Just wandering through time and space...

and I used so many years and spent so much time writing for any website i could, doing any internship i could do. I went to uni and studied journalism but only did music journalism stuff outside because that is all i could see myself doing.

and now im 23, almost 2 years out of uni, and im still working two casual jobs not knowing where Im going in life.

This year I have had to realise and accept that the dream Ive had for ten years will probably never be anything more than a dream. But the problem is I have nothing else. I dont know where to go or what to do. Im not really good at anything.

Where do I go next? I know I absolutely cannot stay in retail forever, it makes me too unhappy and it doesnt fulfil me.

I was the one with all the potential, the one with the big life ahead of her that would become whatever she wanted to be. But now Im an adult and im looking like more of a failure than anything else.

I didnt understand why my brother was so heartbroken the year he turned 18 when he didn’t get picked up in the draft. When he didnt want to do anything else because football was all he knew and football was all he wanted. I didnt understand why he didnt find something else at the same time. Just in case. Just as a back up. 

Giveaway! 

In celebration of my blog being to nearly, I tried to wait but I was too excited, 5,000 followers I’ve decided to do a giveaway with all the stuff that I’ve collected over the years that I somehow manage to end up with double of 

 What’s Included:

* Can’t stop won’t stop sleeping pillowcases 

* Pioneer floral skull bandanna 

* Substream magazine The Maine cover 

* Substream magazine John cover

 * Forever Halloween CD 

* American Candy CD 

* Lovely Little Lonely: special fan edition CD

* I supported a band called The Maine sticker 

* Stay up Get Down vinyl: white 

 How To Enter: 

* Must be following me 

* Reblog (You can reblog how many times you want. Each reblog will count as one entry.) 

Syria was under sanctions making it complicated to even attend, and on top of that were embroiled in intense civil warfare and not in a great position to make a commitment like that. They didn't​ disagree with it, but were never involved with the deal in the first place.

Nicaragua actually felt that the Paris agreement was not strict enough, arguing that they didn’t want to be complicit in a voluntary effort that didn’t properly allocate the responsibility to large countries for being the ones who poisoned the environment in the first place, nor impose a punishment on anyone failing to comply with the standards. Nicaragua is one of the countries that’s most affected by climate change but least responsible, and they felt that wasn’t fairly reflected in the accord.

Y'all he literally just dropped his pants on stage to make Dave, who he pulled up from the crowd, feel less nervous. Yet again I find myself asking the age-old question….

Joe Biden has a message for fraternity guys