trash prince

i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself

i hate myself, i wanna stab my self in the chest 20 times, im disgusting and i wanna scream

Do you ever just like push people away because you’re not in a good place and don’t want to bring people you care about down to your level

aw fuck = “I can’t believe you’ve done this”

me every ten seconds: but was it really bad enough to be "trauma"?

Have I already told the person this thing? Have I only thought about telling them? Have I only dreamt about telling them? Or am I going to tell them and find out I already told them 3 times before?