence settled between them. Not tense but heavier than that.
When you finally looked back at him, Issei was already watching you carefully. Like he finally understood what this was really about.
âShe stopped me before I could leave,â he said simply, his voice steadyâstating it like a fact, not an excuse.
âThatâs not what I meant.â
âI know.â
Your chest tightened painfully.
Because of course he knew.
He always knew.
âI justâŠâ your voice faltered softly. âI donât know where I stand with you sometimes.â
That changed something in his expression instantly. Not frustration. Something quieter. Something almost conflicted.
Then slowly, Issei stepped closer. Close enough that the hallway suddenly felt too small again.
âYou think someone confessing changes anything?â he asked softly.
âNo.â
âThen why are you looking at me like that?â
Because you were scaredânot of losing him, but of wanting him too much before knowing if he wanted you the same way.
And maybe he saw that realization flicker across your face, because his gaze softened almost immediately.
His hand lifted carefully, fingers brushing lightly against her jaw.
Gentle and warm. Familiar enough to hurt.
âIâm not confused about you,â he said quietly.
Your breath hitched, sharp and unsteady. âThen why does this still feel so unclear?â
For the first time in months, Matsukawa Issei looked genuinely caught off guard.
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synopsis âž youâve been the one to help bokuto out of tight situations all your life, but now heâs put you in the toughest spot yet. with his team eager to meet the girl heâs âbeen dating for years,â youâll have to pull off the act of a lifetimeâand bokutoâs loving every second of it.
wc âž 25.3k (iâm sorry iâm reverting back to writing lengthier stuff)
You groaned as the shrill trilling of your phone cleaved through the velvety silence of the night like a fog horn. A glance at the display confirmed it was well past midnight - definitely past any reasonable hour for civil human interaction. Only one person would have the audacity to disturb your slumber at this ungodly hour.
Squinting against the harsh LED glare, you felt your lips tug into a disgruntled frown as Bokuto's stupid, gorgeous face filled the screen. Of course he wasn't just calling - the human embodiment of chaos always insisted on FaceTiming, never content until he could fully bombard you with his exaggerated expressions and mile-a-minute vocal acrobatics.
"For the love of God, Bokuto..." you grumbled, scrubbing the heel of your palm across your bleary eyes as you accepted the call with a resigned tap. "This had better involve a level four or higher crisis, otherwise I'm finding flight details to drop-kick you into the nearest active volcanooooohhh my god, what is that look?"
Through the slightly grainy camera feed, Bokuto's distinctive gold-colored irises blew wide in a parody of theatric innocence, chin already trembling precariously as he arranged his cherubic features into that impossibly pathetic pout he knew you were powerless against. The disarming effect was only amplified by the casual tangle of silvery-streaked locks framing his visage and the oversized tee riding low enough to showcase the sinewy definition of his bare collarbones.
"Don't give me that look, I know exactly what you're doing," you fired back, squaring your shoulders in a valiant effort at steeling your defenses against the impending barrage of whining and guilt-tripping sure to come. "There's no crisis dire enough to justify you faceplanting into my DMs looking like...like that at this time of night."
"C'monnnn, don't be so grumpy!" Bokuto whined, the faintest hint of a whine already creeping into his dulcet tones as he blinked those ridiculously long, feathery lashes up at you from beneath the messy sheaf of pale fringe draping across his brow. "I just really needed to see my favorite person in the whole wide world's pretty face, that's all! Is that so wrong of me?"
You snorted at the blatant placation attempt even as you felt your initial irritation softening fractionally against your will. Leave it to Bokuto to put that honeyed-rasp of a voice and those achingly earnest puppy-dog peepers to devastating use from the get-go.
"Spare me the nauseating theatrics, Bo," you deadpanned, shaking your head in exaggerated exasperation. "You and I both know there's approximately a zero percent chance you'd willingly go this long without demanding my undivided attention for some fresh nonsense."
Bokuto's boyishly handsome features scrunched into an exaggerated pout at your bald-faced dismissals, all put-upon petulance and ruffled feathers in a display so quintessentially 'him' that you couldn't quite fight off the warm fluttering taking up residence in your chest. The sort of helpless, reflexive fondness you could only ever seem to muster for this unrepentant goof of a human being.
"Aww, but I'm being so good tonight!" He pressed out his lower lip even further, fluttering those damnable lashes until they practically bristled. "I haven't even mentioned how distracting my butt looked in those new compression shorts for our last game, have I?"
You choked on a startled bark of laughter at that before quickly stifling the sound, eyes sparking in a fresh blaze of undisguised amusement as you shook your head.
"And just like that, we're officially off the rails into Bokuto Chaos Territory. Well done, dude - solid fifteen-second delay on taking us there this time! I think that's a new record for you."
Grinning unabashedly now, Bokuto simply shrugged those broad shoulders in an artfully cavalier manner. It was impossible to miss the way the fabric of his shirt pulled taut across the impressively sculpted contours in the process - evidence of the punishing regimen his role as a professional athlete now demanded. But the undeniably roguish flare of his smirk ensured you had no doubts as to whether he was entirely aware of the effect he was having.
"What can I say? I aim t'please - especially you, babe. You know you're the only woman I'll ever willingly melt for like this."
The wink he punctuated that observation with - sly and effortlessly charming â nearly caused you to swallow your own tongue as you choked on an incoherent grumble of chiding. But he was already pressing on before you could formulate an appropriately withering rejoinder, all boyish eagerness and showman's flair.
"Listen, I wouldn't have dared to disturb the beauty regimen of the literal love of my life except this is an official, code red, four-alarm crisis in desperate need of your guidance!"
You sighed through your nose, squeezing the bridge of it between your thumb and forefinger in a futile bid at staving off the headache you could already feel brewing between your temples. Right, because of course this was all leading toward one of Bokuto's utterly absurd requests inevitably spiraling out to cosmic levels of mayhem and chaos. As usual.
"Fine," you grunted in feigned resignation, locking eyes with his screen depiction. You felt another small thrill at the sight of him leaning in hungrily, clearly hanging on your every word and reaction. "Go ahead and lay this so-called 'crisis' on me, Koutaro - just try to be slightly more coherent with the details this time. I'm fresh out of patience for wading through your usual mile-a-minute mouth dribbling tonight."
The mirth swiftly drained from Bokuto's expression at your gruff demand, his handsome features crumpling like a deflated balloon. You immediately recognized the telltale signs - lips pursing into a mulish downward curl, shoulders slumping heavily, those normally vibrant eyes going dull and shuttered.
"Uh oh, looks like someone's Emo Mode is kicking in early tonight," you drawled, unable to resist prodding that particular bear just a little. "Whatever could have trampled all over your sunshine-y disposition this time, hm?"
Bokuto fidgeted, worrying his full lower lip between rows of straight white teeth. His gaze skittered away from the camera, drifting somewhere over your shoulder before finally returning to pin you with an unmistakably stricken look.
"It's really bad this time, okay?" His voice emerged hushed, raspy in a way that plucked straight at the protective heartstrings you'd carried for him since childhood. "I did something incredibly stupid, and now I desperately need you to agree to an absolutely massive favor to get me out of the hole I've dug myself into."
You arched one eyebrow coolly, regarding him through narrow slits of growing exasperation. This was hardly the first instance of Bokuto landing himself up shit creek without a paddle thanks to his penchant for reckless word-vomiting. More often than not, you found yourself recruited into whatever foolish messes he stumbled into like a moderating life raft, tasked with the unenviable job of buffering the chaos and keeping him tethered to reality before everything went utterly pear-shaped.
"Lay it on me then. Can't be any worse than that time you convinced half the Fukurodani squad you were an actual descendant of Athena and could communicate with barn owls telepathically."
Your words seemed to jog something in Bokuto's prodigious memory, because he instantly bristled with an affronted squawk.
"Hey, that wasn't all my fault and you know it! Yukippe is the one who planted that stupid seed in my head about having 'superior avian DNA' or whatever!"
You shrugged one shoulder indolently, the ghost of a taunting smile playing about the corners of your mouth as you drank in the chagrined flush stealing across Bokuto's cheekbones. For all his blustering displays of hot-blooded machismo, the guy was still just an overgrown kid at heart - so delightfully easy to fluster when called out on his adorably skewed flights of fancy.
"Sure, sure. And I suppose she's also responsible for you spending three straight months insisting we all address you as 'Grand Duke Koutarov' until Akaashi finally caught you raiding the home ec kitchen for expired bird seed?"
The sheepish chuckle that rumbled from Bokuto's throat in response was answer enough. You smirked, satisfaction curling hot in your belly at having seized the teasing ground even as he attempted to rally with one of those boyish pouts specifically engineered to bend you to his whims.
"Okayyyyy, maybe that one got a little out of hand," he hedged slowly, raking one hand through the wild thatch of salt-and-pepper locks tumbling into his eyes. The motion only made him look more adorably tousled and inviting - lush mouth slack and bee-stung, those biceps cording with well-trained definition beneath the snug fabric of his worn tee.
Not for the first time, you found yourself dragging your attention away from dissecting every arresting detail of him with conscious effort. A futile battle, that, as your eyes were perpetually drawn back to mapping those razor-sharp cheekbones and heavy-lidded bedroom stare with undisguised appreciation.
Friends you might be, but you'd have to be legally brain-dead to somehow miss just how devastatingly, panty-scramblingly gorgeous Bokuto Kotaro had become with age and athletic refinement. The thought caused a sudden flush of warmth to bloom beneath your chest, accompanied by a series of highly unbecoming images you swiftly banished to some dark, neglected recess of your mind.
"But this is way worse than any of that stuff, I swear!" Bokuto pressed ahead with renewed urgency. The slight wheeze of desperation underpinning his words was enough to snare your focus anew, brow furrowing in spite of your attempts at preserving a lofty detachment. "The guys on my team, the Jackals...they've been giving me so much shit lately about never having had a serious girlfriend before. Just relentlessly harassing me over being some kinda hopeless bachelor still at my age."
You rolled your eyes at that, already feeling a fresh swell of exasperation mounting as you sensed where this was likely headed. Of course the emotionally stunted jock culture surrounding professional sports would latch onto something as childishly reductive as romantic experience to rag on one of their star players about.
"So let me guess," you cut in dryly before Bokuto could really get the waterworks flowing in full force. "Rather than taking the high road or simply telling your idiot teammates to mind their own business, you decided to spice things up by dumping out some fresh batches of bullshit instead, right? Claimed you've secretly been in a torrid love affair for years with some lucky mystery woman to get them off your back?"
As the words left your lips, Bokuto's expression morphed into one of comically exaggerated horror - liquid mercury irises blowing wide until they seemed to compose nearly the entirety of his face, plush mouth dropping open in a strangled uh wuh uh noise of shocked dismay. You snorted indelicately at the sight, rapping one knuckle against the screen in a chiding gesture.
"Bingo," you crooned with a roll of your eyes, already sensing the meltdown rapidly reaching critical mass. "God, for an actual adult who's supposed to be the shining beacon on an internationally ranked sports franchise, you can be such an utter child sometimes."
Bokuto gaped at you for a long stretch of incredulous silence before finally seeming to recapture the power of speech, sputtering and flailing his way back onto what you assumed was meant to be some sort of defensive tack.
"How-how do you always just...just know me so freakishly well like this?!" He threw up his hands in an explosive burst of frustration, hair flying in wild disarray with the sudden motion. "I haven't even told you the critical details yet and you're already riding my case like some omniscient psychic dictator! It's almost scary how well you've got me pegged after all these years, babe."
Despite his blustery indignation, you easily detected the undercurrent of fondness that lurked just beneath the gruff protestations. Hell, you'd have to be utterly dense not to pick up on just how much your longtime connection meant to the human embodiment of chaos currently squirming under your scrutiny.
"First of all, take about five deep breaths and quit channeling that patented 'Emo Mode' overdrive of yours," you instructed crisply, leaning back against the pillows to better regard him with a level stare. "All that over-emoting is going to cook off what few functioning brain cells you've got left at this rate, Bo."
Bokuto opened his mouth - no doubt to argue that exact point â but swiftly snapped it shut again at your quelling look. He visibly swallowed...then complied, sucking down several exaggerated gulps of air that expanded his powerful chest and slumped shoulders with each shallow inhalation. Already, you could see some of the manic desperation smoothing from the sharp angles of his face, tension ebbing in miniscule increments the longer you allowed the silence between you both to linger.
"Good, much better," you praised at last when his expression had notched back down to something closer to his normal temperature. "Now lay it all out for me plainly, why don't you? What exactly did you tell your poor, misguided teammates that has you desperately calling me at...three in the morning, completely hysterical?"
There was a beat of anticipatory pause where Bokuto seemed to wordlessly gather his bearings. Then, summoning his courage, he finally raised those golden irises to yours again with an earnestness that had your breath catching somewhere beneath your breastbone.
"Okay, look...I may have...possibly...kinda told them all that I've been secretly dating you for a couple years now?"
You stared at Bokuto in stunned silence, letting the weight of his admission fully sink in. He'd told his professional volleyball teammates...that you two were secretly dating? A sort of disbelieving laugh bubbled up from your chest.
"You're joking, right? Please tell me you're joking and just messing with me like usual."
But the sheepish expression on Bokuto's face said it all. He rubbed at the back of his neck, unable to meet your incredulous gaze through the camera.
"I really wish I was..." he mumbled, mouth turned down in an exaggerated pout that bordered on what you recognized as his "Emo Mode" warning signs. "The guys just wouldn't let up about my love life - or total lack thereof. One thing led to another and the next thing I knew, I was telling them about this totally real, super serious girlfriend I've been dating on the down-low for years now."
You pinched the bridge of your nose, feeling the first stirrings of a tension headache coming on. Classic Bokuto - always digging himself into unnecessary holes without a second thought.
"And let me guess," you said dryly. "This 'totally real, super serious girlfriend' you claimed to have just happened to be me?"
Bokuto's eyes went wide and pleading, somehow making himself look even more pitiful through the camera lens.
"Who else was I gonna say, babe?" His voice took on that unmistakable wheedling tone you knew all too well. "You're, like, the only lady I know, apart from my mom. We've been thicker than thieves since we were little kids! You really think I'd name some random chick as my ride-or-die when we both know you're the only woman on this entire planet I'd ever trust with that kinda responsibility?"
You tried to keep your expression impassive, but felt your resolve slipping at the naked earnestness shining in those gold-colored eyes. Bokuto always had been able to worm his way under your skin with surprising ease, toeing the line between charming vulnerability and outright manipulation like a goddamn artiste.
"Using our friendship as an excuse for your latest boneheaded move is pretty low, even for you," you chided, though the words lacked any real bite.
Bokuto barreled on before you could properly muster your scolding, somehow managing to crank the pathos up even higher.
"C'mon, c'mon, just hear me out here! There's no way I'da thrown some poor, unsuspecting lady's name under the bus for the guys to make fun of her." His eyes took on a sudden, almost manic gleam as another thought seemed to occur to him. "And you already know how they are - if I didn't give them someone real to gossip about, those vultures would've grilled me to the bone over making up some imaginary chick!"
You opened your mouth, ready to eviscerate him over that particularly glaring logical leap, but he didn't give you the chance. The words started spilling from Bokuto's lips like an uncorked geyser.
"Not to mention that if it wasn't you, they one-hundred percent would've demanded I get this supposed lady-friend of mine to official team events and stuff!" Golden eyes went comically wide, imploring you to see reason. "Can you even imagine how awkward and horrible that would've been, lying through my teeth about dating some poor random civilian and then trying to drag her into all our invasive professional shit?? You'd have murdered me for real if I did that to somebody, babe!"
He paused just long enough to suck down a deep gulp of breath, one calloused palm reaching up to rake back the artfully tousled strands of sweat-damp hair falling across his forehead. Somehow, the simple grooming motion only amplified the artfully-mussed air of boyish charisma and vulnerability Bokuto seemed to effortlessly exude like a damn cologne. You felt your mouth go suddenly dry at the sight as he continued in a softer, more entreating register.
"What was I supposed to do, babe? You know you're the only girl in my life I'd ever feel comfortable dragging into this craziness like that. The guys already give me no end of shit, but at least with you they'd know not to push too far with the comments or disrespect." His lips quirked in a small, wry smile that made your heart perform an honest-to-god pitter-pat against your ribcage. "I mean, you'd probably terrify them into proper behavior after one glance if we're being real here."
You snorted indelicately at that, mostly just to disguise the way your pulse had kicked up a notch as his familiar charm offensive slowly wormed its way beneath your defenses. He grinned back at you - all warm affection and playful mirth...right up until that smile faltered around the edges and his gaze abruptly dropped from yours.
"But if you're, like...actually bothered by me using your name like that, I totally understan-"
"Oh, can it with the sad puppy-dog eyes and simpering theatrics," you found yourself grumbling before Bokuto could fully launch into another one of his patented shame-spirals. He immediately brightened, head snapping back up to refocus on you through the screens with obvious delight.
"Wait, so does this mean...?"
You threw up your hands in a decidedly unladylike display of exasperation. "I'm saying I'll play along with your latest bout of delirious self-sabotage for now, sure. God only knows what fresh nightmare I'd be signing myself up for if I left you to flail and sink on this one alone."
Bokuto was already vibrating with unconstrained jubilation, though you tried to press on before he could properly erupt into loud celebrations.
"But hear me loud and clear on this part, Koutaro - the last time I cover for one of your fabrication frenzies, you got it? Because I sure as shit am not dealing with any awkward, 'oh golly, this is my pretend girlfriend I've been lying to everyone about' meetups with your teammates or anyone else. This ends with our weird little charade and that's it, understood?"
Even as you were voicing that hard ultimatum, you could already feel your sternness weakening in the face of Bokuto's uninhibited excitement. The man was literally glowing at you through the screen - all sunshine smile, glittering eyes radiating fondness and affection with every ounce of his focus zeroed in on drinking in your gruff rebukes like they were the sweetest poetry ever composed. Despite yourself, you felt that now-familiar fluttering sensation begin to bloom behind your breastbone anew at the rapt, unrestrained devotion he aimed in your direction so effortlessly. Like you were the only other person in his entire universe.
So when he nodded enthusiastically, looking for all the world like an eager golden retriever puppy receiving head scritches from its favorite human, you couldn't quite summon the full breadth of your usual scolding.
"You got it, you got it! I swear on every last possession and ounce of pride remaining to my name, this is just going to be a one-time, little white lie to get the guys off my back!" Bokuto was positively effervescent now, eyes sparkling with mischief and adrenaline at having already begun plotting multiple steps ahead as usual. "Though... now that you've agreed to go along for the ride, I guess there is one more little, tiny, easily accomplished favor I'll need to cash in from my self-proclaimed partner-in-chaotic-crimes..."
You eyed him warily even as your stomach performed a telltale swoop of premature trepidation. "I'm already regretting this, but go ahead - lay it on me. What fresh hell am I signing up for this time?"
The roguish wink and toothy grin Bokuto flashed you in response sucked the air directly from your lungs. For an eternally suspended breath, he simply let the moment stew and thicken before finally detonating the words you already knew would irrevocably spell your ruination.
"So...how'd you feel about joining me, Tsumu, Shoyo, and Omi-Omi for a fancy team dinner out next weekendâ?"
"Absolutely not!" The words burst from your lips before you could even fully process the audacity of Bokuto's latest request. "There's no way in hell I'm putting myself through that kind of awkward third-degree just so you can perpetuate this little white lie further, Bo."
Bokuto's sunny expression immediately crumpled into one of theatric dismay, liquid gold irises going wide and pleading in that sickeningly effective way of his. You simply shook your head, mouth set in a flat line of adamant refusal as you held up a forestalling hand.
"Don't even try hitting me with those ridiculous puppy-dog peepers, you manipulative little gremlin. Your jackass teammates already know me as the surly old friend who's been putting up with your chaos since we were literal children together." You arched one pointed brow at him through the camera. "What exactly do you think their reactions are gonna be when I waltz in playing the part of your supposedly super-serious, ultra-intimate girlfriend persona you've been feeding them? Use those last few functional brain cells you've got left for once, dude."
Bokuto gnawed petulantly on his plump lower lip, handsome features scrunching into an exaggerated pout that did absolutely nothing to diminish his patently boyish appeal. If anything, the calculated vulnerability he projected with those mannerisms only seemed to amplify the sudden, hot flare of inappropriate interest smoldering low in your belly.
"They don't know the half of how...intensely close we really are, though," he wheedled, giving you pause with the obvious implication woven into those words.
You swallowed hard, mouth abruptly dry as cotton at the unexpected suggestiveness suffusing his tone. Your eyes raked helplessly over the screen, tracing the sharp vee of Bokuto's collarbones where they strained against the stretched collar of his shirt, the corded definition of his biceps cradling the phone like they were specifically designed to wrap around something far more...intimate.
"I m-mean," he stammered on with a sheepish chuckle, one hand darting up to scrub the wild thatch of silver and onyx locks into even further disarray. "Based on what I've been...embellishing for them, my so-called girlfriend and I are pretty uh...physical? Active? In that department, if y'know what I mean."
The hot flush you felt crawling up the back of your neck at his unsubtle insinuation could have seared flesh from bone. Still, you refused to allow Bokuto the satisfaction of giving in so easily, straightening your shoulders in a determined facade of composure.
"That's exactly why I'm not indulging this latest bout of lunacy any further, Koutaro. I know you - which means I know for a fact there's no line of depraved fabrication you wouldn't eagerly blur or outright barrel straight past when it comes to spinning wild fantasies these days." You aimed a narrow look at him through your lashes. "So spare me any further salacious teasers or implications about what sort of freaky role-play scenarios you might have regaled your poor teammates with already. I don't need those kinds of visuals seared onto my mind permanently."
A brief look of consternation flickered across Bokuto's handsome features at your rather forceful shutdown there. But he seemed to rally almost immediately, scooting forward until his face practically devoured the entire screen in an ill-advised attempt at looking more earnest and irresistible. The heavy-lidded effect it lent to those simmering, golden eyes only succeeded in stoking the inner maelstrom of conflict currently churning through your abdomen.
"C'mon, babe...Please?" The entreaty emerged with such unguarded sincerity and naked vulnerability that you felt your adamant refusals swiftly begin to buckle. "I wouldn't ask this of you if it wasn't absolutely dire, I swear! Those jackasses are going to eat me alive if I don't produce something to substantiate at least part of my tall tales soon. And after all these years, you know damn well you're the only person in this whole world I'd ever trust to have my back like this!"
When you simply held his intent stare in stubborn silence, Bokuto seemed to deflate slightly. His shoulders slumped, that full lower lip jutting out in an incredibly unbecoming - or was it terribly, inappropriately appealing? - pout.
"Please, kitten?" The pet name, coupled with the raw sincerity radiating from every pore of his being in that instant, punched straight through your defenses like they were wet cardboard. "For your old buddy Bo? Just this once, I swear..."
You swore your heart actually stopped beating for a solid ten seconds. That ridiculously saccharine, syrupy endearment falling from Bokuto's lips and somehow managing to ooze so much implicit affection and warmth...it was like he'd detonated some sort of primal hormone bomb deep within your limbic system. All rational thought processes slammed to a screeching halt as you tried and failed to parse how or why those two simple, nonsensical syllables could fill you with such molten, unfettered want in the span of a single heartbeat.
Bokuto must have easily misread the stunned silence gripping you in that moment, because his expression slowly collapsed towards utter dejection. As he hunched over and prepared to cut the video call short in obvious defeat, you finally found your voice again.
"Hold your horses there, Casanova," you bit out in a strained rasp, startling his forlorn gaze back up to the screen. "I didn't actually say no yet, did I now?"
His eyes went comically wide at your admission, lips parting in a silent 'oh' of surprise. You sighed heavily, already resigning yourself to the inevitable as you pressed onward.
"Give me one good reason why I should bother indulging this charade, and I'll..." Your throat clicked in a convulsive swallow. "I'll consider going along with whatever fresh hell you've cooked up this time. But I want the full, unvarnished truth - no more cutesy lies or dodging around shit. You got me?"
Bokuto nodded so vigorously for a moment you were concerned he might give himself whiplash. The hand not clutching his phone immediately lifted to rake back through his hair again, leaving the sweat-damp tendrils in a state of wild disarray. You had a sudden, visceral vision of your own fingers tunneling through those tantalizingly mussed silver strands, nails lightly scoring his scalp and sending delicious shudders ricocheting down his powerful frame.
"Okay, honesty, got it." He seemed to collect himself with a series of bracing breaths before locking you with that same earnest, searingly direct look from before. "The truth is, having you there - even just as some goofy pretend girlfriend prop - would make this so much more bearable for me. Those guys on my team...they don't pull any punches when it comes to the trash talk and digs, y'know?"
Something inside you twisted at the uncharacteristic thread of insecurity lacing Bokuto's low timbre just then. You could picture it all too vividly - the sorts of crass ribbing and vulgar teasing a pack of hypercompetitive athletes on the same professional team could devolve into. Especially directed towards the raw nerve that was Bokuto's conspicuous lack of any legitimate romantic experiences. It was the sort of environment that could swiftly become brutally emasculating and toxic for a sensitive soul like his.
"But with you there?" Bokuto's gorgeous eyes crinkled at the corners as a secret, unguarded smile tugged at one side of his sinful mouth. "They'd never dream of trying to back me into a corner or single me out for too much ridicule, babe. Not with the infamous 'queen of cutting a bitch' herself standing guard, no sir."
You narrowed your eyes, ignoring the sudden pang of flattery blossoming unexpectedly in your chest at the open admiration in his tone.
"So that's it? You just want me there as some sort of human shield to keep your idiot teammates from teasing you too hard about your deeply lacking dating resume?"
Bokuto chuckled, biting his lush lower lip in a way that briefly derailed your train of thought in the most unacceptable of fashions. "Well it sure as hell wouldn't hurt matters, that's for damn certain. But nah, that's not the real hook I had in mind to try reeling you in on this one with."
You were already shaking your head in resignation before he even continued. "Figures you'd have some sort of angle all primed from the start, you lovable gremlin. Fine, hit me with it - what exactly is this 'hook' you've been saving to sweet talk me into compliance, hmm?"
The achingly roguish grin and sly, heavy-lidded look of self-satisfaction that split Bokuto's features at that instant made your mouth go abruptly dry all over again. He leaned back slightly, posture going deceptively relaxed and loose as he let the sudden tension thicken to a stifling degree.
"Simple," he purred finally, voice dropping a whole sinful octave that had you squirming against your will. "I agree to take you on an all-expenses paid weekend getaway to that super-exclusive hot springs retreat you've been drooling over for literal years. Just me and you indulging in all the revitalizing treatments, massages, private mineral baths overlooking the scenic mountaintops...the whole nine yards, no questions asked."
You gaped at him mutely, all the air forcibly expelled from your lungs in the wake of that bombshell. It was quite literally your single most deep-seated, unrealized pleasure fantasy - to spend an entire decadent weekend soaking in steaming hot pools and pampering yourself senseless. The ultimate indulgence in pure self-care and indulgence that always felt too extravagant to justify splurging on solo.
But with Bokuto's open-ended offer of companionship and corporation on the table?
"I fucking knew you'd been wanting to take a trip to that ritzy place ever since they opened," Bokuto crowed triumphantly, already sensing victory within his grasp through your pole-axed silence. "So, whaddya say babe? Fancy joining me for a little...getaway after our charade of a date night? Just a lowkey spa weekend between old friends, no frills or strings attached!"
You swallowed hard, mouth still working furiously to rehydrate itself as you leveled him with a pointed glare. "You absolute bastard, using my own weaknesses against me like that," you growled without any real venom, already knowing your own resistance was crumbling like a sand castle before an oncoming tide. "Aren't you ashamed, resorting to such blatant and shamelessly manipulative bribery to get your way?"
Bokuto feigned innocence, widening his already owlish gaze and splaying one hand over his chest in a show of mock contrition that only served to stretch the soft fabric of his shirt obscenely tight across the sculpted contours of his pecs.
"Why, I haven't the faintest idea what you could be implying, kitten," he returned in that same sinfully lowered octave. "All I'm offering here is the pleasure of my charming company as we indulge in a little self-care and relaxation between two buddies."
You narrowed your eyes in a vain attempt at deflecting just how thoroughly your restraint was already crumbling into so much meager rubble. Bokuto simply watched you steadily, all quiet confidence and devastating charisma. The silence seemed to thicken perceptibly with each loaded second allowed to tick by, growing thicker and heavier until it practically condensed into something palpable blanketing the line between you.
"...fine. You utterly irredeemable gremlin," you growled at last, feigning outrage even as your pulse kicked up a notch. "I'll play along with this ludicrous little 'couples night' charade of yours. But only because the thought of finally indulging in that weekend away sounds far too enticing to pass up, you hear?"
Bokuto's expression positively radiated incandescent triumph, all sunny smiles and pleased self-satisfaction at having properly worked you around to his way of thinking. You aimed one final scathing glare at the screen, hating how even that token display of irritation only seemed to encourage the roguish curl quirking his full lips.
"You mark my words though, Bokuto Koutaro - I fully expect you to square things appropriately after I've endured whatever humiliating circus act you're undoubtedly orchestrating, understood?"
You were unable to resist adding a deeply sardonic note of emphasis to the final word, letting your gaze trail unrepentantly over his sculpted torso in a way you absolutely knew couldn't be mistaken for anything but overt admiration. To his credit, Bokuto didn't balk or flinch from the insinuation, simply lifting one shoulder in an artfully nonchalant half-shrug as he pitched his voice low once more.
"Don't you worry your gorgeous head over making me pay up with interest afterwards, gorgeous. As far as I'm concerned, having you on my arm for the night is reward enough in itself." He winked to punctuate that bold declaration, tongue darting out to subtly wet his lips in what had to be the most lascivious move in his repertoire.
You coughed harshly in an ill-concealed attempt at swallowing past the renewed surge of heated interest sluicing through your core just then. "Yeah, well at least I know what kinds of illicit activities will really hold your interest when it comes time to start squaring things." You eyed him with deliberate meaning until Bokuto started squirming under the weight of your gaze. "Should make for a decadently relaxing weekend afterwards for the both of us...don't you agree?"
His unrepentant bark of laughter assured you the double meaning was well and truly received, much to your immense shameless satisfaction.
"Alright, alright - you've played your trump card and mercilessly fleeced me, you ruthless little sexpot. We'll call it an evening for now, yeah?" The dimpled wink Bokuto favored you with made your toes curl pleasantly against the sheets. "I'll swing by to pick you up around 8 tomorrow night, since it's closer to your side of town. Sound good?"
"Works for me," you replied, aiming for a breezy nonchalance despite the warm buttery feeling currently turning your internal organs into the consistency of freshly-churned batter. "I'll start mentally preparing myself to bask in the full hot mess of awkward embarrassment you're no doubt going to be eagerly courting at this fated dinner party now."
Bokuto chuckled richly, the sound going straight to your already overheated hindbrain like a pavlovian trigger.
"And I'll start plotting out all the ways I can thoroughly woo you into forgetting whatever lingering reservations or inhibitions you've still got tucked away beneath those defenses of yours!" His signature double-pistols and a wink chaser were enough to elicit an indelicate snort of amusement despite yourself. "Trust me babe - after tomorrow night, you're gonna be falling head over heels for this old charmer in no time!"
It was an idle boast, you knew. Just the latest in a long string of harmless, mostly affectionate innuendo Bokuto loved to sprinkle between your long-running bouts of playful banter. But without consciously willing it, the barb still struck something soft and vulnerable in your core - setting off a series of shockwaves that left you feeling profoundly off-balance.
Fortunately, Bokuto followed up that loaded declaration with a jaw-cracking yawn and exaggerated stretch without seeming to notice your brief discomfiture. "Oof, look at me just flapping my gums away and keeping the both of us up past our bedtimes. Don't worry, I'll cut the theatrics for now and let you get some shut-eye, gorgeous."
You bit the inside of your cheek, simultaneously relieved and somehow a touch disappointed at him bowing out for the evening so abruptly. Some deep, twisted part of you had obviously desired to keep poking at that undefinable new tension building in the ether between you. To prod and see how far you could stretch those suddenly blurring lines before something inside you inevitably split apart.
"Have a good night, Bo," you finally settled on with a slow exhalation, offering him what you hoped came across as an easy smile. "Don't go suffering any 'crisis of conscience' cold feet between now and your little date night, you hear? I agreed to tag along with minimal fuss, so you'd better deliver on those promises afterwards too."
Bokuto's resounding laugh and million-watt smile were a soothing balm in the wake of your parting teasing remark. "Minimal fuss, she says - did you hear the absolute earful of protestation and stubborn refusals before I broke you down, you gorgeous hardass?"
You aimed an imperious look at him, which only seemed to egg him on into further impish delighting based on the way his eyes danced in fond reminiscence.
"But no worries, no worries my lovely! Your devoted Bokuto will definitely come through with flying colors tomorrow, guaranteed!" He leaned in close to the screen, the full-force effect of that smoldering golden stare almost palpable even from such a distance. "Sweet dreams, kitten. I'll be seeing you in the flesh again soon, and don't you worry - I'll definitely be making good on those promises of mine to thoroughly sweep you off your feet and then some."
He'd barely finished the sentence before you were ending the call with an impatient huff and a roll of your eyes. Your heart was pounding a furious tattoo against the cage of your ribs, blood singing with adrenaline and anticipation as you stared blindly up at the ceiling and tried to parse exactly what the hell you'd gotten yourself into this time.
"Fuck me," you finally managed to choke out, burying your face in your hands and releasing a muffled scream of exasperation and sheer disbelief.
It was bad enough, agreeing to go along with his wild schemes. But having the audacity to imply you would somehow emerge from this little escapade...changed? That was where the line had finally been drawn in the sand.
Still, a small, traitorous corner of your mind couldn't help but entertain the notion, wondering just what sorts of shenanigans a little dose of fresh perspective and genuine, open vulnerability might bring out in your long-time friendship with the most endearingly frustrating person in your life.
You rolled onto your side with a huff, willing the intrusive thoughts to quiet down so you could try and get a decent night's rest for the evening. Still, something small and insidious lingered, sending a shiver racing down the length of your spine and a soft sigh gusting from your lips as you closed your eyes and drifted off into a fitful sleep.
Tomorrow was bound to be a very interesting night.
The jarring crash of splintering wood and shattering glass sent you bolt upright in bed, heart pounding a staccato rhythm against your ribcage. Disoriented eyes swept the shadowed confines of your bedroom, struggling to make sense of the sudden cacophony echoing down the hall.
A dull thud and muffled cursing offered the first clues, quickly followed by the unmistakable stomping gait of oversized feet rapidly approaching. You barely had time to fully register the situation before your door exploded inward with enough force to rip it clear off its hinges.
"Up and at 'em, sleeping beauty!" Bokuto bellowed from the doorway, chest heaving beneath his snug t-shirt like he'd just run a marathon. Predictably, he didn't even pause to take in your deer-in-headlights expression before barreling straight for the bed in a flurry of limbs.
The sheer velocity of his leap carried Bokuto sailing completely over the mattress in an impressive foot-to-foot broad jump. You watched with horrified fascination as he seemed to hang suspended above you for one ludicrous, protracted moment - hair wild, eyes sparkling with unconstrained glee. Then his considerable mass reconnected with the center of your bed in an earthshaking crash, springs and frame groaning in abject protest.
The resulting shockwave instantly transformed your bedding into a veritable tsunami of linen chop. One heartbeat you were cocooned in the drowsy warmth of your comforter, blinking up at Bokuto's maniacal grin in bewildered silence. The next, you were freefalling gracelessly off the far side of the mattress as an entire continent's worth of bedding detonated across the room in a feathery maelstrom.
"Mmmffrrbphh?" Your muffled, dazed noise of confusion wafted up from the crumpled tangle of sheets you'd somehow become hopelessly ensared within. Bokuto simply cackled gleefully at the sight, utterly unbothered by the carnage he'd just wrought on your formerly peaceful sleeping sanctuary.
"C'mon, c'mon - time to rise and shine, princess!" he crowed in that boisterous drill-sergeant voice of his. "We've got a loooong day of pampering and preparing ahead of us before tonight's main event, you know!"
You finally managed to wrestle the top sheet away from where it had cinched around your head like a thick woolen gag, hair thoroughly mussed and cheeks ruddy from your impromptu bout of exertion so early in the morning.
"What in the fresh hell are you-" you broke off with a jaw-cracking yawn, scrubbing knuckles against your aching eyelids as you slowly regained your bearings. "Wait...tonight's main event?"
Bokuto snorted a laugh, folding those ridiculously long legs into a pretzel on your mangled mattress without a care in the world. "Don't tell me your brain's already forgotten all about the momentous commitment I secured from you just last night? This is zero hour for Operation Woo the...uh...wait, what was that ridiculous name I decided on again?"
You pinched the bridge of your nose to stave off the sudden migraine blooming between your temples. "Bokuto, I swear to every deity in existence - if you broke into my house at the asscrack of dawn just to enact another one of your depraved little rom-com scenarios, I'm going to strangle you with my bare hands before we even leave this bedroom."
At your venomous mumbling, Bokuto's expression morphed into an exaggerated look of wounded innocence that might have been comical...if he wasn't already beginning to paw through the giant duffel bag lying at his feet. You watched through slitted eyes as garment bags, jewelry boxes, and all manners of beauty products began spilling out in an unceremonious pile onto your exposed lap.
"What...is all this?" you grumbled, snatching up a particularly suspicious-looking lace and satin bundle with mild trepidation.
"This, my dear, is our ticket to nailing down a completely irrefutable and mouth-wateringly believable performance tonight!" Bokuto punctuated the statement with deep, dramatic flair, setting aside a glistening Louboutin heel with enviable reverence. "After our little pre-game chit chat last night, it became clear to me that simply relying on your natural goddess-like looks wouldn't be enough to properly sell us as a hot-and-heavy lovebird couple to the team."
You eyed him dubiously even as another negligee tumbled haphazardly into your lap, rich silks pooling in glossy rivulets like captured moonbeams. "Yeahhh, because dressing me up like an extra from an extremely upscale escort service promotional shoot is clearly the most discreet strategy..."
Bokuto aimed a pointed look your way, eyebrow quirking ever so slightly. "Would you just trust me for like, five whole minutes here, babe? If I'm gonna parade my ultra-sexy girlfriend around tonight, I need to ensure she's dressed to truly bring the house down, you know?"
Despite yourself, you felt a reluctant warmth beginning to bloom in your chest at the genuine eagerness radiating off him in waves. It was so endearingly, quintessentially Bokuto - leaping headlong into even the most ridiculous of situations with absolutely zero doubts or hesitation once he'd committed himself. Just the same earnest enthusiasm and unrestrained passion that had first endeared him to you as semi-feral children, and which continued fueling your bond as friends to this day.
Still, you refused to make things easy on your chaotic best friend. Heaving an overly dramatic sigh, you allowed all the lingerie to spill from your lap in a glossy avalanche before pinning him with a pointed look.
"Fine, you tireless menace," you groused with a weary shake of your head. "I suppose I have no choice but to entrust the inevitable humiliation of my self-respect to your clearly questionable tastes tonight. Just don't expect me to go silently if we get mistaken for high-end prostitutes at this stupid dinner and I snap someone's arm off in my fury..."
The blinding grin Bokuto flashed you was radiant enough to scald retinas at twenty paces. "Oh man, this night is gonna be better than I ever dreamed! Just you wait, babe - I'm gonna have all those disbelieving losers tripping over their own dicks trying to figure out how someone like me could possibly score someone as gorgeous as you." His gaze abruptly turned heated and playful, devouring you in a way that sent tingles rippling across your skin in warning. "And that's before we even break out the sexy evening wear I picked up for the real piĂšce de reconnaissance or whatever!"
You fought not to squirm under the molten appraisal sizzling through his eyes. How was it that Bokuto could so effortlessly elicit that restless, fluttering sensation in the pit of your stomach with nothing more than a few words and smoldering looks these days? You'd always prided yourself on not being the kind of foolish, simpering girl who got hot and bothered by a pretty face and charming tongue alone.
With an indelicate snort, you reached across the scattered refuse to thwack him sharply in the shoulder, startling a laugh from the raucous bird himself.
"Eyes off the goods there, Bo...at least until tonight's so-called 'main event' gets underway." Despite your best efforts at maintaining an appropriately chiding frown, your lips twitched dangerously in a suppressed grin. "Because if you think I'm gonna let you get away with upstaging the entire production after all this unforgivable racket you've brought to my poor morning routine..."
"Rest assured, the unassailable Queen of Ice shall be granted her day upon the throne for all to kneel and grovel before!" Bokuto declared with a flourish, puffing out his broad chest in silly pomp as he pressed one hand over the steady thrum of his heartbeat. "Why, I swear upon mine own honor as a devoted - if tragically misunderstood - leading man that tonight shall be a night of pure enchantment to remember! One that we shall..." He paused, gaze growing suddenly soft and honeyed around the edges as it swept across your features, "...one that we shall remember for all our days, my love."
You swallowed convulsively at the intensity behind those words, suddenly robbed of any pithy retort or defenses against the riptide of emotion swelling up between you in that crystalline moment. Everything seemed to recede into a kind of molten, surreal detachment as Bokuto's sculpted features impossibly blurred and sharpened into searing clarity all at once.
Then you were both inhaling sharply, the charged bubble fragmenting apart as Bokuto launched a throw pillow directly into your nose with a muffled 'whoomph'.
"But first thing's first - a morning round of Rocky Road for the soon-to-be leading lady tonight!" he crowed with deafening enthusiasm. "No way my girl's going to war looking like a molted barn owl straight off the rack, am I right?"
And just like that, the spell of palpable tension weighting the atmosphere between you dissipated into the same lighthearted ribbing and raucous antics that had defined your friendship for so long now. You huffed out an exasperated laugh at Bokuto's antics, already bunching up the skirts of your nightdress with every intention of flinging it back in his smug face.
Tonight's theatrics could wait a little longer, you supposed. For now, there was still time for one final lighthearted sparring match before the curtain rose on whatever fresh madness your human hurricane had planned.
"Come onnnn, just put it on for a quick second!" Bokuto whined from his sprawled position across your bed. "I wanna see how the full ensemble looks all put together!"
You shot him an exasperated look over your shoulder as you carefully lined your eyes in front of the vanity mirror. "For the hundredth time, Bo - no. I'm not going full glam until right before we have to actually leave."
He groaned loudly, throwing his arm over his eyes in a dramatic display. "But babe, that's like two whole hours from now! How am I supposed to bask in the vision of loveliness that is my beautiful date if you insist on keeping yourself all covered up?"
"By exercising a little thing called patience?" you fired back dryly. "Maybe lookup some techniques for it between obsessively pestering me every five minutes."
"Ugh, you're so mean to me," Bokuto pouted, peeking at you from beneath the crook of his elbow. "Withholding your breathtaking beauty behind those drab sweats...it's like torturing a man stuck in the desert without any water!"
You snorted at the melodrama, carefully applying another layer of mascara. "Keep laying it on that thick and I may have to take those designer dresses back for a refund. I don't need you staining them with all your pathetic drooling later."
"You couldn't get a refund if you tried," he shot back smugly. "I made sure to have them all permanently altered and tailored to your measurements for the full wow-factor."
You paused, makeup brush hovering as you turned to pin him with an incredulous look. "You're joking."
Bokuto simply grinned, all bravado and mischievous charm. "Does this incredibly handsome face look like it's joking right now?"
Groaning, you shook your head and went back to your makeup, muttering under your breath. "I swear, between the fancy clothes and all the custom tailoring, you must've dropped like ten grand on this whole act alone."
"Well, what can I say?" His tone took on that silky, smug quality that always made you want to smack him. "When I go all out for my gorgeous girl, I don't do anything half-assed."
You rolled your eyes so hard it was almost painful. "I'm not your girl, Bokuto. This is all an elaborate act, remember?"
His responding pout was audible. "Why do you have to go and harsh my vibe like that, babe? Can't you just let a guy get into character for one night of delicious, scintillating roleplay with his dream partner?"
"By deluding yourself into somehow making this real?" you countered, finally feeling satisfied enough with your makeup to start getting dressed. "I think the only delusion happening here is in that perpetually thirsty mind of yours, pal."
"Mmm, you know just what to say to get a fella all riled up," Bokuto rumbled, the bed creaking as he shifted around behind you. "Promise me one thing - you gotta let me see the full shebang at least thirty minutes before we have to be out that door. Give a guy a little time to pick his jaw up off the floor and reassemble his composure..."
You bit your lip against a grin as you shimmied out of your sweatpants, very aware of the weight of his eyes tracking your movements now. "We'll see how convincing you are at playing the part later. For now, just sit tight and try to control yourself until I put the whole look together, okay?"
His wounded groan made you chuckle softly to yourself. Slipping into your robe, you turned to catch Bokuto propped up on one elbow, eyes already gleaming with familiar exaggerated pleading.
"You're lucky I already vowed to be on my best behavior tonight," he muttered, gaze roaming frankly over your silk-wrapped frame. "Otherwise I might've had to take drastic measures to see that beautiful body out in the open well before our scheduled curtain call..."
You threw a decorative pillow at his face without hesitation, fighting a losing battle against your smile. "Down boy! Save all that simmering tension for when the cameras are rolling - I'm pretty sure your idiot teammates will smell even a whiff of real steam and instantly know I'm not your actual love interest."
"Oh ye of little faith," Bokuto tsked with a wink. "By the time I work my irresistible magic on you tonight, those clueless dingbats won't know whether I'm just an incredibly committed method actor or if they've actually glimpsed the face of true love incarnate. You'll see..."
The sheer overconfidence in his tone was enough to set you laughing all over again as you grabbed your dress ensemble and headed for the bathroom to change. "Keep telling yourself that, Casanova. I'm still holding you personally responsible when this all inevitably blows up in our faces!"
His responding whoop of protest was drowned out by the click of the door shutting between you. Surrounded by the quiet of your bathroom, you allowed yourself a small moment just to take a few centering breaths, garment bags pooling at your feet.
Despite all the teasing back-and-forth... despite your very rational, very loud internal voice screaming about how insane this entire farce was...you couldn't quite ignore the steadily growing bubble of warmth and giddy excitement slowly inflating in your chest.
Bokuto's particular brand of irreverent, untempered enthusiasm had always been nothing short of infectious to you. And after the sheer excess of thought and funds he'd poured into making tonight as lavish and extravagant as possible for your benefit?
Well, you supposed you could find it in yourself to get a little overinvested in selling the real-life romantic fantasy too. At least for one night of shameless indulgence between you and your best friend.
With that firmly in mind, you finally allowed the dress bags to slip open and spill their contents across your waiting arms.
"You've got to be kidding me..." The hushed utterance barely contained the appropriate degree of reverent awe as Bokuto took you in from across the room. "I mean, I knew you were gonna be a knockout when I saw the full look in person. But holy smokes, babe...you're on an entirely different level from anyone else on this whole damn planet!"
You felt your cheeks heat despite yourself at the sincere appreciation brimming in his voice. Studiously avoiding his molten gaze, you twisted to examine your reflection more critically in the floor-length mirror.
The oxblood evening gown skimmed over your curves in an elegant swath of liquid silk that shimmered and flowed like a living entity with each minute shift. The neckline plunged just enough to tease without being outright salacious while the daring thigh-high slit allowed tantalizing glimpses of skin to wink at admirers as you moved. Overall, the deep crimson shade provided an aesthetically striking contrast against your complexion, practically smoldering in an effortless display of confidence and refined beauty.
"It is a pretty swoon-worthy look, I'll give you that much," you allowed with a small smile as you tried to slip into the towering rhinestone-studded heels to complete the overall effect.
You could feel the weight of Bokuto's gaze like a physical brand everywhere it raked across your body. An indecent part of you thrilled at the rapt, appreciative way he seemed to drink in every exposed inch of skin - unconsciously leaning forward like a man entranced.
"Forget swoon-worthy," he husked after a protracted beat, voice dropping an entire octave deeper in a way that zipped electric tingles down your spine. "That look is straight up...no, wait. This requires more creative adjectives than my poor tongue can properly supply justice to in the moment."
With that vague declaration, Bokuto simply launched himself off the bed and pad-thumped his way over to you in a few loping strides. You opened your mouth to offer some sardonic rebuttal, only to choke on your words entirely as he effortlessly sank to one knee at your feet, broad shoulders level with your waistline.
Smoldering galaxies of molten amber stared up at you from beneath a messy fringe of slate and silver, flickering with a tantalizing heat that made your mouth go abruptly dry.
"What...are you doing?" The question rasped out weakly, all the smooth bravado sapped from your tone.
Bokuto didn't answer verbally - he simply reached out and ever-so-gently clasped your ankle, thumb settling into the hollow just below with exquisite tenderness as his gaze continued searing a path up the length of your body. By the time your eyes reconnected, there was an electric charge crackling in the humid air between you, whipping every molecule of oxygen into a volatile brew.
"Let me, please," he finally breathed, the entreaty so hushed and heavy it landed squarely in your core like a physical blow. "Just...just let me have this one moment to drink you in before I have to share this unreal vision with the rest of the world, okay?"
Your tongue felt thick and clumsy against your palate when you tried to formulate a response. Heat blossomed across the bridge of your nose and high planes of your cheekbones as those long, deft fingers performed exquisite tortures along the sensitive regions of your ankles and calves. Bokuto's smoldering stare remained trained on yours all the while, glittering through his lashes like shards of black ice and molten gold swirled together in a cosmic tempest...
"Uh...y-yeah. Yes, okay..." You finally tore your gaze away with concentrated effort, fighting the sudden tightness coiling in your belly at the naked adoration splashed across your best friend's features. "Just...don't go getting too many wild ideas about taking this role-playing thing past its acceptable limits."
Bokuto's responding chuckle was a low, throaty rumble that seemed vibrate against the bare skin of your legs in a most precarious way. "Rest assured, my love...what's happening between us in this moment is no mere act or play for show."
Your head whipped around so fast your upswept hair bounced and thrashed with the force. Bokuto's angular features had been wiped carefully blank into an expressionless mask, though his eyes still simmered with a naked heat that bordered on reverence.
Before you could recover enough to properly call him on the seemingly innocent comment loaded with ambiguity, he drew in a long, shuddering inhale through his nose. Squeezed your calf just firm enough to betray the intensity of the moment weighing upon him.
Then, seeming to shake off the unsettling weight of his own mood, he aimed that signature boyish grin up at you and bounced agilely back to his feet with new lightness.
"But enough seriousness for the time being, am I right?" His eyes crinkled at the corners with sincere mirth. "Tonight's meant to be a celebration for us both - one that I intend to kick off with an absolute bang once we hit the streets and show off this impossible union for all the world to behold!"
Despite the lingering maelstrom of emotions still settling over you like an intangible haze, you couldn't quite stifle the breathless giggle that bubbled up in response to his renewed exuberance. Unable to resist one final joshing remark.
"So what you're saying is, this is officially the moment where my descent into unwitting arm candy status goes completely off the rails?" you teased lightly. "I should savor these last shreds of dignity before you strip them away entirely with your usual hurricane of chaos, right?"
Bokuto's responding cackle of delight was deep and infectious, swiftly dragging you fully free of the heated thrall you'd both temporarily spun into just moments ago. He swept a low, gallant bow worthy of Shakespearean theater, extending one arm in an exaggerated beckoning flourish towards the door.
"My dear lady, would that I could promise your pride and reserve will remain fully intact throughout our festivities!" He deepened his voice into a ridiculously affected baritone dripping with mock gravitas. "But I fear yours truly must admit to harboring...ulterior motives for tonight's escapades that may strip you bare of all remaining propriety and discretion by the final curtain!"
You were already giggling helplessly at his theatrics, one hand pressed over your abdomen as peals of laughter tumbled freely forth. Bokuto took the opportunity to stride forward and link your free arm through the crook of his elbow, guiding you with exaggerated courtliness towards the door and whatever jubilant mayhem beyond awaited your arrival.
"C'mon, milady," he murmured against your temple, the graveled tenor of his voice sending shivers coursing across your skin. "Let's blow the roof off this joint, just the two of us taking the world by storm. What d'ya say?"
Your answering grin, wide and radiant with all the boundless eagerness of pure, unfettered joy, was all the response either of you needed. Tonight was yours for the taking, for better or worse.
And as your fingertips burrowed into the solid expanse of muscle cording Bokuto's bicep more snugly, winding him just a smidge tighter against your side...you found yourself struck by the sudden, heady certainty that neither of you had any intention of doing this night by halves.
The sleek car idled curbside, tinted privacy windows shielding you from the curious glances of passersby as you leaned towards the mirror. Dabbing one final layer of glossy crimson across your lips, you pursed them experimentally before nodding in satisfaction.
"Okay, I think that's as good as it's gonna get," you announced, snapping your compact closed with a definitive click. "Unless you want me adding another coat ofâŠ"
Your teasing words trailed off as you finally glanced over at Bokuto...only to find him openly staring at you with an expression of such open, naked wonderment that your breath caught in your throat.
He was leaned back into the plush leather seat, one forearm looped casually across the empty space as he watched you with rapt, childlike adoration crinkling the corners of those expressive eyes. There was no heat or suggestion in his features, just an almost painfully earnest awe that reminded you so viscerally of the way he used to idolize you as snotty, scrappy children playing in the park across from your building.
For one suspended heartbeat, Bokuto looked less like the wildly successful pro athlete about to put on a staged performance for his team...and more like that wiry, silver-haired whirlwind of endless enthusiasm and boundless adoration that he had been all those years ago.
"Hello? Earth to Kou?" you prodded after clearing your throat roughly. "You still with me over there or did I accidentally hypnotize you into some sort of trance with my goddess-like glow?"
Bokuto blinked rapidly, the moment shattering apart like delicate spun-glass at the wry prompting of your voice. He shook his head sharply, silken strands of silver and black dancing across his brow as his expression cycled through a dizzying range of micro-emotions before settling on sheepish chagrin.
"Sorry, sorry!" One calloused palm rasped across the chiseled cut of his jawline, thumb smoothing over the plush swell of his lips. The small, compulsive adjustment only served to draw your gaze helplessly down to drink in the soft give of that lush mouth yet again before snapping your attention back up. "I didn't mean to get all weird and spacey on you like that. You just..."
He paused, adam's apple bobbing convulsively as he visibly struggled to collect his thoughts into some semblance of coherency. You arched one brow expectantly, tamping down on the sudden fluttering unease blossoming beneath your breastbone.
"I just what, Koutaro?" Aiming for casual nonchalance was more of a struggle than anticipated with the heated weight of his smoldering appraisal prickling along your sensitized skin once more.
"You just...look really, really pretty tonight." Bokuto bit down on that full lower lip briefly, as if physically shackling the rest of whatever thought wanted to tumble forth next. His lashes dipped for a single slow blink before those liquid mercury eyes refocused on yours with renewed intensity. "Like, inhumanly gorgeous to the point that I genuinely worried for a split second about bursting into flames levels of pretty."
Your mouth curved into an amused moue despite your best efforts at preserving neutrality. Leave it to Bokuto to somehow ricochet between flustered sincerity and casual wisecracking with such effortless smoothness.
"Thanks, I think?" You aimed for a playful roll of your eyes, though the heat blooming across the bridge of your nose hinted at the lingering effects of his unvarnished compliment. "Glad to know my efforts at achieving 'ethereal siren' levels of beauty paid off enough to stun even a chaos prodigy like you into temporary speechlessness."
Bokuto huffed out a quiet chuckle, shoulders relaxing incrementally back into that sinuous sprawl against the seat. "It's not an act or exaggerated flattery, babe. You really do take my breath away looking like...well, like anything."
Another long, weighted pause as his eyes roved over the elegant lines of your body hungrily - a physical caress you felt all the way down to your core.
"Makes it a lot easier to sell the whole 'deliriously smitten leading man' act I've gotta put on tonight, that's for damn sure."
You hummed noncommittally, fingers toying with the ornate pendant nestled between your breasts as a welcome distraction from the steadily spiraling tension in the air between you both. Eventually you found enough equilibrium to shake off the tangible charge and pivot towards a more practical line of questioning.
"Speaking of selling this act..." You cast a sidelong glance at Bokuto, noting the way his posture imperceptibly tightened like a coiled strand of tensile steel cable. "We should probably get our story straight on a few key details before waltzing into the lion's den, don't you think?"
Bokuto regarded you steadily for a heartbeat before seeming to cotton to your pragmatic line of thought. He rapped the knuckle of his index finger lightly against his temple twice, inclining his head in a silent request for you to continue unpacking those thoughts.
"Well obviously your boneheaded teammates aren't going to resist the urge to start grilling us over the standard dating trivia the moment we make our entrance." You ticked off on your fingers as you continued. "Things like how we met up initially after losing touch for so long. Who finally caved and shot their shot to kickstart the romance between us. How long we've been keeping our relationship under wraps and why. That kind of gritty, embarrassingly intimate stuff that idiotic meatheads always zero right in on when they think they've sniffed out a chance for invasive gossip, y'know?"
You paused to regard Bokuto expectantly, only to find his expression had rapidly collapsed from genuine interest into a veritable deer-in-headlights mask of panic. His eyes had blown wide enough to dominate the entirety of his features, knuckles whitening around the plush grip of the door handle beside him.
"Oh fuuuuuuuuuuck..." The grated moan dragged itself past his suddenly bloodless lips like the pained death rattle of a newly birthed black hole swallowing him whole. "I didn't...oh my god, I'm such a colossal idiot! How did I not even stop to think about basic background and story logistics like that before charging in ass-first?"
Well, that certainly wasn't the response you had anticipated from your customarily unflappable partner in chaos. You stared at Bokuto in mounting disbelief as he visibly descended into a whirlwind shame spiral before your very eyes.
"Shit, no - this whole thing is going to unravel into a total trainwreck before we even make it through the door now!" His voice steadily escalated towards hysterical yodeling, free hand tugging mercilessly at platinum streaked strands. "Those vultures are going to sniff out the first hint of discrepancy in our cover story and proceed to rip me a massively gaping asshole sideways for the next decade at minimum! Oh god, why didn't I have you help me hammer out some plausible backstory details ahead of time? Why am I such an inconsistent, scatterbrained himbo with the planning skills of a lobotomized lemur at all times?!"
At that, you could no longer bite back the peals of laughter bubbling up from your chest. Bokuto froze mid-tirade to goggle at you, clearly shellshocked by the mirth rippling across his companion. Wiping away the first few tears pearling at the corners of your eyes, you finally managed to draw a full breath and calm yourself enough to speak clearly once more.
"Honestly, I don't know why I expected anything less from you in a crisis situation like this," you chuckled with a bemused shake of your head. "You'd have ended up spontaneously combusting from all the convoluted storytelling lies you tried weaving by yourself guaranteed."
Bokuto opened his mouth, no doubt to defend his honor, when you smoothly reached out and grasped him by both whiskered cheeks. His plush lips puckered adorably in your squishing hold, eyes going owlishly perplexed as the scathing commentary seemed to momentarily die on his tongue.
"You daft, ridiculous man-owl," you crooned fondly, drinking in the boyish features you knew better than your own reflection at this point. "Why else did you think I bothered bringing up hammering out backstory logistics in the first place, hm? Did you really think I'd allow us to blunder into this big scene without having some plausible fallback cover story all teed up on my end?"
Realization dawned in Bokuto's widening gaze even as you allowed your grip on his cheeks to relax fractionally, smoothing those plumped swell of his lips out beneath your touch.
"That's right, my adorably fretful barnowl," you practically purred, unable to resist skimming the calloused pad of your thumb across that lush mouth in a tantalizing graze. "Your ever vigilant partner in crime has us fully covered here too. Just leave the talking to me this time around, yeah?"
You punctuated the reassurance with a conspiratorial wink that had Bokuto's posture relaxing back into the decadent sprawl he seemed to favor instinctively. There was an evenness and unhurried certainty creeping back into his bearing as well - the sort of quietly determined and centered confidence that had underscored even the wildest, most over-the-top productions you two had dreamed up back in your teen heydays.
"As per usual then?" he husked finally, tongue darting out to wet those lips you'd just caressed in an unconsciously sensual motion that caused every fiber of your being to suddenly throb with heated awareness. His features had cycled back through that delicious transformation from hangdog uncertainty to assured incandescence before your very eyes - the alpha-owl persona you knew and adored so unreservedly slotting smoothly back into the driver's seat once more. "You hold the reins while I'm left to follow your indomitable lead into whatever madness awaits, gorgeous? Just the pair of eternal partners kicking up fresh chaos in harmony as we've done since we were kids?"
You echoed his slow, delicious grin with one of your own - equally indulgent yet underscored by that same current of feral, unignorable heat simmering between you. This was familiar territory, comforting in its inherent unpredictability...yet charged with undeniable electricity neither of you had ever dared name or fully give voice to up until now.
"Something like that," you husked back, voice already taking on a husky, heady alto you barely recognized as belonging to your own throat. "So what do you say, oh esteemed leading man?"
You didn't wait for his breathless nod of acquiescence before surging forward in that same, emboldened motion. The hand already cupping the stubbled definition of Bokuto's jaw slid upwards to frame his enviably sharp cheekbones, thumb grazing the razor-cut hollow just beneath with smoldering intent. Your lips hovered a sliver's breadth from searing themselves against the corner of his own in a filthy brand - close enough to share each scorching exhalation in one heated tangle.
"Shall we go remind that ingrate squad of judgmental jackals just what kind of unrestrained havoc a force of nature like us is capable of conjuring?" you practically growled, holding his blown-wide stare captive even as the energy crackling between your mingling breaths thickened to intoxicating degrees. "And give them all a little...private show we know they've been utterly dying to catch a tantalizing glimpse of behind closed doors for months now?"
A heartbeat ticked by with agonizing slowness as Bokuto simply stared at you slack-jawed, throat clicking in a convulsive swallow. One, two shuddering blinks later, and his jaw clenched with resolve as a guttural rumble tore itself loose from his chest.
"On your lead, partner...let's give these chucklehead civilians the night of their goddamn lives."
His wolfish smile, pure smoldering sin and white-hot charisma, was your only warning before he surged across the scant space separating you. You inhaled sharply at the sudden weight of his mouth blazing a trail of liquid fire along your jaw and throat - lush and seeking in a way that nearly had you whiting out from the searing onslaught of sensation.
No, there would be no holding back this time. No restraints or filters imposed as you two utterly annihilated every last barrier in your path. Not tonight.
Tonight was for raw, visceral consumption in its most primal sense. And you were both starving.
The low hum of conversation and soft music greeted you as the maĂźtre d' ushered you through the elegant double doors into the main dining room. Bokuto's broad palm pressed reassuringly against the small of your back, guiding you forward with an effortless confidence that paradoxically helped settle your nerves.
"There they are," he murmured against your temple, the rumbling timbre of his voice stirring tingles across your skin. You followed his subtle nod towards a partially secluded booth near the back where three figures sat sprawled amid the tasteful low lighting.
Even from this distance, it was impossible to miss the unmistakable crown of fiery red locks belonging to Hinata Shoyo. He was turned in profile, but the animated way his hands gestured as he spoke marked him like a human exclamation point amid the group.
At his side sat the impressive bulk and perpetual furrow of Sakusa Kiyoomi, arms folded across his broad chest as he watched Hinata with ill-disguised bemusement. And lounging opposite them both with an ease borne from sheer confidence and charisma...
"Well I'll be damned," Atsumu Miya drawled as he caught sight of you both across the dining room. "The mighty Kou-kun actually did manage to snag himself a real life girlfriend after all this time!"
You felt Bokuto tense fractionally at your side, thumb rubbing an absent circle against the exposed skin of your back before he huffed out a soft snort. When he spoke, though, his tone was light and warm in a way that made your heart swell unexpectedly.
"Don't look so surprised there, Tsumu," he chuckled, guiding you both closer to the booth until you stood directly beside the table. A disarming grin split his handsome features, radiating the sort of sunny charm that made your breath catch each time unexpectedly. "Were you really doubting my unbeatable charm for so long, buddy? That's just cold."
Atsumu was quick to return the teasing jibe, leaning back with a dramatic roll of his eyes and smirk curling one side of his mouth. "Well can ya really blame a guy for keepin' his expectations low when it comes to your romantic prowess, Kou-kun? Yer not exactly batting a thousand when it comes to putting the moves on people, if ya know what I mean."
Despite yourself, you couldn't help the small laugh that bubbled free at the exaggerated tete-a-tete clearly being indulged between old friends and teammates. Hinata was quick to pick up on the shift, immediately swiveling in his seat to face you both with sparkling interest.
"Whoa, Atsumu! Is this the girlfriend Bokuto was telling u-" His warm brown eyes raked over you assessingly before widening in clear awestruck surprise. "Oh my gosh, you're-! I mean, I didn't realize you and Bokuto-san were actually, you know, dating and everything!"
You arched a single brow at that in silent query, though inside you felt a small swell of flattery blooming unexpectedly. It seemed Bokuto was quite the notorious gossip to his teammates when it came to the epic saga of your relationship, regardless of how frequently skewed facts were indulged upon.
To his credit, Bokuto looked the very picture of perfectly charmed embarrassment when he ducked his head, shooting you a sheepish sidelong look from beneath tousled silvery lashes. The tips of his ears had begun to redden ever so slightly in a rather endearingly boyish tell, one you'd seen countless times over the years.
"Well, I'll admit I may have waxed a bit poetic in singing my partner's endless virtues over the years," he murmured, carefully avoiding your teasing scrutiny as he addressed the others. You didn't miss the almost imperceptible tightening of his palm against your lower back at the gentle ribbing, though - nor the way it somehow managed to steady and center you despite the fleeting rush of nerves spiking through your system.
"But in my defense, how could any mere mortal hope to properly capture the full essence of such an ethereal, untouchable vision in mere words alone, gentlemen?" The crooked grin Bokuto flashed next set your pulse to skittering in a dangerous pattern, every fiber of attention narrowing to the way his thumb resumed those absent caresses against your spine. "Isn't that right, my radiant guiding star?"
You huffed out a soft breath at the unexpected endearment, equal parts charmed and exasperated despite yourself. Of course he would be utterly incorrigible about playing the devoted, overly effusive paramour to the hilt already.
"First of all, you don't get to melt me into a puddle with all your overwrought poetry that easily, Casanova," you fired back in a mild tone, though you made no move to step away from his side or dislodge the hand pressed so tenderly to the curve of your waist. "I happen to distinctly recall swearing off letting you ruin my makeup before we even got properly seated tonight."
Atsumu's bark of delighted laughter cut through the charged moment, startling you out of the impromptu staring contest you'd found yourself locked in with Bokuto's heated gaze. The blonde setter leaned forward eagerly, elbows resting atop the pristine linens as he grinned between you in open amusement.
"Aw damn, I like her already!" he chuckled, grey eyes sparkling with impish mischief. "Anyone who can verbally run circles 'round ol' Kou-kun that smoothly while still lettin' him slobber all over them with that ol' Casanova charm routine is a total winner in my book."
The tips of your ears warmed at the transparent, if playful, insinuation behind his words...though you couldn't quite hide the pleased tilt your lips took in response either. It seemed Bokuto's teammates were already wholeheartedly adopting you as part of their eccentric inner circle, and your confidence was quickly being bolstered by the unexpected warmth and levity being fostered around the table.
"She really is a regular gem though, isn't she?" Hinata chimed in brightly when the laughter tapered off. He leaned across Sakusa's impressive bulk with earnest eyes locked on you, one small hand extended in greeting. "We haven't gotten the chance to be properly acquainted yet, but Bokuto never stops talking about you! I'm Hinata Shoyo - it's so awesome to finally meet you in person!"
You clasped the proffered hand in a firm shake, unable to resist the infectious sincerity radiating off the diminutive redhead in waves. "It's wonderful to meet you as well, Hinata. Though I have to admit, I already feel like I know each of you gentlemen rather intimately after all the tales and boasting Bokuto has subjected me to over the years."
At that, you slid him a sly sidelong glance, lips curving into a soft teasing smile that seemed to stop Bokuto's breath in his throat - if the almost imperceptible tightening of his grip against you was any indication. "I'm afraid he truly has exceeded every acceptable boundary when it comes to gushing about his friends in excruciating detail."
To his credit, Bokuto didn't balk or try to deflect the gentle jab, simply basking in your approving look with open affection crinkling the corners of his eyes and mouth. Hinata straightened up with an impish grin, clearly picking up on the unspoken dynamic playing out so intimately between you.
"Well hey, if he runs his mouth off constantly singing your praises, I think that just means we were all secretly kind of hoping you two lovebirds would finally make things official eventually, right?" Another disarmingly sunny beam flashed in your direction, setting your pulse to tripping in earnest now. The implicit familiarity and warmth with which Hinata already folded you into their motley little group was both blindsiding and intensely heartwarming in equal measure. "I mean, Bokuto-sanâs been carrying a crazy obvious torch for you since forever ago, from the way he never shut up about you!"
A flush crept up Bokuto's neck at that perfectly innocent disclosure, mouth twitching in a suppressed grimace of embarrassment. You couldn't resist darting a sly, utterly unsubtle look of silent query in his direction. He purposefully avoided your searching gaze, shoulders hunching almost imperceptibly as if preparing for the worst.
Just like that, the teasing banter around the table shifted from playful jocularity to something infinitely more loaded - weighted with an undeniable new gravity that had Atsumu and Hinata's grins faltering slightly. Even Sakusa's formidable mask of indifference slipped fractionally, one elegant brow lifting beneath the fall of inky curls obscuring his pale visage.
A thick, rapidly solidifying quiet descended over the group before you finally managed to rally, forcing a breezy chuckle from somewhere deep in your chest. The sound seemed to shatter the moment's strange tension back into something altogether warmer and more recognizable to you all.
"Well then, I apologize in advance for disappointing the lot of you on that particular front," you offered with an easy smile aimed first at Hinata, then around the table. You capped the quip off by leaning your weight subtly into Bokuto's solid frame, earning a sharp intake of breath from your partner as his stare locked onto yours again. "But I can promise the long, arduous waits and unspoken pining ends tonight for our dear Bokuto. We're both far too emotionally evolved and secure in our commitment to keep dancing around the obvious any longer, isn't that right darling?"
The endearment dripped off your tongue with smooth, sugared sincerity despite the open wink you aimed Bokuto's way. To his immense credit though, he rallied admirably - entire demeanor shifting back towards his usual unflappable swagger and roguish charm as he slid an arm securely around your waist.
"You heard the woman, boys. No more need to keep up this weary facade of us being anything other than the deliriously smitten item we truly are," he rumbled, lips curving into that lopsided smirk that did utterly unreasonable things to your pulse point. He dipped his head fractionally until you could feel the silken caress of his hair whispering against your cheek, mouth a scant breath from your own as he murmured softly. "Isn't that right...my heavenly flame?"
You held his heated stare levelly, throat clicking in a steadying swallow before arching one brow in silent invitation. An inviting curve graced your lips at the brief flicker of something ferociously intent that flared across Bokuto's expression before he turned his focus back on the others with a disarmingly sunny grin.
The comfortable cadences of conversation resumed around you in that moment, though you remained hyper-aware of the solid weight of Bokuto's palm spanning your hip. Of the occasional gusts of his warm breath stirring gossamer tendrils against your cheek and throat each time he leaned in to punctuate a story or witty retort to the ongoing banter.
Just as you had predicted, you realized with a sense of burgeoning satisfaction. The two of you seemed to have thoroughly and irrevocably secured your roles in this little dramatic facade.
Though judging by Bokuto's occasional sidelong glances and poorly concealed looks of open adoration directed your way when he thought you weren't paying careful attention...you got the distinct impression your partner in chaos was no longer playing merely for show.
Not when the tender sweep of his thumb against your wrist had taken on an unconsciously sensual caress you felt reverberating straight to your core.
Or when his luminous gaze threatened to strip you bare to your deepest foundations in unguarded moments whenever your eyes inevitably found themselves locking and holding with electric intensity once more...
No, there was no doubt about it. Despite your carefully laid plans and meticulous choreography preparing you for this very evening, Bokuto Kotaro was officially steering this emotional upheaval somewhere entirely unscripted and irrevocable.
And you couldn't quite decide whether you were utterly elated or terribly apprehensive at the thrilling prospect of seeing precisely where the detour he was plotting might take you both next.
The soft murmur of conversation and clinking silverware filled the air, punctuated by Atsumu's occasional bawdy joke or Hinata's bright peals of laughter. You fielded their friendly interrogation about how you and Bokuto first started dating with well-practiced ease - embellishing backstories and twisting innocent anecdotes just enough to maintain plausible deniability.
"So lemme get this straight," Atsumu leaned back, eyeing you both with an appraising look. "You two crazy kids knew each other all the way until high school, but never actually got your acts together until running into one another again randomly a few years later?"
You nodded, feeling Bokuto's thigh press solidly against yours beneath the table. "That's right. All those years of unresolved tension and lingering feelings finally just...combusted one night when we reconnected over drinks."
A roguish grin split Atsumu's features as he wiggled his brows suggestively. "I'll bet. Dontcha just hate it when all that pent up unresolved sexual tension hits ya like a sledgehammer to the nuts and you can't do anything but rip each other's clothes off for aâ?"
"Atsumu!" Hinata cried, looking scandalized as he swatted his teammate's arm. You stifled a laugh as Bokuto shifted uncomfortably, a hint of pink tingeing those defined cheekbones.
From the corner of your eye, you caught Sakusa's usual impassive mask slipping slightly, mouth twitching as if resisting the urge to sneer outright at the vulgar banter. Those dark, piercing eyes found yours across the table and held them in a quietly scrutinizing stare. You met his silent appraisal head on, features schooled into neutrality.
Under the table, Bokuto's hand found yours, fingers threading together and squeezing tightly. You slanted him a look of silent understanding, trapping his other hand against your thigh in a reciprocal gesture of reassurance. The slight tremor you felt betrayed his nerves at being placed under such unyielding scrutiny, but he squeezed back fiercely all the same.
"Well, if Kou-kun is even half as good at deliverin' the goods behind closed doors as he is at performin' on the court, I'm sure things got nice and wild for you crazy lovebirds that night," Atsumu continued breezily, utterly uncaring of the atmosphere's shift towards tension.
To your surprise, you felt Bokuto tense sharply beside you, fingers tightening around yours in an anxious grip. Bewildered, you watched as that bright, sunny confidence seemed to bleed from his expression in real time - golden eyes going dim and shoulders slumping infinitesimally.
And just like that, you recognized the warning signs solidifying into place with a lurch of your stomach. Emo-mode, the bane of your existence.
You opened your mouth, about to cut in with some smooth deflection before matters could escalate any further. But you were beaten to the punch by a small, derisive scoff from Sakusa's side of the table.
"As if someone as emotionally stunted as Bokuto could ever hope to satisfy a real woman properly," he drawled, dark eyes glittering with unveiled disdain. "He's clearly still just an overgrown, emotionally-incontinent child playing make-believe at being a mature, capable adult."
The table fell into a shocked hush, charged and bristling in the wake of Sakusa's blunt dismissal. You could practically see the shutters slamming down behind Bokuto's eyes, mouth tightening into a flat line as every vestige of lightness drained from his demeanor.
"Oh come on, Omi-kun! That's a bit harsh, don't you thin-" Hinata began placatingly, only to halt when you waved a dismissive hand in his direction.
"Save your breath, Sho," you said easily, not even sparing Sakusa a glance as you shifted closer to Bokuto's side. "If Omi-kun wants to project his own intimacy issues all over the place, I say we just let him get it off his chest."
Bokuto stiffened slightly beside you, so you threw an arm around his broad shoulders and leaned fully into his personal space. With your free hand, you trailed your fingertips along the sculpted line of his pec through the thin fabric of his shirt, feeling the firm muscle jump beneath your teasing caress.
"Although..." You drawled, letting your nails rake lightly over his chest now. "If the brooding man is really that curious about Kou's prowess behind closed doors, I'm more than happy to give a full review right here and now."
You punctuated the loaded statement by slanting a boldly challenging look at Sakusa, lips curving into a smirk at the way his perpetual frown deepened ever so slightly in response to your brazen flirting.
"Let's just say that despite how childish this one can act around you sad sacks," you continued blithely, giving Bokuto's pec an indulgent squeeze that had his breath hitching audibly. "He's anything but immature when we're tangled up together in private."
The tips of Atsumu's ears went cherry red, jaw dropping open in a small 'o' of shock. Hinata looked equally aghast, hands flying up to cover his flaming cheeks as an embarrassed giggle slipped free. But Sakusa...Sakusa was the real prize, straightening in his seat and openly staring at you both now with what could only be grudging interest glinting in those obsidian eyes.
Feeling emboldened by his apparent investment in the conversation's tawdry turn, you slid your palm up to cup the solid weight of Bokuto's bicep, giving an appreciative squeeze that had the thick cords of muscle jumping beneath your fingers.
"Am I right or am I right, big guy?" You aimed the husky endearment directly at Bokuto, enjoying the way his complexion immediately took on a ruddy hue high across those razor-sharp cheekbones.
He blinked a few times, seeming to shake off his stupor with visible effort before settling you with a playful, smoldering look that went straight to your core in a dizzying rush of heat.
"Well, you know how I always strive for excellence in everything, babe," he rumbled, lips quirking into that lopsided grin that showed off his sharp canines. He dropped his voice another sin-cured register, gaze burning into yours from beneath his lashes as he continued. "Wouldn't wanna half-ass anything and disappoint a passionate woman like yourself, now would I?"
The promise behind that bedroom rasp was utterly unmistakable. You felt a shiver tingle deliciously down your spine at the overt suggestion, pupils blowing wide as you drank in the sight of your usually boisterous partner positively oozing rugged masculinity in that moment.
Somewhere between your parted thighs, you became aware of a telltale throb of heated interest making itself known. You swallowed hard, resisting the urge to squirm as prickles of arousal ghosted beneath your skin in delirious waves.
"Mmm, well I certainly can't argue with the results," you managed after a moment, pitching your tone into one of artfully feigned indifference despite the molten lava simmering in your veins now.
You slid one palm higher, knuckles grazing Bokuto's stubbled jaw in a searing caress as you held his blazing stare steadily.
"Pretty sure I've never once had cause to be anything less than...fully satiated and left quivering in the aftermath of your efforts, lover."
The blunt insinuation hung heavy in the air, dripping with unsubtle promise. Bokuto looked like he was two seconds away from spontaneously combusting right there at the table - eyes blown wide, chest heaving beneath the thin fabric of his shirt as his Adam's apple bobbed convulsively.
You simply arched one brow at his stunned expression, finally leaning back in your seat with a picture of nonchalant composure. As if you hadn't just been openly insinuating about the devastating prowess of his lovemaking mere moments ago.
Atsumu coughed roughly into his fist, still looking faintly scandalized. Hinata just kept darting bewildered glances between the pair of you, seemingly at a total loss. But Sakusa...
Sakusa regarded you with those impenetrable dark eyes for a long moment, carefully schooling his features into an inscrutable mask once more. Then the barest hint of a smirk quirked the corner of his mouth as he inclined his head a few fractional degrees.
"I'll give you this much - that whole overtly crass flirting act you've got going on takes a surprising amount of gall I didn't think you'd have in you," he remarked in that low, disaffected drawl of his. His smirk deepened by a few molars as he fixed Bokuto with a pointed look. "Though I suppose keeping up with this rambunctious headcase on a daily basis would require a significant lack of shame from anyone."
The backhanded compliment hung there, loaded with unspoken implication. You simply hummed softly in response, offering Sakusa a serene smile as you toyed with the stem of your wineglass.
"Why thank you kindly, Omi-kun. I'll take that as basically the closest thing to a glowing character endorsement I'm likely to get out of you for the foreseeable future." You tipped your glass at him in a small, mocking toast. "I do so appreciate the subtle acknowledgment of my brazen nature as being a core component of what snared such a virile, unapologetic peacock like my dear Kou in the end."
Sakusa snorted indelicately at the oblique dig, but let the matter slide in that same graceful display of aloof detachment he excelled at. Just like that, the brief undercurrent of simmering tension evaporated back into the comfortable warmth and easy banter you'd been immersed in all evening.
Hinata must have picked up on the new lightness settling back over the table, because he immediately turned to you both with a toothy grin and gleam of curiosity dancing in his warm brown eyes.
"So what was it that made you finally realize you were in love with each other?" he asked brightly, pushing his plate aside to lean across the table eagerly. "I mean, you said you two knew each other forever growing up, but was there like...a singular moment or event where you both had that huge 'oh crap, I'm head over heels for this person' epiphany?"
You felt Bokuto tense almost imperceptibly at your side, shoulders squaring beneath the weight of Hinata's innocent questioning. Out of the corner of your eye, you watched his features rapidly cycle through a range of micro-expressions - surprise, nervousness, that telltale hint of panic that always preceded his infamous Emo Mode onsets...
Quick as a flash, you reached beneath the table and tangled your fingers through his, giving a gentle squeeze of reassurance. Already, you were racking your brain for some plausible, romantic anecdote to spin Hinata's way and defuse the tension beforeâ
"Yeah buddy, there sure was!"
Bokuto's voice rang out, clear and strong and utterly devoid of uncertainty as he squeezed your hand in return. You froze, scarcely daring to breathe as you watched his face utterly transform - melting from apprehension into that achingly earnest warmth and sincerity he always managed to project as clear as the summer sky.
"Sure, we knew each other practically our whole lives before then," Bokuto continued easily, locking eyes with you as a small, impossibly tender smile bloomed across his face. "But I don't think either of us realized just how deep our bond extended past mere friendship or sibling-like affection until this one fateful afternoon back in our middle school days..."
As if in a trance, you watched Bokuto's gaze drift into the middle distance as his deep timbre washed over the table - rich and hypnotic in a way that raised gooseflesh across every inch of your skin. You were so enraptured that you barely registered the way Hinata, Atsumu, and even Sakusa seemed to lean imperceptibly closer as well, helplessly drawn into the gravity of Bokuto's recollections as he continued.
"It was the first real warm, sunny day kicking off spring that year if I'm remembering right," he murmured softly, brow wrinkling slightly in concentration. "You came over to my place straight after classes let out wearing that cute yellow sundress with the white daisies printed all across the skirt - the one you always said brought out the warmth in your complexion even though I thought you looked lovely in anything..."
He shook his head with a soft chuckle, swiping his thumb almost unconsciously along the plump ridge of your knuckles. You could only stare, utterly transfixed by the impossibly tender aura radiating off Bokuto as he recounted these seemingly mundane details from your shared childhoods.
"Anyway, I remember being so pumped to show off this new trick I'd finally gotten down for hitting my jump serve properly after weeks of struggling with it. We biked over to the neighborhood court I used to frequent constantly those days, remember? The one tucked away behind that old batting cage that was always deserted on weekday afternoons?"
You felt your brows furrow slightly as Bokuto's rich timbre washed over you, pulling you deeper into the recollection unfolding. The court he referred to rang a vague bell, but you couldn't quite place the specific details he seemed to recall with such vivid clarity.
"When we got there though, I noticed the whole area had been totally swept up and cleaned out - not a single loose pebble or speck of sand marring the cracked surface." Bokuto shook his head in amazement, eyes growing distant. "Which was wild, because that place was usually a total wasteland by that point most days after school. Every nook and cranny would be just littered with junk from the neighborhood brats always convening there, y'know?"
You nodded slowly, a strange sense of disquiet beginning to unfurl in your chest as his words conjured those stray flashes of familiarity that simply wouldn't quite coalesce into full memories just yet.
"But there you were, already standing there by the net with this cute little flushed face and that ridiculously oversized broom clutched in both hands!" Bokuto punctuated this observation with a rich chuckle, one palm not currently entwined with yours coming up to rasp along the stubbled cut of his jaw. "I remember putting the pieces together right then and just...staring at you in total awe, because you'd clearly busted your cute butt to make sure the whole area was polished up to perfection just for my sake before I even got there!"
A strange thrill shot up your spine at the sincerity brimming in his voice - the naked awe and affection he aimed your way as those warm amber eyes heated to simmering levels once more. Despite yourself, you found yourself leaning infinitesimally closer as if drawn into the gravity well of his recollections against your will.
"You played it all off with that trademark prickly bluster, of course," Bokuto continued with a sly grin that did funny things to your heart rate. "Insisting you just wanted to make sure I wasn't going to crack my skull open while trying new move."
He shrugged one solid shoulder, gaze searching yours with impossible warmth and tenderness. "But I knew the real truth even back then, babe. I could see it in the way you were watching me so intently with those bright, hopeful eyes - in the slight pink tint dusting your cheeks whenever I caught you staring at me while I ran through my warm up tosses..."
A soft, private smile bloomed across his features then, luminous enough to stop your breath in your lungs. "That was the very moment I realized you were so, so much more to me than just my oldest friend or surrogate sibling, you know? It hit me right then and there that you'd gone so far out of your way to do something so simple yet incredibly thoughtful and heartfelt, just to make me happy."
You could only stare mutely as Bokuto's larger palm found yours atop the table linens, engulfing your fingers in his calloused grasp with devastating tenderness. Every nerve ending in your body seemed to spark to blistering life at the contact - a lightning rod of awareness sharpening until it felt like you could discern each individual callous striating his palms, the subtle scent of fresh sweat and citrusy body wash that always seemed to cling to his sun-kissed skin...
"That was when I finally understood how deep my feelings had grown for you - how they were swiftly eclipsing the realm of childish affection or friendship entirely." Bokuto's voice emerged hardly above a hushed murmur, pitched for your ears alone despite the proximity of his teammates. He regarded you with burning intensity, as if willing you to see the truth blazing naked and exposed in every word. "You became my universe that day, babe. My every waking thought and source of joy, just like that..."
His stare lifted to lock onto yours with renewed intensity, clearly expecting some form of reciprocation or affirmation from you. But the words seemed to wither and die on your tongue as you took in the complex whirlwind of emotion swirling through those achingly familiar irises - so much raw gratitude and reverent affection bleeding through that molten golden glow that you swore you could actually feel the waves of heat undulating off him in physical pulses.
Bokuto huffed out another quiet chuckle at your continued, shell-shocked silence, swiping his thumb in one last caressing arc along your knuckles.
"Yeah, guess I'm probably starting to sound a bit loopy, huh?" His nose wrinkled into that boyish grin you'd always found so irresistibly endearing, though his gaze remained soft and terribly earnest as it clung to yours. "But hopefully that at least gives you sad sacks a little glimpse into the sorta stuff that made me realize real early on I could never hope to find a more perfect partner in crime than my best bro growing up."
You swallowed hard, mouth feeling like you'd attempted to swallow an entire handful of hot coals. The utter rawness and vulnerability etched into every nuance of Bokuto's expression sent ripples of scalding...something thundering through your nerve endings with dizzying rapidity. You struggled to place the torrential maelstrom of foreign sensations roiling in your gut - flickering fragments of nostalgia, affection, heated admiration all sluiced together into a conflagration of feeling that threatened to utterly consume you alive before ever finding solid definition.
Distantly, you registered the loud clatter of Hinata dropping his fork against his plate, the dull thud of Atsumu's boots striking the underside of the table in a startled jostle. But not even Sakusa shifting almost imperceptibly forward, dark eyes glittering with veiled intensity could penetrate the electric, encompassing bubble that had enveloped you and Bokuto in that singular, scorching moment of communion.
It wasn't until his gaze finally slid away, softening into something vaguely sheepish as he reached up to rub at his nape, that you managed to suck down a shuddering lungful of air. The simple, intrinsically Bokuto-esque gesture jarred you back into your surroundings enough to shake off the entrancing, suspended stupor clinging to your senses like rapidly evaporating ether.
"Anyway," he mumbled around a self-conscious chuckle, the tips of his ears dusting with a faint ruddy blush. "Maybe that was laying the sappiness on a bit too thick, huh? You know me though - always been an overly sentimental, heart-on-my-sleeve kinda romantic when it comes to the people who really maâ"
"No."
The soft, slightly hoarse denial seemed to startle Bokuto, effectively derailing the beginnings of his sputtered, babbling attempt to defuse the heavy tension still weighing over the table. He visibly startled, gaze darting back to yours with open surprise etching creases between his dark wings of brow.
"No, Kou...no that wasn't too thick at all," you managed, the words scraping themselves from your sandpaper throat against your will.
You'd meant to continue, to offer some form of coherent response in the wake of the emotional whiplash he'd just wrought upon you. But your lungs seemed to seize in protest instead, breath catching behind the blazing tightness squeezing through your chest as you simply stared back at your very best friend and confidante of nearly two full decades now.
In that breathless, ineffably charged beat of silence...you realized with sudden, gut-punching clarity that no matter what ridiculous, convoluted fiction or fable you spun to fool his teammates and their own jagged edges, Bokuto Kotaro would forever remain the greatest, most undeniable truth grounding every facet of your existence.
And in the flickering banked embers radiating from those beloved golden depths...you belatedly understood that you'd arrived at an event horizon where there could no longer be any hope of denying or restraining the inevitability of you both hopelessly, irrevocably colliding together in a spectacular Singularity.
"Hey..." The intimately hushed cadence of Bokuto's gravelly murmur lanced through the crackling tension like a lightning strike, searing your already overheated nerves into scorching new focus. "You okay over there, babe? Not gonna go spacey and float off on me after I unloaded all that nostalgic sap all over the place, are ya?"
His words registered, but only dimly - muffled and distant as though filtering through several layers of dense atmosphere. All you could seem to fully comprehend in that moment was the sight of that gentle, self-deprecating grin tugging one corner of his plush lips upwards. The way it softened those typically sharp, hawkish features into an expression so open and lushly affectionate that you felt your pulse trip over itself anew, stomach swooping inexorably with its own treacherous gravity.
"Kou, I..." The confession began thick and tremulous behind the vice squeezing your throat shut. Unbidden, you felt the corners of your mouth tilt upwards, mirroring his fond look completely against your will. "I...shit, I have no idea what I'm doing anymore, do I?"
Bokuto's grin gentled further at the admission, seeming to thaw even the final vestiges of tightly-coiled restraint lingering in the austere lines of his shoulders and posture. With a familiarity that spoke of two souls sharing the most intimate of proximities across countless lifetimes, he leaned in incrementally closer - that fiercely open gaze flickering between your eyes, settling briefly upon the telling dip of your pulse fluttering like a trapped hummingbird above your collarbones, skating hungrily across the plush curves of your mouth before meeting your stare once more.
"Just keep being you, babe," he murmured simply, the words hanging in a low, resonant thrum between you for a fraction of eternity before the world beyond seemed to catch up and snap back into focus once more. "That's always been more than enough to leave this poor sap hopelessly bewitchedâŠ"
The rest of the meal passed in a warm blur of laughter, stories, and easy camaraderie. Bokuto settled back into his usual over-the-top antics alongside his teammates, regaling the group with increasingly wild tales that had you all cracking up between bites.
You found yourself able to relax as well, basking in the affectionate familiarity permeating the atmosphere. Every now and then, you'd catch Bokuto flashing you a sidelong look, all quiet smiles and unguarded warmth shimmering in his ridiculous pretty eyes. It made something soft and fragile unfurl within your chest each time.
Before you knew it, the waiter was dropping off the check with an understated flourish. Atsumu craned his neck, whistling low at the total while Hinata made a noise of dismay at the exorbitant pricing. Only Sakusa looked unsurprised, already reaching for his wallet.
"C'mon guys, we all know this fancy-schmancy place was Koutarou's pick in an attempt to properly woo his lady love," he drawled, sliding his credit card free. "At least let the lovebirds cover this one since I'm sure the evening's 'festivities' are far from over, if you catch my drift."
Atsumu cackled at the sly dig while Hinata just sputtered awkwardly, ears blazing red. You simply rolled your eyes, though you couldn't quite smother the small grin tugging at your mouth.
In the end, Sakusa did insist on covering the hefty bill himself, waving away the others' half-hearted protests with his typical aloof assurances. Bokuto nudged you with an elbow and a conspiratorial wink while leaning close.
"Looks like you played the saucy seductress role a bit too convincingly there, gorgeous," he murmured against your temple, the words curling deliciously down your spine. "I think our prickly friend might've been genuinely flustered by your raw sexual charisma for once."
You made a small noise of amusement, though you let your hand drift beneath the tablecloth to rest atop his thigh in mocking reprimand. Almost instantly, Bokuto's teeth sank into that plush lower lip in a silent display of barely-restrained want that only amplified the simmering heat already starting to coil between you.
"Play your cards right, and I might even give you a more...intimate encore performance later, lover," you purred back, delighting in the way his eyelids fluttered shut briefly against your blatant provocation.
That delicious weight hung between you, thick and heady - until Atsumu loudly cleared his throat nearby. When your gazes snapped back up, the others were regarding you with varying degrees of disgruntled amusement and fond exasperation written across their faces.
"God, save it for the honeymoon suite you two!" Atsumu groused without any real bite. "If you're gonna keep eye-humping each other like that right in front of us, at least give us a head's up to vacate first, yeah?"
Hinata dissolved into a fresh round of flustered giggles while even Sakusa rolled his eyes skyward, fighting a smile of his own. Amidst the playful ribbing, you and Bokuto exchanged a sidelong look charged with renewed electricity - one that screamed of promises to be indulged very soon.
Eventually, everyone rose from the table in preparation to depart. You moved to follow, only to pause as Bokuto leaned in once more.
"Hey, did you maybe want to call it a night?" he murmured close to your ear, careful to keep his expression neutral as the others milled about nearby. "Or did my charming leading man act leave you craving a bit more one-on-one private time with yours truly later?"
You sucked in a sharp breath at the clear implication behind his words, well aware of the heated look he was undoubtedly aiming your way without even needing to meet his stare fully. For a brief heartbeat, you seriously considered agreeing - envisioning the two of you departing in a tangle of heated breath and roaming hands, rushing back to whichever private sanctuary you could find first to finally indulge this whirlwind of simmering desires between you...
But then good sense prevailed. With visible reluctance, you shook your head.
"As tempting as that sounded, I think decorum demands we make at least a token appearance for a bit longer if your rowdy friends have plans to continue this raucous evening elsewhere," you sighed, hating the small pout that tugged at Bokuto's lips unbidden. "At least for a little while, anyway."
He seemed to consider arguing, eyes darkening to molten gold in a way that promised deliciously deviant intentions should you change your mind. But in the end, Bokuto simply slipped his car keys from his pocket and pressed them into your waiting palm with a wolfish grin.
"In that case, gorgeous...do me a favor and go ahead and get the engine warmed up for me, yeah? Give us something to look forward to later when this whole charade inevitably winds down finally."
The sheer heat lacing his voice sparked tingles of anticipation straight to your core. Swallowing hard, you simply nodded wordlessly and accepted the keys from his calloused grasp.
You aimed for nonchalance as you retrieved your purse and swept from the restaurant's dimly lit interior, though the anticipatory thrum buzzing beneath your skin made it impossible not to throw a lingering look over your shoulder as you reached the foyer. Bokuto caught the silent summons instantly, liquid mercury gaze searing you in a wordless caress that only amplified the dizzying high building steadily within your bloodstream.
As you finally stepped out into the cool evening air, glass doors swinging shut behind you, it was impossible not to feel as though you were crossing over some indefinable threshold into uncharted territory. Already, you could feel the first pangs of restless need gnawing at the edges of your composure with each unhurried stride carrying you towards where Bokuto's car idled in the adjacent lot.
By the time you settled into the soft leather driver's seat, inhaling the clinging remnants of his cologne's earthy notes, the maelstrom of questions threatening to unravel your hard-won restraint threatened to boil over completely. You sank back against the headrest and blew out a shaky breath, fingers twisting in the hem of your dress.
What was happening here, in all actuality? This insane evening had started off as nothing more than a flimsy facade to indulge Bokuto's latest bout of unnecessary chaos. But then he'd begun conjuring those shockingly candid personal recollections with such heartfelt vibrancy and naked sincerity, leaving you rattled down to your core.
You worried your lower lip, suddenly desperate to know if everything about those stories had been genuine confessions from the secret chambers of Bokuto's heart...or merely another deceptively convincing act for the benefit of his teammates' prying eyes and probing questions.
God, but if he had been telling the truth behind all of it - laying his most sentimental inner self bare for your appraisal like some raw, exposed nerve ending quivering in the elements...what did that mean for the delicately balanced status quo of your relationship stretching back decades?
Uncertainty thrummed like a living thing, feeding off the echoing residue of Bokuto's words that only continued searing across your unsettled psyche with each passing minute. You needed answers, needed validation one way or another before allowing yourself to be swept any deeper into this rip current of escalating tension and undeniable...something that you could no longer ignore simmering between you.
Heaving another fortifying exhale, you sank your fingers into Bokuto's familiar leather seats and forced yourself to be patient. He would return soon enough with whatever plans the others had undoubtedly concocted by now. Then you would corner him, would demand the vulnerability you glimpsed tonight be laid bare once more in the name of unraveling this Gordian knot binding you into constricted agony the longer it went ignored.
For better or worse, you'd finally unearth the bedrock truth dwelling at the heart of this steadily shifting storm tonight...
Eventually, the spill of electric amber light announcing the return of the restaurant's revolving doors drew your gaze upwards. Sure enough, that familiar hulking silhouette soon emerged through the soft glow, the rest of his teammates filing out behind him in a loose cluster.
You watched, breath stilled somewhere in your throat, as Bokuto half-turned to exchange parting handshakes and backslaps with the others. Even from this distance, his smile shone like a supernova against the backdrop of Tokyo's glittering twilight skyline, brimming with boundless charisma and magnetic charm to the very last.
As if sensing your focus, he suddenly turned those molten irises your way across the distance separating you. The wink he favored you with was teasing and playful...but beneath it simmered a searing promise too heated to be anything less than entirely sincere and undisguised.
Your pulse kicked up another fevered notch in response, thighs clenching with restless anticipation even as Bokuto threw his head back in a rich peal of laughter at some parting jibe. When his shoulders finally turned and he began loping across the pavement in your direction, it almost felt like a physical phenomenon - as if the whole world had shifted slightly off its axis to better align with the singular gravity he projected.
Before you could even begin formulating greetings or pleasantries, Bokuto was already hauling open the driver's side door and ducking inside in one languid, graceful motion. The breath you'd been hoarding escaped in a shuddery exhale as his clean, crisp scent and physical presence overwhelmed your senses in an intoxicating rush.
He settled in beside you with that same unhurried nonchalance, shooting you a sidelong grin that did unspeakable things to your pulse point. A heavy pause lingered, thick and heady as he simply drank in your expression with lidded eyes.
"Well, babydoll..." Bokuto rumbled at last, tongue darting out to wet those lush lips in a tantalizing sweep you couldn't tear your eyes from. "I gotta say, we absolutely crushed that little performance back there, huh? Even those hardened skeptics couldn't deny our raw chemistry by the time the check rolled around, am I right or am I right?"
It took you a steadying inhale before you could unstick your tongue enough to respond properly, pulse thrumming wildly against the exposed hollow of your throat.
"Koutaro, did-"
The soft snick of his palm lifting cut off your faltering question before it could fully form. You held your breath, frozen in the act of leaning unconsciously closer as his calloused fingertips grazed your jawline in a whisper-soft graze. The tender stroke traveled downwards, mapping the delicate arch of your cheekbone and the slight dip in your cupid's bow with rapt intensity.
"You were magnificent, you know that?" he breathed out in a low, gravelly husk that had tingles erupting across every inch of your sensitized skin. "Everything about your raw confidence and that simmering sensuality you project...God, it drives me crazy just being in the same room as you most days."
His eyes slid shut on the final syllables, those impossibly long lashes fanning across the razor-sharp vees sculpting his high cheekbones. In the neon wash of the parking lot strobing across his face, his handsome features looked nothing short of transcendent - a true archetype of primal masculinity and searing intensity given living, sentient form before your very eyes.
You couldn't breathe. Could barely manage to swallow past the molten lava scorching the backs of your eyes and squeezing your throat into a vise as you drank in the sight of Bokuto Kotaro kneeling utterly at the altar of some unnameable, overpowering compulsion currently beckoning between you both.
When his eyes finally flickered open once more, the full force of that smoldering gaze struck you like an electrical charge directly to the solar plexus. Later, you might try to convince yourself that the rasping whine of pure, desperate _want_ that punched itself free from your chest had been another's entirely. But in that suspended eternity, it was impossible to deny or refute the pathways Bokuto's heated, worshipful regard ignited in your core.
Incrementally, his free hand lifted to join the other - twin callused brands scalding along the planes of your cheeks and jaw as he cradled your face with infinite reverence. You shivered helplessly at the covetous drag of his thumbs along the sleek columns of your throat, everything narrowing to the pounding of your pulsepoint being mapped and reverently traced by his deft, seeking touches.
"Kou..." The single syllable cracked and fractured on your tongue with all the strained resonance of fracturing stone. His name emerged ragged and desiccated with want, heavy with a lifetime of implications neither of you seemed willing or able to confront fully, even now.
You searched his heated gaze, feeling the world narrow until only the two of you existed within that smoldering vortex. Muscle by muscle, you forced your lungs to expand on a shuddering inhale, summoning your voice back from wherever it had fled.
"Was all that stuff you said back there..." You swallowed hard, mouth suddenly arid. "About those childhood memories and feelings...was it all real? Or just a convincing act for your teammates?"
A heavy pause lingered as Bokuto's expression cycled through a series of indecipherable micro-shifts. Just when you thought he might dodge the question entirely, his lips twitched toward that achingly familiar lopsided grin.
"What, you think I'm some sorta savant who can whip up heartfelt, introspective soliloquies full of poetic detail and raw truth on the fly?" One thick brow arched upward, eyes sparking with playful challenge. "You overestimate me, babydoll."
You held his pointed stare, refusing to be deflected so easily this time. A tense moment stretched out until Bokuto's expression sobered, shoulders slumping almost imperceptibly.
"No...no, you're right. That stuff back there about us as kids and how much you meant - mean - to me..." He exhaled roughly, fingers resuming their restless caresses along your jaw. "Every single syllable was the unvarnished, god's honest truth, gorgeous. I'd never lie or pull punches about how I really feel when it comes to you."
The naked sincerity in his tone struck you like a physical blow, causing your breath to stutter. You watched, mesmerized, as Bokuto's throat clicked in a convulsive swallow before pressing onward.
"All those things I reminisced about - the way you used to cheer me on through every little triumph or setback, be my fearless partner on whatever new misadventure we got tangled up in every other week...the way you saw me, really saw me through that kaleidoscope lens of yours that made me feel like the most important person in the whole goddamn universe?"
He shook his head slowly, eyes gleaming with something suspiciously like moisture in the low lighting.
"How could I ever fabricate or pretend about shit that fundamentally shaped who I grew into both on and off the court? Stuff that still sustains me and grounds me on my worst days when the rest of the world gets too blurry to make sense of?" One hand strayed upwards to thumb reverently at your cheekbone, featherlight and utterly intoxicating.
"You're my gravity well, [Y/N]. The warmth and sanctuary that this vagabond soul knows it can always return to without fear or reservation..." A lopsided, tender smile that pierced you straight through the heart. "So yeah, every unguarded, embarrassingly sincere word I spilled back there came straight from the most vulnerable and sacred chambers of my heart. You believe me now, don't you?"
The silence that greeted his softly implored question thrummed between you with heated weight. You could only gape at Bokuto, suddenly robbed of any other response beyond staring into those beloved sunburst irises gleaming with so much unspoken emotion and naked truth.
After several suspended eternities ticked by, you found your voice once more - slightly hoarse, but no less adamant in its conviction.
"So...you're telling me you're in love with me?" The words seemed to vibrate across your parted lips with the force of revelation. "After all this time as friends, as partners in every possible sense of the word...you've been carrying feelings for me all along that go far beyond that?"
Despite the enormity of your quietly uttered question, Bokuto didn't flinch or deflect. He simply held your gaze steadily, lashes dipping in a slow blink of wordless acknowledgment before those slender shoulders rolled in the smallest of casual shrugs.
"Well, duh," was his only verbal response - as succinct and casually devastating as a point-blank gunshot at close range.
The next few heartbeats stretched into an eternity of utterly bewildering suspension. Then, before your conscious mind could even begin parsing the rippling magnitude of Bokuto's admission, you were already moving. One second, you were gaping at the unshakable object of your oldest friend and eternal confidante laid emotionally naked before you. The next, your body acted of its own furious volition - launching itself bodily across the cramped interior until you collided with Bokuto in an explosive tangle of gasped breaths and roaming, frantically searching hands.
The first brush of his parted lips against yours detonated like a cosmic shockwave, shattering apart the last remnants of restraint and repression between you in one incandescent, full-bodied eruption. Bokuto groaned into the heated seal, falling back against the door with bruising force as his calloused palms came up to cradle your face.
You drank in the sound like a woman dying of thirst, slanting your mouth over his with desperate greed until your noses mashed and you could taste his sharp whimper on your tongue. Wasted years of rigid refusal and tamped-down desires pooled in your gut like molten lava, scalding every fiber of control you scrabbled to cling to until you could do nothing but surrender utterly to the sensation of Bokuto's lips searing themselves against yours with unbridled passion.
His arms wound around your arching spine, pulling you bodily into the cradle of his powerful thighs until you were both reduced to a tangle of thrashing, heated limbs. A low, visceral groan tore itself free from the deepest recesses of Bokuto's chest as your fingers sank into the feathery strands at his nape - swallowing down the sound greedily as you mapped every ridge of his full mouth in hungry reacquaintance.
Neither of you could be certain how long the two of you remained fused together like that, hips undulating against one another as hands roamed with frantic, impassioned urgency. Everything narrowed to the slick velvet seal of Bokuto's mouth, the warm salt of his skin beneath your lips and tongue as you dragged them reverently along his jaw. He trembled against you with barely restrained ardor, fingers clutching in your hair with possessive insistence as he gasped your name like a tattered prayer between each plunging reclamation of your lips.
By the time the dizzying need for oxygen forced you to draw apart, you both were utterly disheveled and wild-eyed - panting harshly with swollen lips and pupils blown wide by an entirely different brand of intoxication than either of you had experienced before. Bokuto stared up at you with naked hunger etched across his beloved features, thumbs sweeping along the sharp vees of your cheekbones with almost religious devotion tingeing his motions.
Unable to resist, you ducked forward to seal your mouths together once more in a far more tender, unhurried meeting full of wordless reassurance and affection. An undercurrent of new, unexplored intimacy and tenderness that had your very bones seeming to dissolve into boneless rapture with each torturously slow glide of tongue and caressing press of lips.
Bokuto sighed against your mouth, the sound vibrating through you both with raw longing. His big hands came up to cradle your face, fingertips brushing the soft baby hairs at your temples as he savored the languid glide of your mouths moving together. There was no rushed hunger or desperate need in his motions - just a willingness to fully immerse himself in this new level of intimacy blossoming between you both.
You nipped at his plush lower lip, tugging gently until he parted for you with a soft groan. The first sweep of your tongue against his was electrifying, stoking embers low in your belly as you mapped the slick velvet heat. Bokuto rumbled wordless approval, one hand sliding down to fist in the hair at your nape to angle your head aside for deeper exploration.
The next few moments stretched into a heated eternity of simply rediscovering one another through this new lens. There was no urgency beyond taking your time tasting, feeling, surrendering to the simple act of making out with a heady, smoldering intensity. Bokuto practically liquefied against you with each pass of your seeking tongue, broad chest vibrating against yours with quiet whimpers and gasping exhalations of pleasure.
Eventually, need for air forced you to part, sharing humid breaths between your slick, swollen lips. Bokuto immediately ducked in to mouth along the sharp line of your jaw, lips brushing against your racing pulse point. A full-body shudder ripped through you at the sensation - so new yet so familiar and thrilling all at once.
"God, babydoll..." he rasped, teeth grazing the juncture of your neck and shoulder. "You have no idea how many times I dreamed about getting to do this with you over the years."
You whimpered at the husky confession, tilting your head aside to bare more of your throat in blatant invitation. Bokuto took full advantage, suckling heated kisses and teasing nips down the long column until your fingers were fisted in his shirt, breath sawing harshly.
Then he was nosing aside the strap of your dress to blaze a path across your clavicle and into the soft swell where your breasts strained against the fabric. You arched into him with a soft keen, nipples tightening into aching points as he laved and tasted his fill.
"Fuck, Kou..." It took concentrated effort to form words when his wicked mouth was latching onto your arousal-flushed skin, tongue swirling tantalizing patterns. "If this is anything like those dreams of yours, how the hell did you ever keep your hands off me this long?"
He pulled back slightly, meeting your heavy-lidded stare with burning intensity. His pupils were blown wide, lips swollen and slick from your earlier kisses.
"Barely," he admitted, voice already wrecked. "It took every ounce of self-control not to shove you against the nearest surface and finally get my mouth all over you some nights."
The naked, unfiltered honesty in his tone was like a lightning bolt straight to your core. You surged up to reclaim his lips in another scorching, bruising kiss that stole your breath away. Bokuto groaned, broad palms smoothing down your sides to palm your ass in a firm, possessive grip and rock you against the rigid line of his cock straining in his slacks.
You gasped, nipping at his lips as you ground down against the delicious friction. "Take me to the backseat, I can't wait anymore."
He grunted, sucking a mark at the join of your neck and shoulder that would surely bloom into a dark bruise. The idea of wearing his claiming marks so openly only ratcheted your arousal higher.
"No can do, gorgeous," Bokuto rasped when he finally pulled away, giving your thighs an apologetic squeeze. "I've dreamed of getting my hands and mouth all over every gorgeous inch of you for far too long now. So no way in hell am I doing this in a cramped backseat, got it?"
You wanted to protest, feeling dangerously close to spontaneously combusting with how badly you needed him against you. But the raw honesty and tender promise shining in Bokuto's gaze had you melting back against the leather seat.
"Vision is you spread out for me in a big bed, all flushed and squirming while I take my sweet time unwrapping you." His voice dropped to that gravelly bedroom timbre that had goosebumps erupting everywhere. "Get to taste every sweet little inch, work you apart with my mouth until you're sobbing for me to bury myself so deep inside you'll never doubt how crazy gone I am again."
God... You swallowed hard against the renewed gush of slick arousal between your thighs, nipples visibly straining against the thin lace of your dress now. Bokuto watched you hungrily, smirk curling as he raked his gaze over your disheveled state.
"So keep that pretty little ass firmly planted in that seat, babydoll" he instructed, voice dropping into that commanding register that brooked no argument. "We're headed straight to your place so I can properly take you apart piece by delicious piece. No more waiting or holding back, yeah?"
You could only nod breathlessly and grip the seat as he threw the car into drive and pulled out from the parking lot.
No more waiting indeed. And now that this thrilling new boundary had finally been crossed...you were utterly aching to let your best friend and oldest confidant absolutely worship and ravage you in ways you'd both been denying yourself far too long.
The door had barely clicked shut behind you before Bokuto was on you again, broad palms cradling your face as he sealed your mouths in a searing, open-mouthed kiss. You whimpered against his insistent exploration, legs already feeling shaky as he walked you backwards down the hallway.
"Bedroom," he growled between searing nips at your lips. "Need you underneath me right fucking now, babydoll."
You nodded dazedly, moaning into the velvet glide of his tongue slicking against your own. The backs of your thighs hit the mattress and you allowed yourself to topple back, dragging Bokuto's solid weight down atop you with a muffled thump.
He immediately slotted one thick thigh between your parted legs, the ridge of his erection grinding deliciously against your aching core through too many layers. The rough drag of his slacks sent electric shocks zinging straight to your clit with each circling roll of his hips.
"Fuck..." Bokuto panted harshly against the heated brand of your neck, sucking fresh marks into the sensitive skin there. "Been going crazy thinkin' about getting you just like this - flushed and squirming and so turned on from my mouth alone, baby."
You keened at the blatant promise audible in his deep rasp, arching up against the delicious weight pinning you to the mattress. Bokuto growled approvingly, breaking away to hastily shuck his shirt over his head and revealing miles of tanned, defined muscle for your hungry gaze to roam over.
"That's it," he groaned, bracing on one forearm to mouth along the swell of your breasts peeking over the neckline of your dress. "You have no idea how many times I've envisioned undressing you nice and slow like this, gorgeous. Now I finally get to feast my eyes and hands on every luscious curve without any more fucking around."
True to his word, he tugged the zipper of your dress down with maddening slowness, peeling the fabric open in increments to reveal your bra and the toned planes of your abdomen. You shivered at the sheer heat and hunger in his gaze as it raked over your bared skin with scorching intensity.
"That's it, babydoll..." Bokuto encouraged with a ragged grunt, guiding you to sit up so he could peel your dress the rest of the way off in a whispery slide. "God you're so fucking gorgeous. A vision straight from the most delirious, hungry wet dreams of mine..."
You were left in just your matching black lace bra and panties, nipples peaked and straining against the delicate lace. Bokuto sucked in a sharp breath at the sight, irises nearly swallowed by pupils blown wide with naked lust.
"Stay just like that for me while I strip these last layers off, yeah?" he murmured, leaning in to ghost kiss-swollen lips along the swell of your breasts and down your sternum. "Need to be able to look my fill before I absolutely devour every bare inch and relearn your body with my mouth in a way I only dreamed of until now..."
You could only moan brokenly in response as Bokuto drew back just far enough to hook his fingers in the waistband of his slacks. With a few deft movements, he shucked the last of his clothes off as well until he knelt before you in all his naked glory - a living sculpture of sinewy, powerful muscle and undeniable masculine beauty.
Your gaze instantly dropped to where his thick, flushed cock curved up towards his abdomen - mouth watering at the prospect of finally getting your hands, lips, tongue all over him in return. Bokuto didn't miss your heated appraisal either, if his cocky grin was any indication.
"All yours, beautiful..." he growled in a voice made to rumble filthy promises against your slick heat. "Soon as I've had my proper taste first, that is. Want you falling apart around my tongue before I even think about sinking into that gorgeous body for real this time."
With that, he surged forward again, guiding you to lie back as his lips trailed hot, open-mouthed kisses down the valley between your breasts. Your back arched on a gasping whine as he tugged the lace cups aside and swirled his tongue around one peaked, aching nipple before drawing it into the wet heat of his mouth to suckle with shameless greed.
"Oh God, Kou!" The sharp suction was a lightning bolt straight to your clit, hips jerking up against his iron grip pinning you in place. Bokuto grinned around the tightened peak, releasing it with a soft pop before turning his attention to the other side.
You were positively squirming beneath him, thighs clamping reflexively around his hips by the time he pulled away with a final lick and kiss to each pebbled peak. He chuckled low and filthy, pressing a chaste kiss between the valley of your breasts before continuing his downward exploration.
"So damn beautiful..." Bokuto murmured, hooking his thumbs into the lacy band of your panties and peeling them off in one smooth motion. You were already soaked beyond belief, pussy swollen and aching for him to touch and claim and make you come harder than you ever had in your entire life.
He hummed in appreciation at the sight, settling his shoulders between your quivering thighs and gripping the back of each in a firm, implacable hold. Before you could utter a single sound, Bokuto ducked down and buried his face between your legs, the first long swipe of his tongue against your dripping slit eliciting a shattered, broken keen from your chest.
"Fuck!" The filthy curse ripped itself from your throat, head tossed back against the pillows as your thighs instinctively tried to clamp around his ears. Bokuto was having none of it, though - grip unrelenting as he held you pinned in place with your legs spread wide for his ravenous assault.
His tongue licked into you in a hot, unyielding glide that had you writhing and clawing at the sheets. The first flick of that wickedly talented appendage against your aching clit had your hips bucking sharply, but Bokuto's hold was absolute. All you could do was submit to his mouth's determined, skillful exploration of every sensitive dip and crevice, the molten heat building low in your belly cresting impossibly higher.
"Shit, Kou..." You choked out, the first flutters of orgasm already tightening your lower belly. Bokuto growled wordlessly against you, latching onto your clit and suckling hard enough to send you hurtling towards the edge with a strangled cry.
You were right there, poised on the knife's edge and ready to fall into ecstasy at the first nudge of his fingers filling your clenching channel. But before the first waves of release could crash over you, Bokuto released his hold on your throbbing bundle of nerves and eased away with a parting lick that left you sobbing.
"Kou, please! Please, I'm so fucking close, I need -" You couldn't even finish the sentence, reduced to a trembling, quivering mess beneath the scorching heat of his gaze as he stared down at you from between your thighs.
"I know, babydoll," he assured in a husky rasp, calloused fingers rubbing soothing circles against the delicate skin of your inner thighs. "But I've got every intention of making you fall apart so many times tonight that you'll be feeling the aftereffects for days. So no need to rush the first time, yeah?"
He punctuated the filthy promise with a languid lap from slit to clit, tongue curling against the pulsing bud until you were squirming once more. Then, without further preamble, Bokuto buried his face between your thighs with an utterly ravenous growl, spearing his tongue inside you in a deep, relentless thrust that had you seeing stars.
You writhed beneath his unyielding hold, completely helpless to his ministrations as he fucked you with his tongue and laved sloppy kisses and teasing flicks against your swollen clit. Every nerve ending felt like it was on fire, the pressure building low in your gut until you were absolutely certain it would combust at any moment.
Your entire body felt like a taut wire, the tension coiling tighter and tighter with each plunge of his wickedly talented tongue. Bokuto growled against you, the vibrations reverberating through your slick folds and straight to the aching, throbbing bud at their apex.
"I - oh fuck, Kou!" You could barely form a coherent thought, let alone a sentence with the way his mouth was driving you relentlessly towards the precipice of release. "Please, baby, I need you to -"
You couldn't even finish the plea before he was latching his lips around your clit, sucking hard enough to send you toppling over the edge with a strangled, gasping cry. Bokuto didn't relent - not even as he tongued against the throbbing bundle and lapped up every gush of fresh arousal coating your soaked inner walls.
Stars exploded behind your tightly shut eyes, the waves of ecstasy rippling through your quivering limbs until you were certain you'd melt right into the mattress. But Bokuto was relentless - the insistent pressure of his mouth not easing up for even a second as he carried you straight through the aftershocks and up the next cresting wave with a single-minded determination to reduce you utterly boneless and mindless.
By the time the sensation was overwhelming and you managed to tug weakly at his hair, the next release slammed through you like a freight train. The second orgasm was even more intense than the first, leaving you a shuddering, gasping heap as Bokuto finally withdrew and pressed a parting kiss to the sensitive flesh.
He hummed in satisfaction, the vibration thrumming through your hypersensitive core and drawing a shuddering whimper. "So fucking perfect for me, babydoll...you have no idea how long I've been wanting to watch you fall apart just like that on my tongue. Gonna spend the rest of the night taking my sweet time getting you off in every way possible, you hear?"
The gravel-laced promise had your inner walls clenching weakly, pussy already aching for more despite the two intense releases in quick succession. Bokuto grinned, pressing another soft kiss against your swollen, throbbing clit before easing away and crawling up your still-trembling body.
You immediately reached for him, fumbling weakly with his jaw and neck until his lips sealed over yours. The first brush of his mouth was electric, tasting of the musky sweetness of your release as his tongue delved between your lips to reclaim every corner. You moaned, wrapping yourself around his broad, powerful form with a desperation you'd never felt before.
"Want to touch you," you managed to gasp out when he finally pulled back with a husky groan, pupils blown wide with naked hunger. "Need to feel you against me, baby."
Bokuto grinned, dipping down for another searing kiss before obliging. You were a mess of tangled, sweaty limbs, but neither of you cared as he settled his weight atop you. His cock throbbed against your aching, throbbing core, the slick, rigid heat of it rubbing against your slick, swollen flesh in the most delicious friction.
You both groaned in unison at the sensation, bodies slotting together perfectly. Bokuto ducked in to kiss you senseless again, teeth tugging on your bottom lip and tongue plunging past the seam to lick and stroke against yours. His thick, muscular frame felt like a shelter above you, pinning you in place and shielding you from everything but him.
"You have no idea how long I've thought about this moment, gorgeous." He ground down against your sopping slit, the tip of his cock brushing teasingly against your swollen, throbbing clit. The jolt of electricity nearly had you coming right then and there, thighs clenching around his waist.
"I've fantasized about getting to taste you, make love to you, hear you screaming my name until you lose your voice." Bokuto's words were punctuated by the slow, torturous roll of his hips. Each thrust brought his rigid shaft to slide along the drenched cleft of your pussy, the tip teasing your entrance with each pass.
"You're so fucking beautiful when you come apart, babydoll," he growled, lips ghosting across the shell of your ear. "Just the sexiest thing I've ever laid eyes on. And now I get to see it over and over again, every day from here on out. Fuck, I'm the luckiest man alive."
His words had a fresh surge of arousal pulsing through you, the need to have him filling and stretching and claiming your body beyond anything else. Bokuto groaned as you clenched around nothing, a fresh bead of precum smearing against your dripping folds.
"Kou," you moaned, nails digging into the taut flex of his shoulders as his cock slid through your soaked core once more. "I need you. Inside. Right. Fucking. Now."
He smirked, sealing your mouths together in a filthy, bruising kiss that made you see stars. Then he was reaching between your bodies to angle his cock, the tip kissing your entrance. The anticipation was a physical ache, but still Bokuto held steady - staring down at you with that molten intensity.
"I love you," he breathed, voice thick with emotion. You swallowed hard, a fresh wave of affection and desire and lust swamping you as his gaze pierced straight to your soul. "I've loved you for years, babydoll. And I intend on making you mine, in every way possible."
You nodded breathlessly, wrapping yourself around him as much as humanly possible. Bokuto dipped his head down, pressing a searing kiss to your temple as he began to sink inside with a single, powerful thrust.
Both of you moaned at the sensation, bodies locking together perfectly as his cock sank to the hilt inside your sopping, clenching heat. You'd never felt more full in your entire life - stretched and aching around him in the most delicious way.
Bokuto didn't give you any time to adjust before pulling out and sinking back into the wet clutch of your walls, the angle so perfect it was like he was made to fit you. His lips captured yours in a hungry, open-mouthed kiss, his next thrust punching a ragged cry from your lungs.
You clutched at his broad shoulders, the muscles bunching and flexing beneath his golden skin with each powerful snap of his hips. Bokuto was relentless, driving into you with a single-minded focus that sent shocks of ecstasy jolting through your core with every brush against the spongy bundle of nerves inside.
It didn't take long for your climax to build, the molten heat pooling low in your gut. You were reduced to a whimpering, writhing mess beneath his iron-willed determination to claim and wreck and own you. The pleasure was almost too much, and when Bokuto dropped his hand to thumb rough circles against your clit, you were utterly undone.
You sobbed, the dam of pleasure cresting and crashing through your trembling form. Bokuto didn't let up though, not even when the intensity was on the verge of becoming overwhelming. His thumb never stopped the firm, steady pace, drawing you higher and higher until your entire body was alight with pleasure.
"You have no idea how beautiful you look right now, babydoll," Bokuto growled in a voice that was pure sex and sin and everything in between. "Falling apart and coming around my cock like this is the best goddamn view in the world. And now I get to have it all the time, every day for the rest of our lives."
You nodded frantically, unable to even formulate a response as he continued to grind and rut against your tender, swollen core. Another release was imminent, and he knew it too - the pace of his thumb ratcheting up until the pressure was white hot and ready to combust at any moment.
Bokuto sealed his lips over yours, swallowing down your cry as the final release slammed through you. Your orgasm was even more powerful than the others, leaving you breathless and reeling and feeling completely wrecked. Bokuto was still rocking into you, chasing his own high now, and it wasn't long before he was following right behind you with a roar and a flood of warmth against your still-pulsing inner walls.
"Fuck!" he snarled, pumping into you with short, hard thrusts. His cock twitched, the thick length twitching and throbbing within your clenching depths. You felt the warm gush of his release coating you from the inside, clinging to your gummywalls as he buried himself as deep as humanly possible.
Aftershocks trembled through you both, and Bokuto slumped atop you in a sweaty, tangled heap. You welcomed his weight, arms wrapping around his neck and tangling in the damp strands of his silver hair. Neither of you spoke for several long moments, content to bask in the afterglow and each other's presence.
"So..." Bokuto murmured eventually, rolling the two of you so he could cradle you against his chest. You looked up to meet his amber gaze, noting the satisfied, self-satisfied grin. "Think you'll be ready for round two soon?"
You blinked, then arched a single brow in an incredulous expression. "Seriously? Already?"
He chuckled, the rumble vibrating against your cheek where it rested above his heart. "Well yeah. We've got years of sexual frustration to make up for, don't we? So we should really get started on that."
You huffed out a laugh, swatting playfully at his chest. "Fine, you ridiculous man. But we're gonna have to take a shower and hydrate first. I need to have my strength up if we're gonna do this properly."
Bokuto smirked, one large palm splaying across the bare swell of your ass. "Well, I suppose we can get some food and water in us. Then maybe round two can involve that shower, eh?"
You snorted, the sound trailing off into a squeal as he rolled you both off the mattress and carried you to the bathroom bridal-style. Bokuto was already sporting an impressive semi, and when you glanced down, the sight was enough to make your pussy throb with renewed need.
"Well then," you managed, licking suddenly dry lips as Bokuto set you down in front of the mirror and caged you against the counter. "I guess round two is starting early then, huh?"
His grin was positively predatory, and when his teeth latched onto the curve of your neck, you gasped in a mixture of pleasure and pain. His voice was a dark rumble, a promise that you felt straight to your core.
"Please", you mewl, grinding on his clothed crotch, your panties wet with arousal.
"You can't, baby" he hisses through gritted teeth, resolve thinning when you grind over his hardness. "Fuck" he instinctively pushes his hip forward to meet your thrust, "You can't take me"
You groan, the room heating up and constricting around you two. Mind swirling with thoughts of his big length inside you, stuffing you full.
"I can, i promise. Please..." Your teary eyes and begging really did it for him as he snaps, manhandling you below him as his broad form hovers over yours, blocking any light.
Within a minute your clothes are off, his big hands can't seem to get enough of you. Roaming over your waist, thighs, breasts, anything that he can maul.
Spreading your thighs apart with his legs, he groans at the sight of your dripping pussy, clenching around nothing, "so fucking needy" he lazily gives it a slap, making you yelp.
A smirk tugs at his face, eyebrow arched at your messed up form. "Don't complain later. You asked for it" his voice laced with hunger and a predatory intent, big hand stroking himself while he aligns himself with your dripping pussy, the most beautiful sight he has ever seen. And he's going to ruin it so well.
"Nhgg.. plea- ah!" Your plea gets cut off as he grants your wish, pushing in barely an inch inside your tight walls. "Fucking hell.." his eyebrow furrow in concentration, eyes laser focused on the the little hole gaping around his big cock. Much too big for you, he thinks.
His teeth bite into his lower lip as he pushes harder, your back arching at the stinging stretch. "Can take.. it" you stutter, already trembling. Hips arching to take him more.
"As you fucking wish" he growls, an animalistic sound leaving his mouth as his big hands hold you in place below him, pushing into your tight warmth, stuffing you to your limit. Your writhing body unable to move much against his strong grip, his hips pushing forward until you're full of him.
"That what you wanted?" his forehead sweaty at the effort it took to push into your tight hole, pupils blown wide. "So fucking tight for me.. all fucking mine"
His large hand over your tummy feeling himself inside you. "'ts so.. big.." you mewl, hands digging into his forearm.
He chuckles breathlessly, "told ya.. but you wouldn't listen." His thumb runs over your clit, his pace slow and deep, knowing you need time to adjust to his size.
"More", you cry out, looking at him with teary and needy eyes, your tight walls clenching around him oh so deliciously. A man can only hold himself back for so long..
He huffs out an amused grin, "don't cry too much", he doesn't wait for your answer before he starts thrusting into you at a faster pace. Pulling himself out almost fully before slamming back inside.
"Oh..ngh, so good-" your broken screams sound like music to his ears.
"Don't stop" you cry out, nails digging into his arms, feeling yourself splitting apart on his length. The line between pain and pleasure blurring together, mind mush. Only him. Him. All over you.
You cry out when he rubs against a particular angle, throwing your head back.
"Right there?" His smirk is devilish, making it a point to continue to assault that soft spot inside your now stretched and full pussy.
"Wait- ahh! Wait" your cries fall on deaf ears, eyes rolling back at the overwhelming pleasure. Your body trembling and writhing under his much larger one.
"Hm? What was that? You want more? Of course, angel" he pretends to mishear you, pushing into you at a brutal pace, continuing to hit that spot that has you seeing stars.
"No, i.. meant- ah!"
"I got you" he whispers into your ear, cooing praises about how well you're taking him, how you were made just for him while he ruins your little pussy.
When you cum, it's nothing like you've ever experienced before. Vision turning white, almost on the verge of passing out. Clenching so hard around him, bringing him to his release.
You feel his warm release coating your insides, both of you groaning and trembling at the feel.
You stay like that for a moment. Fucked out, bodies tangled with each other, too tired to move a muscle
Once he moves to lay beside you, he makes sure he's still inside you. Spooning you against his big and warm body. "Let's stay like this" he grunts tiredly. "Just makin' sure you get used to my size."
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And suddenly graduation didnât feel far away anymore. The realization settled strangely in your chest. Because lately, everything involving Issei felt temporary and permanent at the same time.
Like they were standing at the edge of something bigger neither of them fully talked about yet. Their routines stayed the same regardless.
You still waited for him after practice. Still wore his hoodies more than your own. Still stayed over at his house enough that his mother had started asking what food you wanted for dinner ahead of time.
And IsseiâIssei still treated you like you belonged beside him naturally.
Which was exactly why your feelings kept getting more confusing.
Especially now with graduation getting closer.
The school hallways buzzed constantly with talk about universities, futures, relationships that might end after high school.
And every single conversation made your chest tighten quietly.
Because what exactly were you supposed to call this?
That question never fully left you anymore.
One afternoon, you waited outside the classroom like usual.
The halls were mostly empty already, late sunlight spilling through the windows while students slowly filtered out toward clubs and practice.
You leaned against the wall absentmindedly scrolling through your phone.
Then noticed the classroom door was still closed.
Weird.
Usually Issei was already out by now.
A few minutes passed.
Then another.
Before you could overthink it too much, voices drifted faintly from inside the room.
âIâve been watching your games,â she continued. âYouâre really amazing.â
A girlâs voice.
Soft.
Nervous.
ââŠI really like you.â
Your stomach dropped instantly.
Everything inside you went still. You hadnât meant to listen. Really.
But now your feet wouldnât move.
Inside the classroom, silence followed for a few seconds too long. And somehow that hurt worse.
âI know,â that voice. Issei?
Your chest tightened painfully.
The girl laughed nervously.
âI know this is sudden but⊠I just didnât want graduation to happen without saying it.â
Another silence.
God.
Why wasnât he answering faster? Why did this feel unbearable?
Your fingers tightened around her phone instinctively. Then finallyâ
âI already have someone.â
Simple.
Calm.
Final.
Her breath caught immediately.
Inside the classroom, the girl went quiet.
ââŠOh.â
âSo donât waste your time.â he continued, calm but firm.
The air shifted immediately.
âBut you never said you were dating anyone,â the girl insisted, slightly embarrassed now.
âThatâs not your concern,â he said.
Not cruel.
Not dramatic.
Just defeated.
âThen you should tell her properly then,â the girl said after a moment. âBecause everyone already thinks youâre together anyway.â
That landed directly in your chest.
Silence followed again then footsteps.
Panic hit instantly.
You barely had time to step back from the door before it slid open. The girl came out first, her face flushed with embarrassment and a grim little look she didnât quite manage to hide. She didnât say a word, just hurried past you down the hallway, leaving the air heavier than before.
Then Issei stepped out and immediately stopped because he saw you.
Of course he did.
For a second, neither of you spoke.
The late afternoon sunlight spilled across the hallway between them, warm and golden and somehow making everything feel even more intimate than it already was.
ââŠYou heard?â he asked quietly.
You nodded once.
His expression shifted slightly. Not guilty.
Not nervous. Just attentive.
Like his focus immediately centered on your reaction first. Which somehow made your chest ache more.
âShe was pretty,â you said before you could stop yourself.
âYouâre prettier.â
Your heart stuttered violently.
God, that wasnât fair.
âYou canât just say things like that after someone confessed to you.â
âI just did.â
âThatâs not helping.â
A faint smile tugged briefly at the corner of his mouth before disappearing again when he noticed you still looked bothered.
Immediately, his attention softened.
âYouâre upset.â
âIâm not upset.â You tried to look anywhere but directly in his eyes.
âYouâre thinking too much again.â
That irritated you instantly because he was right.
And he knew he was right. You looked away first.
ââŠYou didnât answer immediately.â
The second the words left your mouth, silence settled between them. Not tense but heavier than that.
When you finally looked back at him, Issei was already watching you carefully. Like he finally understood what this was really about.
âShe stopped me before I could leave,â he said simply, his voice steadyâstating it like a fact, not an excuse.
âThatâs not what I meant.â
âI know.â
Your chest tightened painfully.
Because of course he knew.
He always knew.
âI justâŠâ your voice faltered softly. âI donât know where I stand with you sometimes.â
That changed something in his expression instantly. Not frustration. Something quieter. Something almost conflicted.
Then slowly, Issei stepped closer. Close enough that the hallway suddenly felt too small again.
âYou think someone confessing changes anything?â he asked softly.
âNo.â
âThen why are you looking at me like that?â
Because you were scaredânot of losing him, but of wanting him too much before knowing if he wanted you the same way.
And maybe he saw that realization flicker across your face, because his gaze softened almost immediately.
His hand lifted carefully, fingers brushing lightly against her jaw.
Gentle and warm. Familiar enough to hurt.
âIâm not confused about you,â he said quietly.
Your breath hitched, sharp and unsteady. âThen why does this still feel so unclear?â
For the first time in months, Matsukawa Issei looked genuinely caught off guard.
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18+ sakusa gives the meanest back shots when heâs jealous . . . âȘâȘâ€ïžâŹ âŹ âź requested.
you werenât aware that sakusa kiyoomi had this side to him until tonight. it was as if all the walls he built came crashing down completely, always losing his cool when it comes to you. he didnât quite understand it eitherâhow you got him so worked up every single time without fail. and this time wasnât any different.
well, except for the fact that you finally noticed.
all it took was one of his teammates fawning over you before his body moved without thinking, walking over to the stands and pulling you into a passionate kiss right after his team won the game. it didnât end at the sudden relationship reveal, only beginning at the hotel room after.
you didnât quite get it at firstâwhy his kisses felt needier or why the room was boiling with fury and tension. but as his hand ran up and down your sides possessively, his fingertips leaving trails of goosebumps behind, you started to understand the gist of the situation.
every shove of his cock had you lurching forward from the force, sakusa pulling you back by your hips to keep you pressed against his pelvis. âtrying to run?â he asked, cockiness dripping from his tone, hands gripping tightly on your skin. âiâm not done yet. you can handle it, yeah?â you felt fingers tightening in your hair, tugging hard enough to tilt your head for him to watch your expression contort in pleasure.
âomiâhaahâcanât take it anymore! oh fuckâtoo muchâ!â you clawed the sheets, desperately clinging onto your senses that he was trying to fuck out of you. his pace was brutal, hard to keep up with when every single thrust knocked the air out of you. static clouded your vision, tears streamed down your cheeks. bruises and bites painted the your neck and shoulders, your back arching with every smack of his pelvis against your ass.
âlook at you, so perfect like this.. all ruined by who?â he asked, slowing down just so you could respondâonly to plunge in deeper when you couldnât choke an answer out in time. he only leaned in closer when you whined, muttering filth beside your ear. âdonât wanna answer? thatâs fine. weâll just have to make sure they can hear you then.â
the headboard rattled against the wall, bed frame creaking under both of your weights just as loud. the obscene noises of sex filled the roomâsquelching, skin slapping, moans bouncing off the bedroom wallsâsakusa kiyoomi didnât really need your answer. he just needed to make one thing unmistakably clear to his teammate next door, and he trusted that the walls were thin enough to carry the message.
if only you could see the smirk plastered on his face with how loud he was making you cry out his name. he hoped that the whole world would take this as a sign that you were his, and his only.
post match loss sex is your guilty pleasure. youâd never say it aloud, but sometimes you liked it when your boyfriendâs team lost. the clench in his jaw, the irritated bouncing of his leg, the constant running of his fingers through his hair. it meant that when you two got home, heâd fold your legs backwards, threatening to snap you in half and jackhammer into you like no tomorrow. he doesnât even shower, just flips your skirt and tugs your panties to the side to feast his eyes on your soaked cunt.
he channels his rage into pounding your cunny, fucking you like his life is on the line. chasing his high becomes tunnel vision for him. his cock maps out your gummy walls, not a single ridge left untouched.âf-fuck, if he had actually l-listened-â he unsheathes himself before bottoming out again, and you let out a squeal from the sensation, mind clouded. â-couldâve done the play i brought up so many fuckinâ times- fuck!â
your knees are knocking against your temples, and despite his onslaught on your poor pussy, and it being the fourth orgasm heâs coaxing out of you, youâre managing to string together some words. âm-mph! babe- please! -ngh! oh fuck-â
he looks down at you, really looks down at you, halting his ranting. his cheeks flushed, hair stuck to his forehead with sweat. he lets out a huff, bottom lip pulled taut between his teeth. âsorry, hun, mâjusâ so worked up- ah fuck, from this stupid match, oh shit yes-â he thumbs at your clit, drawing sloppy figure eights. âyou close, baby?â you nod skittishly, and he laughs breathily. âyouâre too good to me, letting me pound this shit outta this little pussy.â
your boyfriend could apologise all he wants, but frankly you did not mind one bit. you were doing your rightful girl-friendly duty by being his stress reliever.
They didnât mean to hurt you â but they did.
And you started changing because of it.
Now they notice⊠and itâs already different.
USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI
âWatch what you eat,â Ushijima says, voice low, neutral. Heâs looking at your tray like itâs offended him.
You smileâa practiced, automatic thingâand laugh it off.
âOh, right. Yeah. Just hungry, I guess.â
He nods. Just once.
And thatâs the end of it. To him, anyway.
The next day, you bring a salad. You poke at the lettuce with your plastic fork, chew each bite like penance. He glances at your lunch, says nothing.
The day after, itâs just fruit. You peel a clementine slowly, fingers sticky with juice, and avoid his eyes.
Then you stop bringing your usual snack. The one he used to reach over and steal a bite of without asking. The one that always made him smileâsubtly, but still. Now your bag is empty. So are you.
By the fourth day, Tendou corners him by the gym doors.
âHey, Wakatoshi,â he says, voice too light. âYou realize sheâs barely eating, right?â
Ushijima blinks. Still, silent. His gaze drifts toward youâsitting against the wall, water bottle untouched, your eyes vacant in a way he canât quite name.
That evening, practice ends. The sun is low, gym almost empty. You sit alone on the bleachers, staring at nothing, your fingers curling around the hem of your sleeve.
He approaches without a word, sits beside you like it's instinct. In his hands: two onigiri, wrapped carefully.
âI didnât mean it that way,â he says, eyes on the rice, not you. âI just⊠I care if you're healthy. Not thinner.â
You donât respond. Your fingers twitch toward your bag, but fall short. He places one onigiri in your lap, the other in his own hands.
You pick at the rice. Slowly. Cautiously. Like youâve forgotten how to be hungry.
He doesnât speak. Just sits with you, quiet, steady. Watching.
Thereâs guilt in the way his shoulders slope. In the way his chopsticks pause every few bites, waiting to see if youâll keep going.
You finish half. Itâs the most youâve eaten all week.
He nudges the second one a little closer. Not pushingâjust offering.
âPlease eat,â he says, barely louder than a whisper. âWith me.â
And you do.
For a long time, he says nothing else. But his silence is kind now. Careful.
And when he finally looks at you, itâs with eyes that say heâs sorry in all the ways words canât.
SHIRABU KENJIRO
The words slipped out of Shirabuâs mouth like a diagnosisâclinical, cold, final.
And the worst part?
You werenât even fighting.
You had just spilled tea on your notesâweeks of lectures and scribbled diagrams now soaked through and curling at the edges. You laughed, a little sheepishly, brushing at the mess with your sleeve. âWell. Thatâs my sign to take a break, I guessââ
He didnât laugh.
He stared at the papers like theyâd personally offended him.
âYouâre not cut out for the kind of future I want.â
You blinked.
ââŠFuture?â
He nodded once, distracted, eyes already flicking back to his laptop. âMedicineâs not for people who lose focus. Who make little mistakes.â
You smiled, like it didnât sting.
Laughed, like you hadnât heard that same voice in your own head on bad days.
âRight. Of course.â
That night, you stayed up redoing your notes from scratch.
And the night after that.
And the one after that.
You started waking up before him.
Stopped doodling in the margins of your med books.
Stopped humming when you cooked, because every second needed to be productive.
Coffee became a meal. Sleep became a luxury.
You didnât complain. Didnât cry.
Just⊠shifted. Quietly. Carefully. Willfully.
The version of you Shirabu fell forâthe one who teased him while quizzing him on anatomy terms, who wore fuzzy socks to study groups, who once made him a human heart out of Jello just to prove a jokeâshe was slowly fading.
At first, he liked the change.
The silence. The discipline.
The way your pens were always aligned now.
The way you never interrupted him mid-sentence anymore.
But thenâŠ
He noticed.
You never touched him just because anymore.
Never made dumb puns over dinner.
Your shoulders stayed tense even in your sleep.
The music in your world had gone quietâand he hadnât realized how much he loved its sound until it disappeared.
One night, he came home late from the library and found you at your desk, fast asleep.
Your glasses were still on.
Your hand was stained with blue ink, fingertips trembling slightly from too much caffeine and too little rest.
There was a cut on your thumb from a broken pen.
Your lips were dry.
You looked paleâdrained, like all your color had been slowly siphoned away.
He didnât say anything. Just stood there, heart sinking.
And when he touched your hand, you didnât even stir.
He sat down beside you, swallowing guilt like poison.
âI didnât mean for you to become someone else,â he whispered, the words raw and foreign in his mouth. âI just wanted you with me. I didnât realize I was asking you to lose yourself.â
His voice cracked.
For the first time in years, he cried.
Quietly.
Beside you.
Because you were still there. Breathing. Trying.
But something in you had cracked.
And he had been the one to make the first fracture.
TSUKISHIMA KEI
That was the last thing he said to you that day.
You had just finished gushing about your favorite showâsomething about parallel universes and time loops and a sad, smiley villain who reminded you of him (your words, not his).
You were laughing, hands moving, eyes bright.
And he had sighed, leaned back in his chair, and muttered:
âAre you done yet?â
You blinked.
Laughed it off. âRight. Sorry. Got carried away.â
He didnât respond. Just went back to scrolling.
After that, you didnât talk about your favorite shows anymore.
Stopped sending him memes.
Stopped rambling in long voice notes that always ended with you laughing at your own jokes.
He noticed, of course. But didnât say anything.
Yamaguchi did.
âShe doesnât text you stuff anymore, huh?â
Tsukishima scoffed. âDidnât realize you were tracking my notifications.â
But later that night, alone in his room, he opened your chat.
Scrolled through the silence.
Past the last thing you sentâa meme, three weeks ago. A stupid one, about dinosaurs and headphones. He hadnât even reacted to it.
The empty space beneath it felt louder than any rant you used to send.
The next day, he walked past a store on the way home and froze.
In the window: a little keychain of your favorite character.
The one you wouldnât shut up about for two whole weeks.
The one he pretended not to care about but secretly knew the name of.
He bought it.
He didnât even think. Just⊠did.
The next morning, he dropped it on your desk before class. No warning. No note.
You blinked, staring at the tiny figure in your hand.
âWhatâs this for?â
He adjusted his glasses, gaze fixed somewhere over your shoulder.
âSo youâll annoy me again.â
You stared at him for a beat, stunned. Then your lips twitched.
You didnât say anything.
But that night, he got a message.
[you]: i just rewatched episode 8 again and i need you to understand how emotionally devastating that scene was. also this keychain is SO cute i might cry.
He read it three times.
Smiled. Just a little.
(Translation: I forgive you. I missed you too.)
SUNA RINTARO
He had said it offhandedly. Barely looking up from his phone.
You had just sent him a selfieâyour hair a little messy, eyes a little dull, but your smile was there. Honest. Tired, maybe. But still you.
And he said:
âYou look tired.â
You blinked at the screen, lips twitching in a way that didnât quite reach your eyes.
Then replied,
âYeah. Been a long day.â
After that, you stopped sending selfies.
Started fixing your hair more before calls.
Wore cooler tones. More neutrals. Nothing bright. Nothing bold.
Started double-checking the lighting. Your angles. Yourself.
One day you joked,
âBetter not look tired again, right?â
But your voice was too quiet. The kind that curls at the edge of something fragile.
Atsumu noticed it first.
âShe doesnât send you stuff anymore, huh?â
Suna didnât answer.
âYou told her she looked tired, didnât you?â
He shrugged. But his thumb froze over your chat.
Unread messages: none.
The last picture you sent had disappeared after twenty-four hours. You didnât save it.
And you hadnât sent another since.
The silence in the thread felt heavier than words.
So he stared at his camera for a long second, then sighed and snapped a picture.
No filters. No angles. Just himâmessy hair, hoodie hood half-on, eyes barely open.
He sent it with a message:
âThis is how I look when I actually look tired.â
âYou always look like someone I wanna keep looking at.â
You stared at the screen. Chest aching.
Then, finally:
[you]: you're still bad at words.
[suna]: yeah. but iâm trying.
And he was.
In his own wayâawkward, quiet, a little late.
But trying.
(And somehow, that was what mattered most.)
OIKAWA TOORU
You didnât mean to bother him.
You had only sent three messages.
Short ones. Thoughtful, even.
[you]: hey, u free later?
[you]: you okay? youâve been quiet today.
[you]: let me know if you need anything. iâll leave you be. promise.
And then it came.
His reply.
Flat. Dismissive.
Laced with exhaustion and that familiar edge he gets when heâs overwhelmed.
[oikawa]: youâre really needy sometimes.
You stared at the screen for a moment too long.
Then you smiled. The kind of smile you force when people are watching.
âlol sorry. my bad.â
One last message. That was all.
And then you stopped.
You stopped texting first.
Stopped sending him memes you knew would make him laugh.
Stopped double-texting, triple-texting.
Stopped reaching out at all.
You gave him what he seemed to want.
Space.
He noticed by dinner.
By the time the team wrapped up practice, Oikawa was already scrolling through your messages, rereading old ones like a lifeline.
There were no new ones.
No âI miss you.â
No âGoodnight.â
Just⊠nothing.
He opened your chat three times that night.
Typed. Deleted.
Typed. Deleted again.
What was he even supposed to say?
Iwaizumi noticed the silence too.
âSheâs not needy,â he said while they packed up. âYouâre just used to being worshipped.â
That stung.
Because it was true.
Oikawa Tooru had always been admiredâon the court, online, in every room he walked into.
He thought love looked like attention.
He hadnât realized until now that heâd treated your warmth like a reflex, not a choice.
Until you took it away.
Until your silence said everything.
So three nights later, he was standing in front of your door.
A hoodie pulled over his head. Hands stuffed deep in his pockets. He looked small. Not in heightâbut in guilt.
He knocked.
Once.
Twice.
You opened it.
Your eyes were tired. Guarded. The space between you filled with things unsaid.
Oikawaâs voice was low. He didnât even try to smile.
ââŠI miss your âneedy,ââ he said.
You blinked, lips parting slightly.
âI miss you.â
Still, you said nothing. Just looked at him like you werenât sure if this was another performance or the real thing.
âI donât want space,â he continued. âI want your clingy texts. I want the memes. The constant check-ins. The way you send me random thoughts at midnight.â
He looked down at his shoes.
âI want everything. Even the parts I didnât appreciate.â
Silence.
Then he looked up, eyes raw.
âI only push away the people I care too much about,â he whispered. âAnd thatâs you.â
It wasnât poetic.
It wasnât dramatic.
It was just honest.
For a long moment, you stood there. Then, slowlyâquietlyâyou stepped aside.
He didnât wait for permission.
He just walked in, shoulders trembling slightly.
You closed the door behind him.
And neither of you said another word.
Because this time, he would show you through presence what he failed to express in words.
He came back.
And he didnât let go.
SAKUSA KIYOOMI
It was just a bad game.
He was frustrated. Quiet. His shoulders tight. His jaw locked.
You knew how he got.
You didnât say anything.
You just reached outâsoftly, gentlyâfor his hand.
Not to fix him. Just to say Iâm here.
But he pulled back like your touch burned him.
âDonât touch me right now.â
The words werenât loud.
They didnât need to be.
You blinked, hand frozen mid-air. Then you let it drop, your voice a quiet crumble.
ââŠSorry.â
That was it.
You stepped back. Gave him space.
And from that day on, you stayed there.
You stopped reaching for him.
Stopped brushing your fingers against his sleeve when you passed by.
Stopped fixing his hair when it curled over his forehead.
Stopped lacing your fingers through his on long walks.
You hesitated nowâevery time.
Your hands hovered near him, never landing.
And Kiyoomi⊠didnât notice.
Not at first.
But Komori did.
He waited until the locker room was empty, then slammed his locker shut louder than necessary.
âYou told her not to touch you,â he said, arms crossed. âAnd now she doesnât. Happy?â
Kiyoomi blinked, confused.
âShe flinched when you brushed her arm, Omi. She flinched. That girl used to hold your hand like it was second nature.â
The words hit harder than they shouldâve.
Komori left. Kiyoomi sat down, heart unsettled, brain replaying every tiny momentâyour hands curled into your lap, your stiff shoulders, the way your gaze flicked to his fingers then away.
It was true.
You were gone, somehow, even while still beside him.
That nightâno, early morningâhe couldnât sleep.
He stared at his phone screen in the dark, thumbs hovering. Then:
[sakusa]: iâm sorry. i didnât mean to make you feel unwanted.
No typing bubbles appeared.
He didnât expect them to.
But the next day, he found you outside the gym, hugging your arms to yourself, pretending not to see him.
He walked straight to you.
You looked up, cautious.
He didnât speak. Not yet.
He just reached forwardâand for once, it was him who was shakingâand took your hand. Both of his around yours, like anchoring something fragile.
You looked down at the connection.
Then back at him.
His voice was hoarse, barely above a whisper.
âI want you close,â he said. âEven when Iâm upset. Especially then.â
Your lip trembled.
He held your hand tighter.
And in that quiet moment, on the edge of hurt and healing, you let yourself believe him.
Because sometimes, people push away what they need most.
And sometimes, if theyâre lucky, they get the chance to hold it again.
KENMA KOZUME
You used to sit beside him.
No words. No noise.
Just quiet company while his fingers danced across the keyboard, headset snug over his ears.
You liked being close.
He never complainedâuntil one night, between matches, he muttered without looking at you:
âYouâre kind of distracting when Iâm streaming.â
It wasnât cruel.
It wasnât sharp.
But it stuck.
You blinked. âOh.â
And after that⊠you stopped.
You stopped bringing snacks and dropping soft kisses to his temple when he won.
Stopped curling up next to him.
Stopped humming under your breath or watching from the corner of his screen.
You stayed in your room more.
Quiet. Out of sight.
Invisible.
Kenma didnât notice at firstâtoo busy adjusting his settings, managing collabs, climbing ranks.
But Kuroo noticed.
Over Discord, mid-game, as Kenma sat in silence between rounds, Kuroo muttered:
âShe doesnât bug you anymore, huh?â
Kenma blinked.
âWhat?â
âYou look kinda lonely now.â
The words landed like a delayed hit.
Kenma glanced to the sideâout of instinctâat the space where you used to sit.
Empty.
Still.
He stared longer than he meant to.
His fingers paused over the keys.
The stream kept running. The chat wondered what happened. But Kenma didnât move.
Later that night, he found himself in front of your door.
A bag of your favorite snacks in hand. Slightly crumpled from how tightly heâd been holding it.
He knocked once. Soft.
You opened the door, eyes tired.
Surprised.
He didnât speak at first. Just held out the bag.
ââŠWhatâs this?â you asked quietly.
âPeace offering.â
Your brow arched. âYou said I was distracting.â
He looked down, fingers flexing.
âI know,â he murmured. âI was wrong.â
You stayed quiet.
So he stepped forward, placed the snack gently beside his controller on his desk, then turned back to you.
âCome sit with me?â he asked.
Then, even softer:
âI miss your noise.â
You blinked.
And for the first time in days, your lips curvedâjust slightly.
He held his hand out toward you.
And this time, when you took it, he didnât let go.
Not even when the game started.
Not even when chat noticed.
Because he wasnât playing to win anymore.
He just wanted you back beside him.
Even if you distracted him.
Especially if you did.
MIYA ATSUMU
You hadnât meant to cry.
You didnât even realize it was happeningâuntil your voice cracked mid-sentence, and you saw the way Atsumuâs expression tightened, not with concern, but irritation.
âIâm not in the mood for your drama right now.â
It hit like a slammed door.
You blinked once. Twice.
Then you nodded.
"Sorry," you said, voice barely there.
And after thatâyou stopped.
You stopped venting.
Stopped opening up.
Started smiling too wide, laughing a little too quickly.
"Iâm fine."
"Just tired."
"Nothing big."
You said it so much, you almost believed it.
But Atsumu didnât.
Not at firstâhe was too wrapped up in training, in pressure, in exhaustion and ego.
But Osamu noticed.
âYou broke something, yâknow,â he said one night, tossing a towel over Atsumuâs head.
âYou might wanna fix it before it stays broken.â
Thatâs what finally made him pause.
And thatâs what led him hereâ
To the empty gym hallway, where he found you sitting against the wall, knees to your chest, eyes blank.
You didnât notice him at first.
Didnât look up.
Didnât flinch.
He walked over, crouched down, and gently rested his forehead against your shoulder.
ââŠIâm the drama,â he whispered, voice raw. âNot you.â
You stayed quiet.
He clenched his fists. Loosened them. Then tried again.
âPlease donât hide your feelings from me. Ever.â
Your throat tightened.
You looked away, eyes burning, lip tremblingâbut still, you said nothing.
So Atsumu pulled you into his arms.
Held you there. Not asking for forgiveness, not rushing itâjust there.
âI was stupid,â he mumbled into your hair.
âI was tired and selfish and I made you feel like too much.â
His voice cracked.
âYouâre not too much. I was just too stupid to handle someone real.â
You didnât say anything right away.
But your hands slowlyâfinallyâgripped the back of his jersey.
And that was enough.
Because this time, he wouldnât let go first.
KITA SHINSUKE
You were tired.
Not just physically, but the kind of tired that settles in your chest and makes everything feel heavier.
You forgot to do something small â misplanted a row of seedlings in your shared garden, or maybe you overslept and missed breakfast with him.
He didnât yell.
He never did.
Just that calm, steady voice:
âThatâs not very disciplined of you.â
No anger. Just disappointment.
And somehow, that was worse.
It clung to you for days.
You started fixing your posture more, triple-checking tasks, waking up earlier than needed.
No more lazy mornings. No more spontaneous dancing in the rain or lying in the grass just to feel the sun.
You stopped being soft. You started being⊠correct.
And he noticed.
How your laugh faded.
How your hands trembled when you thought he was watching.
It was Aran who quietly pulled him aside one afternoon.
They were harvesting. The sun was warm. But Kita felt cold at the words:
âSheâs not blooming anymore. Sheâs surviving.â
âYouâre so focused on raising standards⊠you didnât see her lower herself.â
That night, he found you tending the garden.
The same bed you both built together.
The soil was dry. The petals curled inward. And so were you.
He knelt beside you silently, heart heavy.
âDiscipline matters,â he started. âBut so does grace. I shouldâve given you more of it.â
You didnât look at him.
Your fingers kept digging gently through the soil.
So he did something rare.
He placed his hand over yours.
Soft. Still. Sure.
âYou donât need to be perfect⊠to be precious to me.â
Your breath hitched.
And when you finally looked up â eyes glassy, dirt smudged on your cheek â
he smiled, just barely.
âLetâs grow softer things. Together.â
KAGEYAMA TOBIO
Youâd tried something new.
Maybe you curled your hair, tried eyeliner, wore that outfit you werenât sure about but finally had the courage to put on.
You didnât expect a grand reaction.
But you didnât expect that either.
âYou look weird.â
He didnât laugh.
Didnât smirk.
Just said it like a volleyball stat: flat. Unthinking. Unfiltered.
You smiled like it didnât hurt.
Went to the bathroom that night and wiped it all off.
Told yourself it wasnât a big deal.
But the next day, you played it safe.
No more makeup.
Neutral clothes.
You toned it down, layer by layer, until it felt like youâd erased something.
And he didnât even seem to notice.
But others did.
Sugawara asked Kageyama during practice, teasing but genuine:
âWhat happened to all those selfies she used to send you? I kinda miss the glitter.â
Kageyama blinked.
Paused.
Scrolled through his phone that night.
Through bright lipstick, messy buns, silly filters, captioned doodles.
Gone, now.
He found you that night, seated quietly on the porch or your shared bench near the gym.
âHeyâŠâ
You looked up. Tired. Dull.
He sat beside you, awkward fingers twitching on his knee.
âYouâre⊠not weird. I mean, you are, but like. Notâbad weird. Like⊠your kind of weird. And I liked that.â
You didnât respond. Just stared ahead.
So he added, softer this time:
âIâm stupid with words. But I didnât mean to make you feel like you had to disappear.â
You swallowed.
He turned slightly, desperate and clumsy:
âPlease donât change for something dumb I said. I didnât realize how much I loved⊠all of that. All of you.â
You turned to him.
Eyes glossy, voice small:
âThen why didnât you say that sooner?â
He didnât have an answer.
So instead, he reached into his pocket and held out the phone screen â a selfie of you from a month ago.
âI saved this one. I liked your smile here the most.â
DAICHI SAWAMURA
It was something small.
You tripped on a stair and instinctively, he caught your wrist, pulling you close before you fell.
Someone whistled.
A teammate teased:Â âOoh, Daichi, playing knight in shining armor?â
He panicked. Embarrassed. Tried to play it cool.
So he shrugged and muttered,
âSheâs not my responsibility.â
Laughed it off.
But your smile didnât reach your eyes.
Youâd never expected him to take responsibility for you.
You werenât asking to be saved.
But youâd thought â maybe â it was okay to lean. To trust. To fall near him.
After that day, you stopped doing that.
You handled everything alone â even when your hands shook carrying too much, even when your emotions threatened to spill.
No more late-night texts.
No more spontaneous hangouts.
No more quiet moments walking beside him.
You avoided everyone for a while.
Until Suga found you missing again from another group outing and went straight to Daichi.
âShe knows sheâs not your responsibility, Daichi. She just thought⊠you gave a damn.â
That silenced him.
That night, he went up to the school rooftop â the place you always went when you needed to breathe.
You were already there, arms wrapped around your knees, eyes on the sky.
He didnât speak.
Just sat beside you.
Let the silence ache between you both.
Then finally, barely audible:
âI wanted to protect you. Not push you away.â
You didnât look at him. You just said, hollowly:
âYou donât have to explain. I get it.â
But he shook his head gently.
âNo, you donât. I didnât say that because I didnât care. I said it because I was scared of how much I did.â
You blinked, eyes burning.
âYouâre not my responsibility,â he whispered again â but this time softer, reverent.
âYouâre my person. Thatâs⊠different.â
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Part 2: Almost Together
Part 1, Part 3, Part4
As both of you sat on the couch, he kept teasing you.
âYou watched all my games?â he asked, a grin slowly pulling at his lips.
His voice sounded softer than before. That somehow made it infinitely worse.
You crossed her arms immediately, refusing to look him in the eye anymore.
ââŠYouâre tall,â you said defensively, avoiding his eyes. âItâs hard not to notice you.â
Suddenly his hand tightened around your waist slightly. Not enough to hurt. Just enough to make you look up.
The expression on his face nearly stopped your heart. Because Matsukawa Issei who usually looked so composed, so unreadable looked genuinely affected.
Like the realization had hit him all at once.
This girl had liked him long before tonight. Long before the club room. Long before he finally stopped pretending he didnât keep looking for you too.
âThatâs cute..youâre cute.â
Your brain short-circuited.
âDonât call me cute right now.â
But his mouth curved slightly for the first time that evening. Not his usual teasing smirk. Something softer. Warmer. Almost unfairly fond.
Your stomach flipped so violently you thought you might actually pass out.
You had spent so long liking him from a distance that you still didnât know how to survive moments like this, moments where Issei looked at you like you mattered.
Like he was happy you chose him first. And the worse part? He looked proud of it.
Your mother, completely oblivious to the crisis happening internally inside her daughter, smiled brightly at Issei again. âWell, now I understand why she suddenly became interested in volleyball. She was never subtle,â your mother continued cheerfully.
âMom,â you whispered weakly.
But Isseiâs thumb brushed lightly against your waist again. Small. Gentle. Intentional. Then, still looking at you.
âGood.â he said quietly
Her breath caught. ââŠWhat?â
A faint smile tugged at his lips. âIâm glad it was me.â
And just like that, every butterfly in your stomach became unbearable.
That night should have been awkward after that. It should have been embarrassing and unbearable and impossible to recover from.
Instead, somehow, Issei stayed for dinner. And somehow, even worse he fit in too easily.
Your father liked him almost immediately after realizing he played sports seriously and answered questions respectfully. Your mother adored him within minutes.
By the time dessert came around, both of your parents were already speaking to him like theyâd known him for months.
Meanwhile, you sat there in complete disbelief while he casually existed inside your home like he belonged there.
It was terrifying. Because part of you wanted him to belong there.
Every time you glanced at him across the table, you caught him already looking at you.
Not intensely. Not teasingly.
Just⊠there.
Present.
Steady.
Like something had shifted between you and him after tonightâand he didnât seem like he had any intention of pretending it hadnât happened or walking it back.
And maybe that was what scared you most. Because you didnât want him to walk it back either.
â
The rhythm between you and him had become something unspoken after that.
Not just visits anymoreâlives overlapping.
Some nights, you stayed at his place after practice, falling asleep in the quiet comfort of his room while he scrolled on his phone beside you.
Other nights, it was him at your house, accepted easily by your parents, like it had always been that way.
Alternate homes, no questions, no labels. Just each other.
And yet, somehow, nothing had ever been officially said. Which became a problem much later than either of them expected.
Because Issei acted like both of you already belonged to each other. He reached for you naturally. Sat beside you automatically. Looked for you first in crowded places. And you let him. Every single time.
One afternoon, when your parents were out longer than expected, Issei ended up in your room again which was dangerous already. The last time you were alone together ended up with you walking funny for a week.
Especially when he looked at you the way he was looking at you right now.
âYouâre staring,â you mumbled.
âYouâre nervous.â
âThatâs because youâre in my room.â
âIâm in your room a lot.â
âThatâs exactly the problem.â
A quiet laugh escaped him before he leaned down and kissed you again.
The kind of kiss that immediately made you forget what he was trying to say.
His hand slid carefully along your waist beneath the thin fabric of your shirt, fingertips warm against bare skin as you melted into him almost embarrassingly fast.
The second his mouth deepened against yours swallowing your subtle moans, your fingers instinctively curled into the front of his shirt, pulling him closer without even realizing it.
A soft sound escaped you when his hand settled against the curve of her hip, thumb brushing slowly over sensitive skin just above the waistband of your shorts.
âYouâre clingy lately,â you whispered weakly against his mouth.
âYou started it.â
âI absolutely did not.â
âYou practically live in my hoodies now.â He fingered the hem of the material, pulling on it softly.
âThatâs because you leave them everywhere.â
âThatâs not true.â
âIt is.â His forehead rested briefly against yours. both of you breathing a little unevenly now.
Then his hand slipped lower. Just enough to make your stomach tighten sharply .
Your breath caught when he tugged lightly at the hem of the hoodie, slipping his hand inside, fingertips grazing upward along your stomach.
âHm?â
Your voice came out softer this time, slightly uneven.
âYouâre doing that thing again.â
A faint pause against your skin. âWhat thing?â
âThat thing,â you repeated, quieter now, âwhere you act like you donât know exactly what youâre doing.â
A quiet laugh vibrated against your lips.
Then he kissed you againâdeeper this time, slower in a way that felt infinitely more dangerous.
Your back hit the mattress softly before you fully realized heâd guided you there, Issei followed you down without hesitation, settling between your legs in a way that closed off all distance without ever feeling rushed.
His hands stayed at your waist at first, steady, grounding like he was still trying to keep control of himself even now.
His touch shifted into something less careful and more instinctive, palms sliding over your waist to your moundsânot surprised you werenât wearing anything underneath. His thumb over your hardening peaks, swirling both buds teasingly leaving you completely unfocused in his hold.
âYouâre warm,â he murmured softly against your lips lowering his kisses dangerously down from your neck to your collarbone.
Your cheeks flushed, back arched, thoughts faltering like youâd lost the ability to ground yourself properly.
âThatâs your fault too.â
âProbably.â The calmness in his voice nearly killed you.
Your shirt had ridden halfway up now, exposing more skin beneath his wandering hands, and every touch felt deliberate. Like he enjoyed watching you unravel. Like he enjoyed knowing he was the reason.
His mouth moved lower briefly, down to your navel and your fingers tightened instinctively in his hair.
âIssei..â The sound of his name came out softer than you intended. Almost breathless and needy which only seemed to encourage him further.
His hand slid carefully along your thigh, his palm cupping your sensitive area while he dragged his kisses up to the exposed skin like he had all the time in the world to ruin you slowly.
And honestly? He probably did.
Then suddenlyâFootsteps.
Right outside your room. Both of you froze instantly.
Your eyes widened.
âOh my god.â
A knock hit the door lightly.
âSweetheart?â Your motherâs voice.
Issei went completely still against you, one hand immediately covering your mouth before you accidentally made things worse.
âYou home?â Your mother asked again.
âY-yeah!â You answered weakly, taking his hand from covering your mouth and rushed to fixed your top and hair.
The silence outside stretched.
âIs Matsukawa-kun there?â
Your soul left her body immediately. Beside you, Issei buried his face briefly against your shoulder like he was trying not to laugh out loud.
âNo?â You lied horribly.
Your mother sighed knowingly from the other side of the door.
âTell him dinnerâs ready in fifteen minutes.â
Footsteps retreated down the hallway.
Then Issei finally pulled back enough to look at you. And the second you caught the grin he was trying to hide, you gave his shoulder a weak shove, more flustered than angry.
âThis is your fault!â
âShe likes me.â
âYou almost got us killed.â
âBut not kicked out.â
âThatâs not the point!â His laugh finally escaped properly then quiet, warm, unfairly attractive.
And somehow, despite the embarrassment currently destroying your entire existence, you still melted a little when he leaned down and kissed you again. Softer this time, more careful.
Like he understood the difference now between wanting you and cherishing you. Which was honestly way more dangerous.
â
The first time you stayed at Isseiâs house, it wasnât planned. Rain had started pouring halfway through the walk home. And somehow, you ended up sitting on the edge of his bed wearing one of his shirts while he dried his hair with a towel like this happened every day.
Maybe that was the problem. Because after that first night, it did start happening every day.
Some nights, he stayed at your place, falling asleep beside you with one arm heavy around your waist while the muted sound of late-night television drifted from the living room downstairs.
Other nights, you stayed at his.
Sometimes after practice, sometimes after long study sessions that ended with him pulling you into his lap because you were âthinking too hard again,â and sometimes for no reason at allâjust because being close felt natural.
Days slipped into weeks, weeks into months, and before you knew it, your lives no longer felt like two separate paths.
It became normal for your toothbrush to sit beside his sink. Normal for him to know exactly where your clothes were folded in his room. Normal for him to kiss the top of your head absentmindedly while scrolling through his phone with his other arm wrapped around you.
The first time he introduced you to his parents happened without warning.
You had barely stepped inside his house when the smell of dinner drifted from the kitchen, warm and comforting enough to make your nerves spike even harder.
âIssei?â a womanâs voice called out. âYouâre home earââ
His mother stepped into the hallway. And immediately stopped. Her eyes landed on their joined hands first. Then on you. And the expression on her face softened instantly.
âOh,â she breathed.
She had been waiting for this moment longer than expected.
Before you could even properly introduce herself, Isseiâs mother smiled brightly and walked closer.
âSo youâre her.â
Your brain stalled completely. âIâwhat?â
âSheâs prettier than you described,â his mother continued, looking genuinely delighted.
âMOM,â Issei said immediately, cheeks flushed.
Which only made his mother laugh.
âOh, so now youâre embarrassed?â
âIâm not embarrassed.â
âYou used to talk about her constantly.â This time, even Issei looked mildly betrayed.
Your face burned so badly you thought you might evaporate. âYou talked about me?â
His mother gasped dramatically. âSweetheart, you have no idea.â
âMom.â
âNo, let me enjoy this. We genuinely thought weâd never meet you.â
That made you blink. ââŠWhat?â
His motherâs expression softened again.
âHeâs always been quiet,â she admitted. âEspecially about himself. So when he started mentioning someone over and overâŠâ She smiled knowingly. âWell.â
Her chest tightened unexpectedlyâbecause suddenly, this didnât feel casual anymore. You didnât feel like just some girl he happened to bring home. It felt important
His father soon appeared from the living room, and at the sight of Issei standing beside you, he broke into a warm, knowing smile.
âSo this is the girl who finally got our son home before midnight.â
âDad.â
âWhat? Itâs true.â
âYou make me sound problematic,â Issei muttered.
His father shrugged. âYou were problematic.â
Then his attention shifted toward you completely. And to your surprise, his expression gentled immediately.
âThank you,â he said sincerely.
Her breath caught. âFor what?â
âFor staying beside him.â
The words landed so softly you almost missed how genuine they were.
No teasing. No assumptions. Just honesty. And somehow, that affected you more than anything else.
Because there was no awkwardness in the room. Like they had already made space for you long before you officially arrived.
Dinner that night felt strangely easy after that. His mother kept placing more food onto your plate with an affectionate smile while his father asked you questions like he genuinely wanted to know your answers.
And Issei sat beside you the entire time, calm as always, though you noticed the tiny moments his hand brushed your knee beneath the table like silent reassurance. Like he knew you were overwhelmed.
And maybe he did. Because later that night, after everyone had gone quiet and you sat on the edge of his bed trying to process everything, Issei stepped between your knees without a word.
âYou okay?â he asked softly.
You looked up at him slowly. âYour parents are really nice.â
âThey like you.â A faint smile tugged at his lips.
âReally?â
âYes. I promise.â Easy for him to say.
Still, when his hand slid gently along your waist beneath the oversized shirt you were wearing, grounding you instantly, the nervous fluttering in your chest softened into something warmer.
Especially when he leaned down close enough that his forehead brushed yours lightly.
âI told you,â he murmured quietly.
âTold me what?â
âThat theyâd love you.â
His fingers traced slowly along your waist again, absentminded and warm, and you realized with terrifying clarity that youâre already addicted to this version of him.
The soft one. The one no one else really saw.
âYouâre quiet again,â he murmured against your forehead.
âIâm trying not to say something embarrassing.â
A quiet laugh escaped him. âToo late for that.â
You narrowed her eyes slightly. âYouâre annoying.â
âYou like me.â Unfortunatelyâthat made you laugh softly too.
And the sound seemed to affect him more than you expected, because his gaze immediately dropped to your lips again.
Slowly and noticeably. The atmosphere shifted instantly. Your heartbeat stumbled.
Especially when his hand moved from your waist to the back of your thigh, pulling you slightly closer to the edge of the bed without effort.
âIsseiâŠâ
âHm?â Your fingers curled lightly against his shoulders.
âI think your parents are still awake.â
âThey are.â He smiles innocently.
âThat doesnât concern you at all?â
âNo.â The calmness of his nearly killed you. Again.
A nervous laugh slipped from your lips, and in one steady motion he pulled you closer again without breaking the kissâslower this time, unhurried, like he genuinely enjoyed taking his time with you.
Your hands slid instinctively upward against his neck while his mouth moved carefully against yours, both falling on the bed with you straddling him.
And when his hand settled at your waist again, thumb brushing bare skin beneath your oversized shirt, you meltedâagain. It only made him smile softly against your lips, like he already knew exactly what he was doing to you.
The thing about Matsukawa Issei was that he settled into your life so naturally you didnât realize it was happening until everyone else pointed it out first.
It started with small things.
Him waiting outside the classroom after class with one hand shoved into his pocket and his jacket slung lazily over his shoulder while half the girls in the hallway openly stared at him.
You automatically walking toward him anyway. Like gravity. Like habit.
Then came the touches. Not excessive. Just constant enough to ruin your ability to think properly.
A hand at your waist guiding you through crowded hallways. Fingers hooking briefly around your wrist whenever you walked too far ahead. His thigh pressed against yours under the lunch table while he stole food from your tray without asking permission anymore.
And somehow, every little thing felt intimate because of the way he did it. Like you already belonged beside him.
Some nights, you stayed at his house after late practices. Those nights were always the worst for your heart. Because Matsukawa at home was unfair. Too soft. Too warm.
Too yours without ever actually saying it out loud.
Like tonight. You sat cross-legged on his bed wearing one of his shirts again, flipping absentmindedly through a notebook youâd stopped reading ten minutes ago.
Mostly because Issei was standing in front of you changing his shirt after showering. Which honestly shouldâve been illegal.
Water still clung to the skin of his neck, disappearing slowly beneath the towel draped over his shoulders while he pulled a clean shirt over his head lazily like he had no idea what seeing him half-dressed did to you mentally.
Unfortunately for youâ he definitely knew.
âYouâve been staring at me for like five minutes.â
âI have not.â Your entire body heated instantly.
A quiet laugh escaped him before he walked closer, still drying his hair lazily with the towel. Then without warningâhe stepped between your knees.
Close enough that your breath caught immediately.
Always immediate. Always him.
âWhat?â she asked weakly.
âYou tell me.â
His hands settled absentmindedly on either side of your thighs while he looked down at you with that same unreadable calmness that constantly destroyed you from the inside out.
And godâbeing this close to him after months of this almost-relationship felt dangerous now. Because Issei touched you like a boyfriend. Looked at you like a boyfriend. Stayed with you like someone already in love. But the words themselves still didnât exist.
Which meant moments like this always left you confused afterward. Especially when he leaned down slowly, pressing one warm kiss against the corner of your mouth before pulling back just enough to watch your reaction.
âYou think too loud,â he murmured softly.
âThatâs your fault.â
âHow?â
âYou do things like that and expect me to function normally afterward.â
âIâve seen you function fine.â A faint smirk appeared.
âYou literally made me walk funny last week.â
That finally made him laugh properly. Low, warm and real. And the sound hit you straight in the chest.
Because moments like this made you feel terrifyingly attached to him. Not just physically, worse, emotionally.
Like you were slowly building parts of your life around him without even noticing anymore. The whole team definitely noticed though.
The gym was louder than usual after practiceâvoices echoing, shoes squeaking, lockers slamming. The volleyball team was still changing when Issei walked out, towel around his neck, looking as unbothered as ever.
Then he saw you.
Waiting near the entrance, leaning lightly against the wall with your bag over one shoulder, talking to a cheerleader.
The energy in the room shifted instantly.
âOhhh, there she is,â Oikawa called out.
A whistle followed. âMiddle blockerâs girl is here again.â
You froze slightly. âIâm notââ
âNot what?â Hanamaki cut in, grinning. âYou come after practice every day. Might as well have your own locker.â
Laughter broke out.
Issei didnât react. He just walked toward you like none of it mattered.
âDid you wait long?â he asked casually.
That alone made the noise spike.
âOHHHâhe didnât even deny it!â
âBro is locked in!â
Your friend beside you leaned in whispering, âYou two are painfully making this hard.â She groaned softly, trying not to laugh.
Your ears went red. âWeâre notââ
But Issei was already in front of you, close enough that the space felt intentional.
âYou done with practice?â you asked quickly.
âYeah.â
A pause.
âYou coming home with me or yours tonight?â
The gym exploded.
âBRO JUST SAID IT LIKE ITâS A SCHEDULE!â
âThatâs not even dating anymore, thatâs cohabitation!â
You buried your face in your hand. âStop talking.â
âWhy?â he asked, calm as ever.
âYouâre making it worse.â
âIâm just asking where weâre sleeping.â
âTHATâS THE PROBLEM!â
He glanced at the chaos, then back at you.
âTheyâre loud, huhâŠâ
He shrugged slightly. âTheyâre not wrong though.â
That earned another wave of yelling from the team.
You looked up at him, embarrassed but amused. âYouâre enjoying this, arenât you?â
âA little.â A faint smirk tugged at his lips before his hand settle automatically against the small of your back, guiding you toward the exit. Warm and possessive enough to make your heart race. Gentle enough to make it worse.
The hallway outside the gym was quieter now, sunset pouring gold through the windows while students passed by glancing at them knowingly.
And suddenly you became hyperaware of everything again.
His hand still on your waist. The way he walked beside you so naturally. How easily their lives had started intertwining. Getting to know each other. Sleepovers. Late-night calls. Shared hoodies.
His parents smiling every time you came over now like theyâd already accepted you into their home completely.
God. No wonder everyone assumed things.
âYouâre quiet again,â Issei murmured.
You looked up at him slowly.
And maybe it was the softness in the evening light. Or the warmth of his hand against your waist. Or the fact that he looked at you like youâre already something precious.
But suddenly your chest hurt a little. Because you wanted to ask. Wanted to know. Wanted him to finally say it properly.
And maybeâdeep downâyouâre terrified he wouldnât.
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