# ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ - independent, low-activity, extremely canon divergent portrayal of ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฟ ๐๐ด๐ ๐ ๐ผ๐ถ๐พ, dominant of shiva, from ff16. inspirational is fairly whimsical with huge inspiration of winter and celtic mythologies. dearly cherished by ailli ( she / her / 25+ / pst ). established on may 2023 / re-established on sept 2023. pre-release influence remains heavily within this blog's interpretation. permanent mood : vibing. currently semi-affiliated with the FF roleplay community.
this is a canon divergent blog. i made this blog probably a month before the game's release and due to that there are some personal headcanons and plots that i am not willing to part with despite the game's release. i want to focus more on jill's journey to healing after her 13 years of servitude. i want to see jill as a survivor first and foremost and find freedom in her choices. by default : this blog will follow 25 year old jill's journey, which is prior to the 5 year time skip.
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01. hello, hello, once again i will reiterate this is an extremely private and likely very slow activity blog. i work very strange and inconsistent hours, and thus availability has been rather scarce. discord is available to mutuals, where i eagerly await to plot / chat / geek out about our muse. also duplicate friendly. please be aware at this time, i am now : semi-affiliated with the FF roleplay community.
02. honestly, if you're following this blog you are likely following my main blog over at @asterites. therefore, my rules are pretty much the same here as it is over there. just be respectful and we are good. no triggers, just a very chill blog. also pls tagged your nsfw imagery.
03. shipping is not a priority in this blog and it shall remain reserved for close friends who are interested in plotting something beyond the ship. unless otherwise plotted / mentioned : pls do not assume jill's feelings for clive are romantic. their dynamic is incredibly complex and it is something i would much prefer to plot in detail and separate from canon's execution. needless to say, i am ship-exclusive, so i only ship with one version of said muse romantically particularly with close friends. the rest would be considered platonic.
04. needless to say, i am someone who adores plotting. i love complex plots, plots that compliments canon, plots that derails from canon, i think plotting is great. my motivation for threads is honestly influenced by context, and if we have that i can definitely go ham. of course, i know not everyone carries my same preference, but i will do my best to accommodate.
05. please be aware : i have grown extremely tired with drama / gossips circulating around the rpc. i will follow / unfollow people at my own discretion and would prefer to stay away from any spectacle or public showcasing. frankly i am just here to write, have fun with mutuals, and preferably not pick sides. that concept alone stresses me out. my current stance on call out is rather neutral, and i would prefer to make my own conclusion rather take on the pressure of public outcry. i take this level of judgement seriously.
06. keep in mind : i do not do character exclusives. i do not have the energy to commit to anyone's portrayal nor do i want to make anyone expect / wait from me in general. as mentioned above i am really busy, so i cannot and will not do an exclusive writing with any character. i do practice having mains, but even then i am just a very chill and lazy blog lmao.
07. although i typically do not mind the ship content of my mutuals blog, i do cross the line at any roscest, in particular the relationship between the rosfield brothers. i am not here to debate, i just don't want to see it.
08. i ask that you tagged your nsfw content, particularly anything involving nsfw imagery. due to the nature of my job, i have free access to tumblr and would prefer not to see any nsfw visuals if it can be tagged and avoided. i am very attentive when it comes to adding tags in my filter list, and if the untagged offense happens repeatedly : then this will be one of the few reasons i will unfollow.
09. lastly, i do not acknowledge the ultimania's portrayal of xvi character's age range. not only does it not make sense, given how they were characterized, but it is just plain out stupid and inconsistent. i do not acknowledge canon, fanon, or ultimania portrayal of jill warrick needless to say,
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at this point it should be well-known that this is the jill blog who stubbornly refuses to adhere to canon lore. not only do i plan to incorporate my pre-release headcanons, but i also want to reiterate the importance of jill's unexplored backstory and how it will later shape the person she will become. - reposting
year 790 : before her birth
northern territories is ruled and united by the mote bloodline that prominently bore the dominant of shiva.
the former dominant of shiva perishes at the hands of the previous dominant of phoenix.
northern territories falls into a warring like state where chieftains battle one another for control of the territories.
the duchy of rosaria takes advantage of the chaos and expands their borders.
the royal family is scattered and looses their legitimacy to rule.
year 848 : age 0
niamh was born as princess of the northern territories ; bloodline consist of the newly established order in which the warrick-warlord becomes the north's recognized ruler. mother comes from the fallen royal bloodline and unknowingly passes shiva's genetics to niamh.
niamh birth place is : sneachta neagh.
silver mane continues to unite the northerners against the grand duchy of rosaria ; silver mane remains undefeated in battle.
banagher, silver mane's sworn brother is named niamh's godfather.
year 853 : age 5
niamh is given a memento from her mother ; the necklace that will later be known as shiva's kiss was passed down from mother to daughter since the passing of the previous shiva.
niamh is glued to her mother side as she watches her mother command and rule in the place of silver mane, who remains focus on the war.
banagher is subdued and taken in by rosaria's elite soldiers as a war prisoner.
silver mane continues to remain victorious, causing uncertainty to those who resided in the duchy. tales of his savagery is spread as propaganda.
year 854 : age 6
rosaria forces manages to break silver mane's formation, elwin and silver mane's encounter was eminent.
secret rosarian operatives was sent to capture silver mane's family.
niamh's mother was wounded, niamh was taken from her mother.
war between rosaria and the northern territories ended when silver mane was force to bend the knee to ensure the safety of his daughter. this angered the remaining warlords of the north.
niamh is taken as a ward to ensure that silver mane would not raise a banner against the duchy again.
the northern territories is officially under the control of the grand duchy of rosaria ; silver mane and his wife ensures the survival of the northern tribe despite the growing blight.
niamh is christianized to rosarian faith and her name is converted to jill.
jill begins her pro-duchy lessons in literature and religion.
year 855 : age 7
jill meets joshua and clive for the first time.
jill is officially introduced to rosarian court / aristocracy.
jill is given more lessons : encouraging etiquette and noble expectations.
jill attempts to runaway from the duchy ; she is found and brought back.
jill is befriend by both clive and joshua.
year 856 : age 8
jill is introduced to subjects relating to politics and diplomacy.
anabella now oversees her lessons.
jill struggles with making friends with the children from the other great houses.
jill is looked down upon by most nobilities.
jill begins to read books relating to the north, despite it being a forbidden subject to her.
jill is encouraged to take on embroidery.
year 858 : age 10
alongside the rest of her lessons, jill is force to take dancing lessons as part of her etiqutte.
jill is reunited with her godfather banagher, who remains a northern prisoner.
banagher begins to teach jill how to defend and fight for herself.
jill begins to see banagher as a father figure.
banagher leaves to join in on rosaria's expedition to the north.
year 859 : age 11
jill meets torgal when elwin comes back from the northern expedition.
jill is reunited with bangher briefly ; banagher is sent to fight alongside rosarian forces against the iron kingdom.
jill leaves the rosalith castle for the first time, and is part of the grand duchy's entourage during the time of the Remembrance Ceremony.
upon jill's return to the castle, talks about marrying her off began to circulate throughout the royal court. anabella is given the role to decide which marriage candidate would benefit the duchy.
year 860 : age 12
jill continues her studies, while secretly devouring books relating to the north.
phoenix gate incident occurs ; anabella discreetly leaves the duchy.
iron kingdom invades rosalith castle ; kidnaps the women and children, including jill.
jill meets imreann ; shiva awakens.
year 861 : age 13
jill is reunited with banagher once more ; banagher now a slave to the iron kingdom.
jill is abused and isolated within the orthodoxy's stronghold.
jill is force to master her ability as a dominant, as well as begin her training as an assassin for the crystalline church.
jill attempts to take her own life, but was thwarted by shiva's self preservation.
jill is threatened by the lives of her fellow captives.
year 863 : age 15
jill begins her assassination against the orthodoxy's political enemies.
year 864 : age 16
jill successfully eliminates a member of the royal family.
the orthodoxy begins to overturn the monarchy system and become the true rulers of the iron kingdom.
jill's existence remains a secret, yet rumors of her ice started to spread and cause fear inside the iron kingdom.
the royal family becomes a puppet to imreann's control.
jill is handcuffed and locked away with the other captives.
year 873 : age 25
news of the iron kingdom harboring a dominant starts to spread.
shiva's fatal assassinations becoming a known fact among the iron kingdom's citizens.
jill is forced to participate in the battle of nysa defile and battle against the dominant titan. imreann uses children as hostage to get her to prime, despite enduring a prior beating from the ironbloods.
jill is saved, but those children hostage did not survive.
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( i guess this is what you were trying to tell me , this is what heaven is : fingers dipped in blood & starved lungs / you quiver before god as he steals the light under your skin and call it holy, call it sacred โ tell me did you really think he'd forged you a halo out of your own grace ?
...... he'd rather eat it. )
#ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ย -ย independent, private, headcanon-based STELLA NOX FLEURET from the discarded concept of final fantasy versus xiii. extremely cross-over friendly with numerous verses featuring :ย kingdom heartโs nameless star, fabula nova chrystallis etro successor and heavy inspiration from greek mythology asteria. beloved and cherished forever by ailli ( 25+ / her / she ). formerly : stellaux.
i still think its unfortunate jill's trauma was pretty much neglected and as a woman she was expected to move on like she wasn't emotionally, psychologically, and physically abused for over a decade.
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given a new identity and went under the name beira while in the iron kingdom. outwardly she was considered to be imreann's personal bearer by the orthodoxy and iron kingdom's ruling family.
knowledge of her being a dominant was extremely contained due to the aether nullifying handcuffs and imreann's control over jill via children hostages.
while in the iron kingdom, jill was trained to assassinate imreann's political enemies --- particularly the royal family that hindered the orthodoxy's influence.
during this time, jill kept her distance with everyone and was force to harden her heart. each time she was sent on a hit, she always returned back in exchange of imreann freeing one of the children hostages. most of the time he keeps his word when she is successful. he has no problem punishing the children if jill was a moment late.
jill was force to study the orthodoxy and join in on orthodoxy prayers and rituals. ( hence the : may the blessings of the crystal go with you. )
imreann manage to consolidate his power within the orthodoxy and then later the entire kingdom due jill assassinating the kingdom's royal heir. this likely was 5 years before rumors of the iron kingdom having a dominant began to spread.
although jill tried to keep her distance, she is unable to ignore the suffering of others --- something imreann was quick to abuse.
marleigh is not jill's mother figure. she was just someone was nice to her and likely pitied her circumstance. jill likely had to run errands for the orthodoxy, often times handcuffed.
jill was trained to use a dagger, but the moment she attempted to hide it and end herself --- her weapon was replaced with a rapier. she is still highly skilled with a dagger moving forward, but her preference ultimately shifted to the later.
โ heloise โ she taught me how to make it, you know ... as a thank you. but i'm afraid it did not turn out the way i have wanted it. it's burnt and inedible. please ignore the smell. โ // @elouann
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๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ,ย ๐๐๐๐ , ๐๐๐ ๐-๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ย ย whatever shadows engulfed the lands had quickly lost their spine-chilling properties.ย 'twas too early to say good night, too late to unalterably remain. he ignored the hour when two bodies, and their tangled arms, verged at the almosts of exhaustive collapse, were it not for the fact that candlelight outlined the shapes of his furniture, faintly bothering the drowsiness.ย even when bathed in honeyed dazzle would your eyes curiously glisten. glacial diamonds for irises infused with something any moth would strive to follow, and for a haunting pause did his fantasies transport him from seated couch to bed.
perhaps, this was unforgivable ; to take touch this far, to more than two sacred hands pressing into each other.ย perhaps, love grew too large and out of his bones like blue roses from a fossilized corpse.ย carnal tissue was so simple in what it craved, and his wished to be less unattainable, more lovable.ย you were as tangible as him, why not acknowledge this truth ?ย or, perhaps, this was enough, and he should choke his hunger with three gulps of liquid crimson, quench the guttural longing.ย it should be for the best. so he did, albeit unsuccessfully.
he had no intention to purely endure the desire to kiss your insecure fingers twined through the spaces in-between his.ย you might have not noticed how perfectly they fit.ย a pair of matching pieces. could be shards of a shattered vase, could be fragments of a broken home, or other somber could beโs.ย he went farther and stripped his demeanor of any shame, or he had the alcohol to blame, in the quivering inhale his mouth pursued the curve of your pink-flushed cheek.ย a hopeless chase for your breath, so slowly and achingly deviated. the tip of his nose nuzzled yours. one more plea for one more unforgivable thing : " i dare suggest you stay for tonight, if i may keep you so selfishly here ? "
past ten o'clock, shiva's cool sunk its nails in.ย he was numb to the scrub of time. time meant nothing, time was a farce of the skies, a curse of ivory static as all muscle begged, each limb crying a phantom pain to interlock with someone elseโs โย with yours, with yours.ย he moved not.ย not yet.ย it was too early / too late, and he couldn't make out the contents of your hushed whispers. delays upon delays.ย but he did, without any trick on the mind, find your hand on his chest, atop his heart, the one screaming against the confines of his flesh, famished of love.ย he would have pledged it to you, would have lowered his body into the snow, had you asked.
