Just A Stay At Home Mom.

Do I need medication or do I need help with what’s on my plate. Consistent help

It’s really really hard. To fight the demons I have inside me. I know why some don’t make it out

Is mind blowing to me how you can see me be the worst version of me and beg for help and still choose to be selfish and not do everything to pull me out of the depths of the darkness I’m in

Idek who I am anymore let alone who I’m in a relationship with. I honestly hate him so much. He sees me struggle and continues to talk shit and put me down. But oh wait he washed bottles and held the baby once so he’s helping

Is it normal to feel so isolated. People say they love me and want to help but dont. It’s like they have no idea how miserable I am even though I’m screaming it as loud as I can