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fire take me

if you devour me from the inside

you dance

screaming your core out

revisiting your pain

that needs you to

burst with it

but still celebrating your bliss

of being alive

with your sharpest edges

i dance

like a gallows-bird

with the grip of my own fingers

tightening around my neck

i am a pendulum

this oscillation is my limit

i dance while taking

my last breath

and i want to make

a show of it

shall we dance

together

— dictionary entry: dance // julzzz

vocab - jules ed.

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I just really like this tweet

Samuel Bassett (British, b. 1982)

Friday Alone, 2018

if they're not drenched in love

glazy and glassy and clear

with tears like shards

i.

you're painful to look at

a restless ocean burning pink and blue

poisonous

oily

acid

salty

sweet

such a h a z a r d

will i be damned

for entering these waters

can i

drink you

ii.

i can't decide whether

the song we're dancing to

is meant for fucking your soul out

or screaming

voice strained with tears

then hoarse

from the razors of craving

inside

all bleeding flesh

and yearning for pain

to be over

iii.

i'm watching you

and narrowing circles around you

a rabid carnivore

dripping saliva and sweat

only to be mercilessly stricken

with your light

and my guilt, fear and regret

and i shy away

still reaching out for you

iv.

your waters are freezing cold

fighting the vicious winter

for every single spark of life

otherwise why

i can't breathe

get all numb

dissasosiate

until the paralysis

in my every muscle

turns into liquid heat

and its warmth is sweet

yet deadly

v.

your w a v e s crash against me

i feel suffocating smoke

clouding my mind

like i'm a dying coal

gleaming with my last

desperate spark

i feel relieved

thank you

now let your bitterish breeze

burn me back again

and i'll shine a different color

for you

vi.

please don't stop

there's no other air for me now

than the warm brushes of wind

from your lips

no other water

than beads of sweat

on your collarbones

no other nourishment

than you

          vii.

          i can't

          i can't

          what a drama

viii.

my palm slightly caressing your thigh

the other one gripping onto your waist

so wrong yet so right, as they say

the music pierces me through

with the rhythm of me

thrusting full into you

and you

singing your wistful solo

shaking in your dance

feverish rumba

until your knees

don't hold you anymore

i'll take the lead

and i'll handle you well

i'll take care of you

ix.

i need a dose

please please please please p l e a s e

or should i command you

to give me one

the taste of your tongue

the taste of your

everything

x.

how do i let go of you

you're mine

mine

mine

mine

why does it feel like

i'm stealing your

every touch

yet it's me who's taking

and you who's

blessing

xi.

my holy grail

is filled with essence of

lust

hunger deeper than flesh

drink me

it says

xii.

p l e a s e

xiii.

i'm breaking

please let me take you

home

— wave wave wave wave wave // julzzz

photo edit by me