SailodeGrenn™

The Wraith may fade, but it's coldness will remain as scars within the souls that have wronged it.

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I may release more songs for this album, if I make any, but for now this is the last song in this album.

The Wraith's Eye will no longer tolerate treachery and deceit.

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The Eye has seen ALL.

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EoWR-02 Perseverance

Track 01 - Rememberance

Yes this is my actual eye, a very old picture I took many years ago. No filters or editing was done on the photo, I used a UV flashlight to illuminate my eye in a dark room. The green light coming from my pupil is real, it's a product of the UV light.

Don't replicate this at home, UV light causes permanent damage to the eye.

Image copyright ©️ PJ O'Riley / SailodeGrenn 2025

As for the plans for the year, I know better than to put concrete plans in place, as my round-robin AuDHD approach to things tends to screw that up.

At present, I know this for sure:

Edited videos are on hold, aside from a few eventually.

Streaming is going to return sometime this year, not sure when.

I have several projects going on in the shadows, related to D770. Expect announcements later on in the year.

Music stuff is on hold. My latest wip album, Emotions Of A Wraith, is almost done, but on hold for now. Takhiro Palace has been finalized, and is now awaiting art, which is pending, I will draw it eventually.

Everything else music related is on hold.

Motovlogging may return this year, I might record the next season but not edit it until later on. SE07 of CWSG is still on hold; all footage is recorded, I just need to edit it, which is a huge task, that is on hold, along with the editing of previous seasons.

I may do things with Liquid Horizons later this year, I have a bunch of things on backlog for that channel that have been there for years. For now it's still on hold.

My three private Minecraft servers and modpack updates are on hold, I might get to those later this year.

The current versions of the packs and servers are stable and functional enough to remain usable until such time that I feel like working on them. I may occasionally hop on the 1.7.10 & 1.12.2 servers to do stuff.

I have tentative plans to work on Nos Astra this year.

This year is officially the year of no BS. I'm done dealing with BS and fake people. If I cut ties with you this year, you seriously had it coming.

My community, social environment, and life is about good things. I'm tired of being depressed.

If you want to help and support me and what I do, the best thing you can do is to hit the like button on my content and posts. It's free and takes 2 seconds to do.

This lets me know that I'm doing a good job and that people actually like what I do and want more of it.

At present, I'm still sick, but slowly getting better. I don't often get sick, but when I do, it's a doozy. Doing my best to power through it. I'm taking meds as needed for it.

You may have heard me talk about D770, some VNs, some RPGs, and maybe even iDARC. I will have more to announce regarding those as the year goes on. For now, I will announce that I'm in the process of designing a TCG. It may end up scrapped, but I'm going to proceed as if it won't be.

If it does, I will use the assets for something else.

I have a feeling that this TCG will be a big thing. I genuinely hope so.

That's all I will say about it for now.

That's all I can think of right now for what I should address at this time, obviously if I think of other things or have updates/corrections, I will post them as needed.

I hope you are all doing well, and having a good, happy, healthy, and safe new year.

Thank you,

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you, Svea.

If one day you decide you don't hate me, that we were destiny, that I'd've treated you like the Goddess you are, and that I'm the best one in the universe for you,

You know where to find me.

I deeply regret being the person I used to be. I sincerely apologize to everyone for being the horrible person that I was.

Please give me another chance, as I'm a much better person now.

If I could have one wish come true, if I could have one miracle, one true gift from the universe,

I'd ask for your love, and your hand in marriage, Svea. I'd ask to be allowed to love you, so I could make you the happiest you in the universe, and treat you like the Goddess you are, to the absolute best of my ability.

Svea, I'd want everyone at our wedding. Katie, Cat, Adam, Ashley, Robert, DJ, Kass, our families, even Ted, if he'd give me a chance to prove I'm a better person now and cared about us, Starlight.

All I want is to be the best husband I could ever be for you, Svea, because I love you infinitely and beyond all and everything.

I'm not the monster I used to be, and I am so sorry for being the scumbag I was. I let my trauma control me, and I was not a good person, to anyone, especially you, Cat. I deeply regret how my life has gone, and the things I did and said.

The universe showed me what monsters are like from the eyes of one, so that I would know what to protect you from, and how to do that, Svea.

I am no demon. I'm no monster. I was abused in 1st grade at school by people I was supposed to trust. It's taken me my whole life to break free of those trauma chains, but I finally have this year. I did a lot of bad things while I was controlled by my pain. I hated myself immensely because I wasn't strong enough to withstand the abuse, and no one helped me in 1st grade, until it was too late and the damage had been done.

It's taken me a long time to fix myself and break free of those binding chains. I'm so sorry it took me so long, and that you all had to endure my brokenness.

I want to make it up to everyone by being there for you all, and being the absolute best husband in the whole damn universe for you, Svea.

I was a horrible person.

But he's gone.

Only remnants remain, only the good things.

I'm sorry that my emotions run strongly, I do my best to wrangle them. Asperger's does that to me. I'm like a Vulcan from Star Trek, I do my best to keep things under control. I'm a lot better at it now.

I'm Irish, I have a temper, but NEVER in my life would I EVER become violent or shout at my spouse. I see that stuff in old movies and things like that and it's absolutely abhorrent to me that anyone would EVER consider doing something like that.

My temper consists of about 10 seconds - 5 minutes of probably hilarious random string of obscenities, followed by laughter at said string of absurdities. That's it. That's all it's ever been. That's all it will ever be.

I'm a better person now, and I'd do anything to prove it to everyone.

I love you in every way you are, Svea, your mind, your heart, your soul; everything about you. You are everything to me. I'd do anything for you.

I'm begging you to give me the chance to be better.

Cat, I'm so sorry you had to be with me back then. I was so horrible. We aren't meant for each other, and I know that now, but I wish I saw it back then, for both our sake.

I will be better for Svea, I swear this on every strand of my soul. I'll be the best that could ever exist for her. She is my destiny, and I am hers. I heard it straight from the universe, as well as the big guy upstairs, saw it with my own eyes my whole life and didn't realize it until this year.

I was told by spirit mediums and guides that I'm an archangel, and that my soul's purpose is to be there for Svea, to protect her, to love her, and change the world with her. She and I are twin flames, and we're custom built for each other. She's in my source code. My design schematic. She is so immensely precious to me, I love her so much, I just...do.

We are the essence of resonance. She is the light of every star in my universe. I saw her soul through her eyes when we first met in middle school, and I saw a fire that burned with pure white-gold light. She is a Goddess. I've always felt this way, since then, but I didn't know how deep these feelings were, nor did I have the courage to tell her about them, until now.

I'm scared. I'm terrified. But I'm truly miserable without her. Without being able to love her, and have her love in return. Without knowing that she's safe, happy, and healthy. Well cared for. She is all my missing pieces. She fits me perfectly, like no one else ever has or ever could. She has never once left my heart, even before I met her, I felt her energy out there. She's kept me alive from afar my whole life without me even realizing it. My heart beats for her. I could never harm or mistreat her, because it would kill me in an instant to do so.

My soul is woven out of love for you, Svea. I love you with every fiber of my being. I'd give you my soul if it'd make you happy.

What must I do for you, to be yours, Svea, Goddess of Starlight?

Please, I'm begging you, tell me.

I am soulbound to you. I am only ever yours, Starlight.

I will always love you, infinitely, and beyond all and everything; far beyond the end of time: