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@sagapixie
if anyone is still here Alice is over at @seizuresight now.

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INDEFINITE HIATUS
I accidentally took a break from RP around Dec 26th and have actually enjoyed my time away. This blog is a very positive place for me, out of my other blogs, and I will return. I’d love to stay in touch with my friends and mutuals so please feel free to add me on Dis//cord ( (screen)writing#4143 ) -- I will come back here, but I feel very grounded working on my screenplay for my IA Project and a personal fanfic project. I love all of you and you’re so inspirational to me and making Alice was such a good choice for me. Thank you for understanding.
OOC // I still exist I am just writing personal stuff, and prepping for Christmas with the fam! I wish you all a happy holiday if you celebrate! Despite not being on the dash I am on disc//ord and happy to chat / plot / even rp !
You can’t blame the alcohol this time.

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HEADCANON // bc @smallseer made me aware that electroconvulsive therapy didn’t become a thing until 1938, meaning smeyer Really didn’t do any proper research for her characters. The following is a low-down on the treatments Alice received while institutionalized. Alice was admitted with symptoms of delusions (and hysteria), seizures, and migraines.
Early anti-epileptic medication: Potassium Bromide.
Effective at easing tonic-clonic, grand mal, and myoclonic seizures.
Difficult to dose due to a long half-life.
Side effects include; depression, lethargy, loss of appetite, nausea/emesis, paresis (weakness of voluntary movement) of the limbs/eyes/vocal cords, and delirium (confusion, abnormal speech, memory loss and trouble concentration).
Early sedatives: Chloral hydrate.
A minor sedative to reduce anxiety.
Does not suppress epileptiform discharges.
Can be used to treat insomnia.
Pain relief: Codeine.
Alice experienced migraines often, after seizures (visions).
She would be given codeine and left in a pitch dark room until the pain subsided (usually within 24 hours).
Her dosage would be replenished every four hours until the symptoms stopped.
These migraines would occur at least once a month.
Psychiatric treatments: Hydrotherapy.
Warm baths used to calm excited and agitated behaviour.
Patients could expect a continuous bath treatment to last several hours to several days, sometimes even overnight.
Most effective environment was quiet, low light, with audio stimulation.
Cold packs used for those showing signs of, “excitement and increased motor activity.”
Cold water slowed the blood flow to the brain, decreasing mental and physical activity.
Use of restraints.
Limb holders, typically padded leather, would restrain her wrists and ankles.
If especially agitated, use of a straight jacket was commonplace.
Alice was in a near constant state of sedation, the time she was conscious enough to retain much is debatable. The medication left her largely unable to perform basic tasks on her own, and kept her sleeping most of the time. Her head was shaved when a bout of lice struck her ward.
Essentially due to the symptoms of her medication (delirium, lethargy, paresis), humiliating in some cases (incontinence), and inhibition to act of her own volition (change her own clothes, choose when to eat, when to go to bed, etc), and extreme isolation during hydrotherapy treatments, Alice’s only psychological defense was to dissociate, leading to an extreme case of DISSOCIATIVE AMNESIA. She does not recall much of the year leading up to her institutionalization, nor the duration of her treatment. Her memory is also a little foggy up until regaining consciousness after surviving the bite, and waking up alone as a newborn vampire, with an onslaught of powerful visions. The memories aren’t gone however, they are merely repressed due to the emotional trauma she endured.
person: [is already attractive]
person: [gets dirty/bloody]
me: holy SHIT
Someone watch Seinfeld w me
“your pussy is so cute… i could eat it up ”
something naughty ofc -- @vigraha
“Is it any cuter covered in your come, or with HICKEYS nearby?” He’s sitting already, on the floor and she stripes over to him. Alice doesn’t sit though, instead, when she’s just in front of him she slips her panties off beneath her skirt, lifting a leg to let them slip off her foot and into his lap. But she goes on, stepping over his lap, closer and closer until she’s almost looming over him. Alice cradles his face and smooths her hands over his beard before bracing her hands on his shoulders. “Put YOUR MOUTH where the money is, Professor, she won’t eat herself.” Alice licks her bottom lip, and lifts her skirt up one thigh until the view is all his.

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“Ssh, I’ve got you. You’re safe with me.”
what meme is this from -- @vigraha
Her small form quivers with AN AFFRONT of anxiety and panic. Alice steps closer to Jasveer, as close as she can, believing to some extent that his strength would still her shaky limb. “I know.” She breathes, one hand coming up to cling to his shirt. Alice leans her head against his chest, part of her wanting to just melt into the comfort he offers and DISAPPEAR . She can feel a familiar ache behind her eyes, the tears are already welling but she doesn’t want to break down here, not where her eyes may become bloodstained and turn her into a creature of horrors.
curveballer:
while the other may be boasting with energy , victoria’s infamous scowl returns quickly. she’s not the biggest fan of being wrong. still , gaze expectantly shifts to the doorway for a brief moment. she couldn’t be alone. the scowl soon twists into the most ANGELIC OF SMILES , head nodding once in return for the offer. ❛ as long as it’s red wine , i’m in. ❜ she knows better than to ask questions , even if her curiosity has reached its peak. ❛ i needed to TALK TO YOU , anyway. ❜
“I tend only to drink red among vampires.” Alice shrugs, gliding gracefully into the beautiful kitchen. She looks back at Victoria, smiling. “For the HUMOUR of it.” She grabs two glasses off the shelf and places them on the marble island, pulling the wine out of the brown paper bag where it sits near the box it had come in. “What a coincidence, I have a few QUESTIONS for you too.”
curveballer:
❛ little alice cullen. ❜ name dances across her lips easily , one finger dragging along the railing of the stairs. gaze doesn’t linger long on the graduation caps PEPPERING the wall , humored laugh bubbling between her teeth as victoria tosses fiery locks aside in a swift head turn towards the other vampire. ❛ thought you would have seen me coming. guess i over - estimated your abilities, didn’t i ? ❜
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“Vicky.” Alice cants her head to the side. She had seen the FIERY haired girl coming, knew she’d be here, just not when. Her visions aren’t always specific, only time can lead her to surety. Curious eyes look up at the taller vampire. “I did see you. I’m here to greet you aren’t I?” Alice gracefully motions for Victoria to follow her into the brightly lit kitchen. “Will you join me, I just got some WINE flown in from Italy.”
“It sounded like you were having Bella for lunch, and we came to see if you would share...” INDEPENDENT ALICE CULLEN // PROMO // PSD

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RANT: It’s sad to see the rpc completely ignore Native faceclaims. The rpc preaches about diversity and being inclusive, but yet they barely acknowledged us. I often see my fellow rphers make fc dictionaries/masterlists and I always check to see if they have any Native fcs, and usually they don’t. On a good day, they maybe have like one or two (always Boo Boo Stewart) and that’s it. And I’m like really, people? I did not make this account to be ignored. Heck, I even made a masterlist of Native faceclaims you can use for your rps. Quit being lazy and expand your horizons.
Comfort/Praise Starters!
“Ssh, I’ve got you. You’re safe with me.”
“Good boy, you’ve done so well.”
“Good girl, you’ve done so well.”
“There’s no need to be afraid.”
“You’re so good, love. So beautiful and sweet.”
“You’ve improved a lot! I can see you’ve been practicing.”
“I’m so proud of you.”
“I’m not going to leave you alone, don’t worry.”
“I forgot you hated loud noise. Come here, I promise the thunder will stop soon.”
“Do you want me to hold your hand?”
“Stop worrying yourself sick.”
“Easy, sweetheart. Just relax.”
“You’re so cute sometimes!”
“You’ve come so far, and I’m so happy for that, and for you.”
“You did this? It’s incredible!”
“God—you feel amazing.”